falling star

music [ all saints- chickfit ]

will be fine
i'm not fine.
maybe its the best for you to leave me alone

it was a horrendus downpour. and sleep was my drug. i've been feeling gloomy. but i was not alone. my second elder sister too, as she's having flu. we can't click today. both of us quarell over the littlest thing ever and both of us shut each other up. yeah, it tickled me a little. =/ anw. i had my practical exam today. it was too moderate too judge. but i was hoping the result will be piddling too. hopefully.

i will be turning in really late tonight. a few amendments to be done for the projects before presenting half of it tomorrow. i feel so jaded. i wish i can do something else now, like DVD-ing or CS-ing, cos' at least i can put the trouble/problem aside. BUT i frigging can't! by hook or by crook, i need to get it done.

i need to stop whinning and carry on. hope for the better days ahead. :) ohoh, tomorrow is the first day of the new month, which means its the 1st of March. tsktsk.

nightees earthlings. adios amigos!

miserable

yeah, the title is the truth. i'm feeling miserable. dangs;
people always say, "once bitten, twice shy"
how about the second one? the third one? or tenth?
maybe you got no freaking idea how i feel.
maybe you should be extra careful with promises & words.
seriously, whatever.
its annoying.
=S

gorgeous you!

i've asked around whether they know who's salma hayek. majority gave me a nope. so, here's SALMA HAYEK. i've always adore her features & acting. ain't she's hot & gorgeous? *nodshead*. this is for you, dydy. FYI, you.



& i saw this pictures in one of the superstars website. natalie portman digging her asshole? or scratching it? EWWWW. lol. but, it look cute though.

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i'm getting egg-cited. dad's buying me a new mp3. hehe. like YAY.

where are you, dydy? =((

NUDGE!

feeling so gifted.

music [ paramore- pressure ]

friday;
had retail theraphy with ayne babe & jocelyn at PS. after that catch a movie, norbit, at the Cathay. frankly, norbit was hilarious! i can't get my eyes off her big boobs & ass. lol. carebear mesti suker! tengok sampai senget. lol. then carebear sent my home by his dear honda fat. opps. honda fit la. hehe. thanks ayne & carebear. =D pleasant.

saturday;
the weekends were good, with a capital G. filled each other with love && happiness. =)) i went to WATEVAs chalet cum BBQ cum birthday party at costa sand, pasir ris, on saturday. i reached the place approximately at 4 in the afternoon. jijah & kina were actively busy cutting the veggies, chicken and cooking the noodle. not to mention, saiful & khai were attempting to cut the marinated black pepper chicken. hehehe. i came with hakim & dydy. as soon as i arrived, i lend a hand to the cutting of chicken & rinsing it. after a while, i went to cycle with dydy. we rent the bicycle for an hour & cycled around. i fell twice because i wasn't fit and chin-up enough to control the bicycle. hahas. i injured my thighs & ankle. on a happier note, both of us had a blast. yeah, it was helluva fun! =)))

at night.
we started our bbq-ing && the place was swamped by our friends and my friend's cousin. the foodies & junkies were scrumptious. for me, it was smooth-sailing eventhough a little glitch in the between. filled each other with stories && fits of laughter. yeah, i was obviously tickled-pink. so does the rest. :))) i've to thank the watevas kids for the wonderful day!

sunday;
get enough sleep && rest. watch HEROES & CSI, till 6 in the afternoon. rot in elder sister's house. played with aiman. yeah, thats it. lol.

