revamp

i'll be back with new blogskin & new url okaysdohtays. =)

end.

i don't know why i'm stupid enough to breakdown at work.
the insecure-ness i have for the past one & half years, like all of a sudden haunt me again.
i feel the pain i have for the past one & half years. one & the half years.
there's nothing more to say.

i end it here.
then both of us won't feel the pain.
we will be happy.

yeah, move on.
&& smile.

latter

NOW....
i shall just let him move on
i shall let him be happy
i shall free him with worries, pain & problems.
i shall let him pursue his love for another girl.
i shall just retrieve back the key i bury under the sand, & unlock the heart.

& now when i know he's happy, i'm twice as happy as he is. =)

now that i know the truth, i will have to move one.

raise your hands in the air.

i gladly announced that my CCNA4 project is officially done & checked & marked!!!! FUHHH. somehow, our hardwork paids off. =)=) thanks ayne for being the pillar to my strength. haha.

I NEED AN EYE MASK! hurrrry.

misses

i've gained pounds to my weight. a number of people have been noticing the bulky stomach i have. the fats on the high cheekbones. dangs; i can't resist the sweet delights. i've been pampered, mind you. even mama said i've eat too much & she saw the pig shining through me. anws, things are doing fine & dandy, i guess. but school projects can really make ayne & i grow white hair. ohh please. i can't wait to get it done. tomorrow is the deadline & i'm only halfway done. S H I T! hang on fidah, only few weeks left, & you can say a big HELLO to holiday.

i miss my teman tapi mesra. it's only two days & i'm already missing having fun with him under the void deck. hahas. have fun working, wawan.

HAPPPY 25TH!

i'm losing touch of who i am, what i'm becoming and who i want to be with.
don't ask me what's wrong.

anyhoooos.

its the elder sister's birthday.
HAPPY 25TH, KAK NANA!
surprises to come just so you know. i love you aload, sis.
&& be happy. be fine. be dandy.
lovesweetlove.
MUAH!

h a t e

sometimes the person you want the most, is the person you are best without.

i'm under depression just so you know. i need to be away from blog. i'm sorry.