goodbye 2006 & hello 2007

music [ muse- starlight ]

hello earthlings. (:
while waiting for the maggi tomyam to cook, i shall post an entry. i'm highly addicted to tomyam. gosh! haha. & guess what, its only 15mins left to end 2006, & welcome 2007. yayfuu! (: well, i'll give you an insight of my resolutions. err, i have none actually. few weeks ago, i've planned a chockfull, but i don't want it to backfire. so, i'll just go with the flow. this year has not really been a good year for me. but on a positive note, it made me stronger defeating challenges & the lessons i have to learn.

2007; filled with happiness, love & sugarcoat with sweetness.
god's willing, i want my relationship with dydy to last long.
the friendship with watevas & the rest of my fellows or platonic friends, stay strong & lovely.
:)
i really love love. it make my life a breeze one.

so here's wishing you a very happy new year, & a smooth-sailing year ahead. && selamat hari raya haji. =)

with love,
fidah.
muah!!!

Falls apart

music [ armor for sleep- the truth about heaven ]

i slept like a log. woke up at 9.30 in the morning to babysit my baby botak, while mama made her way to the market. & exactly at 11.00, few minutes after mama reached home, i'm off to lala land again. horrible! but hey, i can't help it cause i snoozed at 4.30am the previous night. hurr.

end-ni-huus,

i don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. that's for sure. i'm having a bad headache right now. AGAIN? yeah. rest is the paramount, certainly. i guess i'll only start the packing the next morning. i need a good early night as i'll be meeting curlie at 11 in the morns @ J.E . oh wells. no matter whether its going turn out thumbs up or down, i still want to go out somewhere, despite fathomly not knowing where to head.

the surrounding is really making me tipsy. =/

something in random:
friday & saturday- away from homesweethome.
sunday- hari raya haji. & new year eve (:
monday- newyear ohseven & 1year 5mths
tuesday- double date with ayne & wan
wednesday to friday- recharged before school reopen
saturday- sandtoesah with the watevas kids. =D

FUHH. that's a looooooonnnnnng one. dead beat, FOR SURE! haha. brings me to the sense of excitement. =))

&& the following days, back to school, babies! the lovely holidays going with the wind? perhaps. so before the school welcome me with open arms, let's have a ball of timesss to its peak ya. ohkays lovelies. the nauseous feeling really sucks, for goodness sake.

oh btw, i received an email, & i'm sure most of you all are aware that candyempire candies/chocs consists of pig gelatin, so be careful ya. check first before bedal jer. hehehe. nanti kak nini marah fidah lah! haha.

CHEERIOS & i'll be back in two days time. huggies dry~

=( in the heart. =) in the outside.

Eragon

music [ brooke hogan- for a moment ]

today, dydy & i catch the movie, Eragon, at westmall. a seasonably weather to watch a movie hah. hehe. fortunately, we got the couple seat && we were at physically ease in the theatre. candidly, its a pleasant enough fantastical adventure. its apt the combination of lords of the ring & harry potter. eragon is moderately diverting escapism that will appeal to fans of the fantasy genre. that's how its brought to the screen. its a cliffhanger, still. for me, its intriguing enough to bring me to imaginaryland.

imagination island. just imagine.

on an oogleboogle note, that eragon boy, not bad afterall. somehow offbeat by his angel && adorable face. i loike that! (: hehe.

my day started with a bad headache & my love has been forcing me to sleep early(=P), & before turning in, let me CS. hehe. night world. (:

i'm always your babygirl, & i want to grow old with you, love. (= now
smile baby.

Found

music [ chris brown- say goodbye ]

i found out that i was tagged by curlie @ her LJ.