PICTORIALS.

i hope my entry is sufficient compensation. i feel so hungrybungry! anw, HAPPY 18TH TO KHAIRUL && JIAH!!! nightees, earthlings.

i dont give a shit.

music [ fergie feat ludacris- glamorous ]

i'm dead beat to the extreme. my eyes are heavily burning. but i need to do the first page for my project so that i can snooze peacefully tonight. tomorrow is going be a drag one. on a happier note, i'm going out with ayne, jocelyn & carebear. :)) yay! a short retail therapy & we are going to catch a movie after that. at least, i can temporarily put my mind at ease. you lovelies have no idea what's bothering me. but i prefer storing it in my heart. oh well, doesn't matter. tsktsk.

i HAVE TO wake up early tomorrow. because the MIO vendor is coming to set up the MIO box. and so, i HAVE TO make sure my bedroom & the computer, modem, etc corner is in a spick & span manner. so annoying, really. my dad is one of the kiasus in singapore. hurr. what can i expect? he's a singtel staff & has a chinese blood. =S ohh, i'm just gonna see whether he will keep his words to buy me a new handphone. my dad is so unreliable most of the time! goodness gracious. lol.

i love my mama. after the talk, i feel half lighter. =D

that's all for today. nightees earthlings. =))

there's a will, there's a way.

music [ pink-nobody knows ]

school start at 12 today. *big smile *. we didn't do our practical eventhough there's a phase test on the 28th. oh no! instead, we were busy chuckling over our ex-es friendster profile && irsyad stoooo-pid jokes! lol. ohoh, anw, she's back. she has gained a lot of pound in her weight. oh well, i assume she must happy then. :) i'm glad she has recuperate. i hope so. heh.

on a higher note, i met jijah, kina, nas, khai, sharo, muhsin & shaiful earlier. kina, jijah & i were giggling by the side of the road. hahas. minus4 right kina? hahas. buat senang jer. I SAYANY YOU ALL LAH.

ok bye. lol.

close your eyes.

music [ john mayer- waiting on the world to change ]

i'm so tickled pink. so was dydy. =)))) i present him a G-shock watch without even notice its wonderful features until dydy told me about it. lol. we were lovingly loving his 19th. i love you, baby. hope you love everything on the 19th of February. ;)

cloud9

here's the pictorials. we were playing, camwhoring && having fun although it was drizzling at that point of time.

i told you. we were having a ball of time! haha. alrightey lovelies. that's all for now. nightees. =DDD

*** HAPPY 18TH KINA SAYANG! ***

muah! =)) love ya.

HAPPY 19TH, DINESH. =)

its your birthday.

HAPPY 19TH, DINESH!
hope you love the present &&& the day. =)))
yesyesyes. we had ball of time together.
no glitch either.
love you birthday boy.
*hugs && flying kisses*


PS: pictorials will be upload tomorrow. (:

cheers.

better be nice

music [ lil flip- sunshine ]

thursday; 15 feb

the boyfriend gave me a fake flower yet beautiful to cover up his mistake. smarty-pants! lol. and we headed to westmall to catch a movie, ghost rider. its awesome! go catch it yall.


there's a lot of wonderful movies coming up. i'll make sure i watch every single great movie. anyone? hehe.

shower time. need to pay a visit to dadi ma's house later. (: happy weekends & happy hols! GONG XI FA CAI. ang pau lai. heh.

loves.

interested?

anybody interested to make me? lol.

How to make a fidah

Ingredients: 1 part friendliness 1 part brilliance 5 parts beauty

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little lustfulness if desired!

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you're my valentine

music [ razorlight- america ]

i'm dead beat. it's valentine, yes. and i'm having fun. =) i've to thank the boyfriend for the late lunch at sakae sushi and archade (!!!!). haha. love you so, sayang. the pictorials will do the taking alright. (:

for me to him. =)

from him. an ESCADA perfume. =))))))))))))) thanks, boyfriend

night lovelies.

good for nothing

school has really been a bitch. i'm fuming mad. to a certain someone who has not been co-operating that well or shall i say, erm, didn't play a part in our group, I THANK YOU FOR THAT.

watever.

more than words.

