Friday, May 05, 2006
ohh, roy forever?? hahas.
school was okok baby. oh ya, my dear ayne, the guy(our classmate), who looks like a mat malaysia, came to school after his two days break. like FINALLY gitu eh. gahahaha` you are really a one freak ayne! =)) let's keep beeping&peeping for our soon long hours. nyehh nyehh nyehh~ yes, he's cute. sex-ah(sexy). dont assume! hee` i aint horny, cos i'm not label as one, like queen of kamasutra&horny bastard. hehe. safe couch!
its my date with dyd again, tomorrow. where shall we go, sayang?? i've no idea at all. woots! but, i'm looking forward to our feeling-feeling session. wahaha~ it seems that everything is absolutely EQUAL-izer. be it what i can or cant call my guy friends, thats a weirdo blaster. ohh k, & it a matter of all, of what you can or cant call your girl friends. DOOSH! we love each other, & yeahh, the insecurities with people around us, make it possible! we will last, right dyd?? we wont let the past overtake the relationship, & that goes to other people too. believe, yupp. you dont have to feel insecure dyd, trust me. & you too, i'm living with trust, & i dont want to deal with 50/50 trust anymore. no, this time. alrighty mighty, i love you.
missing my watevas
missing my cousins too.
can you feel it, like the way i did??
roy forever?? hahas. oh roy, hopefully we can get to know each other well, the days ahead, in class. yupp. indian/malay guy, he's a big size 1. seems so friendly! nice meeting you. =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CRI-CRI! may your wish will come true......
another may baby. give me a five! =)
"... life's problems wouldn't be called "hurdles" if there wasn't a way to get over them"
nananana banana. doodles.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
i love IT1D!
fuhh, i got adorable&charming chino guys in my class. they are, darren, shawn, mr KER AI, & the one&only, yong. YEAAYY! aint i fluky?? *tsk tsk tsk*. darren need a smack on his butt because he's extremely ironic& a lame-ass too. gahahaha`. he's gorgeous tho got a slight ah-beng kia facial appearance. my comical fellow! shawn is voluble when it comes to my singing session. he's cunning, i swear. & once it starts, he will go like this... "ehh, sing the chinese song again." gahahaah~ i cant believe it! i sang the Meteor Garden soundtrack(1st season), Ni Yao Te Ai, in quite a soft tendency. & shawn is great, he even correct my bad accent. wahh! impressive. eiii, teach me more chinese songs hor. wahahaha~ my ker ai friend, is so affable&adorable banget! the smile which can melt me, & the laugh which can ease me. on the way to know him to the betterss. & my only yong tau fu! i can assure to you that this guy is the most endearing chino guy. awww, the cute tone "thank you" really make me feel weird. hahas. seriously! very adorable. he's my edison chen ITE version. the sweet sweet smile& nice eyes, he got it all! wahh lau. y did you let me flatter you all the way, hah edison???? hee`. dont worry! camwhoring soon, & i'll show ya'll my charming heros. alright?? SET! & ohh, the chinese girls in my class is so compassionate&honorable. esp the gorgeous slvia! =)
lecture almost make me snooze! cheesed off! i love my ayne darling. i cant do it without her la. MUAH! & to my biggie dada, dont chortle at me ok! eeee. no wonder, no wonder. yes people. my stupid intention was to BOO kelvin&the rest as soon as the door lift open. BUT damn it, so malu, when i ACTUALLY did that, it was not those bloody clown. in fact, it was the 2nd year student. my classmate behind my back was giggling heavily. wahahaahahahahhahaa! damn funny la tho its fucking thwarting~ idiot! nyeh nyehh nyehh. ohh cant wait cant wait for the days ahead with them again, again, again&gainy gainy! love, love. tomorrow, school starts at 8.30-11.00am, YES AR! and joy, and joy la. *shakesbutt*
dang. didnt meet kai&lei, due to the stuff occur in school. but, i got to meet dyd tt late afternoon. ohh lei, your present is still with me. hais. i know i'm bad! sorry for the delay. HBS having his theory lessons now, i'll be waiting. okie dokes, thats all for this post. naughty pussy cat!
we had it all! & we love too. =) =) =)

