yum!

24/9

hey wassup blog!! haiz. very sleepy. my eyes r heavy! hahaha. too tired da. neva rest from just now. today?? haiz. boring!! chemistry sucks. i just hate it. i dunno y. hmm, now just finish talking to my cousin, tin tin n guni. grr! boring. dinesh comp is down at the moment. nothing to tok about for today. learnt new things everyday, as usual lor. just now, me go library wit hamizah. haha. go there wash our eyes. yeah! meet lots of fwens. saw masaida just now. wow! she's plump now. haha. chubby lah as i can say lor. then, me n mizah do art. doing our prepatory work for art lor, wat else. boring! okok. average! then saw, faizal, fir kecik, fir berg, zaly, haziq n azhar. they r revising their werk for their 2nd last or last paper on monday. wah! so good sia. hmm, cant wait for mine. yeah! today so happy. khai came to skul.me going johor bahru tomorrow wit ma family. gonna wake up early. boring!! nothing much bout today lah.

then, just now ate ice cream wit dinesh n monkey. hmm! nice!! hey, guni ate kfc just now. very hungry la. nah! cannot eat too many later grow fat. haha.me pity him. his leg was swollen.

awww!!! professional injury have to endure ma! haha. get well soon khai. then he say i got a very nice braces. he got a very nice hairstyle. hehe. he looks more charming, as i can say lor. (jangan kembang lah eh). nas kept waking me up during my chemistry lesson. haha. very sleepy la. dunno y da. just chat wit wen quan in the afternoon. talking bout personal things. so nice toking to her. haha. yeah! she got secret admirer. like me lor. yeah! gerls foreva la. haha. jst now, msging dinesh. thats all lah. me toking cock now. sleepy ma. haha. nonsense. okok. me wanna sleep. tata boiboi. nitez n luv ya! muacks! see ya!ps: grr! very sleepy now da. hehe. wrote 3 testi today. hmm, met him just now. he look at me. eye contact. then he smiled. yeah! so damn happy!

quote for today: doing the best at this moment outs you in the next moment.

deng deng!

23/9 422pm

hey wassup babies!!! gee! currently talking to mr gunaraaj on d phone. haha. this guy here, said tat he looks like aaron aziz. haha. me laugh like hell. tak dapat ar. asking me comment bout his updated pic. hmm. wat can i say still da same. there's 3 pic he showed to me. 1st one was nice among the 3. the 2nd one looks like drug addict. haha. the 3rd one was really like a dog. haha. he sitck off his tongue. wat the hell. haha. damn it! sorry da. i very bad leh. guni very devastated after hearing d news. haha. very slow. lots of people noe bout the news already da. okok. watever!!! yesterday at nite go meet dinesh. he got problem la. pity him la. dont worry dinesh, i'll always b there for you. haiz. life is like tat la. u just need to go wit the flow n enjoy life.today nothing. khai neva come! boring! gee! okok. khai, get well soon ok. me gonna miss ya la. hmm, just now very sleepy. dunnoe y. but go back early. haha. actually, got social studies remedial. but neva go!! lazy lah. was too exhausted!! grrr!! me gonna sleep soon la. haha. very boring. tonite gonna do maths again. got maths homewrk. mr chew foreva la. yeah! damn happy sia. ya noe y?? can eat already. teeth ok liao. haha. can eat hard things. cool hah. *wink*. ok gonna update friendster la blog. me update tomorrow kies. take care. luv ya! muacks!!ps: love him so much lah!! haha.

quote for today: if you have a will to win, you have achieved half of your success, ifyou dont, u have achieved half of your failure.

extreme!