5 years ago I was:
- 12 years ago && sitting for PSLE

5 snacks I enjoy:
- ben & jerry's
- all kinds of chocolates
- pocky
- yanyan
- twisties

5 songs I know all the words to:
- smile by lily allen
- chasing cars by snow patrol
- diary of jane by breaking benjamin
- let you go by ashley parker
- you'll be safe here by rivermaya

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars:
- shopping definitely!
- travel around the world
- treat the loved ones (:
- donate to the needy people
- car license & buy my dear mazda rx8

5 places I would run away to:
- maldives maldives maldives!
- new zealand
- hawaii
- paris
- L.A

5 things I would never wear:
- super mini mini skirt
- gold jewellery
- bikini? MAYBE.
- i dont know
- i dont know too

5 bad habits:
- burping out loud
- laugh with tunes
- fart here & there
- cut my own fringe (itchy hand!)
- scratch my head

5 biggest joys:
- spending time with the loved ones
- get something i want so badly
- achieve goals
- make people happy.
- singing? hehe

5 famous people I would date: (bestnyer!!)
- cristiano ronaldo can! hahaha
- wentworth miller
- ashton
- tom welling
- adam brody

5 other famous people i would date:
- zac effron
- jonny depp
- orlando bloom
- usher
- kaka

5 people to do this quiz :
ANYONE. (:

Upgrading

pardon me for the so-plain-blog.
UPGRADING.
thank you. (:

Tears

music [ the summer obsession- i miss you ]

the boy leave me in tears before he turns in. :(

its Christmas Eve.
i don't feel like lifting up my body from bed to brush my teeth & have my breakfast. i'll be going to the aunt's house pretty soon because that's what we do every sunday. sunday is always a family day, so yeah.

i've no frigging mood. seriously. a nice weather to rot.to sleep.&to sink the gums in the hot mug of chocolate.

i'm not suppose to go out, at initial. its due to my irrigation disease. its one week treatment, & i really really need a lot of rest before the doubledate. oh dear. &&&still, the family has planned to go somewhere for Christmas. mind you, i'm not complaining. it's a very rare occasion cause we seldom hang out together for dinner or etc. =S even if its often, its incomplete. its either without the dad or without the mama. sigh~


&& i'm so proud of this dude. (: he scored twice for the astonvilla vs manu match yesterday night. =) & he's the love at my first sight. don't leave that number7 from your jersey. its just my sweetest & lucky number. he never fail to make me fall in love with him over & over again, by his skills. not to mention, the pleasing attractive appearance.

ok, enough. lol.

thanks for the date last friday. i wouldn't want to trade in the day for anything else.

till here, lovelies. MERRRY CHRISTMAS & happy public hols.!
CHEERS.

Gorged

hello lovelies. (:

i will upload the photos & update my entry once i'm back from Lau Pa Sat with the fam, ohtays. =)

BRB!

Go Away.

i'm actually getting ready to meet the boyfriend. dydy, blame it on blog, if i'm late later. huhhuhuhuhu~ (: anw, i just hope that there will be no horrendous downpour. not today please. left so touch up & off to meet the boyfriend. alright lovelies, i'll blog again later.

go away dark clouds. i need the source of love from mr.sunshine.

toodles.

Engage.

i was tagged by my lovely dovey princess, kina. (: sorry for the delay, babe. here you go.

3 places i want to go now

• maldives!
• to the beach(: (during monsoon? i must be crazy! lol.)
• ben&jerry

3 character of myself

• too amicable
• crazy branch out to love to smile & laugh
• cheerful eventhough things get mess up sometimes.

3 words to describe my life

• smooth-sailing so far(:
• coated with so much love & happiness from friends, family, pets & the boyfriend.
• full of challenges

3 things i want to do in the future

• achieve my goals, my wish
• be a part-time DJ? a nurse? drama? hahas.
• liberty to go holiday with boyfriend && friends. =))

3 things that'll make me strong

• reliable encouragement
• a kick, YES.
• words of wisdom and.some.praises. hee~

3 facts about myself

• love to loved & be loved
• i'm weak both in the inside & outside. ohdear! maybe a tinge bit of strong-ness
• splurge with no red light. hehe

3 person to do this

• ayne
• mariana
• curlie

my bestie getting engage on june OH7. YAY! && i'm really egg-cited! congrats siti babe! =)) i will love to sleepover & lend a hand in the decors & hantarannnns. haha. i love you babygirl!

tommmmmmmooooooorrroooooooooooow is friday! date with the sexy boyfriend(:

i fall in love wentworth miller, every thursday. (:

CHEERIOS.