music [ ciara- promise ]

my eyes are heavy. i helped my mum clean up the kitchen a few minutes ago eventhough i was totally shagged. went out with aiman & brother-in-law to jurong east & jurong point. brother-in-law & sissy seems to love the gift i bought for the boyfriend for v.day . lol. they appreciate my good taste ma! hehe. school start at 8 tomorrow. and i've a date with ayne darling too. loves <33>

a week more to his birthday. =)

i don't know why. it looks like you are always breaking my heart nowadays. despite whether you mean it or no. i'm tired love. yeah, i really am. i'll see you on wednesday.

nightees and cheerios.
:(

heroes

music [ nickelback- if everyone cared ]

hello lovelies. (:

aiman & i met our uncle dinesh a few hours ago. we were playing and having fun under the beautiful moonlight. the indian apek who only came with singlet and short, & undergarments obviously, was sugary enough to give us love. he even blew bubbles for us. awww. haha. thanks, sayang.

anw. i had cramps and minor diarrhoe today. despite all, my appetite increases a hell load. haha. that's weird. certainly, drink plenty of water is the paramount. now, i'm having slight flu. argh. okay. i need panadol. i don't want to skip school because exams and phase test are around the corner, you see. tsktsk.

school start at 830 tomorrow. the boyfriend will be fetching me after that. (: prolly irsyad, roy, ayne & i will be staying back in school for project. hehe. wow. it tickles me to see that this time round, all of us are kind of serious or maybe more to enthu when it comes to project. hahaha. goodness gracious.

i'm in the elder sissy's house & will be spending the night here. yeay. i need to iron my uniform before cs-ing and turning in. i will miss the boyfriend tonight. i can't hear his kisses & 'i love you' through the phone. =( boohoo. okays, sleep well alright. lovelove.

ps: something in random. catch the heroes at starworld every wednesday at 9. i think? haha
http://www.nbc.com/Heroes/ maybe you can check out the website for more details. its intriguing. i love!

happy monday blues!

my favourite boy

music [ gnarls barkley- gone daddy gone ]

i'm going to watch borat after posting an entry. i had only one answer to all my questions. all the mood-swing, temperature-rising, scoldings, and headache. i'm pms-ing. holy cow. i hate to go through the stomach cramps every month. really. i've to swallow the pink pill to make it better every month. yes, every month. sigh.

anw. i don't have any plans for the weekends. as usual, i spend the weekends in elder sissy's house. doing project, dvd-ing, cs-ing, bring aiman for a walk. i've never feel bored with aiman around. (: i'm planning to do something for the boyfriend. not only for thr 14th, but the 19th. those little ideas ring my bell! heh.

i'll be busy for the next few weeks. preparing for the exams, presentations & projects. sigh. while the watevas are busy thinking happily for the chalet, overnights, i'm still here, struggling. for the exams. moving inch by inch, before i can get to enjoy the 2 month holidays. i want to ace my exams so that i can get good grades, good gpa. yeah, i am jealous. i want to have fun lar! *sobsob* well, things don't always happen the way we want. i'm sure the watevas will enjoy the 3days to its peak even its without me. =)

patience is virtue.

i love the favourite boy's messy hair. but i love him more! sexy kankankan? hehehe. someone's birthday is coming. i want to be the reason of your smile. (:

dydy & shikin-19th
kina- 20th
miki kai- 25th
jijah- 26th

eggcited can! night, all.

ok go

music [ ashley tisdale- be good to me ]

our initial plan to do our project was backfired because irsyad was too exhausted but he promised to make up for this day. and so, irsyad, ayne & i headed to jurong point for breakfast. and finally, i've bought a present for his 19. haha. shhh! eventhough its over the budget, i'm extremely sastified because my siblings & friends told me that the present was awesome. thanks for my good-taste lah eh. wuhhuuu. =p

anw. congrats to the people who received their results today. (: especially to jijah, leah & mariah.

i gtg.

