HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!

31/8/05

ey-yo peeps!!!!! just wanna take this opportunity, to wish all the teachers in d whole Singapore a HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!! esp to d teachers in Yuan Ching who have made d skul a vibrant learning skul. on top of that, to Mr Gomez; VP, Mr Chia; P, considering part of a teacher to, who neva fail to tame us wit d strategies n emphasising about d importance of education. BILLIONS OF THANKS!!!! Mr Foo, 4E2 form teacher, tho know him fer a short period, seriously, we learnt alot of stuff, d challenging one, d annoying one. THANKS FER YA PATIENCE tho d fact that, our class is d WORST!! hahas. d dirtiest class, d attitude class, d ALOT of late-comers, we break alot of records. :x. heee. Mr Foo, is d man. yeah. his patience, his endurance. I SALUTE YOU!! tho, u call me gigi, i still regard you as d best best teacher. fer d rest of d teachers who teach me, Mrs Wong, Miss Chee, Mr Tan, Mrs Teo, Ms Normalah, Mr Wong, Mr Goh, Ms Ong, Ms Quah.... YOU PEEPS ROCKS MY SKUL LIFE!! hahas. i promise you that, i will do my best in my O level. i swear, i will. n i promise tt i will never never never ever ferget ur kindness, patience.

not to ferget, my primary skul teachers. esp Mdm Angie Wong, d cutest, d adorable one. always. ever. hahas. love you Mdm Wong!!! thanks you, tat i have survived in my express stream. hahas. my motivator, fer life!! THANKS TO ALL THE TEACHERS, WHO WAKE ME UP, SHOUT AT ME, ADVICING ME...... hahas. i noe i'm abit lazy, i'm sorry!! hahas. =)

d concert was super nice!! esp d WHAILERS!! phweeeet!! fir kecik, fir berog, owen n zaly was performing. ahh!! its so lively n happening. d Parents Support Group. they did an excellent job. HAIL TO D PERFORMERS!! n fer d choir, tho its a bit monotous, it still werk! nice try! lots of ex-yuan chians came down to skul, to meet their teachers. guni, dydy, yong, isda, haziq, azhar, fauzy was dere. n TINTIN!! ahh! i miss him to d CORE!! almost teared, when i saw him. was screaming wen he appeared infront of me. fuck lar!!!! hahas. still d same sticko! aiyo, y u go MI lar.... hahas. i saw lots of pple. dey approached me n said, "HAMSTER!!!" hahas. so glad they did remember me! huhu!!!

d class party, its enjoyable! we ordered 10 box of small pizza. enuf fer everyone. eat,eat, eat & eat. yummy! yummy! n we handed d GIGANTIC CARD, we presented to each of our subject teachers. we brought back nothing, except fer our bloating stomach. darn! we had Chemistry Practical until 2pm. as long its efficient, i dont mind. i wont sigh. it worth afterall. aniway, i received a bear, frem this guy name, RAJIV!! hahas. he's delirious. guess he was out of his mind! he told, it suddenlt slipped inside his mind of buying me a bear. ok. tt is so fucking sweet! thank you my darling!!! thanks alot!! loving it. n thanks fer sending me home. hahas.

here's some pic. shit! ferget to take during d party. was actually enjoying it, tt i ferget bout it. shit shit! dumbass!! hahas. -snapshots-

here's d bear tt was given by rajiv.
cute rite?? hahas. thanks alot rajiv!
dont cha worry. i'll hug n cuddle
it EVERY SINGLE DAY!!





















this was actually taken in class.
nas asked me to capture this. hahas.
act only. step manenye blaja ar kau!
GRAMMY AWARDS GOES TO--->
NASRUN!! phweeett!! blueks!

















part of WATEVERS. we have d WAN RUL DA/RUN,
d PUG GF. thanks to lavy, fer taking this pic. it turn out
so perfect! thanks lavy baby! nice pose we have here.
love you peeps!!