Sunshine

music [ rivermaya- you'll be safe here ]

at least, i can feel & see the direct light of the sun. that includes, the direct ray of the sun falls on this side of my country. i feel so goooooood! PERIOD. =D mr sunshine added a note of happiness & cheerfulness to my face. hehe. now, my mama can drys up her laundry.

anw, fhm & i were chatting with each other about how lazy we can be during monsoon. ok, blame it on monsoon. hahas. pig shinning through us, nas. ohdear!




alright lovelies. will blog again later aye. i need a good CS now.

source of happiness. (:

Bewitch

the heavy little pearls falls in drop on this side of the country. not to mention, its freezing cold, yo. &&& whether the weather can really put me to sleep, like how the sexy boyfriend suspend my world of consciousness, every night.(:

the holidays grace me with warm welcome. & as always, the first few days of break will be spend at home; rotting. i'm really looking forward to our day-out this coming Friday & Saturday, sayang. not a glitch okays! in my mind. anyways, an hour ago, i set a list of new goals & resolutions for the year of oink!oink!, which is a clean 2007. & i apparently noticed that i don't ask/wish for a chockfull of goals & resolutions compare to the previous years. haha. like, what's wrong? candidly, i will love to make the OHSEVEN simple & sweet, sugarcoated with love & happiness. but still, my resolutions wayyyyyyyy to goooo. =D

SUGAR-RUSH. the oh-so-precious-stuff that accompany me all day & all night.

OUT OF THE BLUE.

i remember how the baby boy made me smile during one of my dark hours. by presenting me this (picture above) my little mumble! just to see my little beam. AWWWW! hahas.

you've never failed to stir butterflies in my stomach, love. <3



i want a mug of steaming hot milo or, hot mushroom soup will do. (: hehe. till then lovelies. CHEERIOS!

Happy Hols.

music [mario vazquez- gallery]

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! hahas. WOOOHOO~ i can't wait for ayne to come back from her 5 days holiday & few days after she land on homesweethome, we will go for double date @ Sentosa for luge & skyrides. YAY!! can't wait can!

anyhoos, last Friday, i had a date with curlie. =) we were roaming around the bugis street & sungei road just to find one god-damn-it place. HAHAs. on a brighter side, i'm already one kg loss by then. ahaks. love you curlie. (: oh, here's the pictorials of LEIA & HER MAKE-UP & HER LITTLE HEELS.






i'm finding resources for my new blogskin. will blog again, lovelies. MUAH!

Brighter

music [ the fray- how to save a life ]

hello people! this is the last week of school, for goodness sake! & tomorrow is consider my last day of school cause i won't be attending the end of the year party this upcoming friday. hehehe. oh wells, my tests have been a smooth-sailing thus far. =) i guess i've did it fairly, though i didn't put enough effort to bone up.

anyways.

yesterday, i went to West Coast coffeeshop to have lunch with dydy. to my surprise, at the midst of finishing our foodies, we lost our frigging appetite. like what's wrong?? dangs; haha. NO IDEA lah! & we headed to West Coast Park, to play CS! haha. we sat on a bench by the beautiful lake. its an abatement from bodily or mental work, & its really really relaxing. erm, for that moment, its adequate to my needs. *beams* & at night, my brother-in-law called us for bowling at CSC. haha. my siblings were there, including my second elder sister's boyfriend, raddim. we bowled till 10.00pm when my elder sister & brother-in-law decided to head home first. so after they left, my second elder sister, her boyfriend & i bowled till 11 plus. & later, dydy came to handover the FREEEEE* pizza & silmutaneously sent me home.

although i was feeling damn shagged, i'm still able to be over the moon and i've to thank kak nana, abang herman, aiman, abang raddim, kak aini & dinesh for being responsible for this. ((: i sayang mayang them!

bowling? you say? hehs.

that's my dydy, the sexy kisser, the oh-so-charming boyfriend,(NO! I'M NOT SUCKING UP! )with his heart-shape watermelon created by him. hahas. AWWW.

playing CS by the lake @ WCP

that's my brother-in-law-to-be (god willing). he's super good at bowling lah!