22/9

hey blog! wassup!! haha. hey kinda miss ya da. hmm, okok. lets get to the point. yesterday, neva update ya. too tired!! hmphhh! doing nothing. just study the whole day n toking to dinesh. glad that i understand my maths. chapter 1. have to revise coz exams r coming. boring! khairul was absent since on monday. including today, 3 days already. haiz! boring without him la. he make my day lifely dey. haha. okok watever! just now came home around 4 plus. everybody at home except dad n my first sis. werking of coz. i was dumbfounded to see my sis at home. haha. usually she is the last one to arrived at home. *wink* amazing lah. today very slack. boring la. neva go home wit mamak. go home alone. paraathi was in skul. grrr! saw ma class photo.

oh my god! all of us were photogenic. very charming n gorgeous. hmm! very nice pic as i can comment. haha. npcc pic?? zaly cover my half of ma face. bloody monster! haha. nah! i dont care bout it at all.actually, today me having fun toking to nasrun. haha. first time talking to him for so long. the whole 2 periods of social studies. forever boring lah me! haha. chatting bout stupid stuff. controversial thing. haha. i was so absent minded at tat time. hahahaha. enuf lah. serious in ur werk la hamster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gonna meet khai later. wanna give him his stuff which he left it in skul. he's leg is swollen tats he's missing in action for 3 days. haha. nonsense. play soccer to much lah. professional injury. haha. bla bla bla khai! feel very hungry.

my teeth getting better la. can eat hard food. me ate ice cream. yum! chocolate chip wit milo n sunflower seed. ehhmm!! very nice! delicious la. gonna eat soon. hehe. spending the whole day doing maths AGAIN!! ggrrrr!! mr chew forver giving hmwrk but its good. there's advantages n disadvantages. okok. now me watching lizzie mcquire. haha. stupid show. just hate it la. but still watch it. just to release tension. bla bla. nothing to do lah. okok. me got to go. me update ya soon ok blog. luv ya! muacks!ps: miss him today!! haha. hope he'll have fun in skul.quote for today: people donno how much u noe until they noe how much u care :)

heppy bdae DEVA!

20/9

hey blog!! haha. wassup babies! hey kinda miss ya lah. haha. yesterday neva rite ma. too tired lah dude. grr! now actually in skul. got ipw. boring lah. hehe. today go skul, people saying bout my braces. damn it! metal da. gee! school today? boring! sux man. khairul was absent today. sitting beside nasrun. haha. during maths lesson, both of us very sleepy. haiz. tomorrow got physics test. mayb can pass lah. hehehe. macam tahu eh. today neva go home wit the mamaks. hope their prelims were ok. guess wat. this zi wei sitting beside me saying that my face like the stupid shirin (singpore idol). izzit?? she said cos of my braces. haha. funny lah this zi wei. hamster ham ham ...fifi or dahdah???nana?? ----> this wat zi wei said the whole day. haiz.

yesterday me very tired. attend my cousins wedding at fort canning. fuhyyooo!! damn standard. gee! my 2 cousins nazar n nazrul. damn handsome sia yesterday. my cousins n i were busy carrying the plates to the kitchen. the food looks delicious.hey, not to forget today is deva's bdae!! happy bdae deva. later gonna call him n wish him. is it too late for me?? nah. dun think so lah. hehe.i cant eat bcos of my braces la. boring. but i heard alot of people comment tat the food was not so nice. so, dont judge a book by its cover. haha. i will kena sure if my uncle heards it. joking man. kina n jija sitting beside me. looking at my blog. haha. okok. today must finish up my malay homework. stupid normala lah. normala la?? haha. stupid name. dumb ass! am i so bad?! arghhh. i dont give a damn da. hehe. i just hate her lah. dunno y lah.