AND WAIT!! wanna wish BAYYINAH, a very HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!! my twinnie, whom i adore d most. love you kecik!! muacks! simply d BEST! may ur wish come true!

love darls, alot! muackies!
love leia, kina, putty, jah alot!
love kai, nas, sharir alot!!

alrite, i gtg. wanna tok to darls. check fer updates yar. mwaakkss!! love.love. boiboi!

a night of terror.

i felt cold and hot at the same time, my inner being was shaking with fear but my head overruled this feeling as instinct.

i was dazed. my feet and legs could not function, the cold had got to them. i crouched further, into the inner depths of the hollow trying to insignify myself. the darkness of my santuary swallowed me up, maeking me invisible, to blend in with the night. i prayed, harder than i ever did before. i relaxed, i relieved of the tension of that moment. i examined my situation, allowing my senses to realize themselves.

the sun reached its zenith. i stood there, a tear rolled down my cheeks, unsure of my feelings, i walked towards the glowing orb towards a birght future-towards a new life.

mendak sak!

28/8

ehh ohh!! i'm currently listening to music, sitting infront of d comp, typing.... haiz.. it so dull!! my small body is controlling my mind. frail n laziness. i dont mind sitting in this chair till nite. i'm fucking bored lar!! can somebody fill d emptiness here?? duh. only me n mun at home. dad went to meet his friends. sis went out sumwhere. haiz. thanks to 98.7fm who make d atmospeher lively n happening. i'll be bore to death!! boredom kills me.

hmm. yesterday, theres a feast in my aunt's hse. its fer my late grandad. so, my auntsss n unclesss came to my aunts hse. yeah. grandma was dere too. was joking wit my uncle, Cik Azmi. he's an entertainer in my family. pretending to slim but eat alot. cik azmi, dont act lar, please la. hahas. its so obvious lor. he will accused me of influencing him to eat. wth! hahas. control ur temptation lar. niway, my uncle is a great guy lar. n his wife too. so sporting. they r like teenagers tho they have 3 daughter. my closest aunt n uncle so far. d closest family. cant wait to hang out wit em after O's.

uncle james n mak lina was there too. jerlina n julius rocks d house. hahas. esp d agressive julius. he's d intruder!! he's d disaster!! omg! d house was almost turning upside down wit d presence of the lil incredible hulk, julius!! he even tried to bite my hand. damn! lucky me to pull my hand back on time. omg!! i'm imagining how Ima, their maid, can manage to handle Julius, who is incredibly SUPER-DUPER HYPER ACITVE!! hahas. can u imagine tt me n sis are so scared of julius who is just 1 yr old????? OMG! wat a shame!! seriously, he's a acting like a beast!! opps!! hahas. positively, beast lar. hahas.

d day was ok lar. okook lar. ok lar. hahas. talk to dy tt nite. he told me bout Thiaga n his gerl. ahh! the same case. dy, i'm sick of tt thingy lar. we'll tok bout tt after my o's okie. alrite. gonna meet dy later. miss him to bits! gonna study in few mins time. gtg. bbb~~ love yar. muacks~~

birthday??

24/8

wassup yar!! wee hee! firstly, wanna wish justin, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY & MY 1st sis, kak nana, HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY! may god bless yar ok. long live!

today was rather humdrum. went to d dental wit dy. was damn exhausted. my bracesm still plain. haiz. just now my fav fav fav couzee came to my hse. tat was a big shocked! a sudden visit. the big laughter frem Auntie Nor, Auntie Gerl, n Nek Mok filled my flat atmosphere at home. my 1st sis n bro inc came too. n my 2 other aunts. very kecohrable.

farhan, my peer, he look so mature! OMG! my childhood fren. recalled back those times. we spent our childhood life together. & wen we've grown up, we didnt talk to each other. shy ma! hahas. step malu jer aku. but seriously la, he doesnt look like 16 instead 20. he's so fucking tall lar. the lame jokes he presented made our whole family chuckle.

e-en, tall too. jealous lar. da mcm bapak org sak. hahas. felt so tired lar. still havta treat n chat wit em. i'm kinda sleep now. my eyes burning. damn! having 3 tests 2mrw & i havent study anitink! aint prepare at all! damn. chialat! gonna fail der. okok. gtg. boboi! muacks! love.love.

aint no mood.