CSC. gorgeous!
look at my score! AHEM! haha. hey, not bad for a beginner lah ok. at least, i'm better than my brother-in-law. hehe.

this bowling balls caughty my eyes!

thanks for the pizza & thanks for sending me home, my love. muah! i can't wait for the HOLS. we have planned a chockfull. =)

ohMAN! just insert a 1dollar coin & this machine will do the job. so shiiiioook!

BTW,
HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY, SHAFIQAH! (:

i've a date with ayne tomorrow. & to FHM boy, get well soon ok. =)) gonna play CS AGAIN! hahas. night, world.

Cotton To

music [red hot chilli peppers- snow (hey oh)]

after 2 hours of sleep, i feel so much better! AHHHH. && now i'm talking on the phone with the sexy boyfriend. =) earlier, after dydy fetched me from school, we went to Westmall to have our lunch at Sakae Sushi.(: i have this fetish for japanese food, so beyond doubt, its sure enough well-seasoned & delish. hehe. i really enjoy every minute & second of the talks, crap-ness & laughter we had. sayang dydy so manyak can!

LOVESWEETLOVE;

yesterday night, approximately at 10.30pm, my second elder sister ordered two Hawaiian Lovers pizza. & while watching CSI @ AXN we gorged down the pizzas satisfyingly.(: thanks sissy for the pizzas. free is so sedap! lol

ok people. pictorials.

this is why i love CHRISTMAS! the too awesome chasing lights! sparked the whole of Suntec & Marina

for more pictures,click the link. [PICTORIALS]

alright people. i'm going to play CS & talk to the boyfriend. night, lovelies. huggies dry & CHEERIOS! (=

ninedecemberoh6

music [ blue october- hate me ]

hello people! =) i'm dead beat after a long day spent with my fellow dear darlings. hehe. on an awesome brighter than the sun note, all of us had a superlative ball of time.(: YAY! despite the minor counfounding that glitched our plan, we somehow managed to knock over it. we headed to Marina Square for bowling & pool with filled stomach after gorging down the scrumptious BK meals at Plaza Singapura(PS).

its the spark that made us the happy people.

i shall save the pictures for tomorrow. ohh, by my way, dydy told me about some stupid news while he was busy reading & browsing them through yahoo. hahahahas. check it out people! click [here]

let's get some sleep ya. hehe. night, earthlings.

P.s: i so rindu and so sayang my darlsbaby!

I Can't Be

i can't be what you want me to be, baby.
this is me
and i am hoping that you will accept me for who i am
i'm sorry that i can't be perfect, not even in your eyes.
i wish i can turn back but....

i'm sorry.

Mood-less

hello people. i really don't have the freaking mood to talk about anything. so, pardon me for the really meaningless & short entry.

for the fun of it.

i will be meeting them tomorrow =) LOVES.

things don't always happen the way we want. & i know i have to be mentally prepare for the worst.

with love;
fidah

Melty Kiss

i pretend to be happy when i'm not. happy things will come along the way to those patient people; perhaps.

on the brighter note;
favorably, my assignment was indeed plain sailing! haha.(: && tomorrow is my Cisco online test based on my networking modules & guess what, i haven't even start a tinge of my revision. OH DEAR! foRL. oh heck, just do simple minimainiminimore, & everything will be fine. yes, i am sure! lol.

anyhooos, i was tagged by kitt. (: so, let's just spare few minutes to do the 4 things aye.

4 people that make me smile/laugh:

1. the awesome family
2. the crappy dydy
3. my watevas && fellow friends. (:
4. 2 guinea babies; neng&furbee

4 things that make me happy:

1. beautiful & adorable things
2. my loved ones.
3. the desires/ under the wishlist.
4. happy people makes me a happy girl! (=

4 ways to win my heart

1. trustworthy**
2. faithful
3. a goofus && a goood side-splitting(:
4. make me a happy chupa-chups like sucking up or sastisfying my sweeeet toothies. hehehe.