mayb because of her attitude lor. wat da!!!!!!!!! wondering wat me gonna do at home. haiya! hamster, low memory izzit. have to study physics rite?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oklah relax lah. control urself gerl. haha. boring now. waiting for the cd thing to burn lor. gush!! very exhausted. i wanna eat!! eat da. eat!!! eat!! haha. very hungry da. just now ate mee soto during recess time. teeth very pain. still must eat porridge like baby. grrr!! by the way, yesterday my cousins n grandma said i'm thin. haha. cool!! i'm gonna shout like hell if they say i'm fat. okok watever. okies. my hand very pain already. type so fast like dog running after me! hahhaa! ok rafidah, dont talk cock here!! ok blog. love ya so much! take care ok. see ya sooonnnnn!! muacks.ps: me miss sumone lah. haha. imaginary guy?? haha. dinesh n paraathi said i'm mad da. watever lah eh! i believe in myself....coz i m da princess of hamster. haha..

today is deva b'dae! happy bdae deva!!

findin nemo.

17/9

hello blog! wassup! haha. me today neva go skul. haiz very nice! got dental appointment lor. haha. yeah! me wear braces already. haha. it was so funny. blue colour. not painful actually. not at all. luckily tomorrow saturday. paiseh sia wanna show my shiny teeth to my frends especially dog, elephant, stick, pig n crab. argggghhh! very shy. haha. my 2nd sis said that i looked like a fish n the "fishkiller" in the finding nemo movie. forget whats her name. damn it! haha. stupid sis! it was very difficult for me to talk n eat. stuck here n stuck there. argg! troublesome. its ok. gonna get use to it sooner or later lor. haha. haiz. nothing much happen today. yeah! sis bought for me roxy bag. but its too common. lots of people r using it. typical gerls lah. but nevamind. i dont give a damn man. haha. okok. me got to go. wanna cook porridge. bye. luv ya blog! muacksme shall continue later if got time. waiting for tomorrow. going to grandmum house. chao baby! holla ya later. peace!! peeps n bitches!ps: miss him alot. haha :). wrote sumtink bout him yesterday nite b4 sleep.

quote for today: spread love everywhere you go, let no one ever come to you without leavong better and happier....

raining cat n dog

16/9 5.00pm

hello blog! wassup babies! haha. me now chatting wit paraathi. hmm, me tomorro neva go skul. got dental appointment. braces lah! damn it! ok watever! nothing to say bout today da. nothing lor. wat ya do in skul? study rite? so wats there to tok about. haha. kidding. saw wan toyol just now. yeah! almost did not recognise him. he smiled at me. haha. hmm, pity him. he's destroying his future lah. actually, he just come out of the boys home. hope he will turn over a new leaf lor. hope so ok. he's a very nice guy. got the potential to suceed in life. go back wit stick, dog, bam bam, elephant n rambutan. haha. crab go home liao. pig neva come da. y da. mayb lazy lor. pig r born to b lazy. haha. n not to forget hamz. yeah.yesterday?? hmm got test lor. 3 tests. social studies, maths n malay. okok lor. the ss quite complicated coz study last minute haha. yesterday me slip damn early then got malay remedial ends at 5.00. so late.

then it was raining cats n dogs. damn it! its sooooo cold. went home wit khairul. meet muhsin, leia n azrul when we on the way to d busstop. haha. yeah. thats it lor. exams around the corner. must start revising. saturday n sunday must b a very busy day for me lor. my cousin getting married wit a chinese lady. hmm, seen her before. very good looking. then saturday overnight in my grandma's house. damn it! confirm alot of people. my grandma n grandad have 30 grandchildren. alot rite?! haha. yeah! fun lah but distracting n noisy.

but once a while meeting my cousins can lah. the wedding is going to b held on Sunday at Fort Canning Park there. the gallery n bla bla bla. dunno da. haha. ok lor. thats all i could say bout today. shall continue mayb tomorrow after my dental appointment. haha. ok bye. love ya so much! muacks! :)ps: tink me love him. haha. wat the hack. cmon cut the crap hamster. b a versatile gerl. ok stop it! damn it. me get jealous easily over small things. nothing lah! just keep inside d heart lor. hmm, tink sumone like my guni. bye lets end now.

quote for today: every problem contains within itself the seeds of its own solution!!!

start werking!

