Sunday, December 18, 2005

engross with work. =D

heys. it has been aeons since i update my blog. its getting rusty, i noe, i dont need those reminders which will just automatically came in my mind. hahas. life has been extremely busy these few days. i have no time to do EVERYTHING! ~shesssh~ i'm currently working at Watson, Tanjong Pagar to dig fer experience. i've been working dere as a sales assistant fer almost 2 wks. new frens come. hahas. has been close wit my colleagues lately. & d regular costumers too. & not to ferget d cheeky security guards. hahas. a great place to werk in indeed! best best colleagues too! hahas.

yap. so, im gonna update my bloggie once in a blue moon. i'm missing my watevas so badly. ahh! gonna meet up wit em soon. mayb, during christmas?? how bout tt?? shall c hah.

its gonna be d end between me&dy. pretty soon. i'm getting weaker&weaker. & i just wish this will not happen. i'm sure i cant amend d fate tt has befall on us, dis time. haiz. this shit has to happen. WHY???????????!!!!!!!! i donno wen&how i'm gonna stand on my feet, again & be on d right track once more. damn.

aite. i gtg now. i'm feeling so fuck up. & all d best fer N level candidates who are waiting fer their results 2mrw. `toodles

i love you, daddy.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

goodbye, full package.

heys. 01-08-05, its gonna end soon. i feel so jaded&confuse. my mind is totally fill with raging storms&fog. anitime, i can collapse of mental distraction & worst, i feel like puking after smashing all the FOODs in my belly. i'm reluctantly forcing myself to make d rush decision. a deprived 4 month love which i can neither save it nor fight against it. i'm grief-stricken, yes, i AM.

well, i'm fucking depress over the matter. ARGHH! i gotta to make up my mind. save me, god. its prickling on me. ~toodles

LIFE IS LIKE A FLOWER. THE LOVE IS THE HONEY.

i wanna be wit u, baby.

i'm uber bored!

yos. i cant stop myself frem chewing&munching food. esp a lotsa tidbits at home. i'm seriously bored! i'm missing my watevas so badly. *tsk tsk*. shall meet them soon. & btw, wheres dy? my sweet-loving-bf is M.I.A. (missing in action) i'm waiting bf.

& heres my new skin. hahas. so engross wit CHICKEN LITTLE. yipes! hmm. no comments bout it. it look kinda messy. gush!

~toodles

i'm sick!

hey. i'm not feeling well rite now. i've finished up d box of tissues in 1 day. i caught a cold since yesterday nite. darn it. & i had mood swing too. my eyes are burning & i tink i'm gonna crush on my bed soon. nothing seems to werk tho i ate a few panadols early in d mrning. yar, so hasnt been updating my blog quite a few days. alot of things had happened. frem happiness to worry-ness then sad-ness. i shall summarise it sum other time.
so, my 4th month anni wit dy, was enjoyable. we went to catch a movie, which is, CHICKEN LITTLE. hahas. it was so hilarious. all d while, both of us cant resist frem laughing out loud. i love chicken little!!!!! alot!!! so adorable&funny esp the nerdy look. he's really a champion. trust me. i wanna buy d artificial yellowish-nerdy-little-chicken at toy's'rus. YEAH! hahas.
i'm still finding job, guess i'm going interview on Monday at Giant as cashier. hahas. a dwarf werking in giant?? tts hell-uva. every single day, i almost went out wit my frens & my b, just to occupy my boredom. i needa werk, so desperately. its so monotonous staying at home. & worst, i ate alot! if i werk, at least i'm able to stick wit my diet plans, rite. & i will not be bore-to-death&pathethically, having those movie-marathons by myself, like now. all d old vcds i've dug out frem d cupboard.
hmm, so, basically, i donno wat to do TODAY! aite, i shall blog again soon yar. aniways j, yeah true. i adore your theory, sumtimes fate amend our ways instead of us, amending d fate. i'm missing my watevas so badly. gonna call up 1 by 1 soon. ~toodles. cheers astala vista.