oreo-licious

music [ hilary duff - with love ]

in elder sissy's house. i'm going to spend the night here, with aiman sleeping by my side. hee. ayne, roy, irsyad && i went to jurong east mcdonald to do our project. ayne & i were touring the one side of jurong east entertainment looking for 'something'. hehe. thanks babe for the company! date for both of us tomorrow? yes? anw, i saw nas, khai & sharir infront of the mcdonald when ayne & i were on our way to meet our boyfriend. belajar seh! haha.

the fits of laughter i had with irsyad, ayne & roy, sums up my day. =))))) i better continue the research on my project before CS-ing then turning in. something in random, i'm dipping the oreo into the milk, for supper. now. yes! scrumptious to the maxim can. haha. jangan jealous k.

i love you, my favourite boy.

night all! sleep tight tight. sugar dreams. loves.

gol & gincu

music [ dashboard confessional- vindicated ]

i wish whenever i'm feeling low, i can sit on top of a roof, surrounded by candlelights, & a bestest girlfriend to hug me. just like gol & gincu. awww. lol.

i didn't get to update yesterday because i was busy teaching the brog-in-law how to play cs. haha. and by the time i reached home from elder sissy's house, i'm dead beat. ok anw, i went to follow dydy to NP. i had an awesome time with faizal, alfie baby & isma. and i really have to thank isma for the prisonbreak season 2. yayy! haha. i can oogleboogle at wentworth more often now. =)

today.
i'm glad that at least i know a tinge bit of asp. somehow make life easier to do the project. (: the boyfriend fetched me from school and we headed to clementi because i was craving for tomyam soup. hehe. thanks, love.

i need to charge the lappie now.

goodnigght.

the 480 posts. heh~

music [ gwen stefani feat akon- sweet escape ]

the weekends were spent at elder sister's house. =) my whole family overnight at sissy's house including my dad, SURPRISINGLY. and my lovely aunties came over to pay all of us a visit. hehe. basically the days were a mind-free from projects, specializations, sickness & problems (?). i substitute it with doing jigsaw puzzle, dvd-ing, cs-ing, playing with aiman, watching soccer match, ps2-ing. ohoh, eat-ing too! i really think i love weekends.

earlier, my elder sissy decided to pamper our mouth with pizzas from pizzahut. an hour before singaporevsthailand match started, she ordered for us. yummymummy! i'm dead full! hah. really. hawaiian pizza rock my stomach lah. anw, singapore won thailand, 3-2 in aggregate. congrats you! i know how sucks the singaporean players play. however, we need to appreciate and become a pillar for our local players because no matter what, they are the ones who represent our lovely country. and they are the one who's going to give singapore a good name in sports. at least there's something to be proud of in this small country. so to those who heck about our local, stop criticising and complaining like a dumb blonde (macam paham jer), instead try to be 'good for something' for our country. thankyou.

i think cristiano ronaldo new hair cut make him look so kental. lol. ehhh, still gorgeous okays. yeah, random. i'm watching the totenham vs manchester united match live at espn. at the same time, doing research for our projects. dydy is back from work! yay. i can hear his bike sound when he ride pass my block. hehe. oh, where was i? ya, projects. the projects need to be done by end of this month. =S but still, the 14th in my mind. hehehe. ;)

i took two days to complete the 300 pieces of jigsaw puzzle.

look at my baby amir. he look bigger! haha. charming kan kan kan?

hello. i'm fidah, this is my friend, stuart. stuart little. =)

someone's birthday coming hah. hehe. love you, dydy.

i'm done for today. sleep well, lovelies. with love.

lazyyyy

music [ blue october- calling you ]

hello.
school ended at 10 in the morning today. ayne, irysad & i went to have breakfast at mcdonald. ayne & i had an idea what to buy for our boyfriends on valentine. secret! wait till the 14th kays. lol. & still planning for the boyfriend birthday. =)

&&&& dooo the projects this coming weeeek! -.-

spending 24 hour at elder sister's house tomorrow.

errr, nighty.