13/9/04

hello blog! today me neva go skul. haha. cos kept vomiting. headache lah. gonna sleep soon cos just ate my medicine. need some rest ma. haiz. damn it!! cant see guni today. grrrrrrr!! stupid fever! i just hate it. spoiling my mood for today. me gonna do my holiday assignment today. grrr!! dont feel like going to skul. but i make sure that tomorrow i'm coming to skul. this friday got dental. bla bla bla! braces! arhh! ok watever. stop it! control urself hamster! yesterday nite, nose bleeding! cmon man! stop it! i'm sick n tired of this thing.

whats happening to my body. start werking!!!!!!!!!! final yr is coming. have to start revising. kinda miss ma fwens la. long time neva see ma. haha. :)shit! stupid smell here. my neighbour burning the papers. sux. grr! hope recover by tomorrow lah. hope so! please lah me wanna see guni lah. guni lah?? haha nice name. macam tahu eh. okokok cmon serious. haha. nana just pierce the tongue. shafiah also. ok cool. typical gerls. haha. me typical gerl but not to pierciing types. its hurting. me wanna look like a lady. very gentel. act normal. not kind like followers. ok watever. me toking to keith. he told me that tintin also neva come. haha. he n tin tin. hmm. oklah. me wanna sleep. got to go peeps. tata boi boi! luv ya! muaHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hugs n kisses!

sickly

12/9/04

hey wassup blog! thought of updating it yesterday but no energy. haiz. high fever my temp for the whole was about 39.7-40.3. Sleeping like pig the whole day. haha. headache ma. now getting better lor. just a slight headache. yesterday, vomit alot of times. "that's good"--> this wat elephant said just now. hahaha. nonsense! ok watever! me damn damn happy today! just cant expressed it. TOO happy. haha. beyond words. guni is back. haha. mayb he's sleeping. tired ma after the long journey. gush! cant wait to hear his voice. hehe. me now chatting wit elephant. grr.. boring tomorrow, skooling. the doctor gave me an mc for today n tomorrow. but then me wanna go skul tomorrow wanna meet guni. miss him so much lah. haha wish he doesnt turn darker. nevamind. just ask paraathi to buy the fair n lovely cream. haha. damn it! cmon. nthing to say bout today. hehe. oklah me gonna sign off. lazy to type. haha. oklah luv ya. muacks.ps: guni is back. damn happy!! tata boiboi. muah.

me fat?!

10/9/04

hey diary! yeah! blog is ok already. hmm! for the past few days, i tried to publish the post but cannot. now, can already. ok cool lor! me now msging guni as usual. haiz today bad luck. got fever. love sick lah. hehe. miss guni so much! now, getting better. slight headache. today, the whole day neva tok to dinesh. haha. kinda miss his voice. okok relax hamster. hehe. later, he's calling me. tomorrow, guni coming back. so damn happy. time flies hah?! me wanna tok bout yesterday. so sad that i cant join pig, elephant, stick n crab for the bbq. sorry! okok. i went for my cousins bbq. it was enjoyable. haha. it was so hilarious. they sabotage me n called me HIGH CHEEK BONES. again?! dumb ass. haha. they called me fat.

haiya! i'm so depressed! haha. nevamind. i'm happy wit what i am now. hmm, my cousins pulled me to the water. luckily, i brought extra shirt n short. i wore 3 quarter, net cap, shirt yesterday. go beach must b simple. they there's 1 part whereby my cousin cried because of relationship problem, then i hugged her lor. After that my cousins came n hugged both of us lah. then they took the whipped cream n put at my face. haha. i was so fucked up. damn it! then i quickly was my face. scared got pimple. haha. gerls forever lah. nothing much bout today.