the R's family. fida&ayne. i love her! =) she was there.
the chino guy is the KE AI guy&the tamale is our BIG DADA! yeayy!
".... a friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be."
lala land. cheers.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
get well soon.
"...ohh mickey your so fine, your so fine, you blow our mind, OH MICKEY!!"
so, you must be fine okie dokies. drink plenty of water&have an early sleep before i smack your ass. u need a rest. & ur medicine too. hopefully, meeting you&lei tomorrow. miss you, miki.
taking care&you wait forever. ohh la.
leeway first.
fortunately, dyd's class ends at 12, so, yeahh, we met&proceed to JP to have our meal&meet-up with my zully baby. zul&i tag along with dyd to BBDC. ohhh, in that short period of time, we got the benefit, being the spectator of the riderssss&driversss. cool mool! yess! out of ordinary indeed. everything finished at 5.40, & we took a cab to J.E as my zully baby was rushing to work. & ya, fauzie was there with us too. hehes. he's adorable! =) big thanks to zul for the time & bits of knowledge to dyd. my hot big momma! hahas.
& when i was sitting under the void deck with dyd, i saw cikgu normalah. fuhh! lucky fucky dong. i'm visualising what if she saw i kiss or hug dy?? damn it. bad bad bad bad. ugly notion! =S we had a good conversation. i miss my malay cikgu la. because of her, i got A1 for malay. nyehh nyehh~ thanks hell lot! aniways my dear WATEVAs, cikgu nor send her regards. ehh, i knoww i'm crapping. =D hee. boy, i'm heavy-eyed&tipsy the dipsy & lala, or po. tinky winky will do. you see what i mean??? dush! alright then, shall blog again the next day ehh.
camwhores.
dyd was on the very the last left. hehes. 
wahh sehh dyd. like expertiser already ahh. his 1st practical. yeayy & a great experience too.
dyd dear, you happy i'm happy. you happy for me, i happy for you. you know, you know. so dont ya worry. MUAH! i'm gladie glad =). ohh, let's talk about fart fart again ok. heee`
cheers.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
ITE not bad at all.
fortunately, or maybe unfortunately to the mats, great bunch of minahs were nowhere to be seen. YEAYY! =) derrick, shameer& i was laughing heavily when a mat smiled&then approached me abruptly. ouhh lala, the next stupid step he made, was to offer me the sweets which he just purchased from the ITE co-op shop earlier. gahahaa` hell comical!
our conversation begins here......
shameer: that guy approaching you. let see his next step.
fida: bullshit la you!
[the guy approached&smile.....]
shameer: i told you. thats all the mats tactics by the way.
fida: so true! annoying madafakas.
[the guy walked&stand beside me with the packet of sweets in his hand]
the guy: you want some??
fida: errr, no thanks.
[ shamer laughing out loud&ambled to the exit]
fida: ehh fucker, wait la!
[quivered my smile for the moment ]
shameer: i'm warning you now. the guy is aiming you. BEWARE!
[ with his eyes open big&a little smile ]
fida: ohh you idiot! i'm taken, ohh well, too bad for this fellow. i'm gonna complain to my dydy sayang. HMPPH!!
[ shameer giggle&spread the news to derrick&ben. ]
make fun of me you arse. $&%^@#
thats all folkers. nyehh nyehh~
see, the first day was magnificent. my class advisor, mr swami is really a motivator for our class, which is IT1D. gifted man with few words. HAIL! he's seems to be an intriguing man, well, we shall see. new things, new faces&fun things is going to happen on the days ahead. YEAHH! ohh & i saw chee ming, too& some other ex-yuan chians, like xiao qi, wan & dont know la whats his name. hahas. tomorrow, is going to be the last day of orientation. cca fair is going on in the hall, too. decide, decide, decide. should i or should not?? toots.
met dy&alfie baby at J.E interchange as those 2 bloody clowns taking their pay at somerset. wasnt in good terms earlier, but then after that full of laughter. MAGIC! hehes. give&take, i agree. 1 of the policies too. a plus point! ouhh lala. i love you& i miss you hell lot my love. erm, hope for the better days. hopefully, meeting nurul, tomorrow.
fugusting fugly fakas. =)
twist mist, toodles.
Monday, May 01, 2006
family day
aiman, looking good.

aint he a god-bless child?? so geram! =)
to LEI-baby, i'm expressing my regret for not able to attend your birthday party. ohh boyy, yess, i feel so terrible right now. i'm really really sorry. a fluke which i cant get rid of, baby. hais. so coincidence! bad bad bad. nonetheless, i hope we can meet tomorrow, cos i got something for you. i love you sweetheart, muah!
oh i dont know why i cant upload the photos or its either missing. horrible! i've tried oodles of times. i gave up, save it for tomorrow then. guess its my internet connection. shall try again later. i'm missing my dydy so badly. & i very well want to meet my watevas&old friends. damn damn damn. JUNE hols, please. =D talking to zul, soon.
I'M READY TO GO SCHOOL , THEN!! YIPEE!

the north star shoe, i love the colour, tts y its my selection.

the FILA show, mum bought it for me.
wooties cheeeerrrs.
1st MAY, 9 mths
HAPPY 9 MTH ANNIVERSARY, my dear darls baby. only god knows how much i love you. 9 mths, we have been through all the sunshines&storms together. during thee process of our first break up&first patch up, we then realised that, oh god, how much we need each other, & how strong the love we had all this while. you had it all, the package, you show me the love, the life, the friendship&the relationship. we have a love that can't be touched. love between me and you will change. only to get stronger, only to experience. i know now that we have a love that counts. a love that will experience many things; from being shaken up and at times questionable. but in the end there is never any doubt as we have a lasting love, a love that really counts. people say we wont last forever & i want to ignore those damn it possibilities. & love you forever, i cant really picture my life without you. as you brush back my hair, and you kiss my neck, i think to myself, "aint i lucky to have you in my life". you have done this neither because of words nor touch, its just being YOU. my love for you is eternal, i swear my love.
i love you not for who you are, but, also for what you have made me. well, i must thank god, that i found you. till death do us apart my sayang. & i'm sorry if i hurt you throughout the great&bad times we had together. hugs&kisses for my dear dinesh. you cant be replace, no matter what. I LOVE YOU! MUAHH! =) may the love blooms ahead, dydy. my only one.
we have come this far... i just want you to know you belong in my life. thanks for everything. you've made me a SOMEONE. i'm glad =D. its all about YOU.
love.love.love. is beautiful

more like love. cheeers.