Kiss Goodbye

i can't believe
yet i have to believe
what did i do to deserve it all?
all the love i've shown & given to you
this is what i get.
i don't know that love is full of lies.

i don't know why
i refuse to move on
to seek for my happiness
because he's my happiness
I HAVE TO & i will

find out what life has to offer
now is the time to mingle & find out
who's the goods & bads
i don't want to end up getting hurt
i'll let the nature takes it course

as for now, i shall be good to myself.
well, let history remains.
i don't want to waste my tears.

i love you GOD.
you have shown me the truth.

=) good night, lovelies.

Chasing Cars

whenever i breathe in the air, i feel like suffocating. the stupid haze from the forest fires in indonesia thickens. since the past fews days ago, the haze does not seem to be abating. the knuckleheads are causing problems. hopefully, it will not cause any health problems.

today.
i had nothing much to say actually. my aunties are on the way to my house. well, the day has been pretty pretty good. (= even the few hours with dydy! thanks for the day & pardon me regarding the frostbites. hehe. i'll be swamped with caboodle things around my belt. MY ROOM NEED AN EXTREME HOUSEKEEPING! ahaks. busy bumble bee!

ohh ohh, my makciks are here. =) so long, earthlings~ huggies dry! smoooch
BANG-GA-LOW

Negatively Positive

the weather the whether not so good. its too fickle. i can hardly breathe! that's how air pollution can divert & bug up the people & environment. that shucks. i want to the see the sunshine & blue skies again. come out, mr brightside.

and so furbee & neng is clean & clear now! yay. i can snuggle on their fur again! ahaks. my shoes rack is in a proper place & a shipshape condition now. for just one stupid place i've tidied, i feel mint yo! haha. i've always wanted my bedroom to be in spick & span, but its hardly possible because ONE, everybody came in & out of my room everyday. TWO, almost of my cousin's belonging are in my room. THREE, they just love to mess up my room, study in my room, slack in my room, listen music in my room, & even play stupid board games in my room.
FOUR, they are too dumb to even know how to put their things back in proper places & too dumb to even know how to tidy up their own mess! in the end, i'm the one who's going to do all that for this little kiddos. & i've to scream my lungs out every single day! haha. i got boiled up even more when a 11 year old girl (my cousin my mum babysit), can't simply be responsible in it. & just now i warned them, " i'll screw you three girls, if you screw up my room!" . well i guess, right ear in, left ear out. got it? i know them very well. ahhh, i'm going to paint my room either blue/pink/beige. when is it going to be anyways? HMM. i'm going to rape ikea this sunday & oh dear, new furniture coming soon. ohh ohh, i've a date with the boyfriend tomorrow. show me your nice set of teeth! hee

i'm going to be a busy bee this coming weeks & days. 2 weeks to hari raya! OMG. ahaks. but as for now, let me just continue reading archie's comic. ehh sia lahh, out of the blue i miss Spongebob Squarepants. ahaks. ohh by my way, prison break is uhh hot lah! NYEE =) don't you think so? & to the guys, shake what you have before it's shaken.

PS: to my dear ceetee, i'm waiting for your call lah gf! haha. WE NEED AN UPDATE! PSPS: i'll miss the neighbour. ol new.

good night, lovelies. huggies dry. (=

Smack that all on the floor
Smack that give me some more
Smack that 'till you get sore
Smack that oh-oooh!

eminem & akon is cool lahhh.

two-tles

Aiman & His Big Red Car

click the underline words & it'll link you to the web page itself. =)
pictures of my dear nephew, aiman. happy viewing!

Aiman & his Big Red Car (*_^)v

before i forget again again & again, i would like to congratulate hady mirza for receiving another award. IMRAN MIRZA. ahaks. ain't he adorable?? so geram lah! he's the little star. =)) charming uncle has an adorable nephew.

that's all folks. good night, earthlings. =) huggies dry.