hmm sleeping the whole day lor. BORING! haha. just now i vomit sia. really cannot tahan. headache ma. feel like hitting my head on the wall. asshole! haha. oklah blog. me got to go. wanna rest. take care ok. me shall continue tomorrow. haha. tata boiboi. love ya. muacks!!ps: 1 day more n guni is back. yeah! so happy. cant wait for that moment. missing him is despicable. grr! :)

hehe

8/9/04

hey diary!! wassup. hmm, now msging guni. haha. i neva check my hp then neva reply him so he thought tat i angry wit him. haha. damn funny sia he. he said its raining in the city. poor guni. ok watever. lets get to the point. today update the blog very late. sorry dear. haha. no time lah. ok today actually nothing. boring! nothing to talk about. miss guni alots! haiz. relax. he's coming back soon. okok. just now just spent the whole day in the library n msging guni. BORING!! i was damn fucked up in the library just now. damn noisy! like market sia. the small kids r jumping n running like monkeys. bloody tah wee! he's the leader! haha. lol. (am i bad?!) sorry. joking ma. cant study! but no comments lah skool holiday ma. so, just do the bbok review. i borrow 1 storybk title: far from shore. nice book. bout life. haiya! still havent do the holiday hmwrk!! maths!! grrr! yesterday, i got flu leh. wa lau. so bad luck. sneeze here sneeze there. haha.

hmm, now getting better lah. mayb miss guni too much. nah. actually ya noe y i got flu? coz of elephant lor. he go watch movie wit pig then neva take care of me. so sad. sob.. sob.. haha. joking. okok. relax. hmm, then in the library tok to dinesh. haha. he oso said noisy. expected lah. haiz. at nite, watch charmed. yeah! my fav show coz i acting ma haha. i'm paige. if i got all the powers arh, i will b the most happy gerl in the world!! damn it! dream on man! it doesnt exist at all. hmm. kinda boring now! tomorrow cheng kai asked me go play badminton. dunno leh. see first see mood. now everybody sleeping except sis n me. sis cant sleep coz she got a very long sleep in the afternoon. now, she watching tv. haiz. klah got to go now. tata boiboi. nite. luv ya muah!!ps: 4 days more n guna is back! yeah!! eager! waiting for the day. me counting down!! chao chin chao! >>>> PEACE!

guni! i miss ya lots!

7/9/04

hey diary!! wassup babies?! gee, today is quite a boring day. hmm, just msg guni d whole day. haha. just mrning got ipw. late again! hehe. we make a short movie bout skool life. gush! it was awesome. its actually about a gang n also romance. hmm, interesting rite?? coz i'm the one who give the idea. haha. okok. then, nasrun n aaron fighting for a girl, which is valerie. hahaha. guess wat??! aaron is got in acting. wow! i dunno that! he's talented sia. but after the whole shooting, it turns out so funny! damn it! accchhooooooooooo! haiz. me sneezing. mayb eat to much ice cream. haha. shit! guna would scold me! ok forget it. cant wait for the 2nd project bout video clips i think. actually, i just came back from the Jurong East Library.

hmm, quite alot of people coz school holiday ma. after that, i ate ice cream!! yum yum!! haha. strawberry n chocolate. ate 2 of it. gush!! my cousins r here. like bloody monkeys. mum not here. went to aunt house. 2 of ma sis werking. dad werking. boring!! me eaten already in the mrning in skul. still not hungry. diet actually. haha. so fat, still wanna eat. nah! sumtink wrong man! hey wanna noe sumtink, guna seems to b so romantic since he went to India. haha. sumtink fishy here. ok watever. let's find out when he came back okies. alrite then. me waiting for guni to reply back. haha. nothing much to say bout today but then, this text is quite long. haha. funny leh. ok me signing ofF. holla ya tomorrow ok. check it out bitch n pimps out there!! peace! take care n luv ya. muacks!!ps: neva change! still miss guni. 5 days more n he'll b back. rite here waiting for him. ceh! ceh! romantic seh. haha. tata boboi!!

gorgeous!