4 people i believe and trust in

1. my family.
2. certain handful of friends
3. my guinea babies
4. me, myself & i.

4 things i hope to do now

1. sing like crazy! haha
2. i want to eat tom yam soup && japanese food
3. cleanse my mind
4. go to CANDY EMPIRE! haha. to sink my gums && teeth

4 things i do everyday ( the fact is, alot)

1. go to the so carefree school
2. sing & listen to music
3. shower && you know what i mean. hehe
4. surf the net

4 things i want to see now

1. WENTWORTH MILLER! dangs;
2. the sexy boyfriend
3. the watevas.
4. loads of candies & chocos.

4 things i do now

1. listening to music
2. blogging
3. finding lyrics
4. chatting @ MSN

4 blogger people to do this

1. ayne darling
2. mariana baby
3. curlie monster
4. kaihulki.

OK, DONE! pheeww~hehe.

you know what i like about watsons when it comes to Christmas? the MELTY KISS chocs! YUMS! && i'm gorging the melting chocolate, felicitously. HAHAs! =))))

alright happy people. i better do some revision. hehe. nighty, sweet world. lovesweetlove & huggies dry.

Craves

i'm waiting for the pizzahut delivery boy to knock on my door. hehe. a few minutes ago, i told my mama that i felt like eating Super Hawaiian Supreme. & without much naggings (to my surprise. lol), she told me to pick up the phone & order the pizza. AWWWWWW! haha. that make her the perfect mum. and... my finger-licking pizza will be here any moment.(: so blessed can!

i attentively engaging on my revision for assignment (which i guess, everybody treat it as a test) tomorrow. =/ && i'll TRY to make sure that i won't screw it. tralalala~ hehe. today, i felt irritated because there's this 4 bloody mats trying to capture ayne's & mine picture. like WTH. i find them frigging dumb! its offensive, physically. haiyo!

oh oh.. my pizza is here!!

night, world.

Kick-Ass

hello people. =) i had an amazing weekends, & everything was gorgeous. i am a happy girl! SATURDAY. it has been helloadof uber duber fun! meet part of WATEVAS KIDS at Taman Jurong Superbowl. four of us, curlie, khai, nas & i bowled. && all of us were over the moon.
SUNDAY.
shopping with the siblings have been extremely nine day's wonder! haha. my sisters & i splurged till drop @ Suntec & Beach Road. YAY! && i can't to go bowling with the siblings & the boyfriends. =))

PICTORIALS.

christmas chasing lights beautifying the whole place. =) gorgeous!

just look at my baby boy! haha. he's going to turn 1 year next year JAN && he's going to be an elder brother on JAN as well. =)) ohohoh, this baby botak, is capable of walking a few steps on his own. WEHEE!!

the things i've bought! && i've found a new friend.=)

true friends are suppose to understand each other through thick & thin. its so frigging easy to lashed out words without even scrutinizing the situation i'm going through. && by not attending several meet ups, i was dubbed as unsocialised. even if my boyfriend can't understand me, i was really hoping my friends to understand me. you know what? it's so heartbreaking. well, i guess things happen for a reason. =/

on a brighter note, i will be listing out my new year revolutions. =) and its the time for activities to gradually cease before the year ends and another beckons. YAY!

let's have some sleep, lovelies. night, sweet world. huggies dry & CHEERS.

1ST DEC (:

i always love the first day on the new month. i feel blessed. =)

HAPPY 1YEAR 4MONTHS! =)))

the love one another make our relationship strong.
it does need a makeover. well, time will tell.
but still, we need to work things out in a right way.
nevertheless.
on a lovely note, i love my dyd!
muah!

love is a temporary madness.

WEEKENDS-BREAK people! YAY! so, happy weekends && night, lovelies. =)) CHEERS.