A Perfect Shade

and so mum cooked laksa for break fast today. & for my personal side dish, i boiled the veggies like carrot, tomato, brocolli & cauliflower. scrumptious, i tell you! i love crunchy veggies. the chewing feeling PLUS the crunch crunch sound is awesome lah. & then, mum served guava too. therefore, i had a complete balanced meal today. ahaks. anyhooos, nothing much to say about today. & my aunt actually offered to work at GH for some data-entry position as she said i can type like a speedball. well, i've to consider first before giving her the final decision. oh boy. i guess there's nothing much left to splurge. i'm almost done with the shopping list. YAY! i've got two pair of high-heels, dress, two handbags, accesories & the glowing stickers. almost there, for the DONE DEAL. NYEE~ =)

ohh, its time for night prayers. stay looney tunes!

Dark Blue By Jack Mannequin

a pretty nice song with a pretty nice vid. it make me feel like dancing with that boyfriend under the moonlight. haha. DA.

Meteor Garden

and so i cut my fringe- SHORT! ahaks. & mum cooked my favourite dish, chicken rice! =) today, i did nothing but take care of that baby botak & my three little cousins. ohh & also watching the two indonesia drama series at 2.30-3.30 & 4.30-5.30. i ponder, why all indons drama are so heart-aching & leave me scratching head like monkey? be it hikmah, dia, bawah merah bawang putih, ikhlas, malin kundang & airzacktra. and then worst, the brainteaser & riddle sometimes doesnt make a tinge of sense. it give me goose bumps as well! horrigible. curiousity make me want to watch & know it more lah! if it wasnt for my curiousty kills the indons, i would have wrapped up the tv before it actually end. haha. hmm, i've no other plans this coming weekdays except dirt-free ing my bedroom & living room. it really need extreme makeover! weekends? prolly i'll be going to ikea & queensway with dy since he's taking a day off on sunday just for me. haha. YES YES YES. you are just as sweet as my cheese oreo cake & chupa chups lollypop lah ok. i bet you know i'm just sucking up. now, just smile! =D

& the piczo below, is my favourite things, hobbies & soccer players collage for my previous project/portfolio. i thought i've lost it! phew. still here, hanging on to the hidden files. "its awesome, fidah". just a few words of compliment from me to me. haha. what the hell. i know. but hey, it really meant something to me. yeahh it does. specially special. =) grooves.

absolutely cant lose you- f4

te amo.

& then, i'm unaware that i've been missing

Meteor Rain/Meteor Garden1/Meteor Garden2 recently. ohh yes yes yes, its a wondrous drama. full with love, tragic, friendship & bonding. i used to get so monopolize with the beautiful gorgeous casts. ahaks. i miss ogling at the Fser/F4. daoming ser, hua zeh leh, mei zhou, xi men & the rose, san chai. ( i hope i spell the names in MG correctly.) this taiwanese heros, are pretty hot lah. i get lost by looking at jerry's & zaizai's features. haha. i shall borrow the vcd from jijah lah! i want them to bring me into those foolish fantasies again! though i know it will never come true. haha. still, its extravagant & does wondersssss. UHH LALA.

PS: i didnt know that i was once that super cute when i was a toddler!!!!!

PSPS: i so much miss my curlie, kaihulki, nas, kiki princess, 50 sin, sharo & jijah.

good night living souls. sleep too tight & dream the sugar-est ever! love ya'll lovelies. & too the muslims, happy fasting! =)

*sings*

saya suka (2x)

gembira (2x)

ringan & selesa (2x)

huggies dry.

i got to go before i start ramble the damble. NYEEH

A Hard Cell

let's waste time
chasing cars
around our heads
would you lie with me and just forget the world?
forget what we're told
before we get too old
show me a garden that's bursting into life

and so mum cooked macaroni today. =)
i had a good time today. being with dy & aiman. i brought aiman out to jurong east entertainment to buy my sweet tooth beauty treats at watson. thanks to dy for the company! now my shoulder is in pain due to the heavy weight from that 8months old kiddo! haha. i love you lah baby botak! it was a simple yet lovely day. =)












a new concealer, a new lose powder, a new foundation mousse & a new lip gloss.
FINALLY. haha.

















wentworth miller aka michael scofield in prison break
he got a pair of seductive eyes! ahaks. hot dude~
& i just got to know that he actually appeared in mariah carey's vid. NYEE!
thats why he's so familiar lahhh!






alright. need to call my dear tamale. so long lovelies. =) huggies dry!

PS: oprahs been good today. so does grey's anatomy.