6/9/04

hey diary!! wassup?! haha. guni msg me. so happy. he's fine there. he said he miss me alots. hmm, lets talk bout yesterday. yesterday was my cousin's wedding. oh my god! she's gorgeous. haha. guess wat?? my cousins n aunties said i'm FAT!! damn it. haha. n that danish called me "HIGH CHEEK BONE".. izzit?? so sad!! hmm. nevamind. i can diet anytime. hehe. hmm, just now got ipw. boring but learnt tink lor. grrr! go home wit dinesh. n i cried in the dnt room when guna says he miss me. haha. watever. n then, this dinesh told me about the ghost story. KUM KUM. wa lau. so scary sia. i can imagine it man. hey, my imagination is gud ok. grrr! i was gonna cry sia. SCARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! gush. dinesh can b a storyteller lah. hehe. donno y i so scared. hehe. okok. now, gonna play game. tomorrow still have to attend for the ipw. SUX!! yeah. okies. i'm signing out. tata boboi muacks.ps: 7 more days n guna is back!! hey got new name for elephant. ele mcphant. nice hah?? Chaos

virus

5/7/04

hey blogger! sorry long time neva write my day with ya.. my comp spoilt lah.. infected by virus.. grr! now still not ok actually.. okok.. watever.. juz wanna tell ya tat.. hey, i'll be back sooner or later.. k.. byes.. take care n have a nice day ahead..

missing him

4/9/04

hey diary!! wassup! haiz. me crying?? no daddy no! haha. hmm, guna left. he did called me but i did not answer it coz i was sleeping. shit! haiz. guna, come back soon okies. god, please protect guna. ok relax. hmm, me do nothing. got chem remedial. ok lah. quite boring. haha. gonna play badminton with my neighbour. donno y so bad mood today. yeah, i did cry just now but now ok. haha. sumtink wrong wit me. its my abang who left not my husband. haha. just doing stuff like play games. hmm, this dinesh taught me one. but at least i got dinesh to talk to n oso my fwens. guna will b back soon, dun worry. haha. yeaH! i'm ok dude! relax.

i will adapt to it by tomorrow. i PROMISE! monday got IPW. sux. nah! boring! then after that, plan to go JE library with kinone. hehez. hey, i miss hasbul. wonder how he is now. can see that he has changed alot. but hope it last long not just for awhile. argghh! watever! sumtink is wrong here. my heart feeling so uneasy. dunno y lehz. ok then, holla ya tomorrow. luv ya peeps! muah!!ps: missing guni!!

i hate CHEM!

3/9/04

hey diary! wassup man! hmm. not in the mood actually. guni is going to india tomorrow. haiz. gonna miss him cos he's goin there for a week. boring. but its ok. time flies. next week is holiday! yeah! have to buck up man. wanna revise coz final yr exams r coming!!! arrrhh! just now was boring! haiz. tomorrow still have to wake up so early for chemistry. YUCKS!!! i hate chemistry man! i love physics bcoz of Tan's SOOT. haha. damn it! mayb gonna play badminton wit cheng kai tomorrow. not sure leh. next week no plans except for study. hhmm, mayb go ton with kina. not sure lehz. haiz! hamizah was absent today. boring sia. then do the fucking art. stupid sia. haha. after that go home with the mamaks!! who else, the elephant, stick n dog lor. kies lah, i got to go leh. take care ok. luv ya!!!!!!!!!!!! muahhhhhhhhh!

dull

2/9/04

hey today is such a boring day! guna was not in skool. so boring. kinda miss him, miss his nonsense haha. bloody dog! damn it hamster. hehe. hmm, today i go for the army open house. oh my gosh! so boring. the army stuff.. boring!!!!!!!!!! hehe. haiz. this week is the last week. boring sia. hey guess wat, tomorrow i will b receiving the good efforts award. wow! i'm so proud of myself man. haha. hmm. hey guna going to india for more than a week. kies got to go bye