26/8

hey hey hey! wassup. 1 rule da! hahas. my watevers, u will understand this. WAN RUL DA! hahas. super hilarious lar. u pple made a fool out of our names. hmm. enuf. 2day was our cross country event. thought of running and get d medal again. but kinda sick n tired of winning every year. hahas. BLUEKS!

err. i didnt run lar. last year already mar. was actually running but stop when i saw kai, nas n sharir. so, decided to amble wit em in d park. hahas. throughout d 3 yrs, i received a medal fer d quailified position. i'm tired of collecting dust in my room. ahaks! ok watever. i'm being lame rite. duh.

today was kinda short. rajiv met me outside d art room at 10am just to see me. hahas. thought his gonna get back his werds. but he's nt. he was accompanied by Ravi. hahas. nonsensical lar both of this guys. however, both are fun to b wit. i adore em. later, at 12.45, Rajiv went home wit me. he walked me to d busstop. hahas. how sweet! thank you bro! thanks ALOTSSSS!

haiz. i miss daddy. didnt meet him fer d pass few days. he's in my mind 24/7. he seems to b busy. i didnt wanna disturb him actually. there's a tiny gap btweem both of us. no matter wat. he'll always b in my heart.

gtg yar. kinda sleepy. hmm. alriteden! love yar. muackiez!!

big thanks!

25/8

*weeping* thanks you! thanks nas fer waking me up. realising me bout d fact. i owe u a big thanks n apology. shit! i shuldnt do tt to dy if i love him. i'm sorry cos i disappoint. i'm sorry if i hurt u. i'm sorry if i'm aint d real me. i'm sorry if i blacklist d "most respect" status. i'm sorry fer nt being frrank wit u. i'm really really sorry nas! if u tink i'm a bitch, i tink i deserve it. i always thought tt ur so low, so bad, so annoying. but ur nt. ur inner beauty is aint a disgrace. its marvellous! all this while, i thought u sux at ur attitude, but i misjudge it. thanks fer fergiving me, n letting me have d other chance. yeah, like wat u said, nothing can seperate both of us tho soon, we'll b scatter everywhere. i take ur werds highly! i love ya bro.

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that noon, have a good chat wit my tutor, Imran. feeling better min by min. ok here's a compliment to him. D BEST TUTOR!! your werds, the psychological game, really help. thank you so much! he lessen my burden. he's super liberal in teens prob n life. tts so fucking cool! arggh! dont pressure me! pls. hahas. klah. i'm off. needa rest. needa relax my eyes after tearing convulsively early morn. aha. bb. love.love. muackies!!

adventurous!

23/8

hey ya!! today, d whole day, we had diz unexpected adventure which befall on us. hahas. we were caught in a rain, heavy rain, i must describe this carefully. ahaks!! it was fucking fun!!!! few of us were stucked at d bus stop which was 1 stop away frem our skul busstop. all of d 4E2 peeps were on d track in Lakepark. Mr Foo, brought us to familiarise our cross country pathway. so, along d way, some of us were running. lazy pple like kina, nas, kai, sharir, few of my other classmates & i were happily strolling. enthusiastic classmates i have, lead d way. there were no sight of Mr Foo and small number of my pals. we were left behind. was 'abandon' for a while. *sob sob*

kina n i prayed hard tt it will rain. so tt we r able to skip maths lesson, listening to d distracting voice of Mrs Wong. arghh!! hurting our eardrums dar. hahas. damn! god answered our prayers. a great downpour pit patting Tamn Jurong area. kina n i searched for a shelter. there was none! so, we decided to run to d nearby bus stop. by e time we reached d stop, both of d vogue(haha), had already drenched. me n kine giggling n LOL. shuts! d girls facing d greatest prob. our P.E shirts are transculent & unfortunately, theres nothing, nothing, nothing, to prevent it. hahas. we look SEX-EH fer d day. *grins* hahas. my friends & i waited at d flooded bus stop. the bus kept splashing water on us. fuck la! we waited, waited, waited. waiting fer sumone to find us.

expecting Mr Foo to searced fer us. but to no avail. chillin at d void deck. super cooling. nt long after tt, few of my frens decided to hail d 154 bus n ask d bus driver to give us a free ride. hahas. aint typical singaporeans la, craving fer freebies. but we desperately need to get back to skul, furthermore, our ez-links were nt in our hands. n yeah. d bus driver agreed! THANK YOU UNCLE! *together. in a prim skul way*. hahahahas. kekek sak. we reached skul safely. shivering, wet. Mr Foo and d other batch were nowhere to b seen. big suprised. we alerted Mr Gomez n clarified to him wat had happened.

ahh! i adore Mr Gomez to d core! d best best Vice Principal i had in my life. a caring skul which have a caring VP. den all of us dried ourself n change our undescribable pants n shirts. put n lei miss d fun la! nvmind! the day was so much fun la. around 10 plus, Mr foo n d others back in class. assuming there r stucked somewhere too la.

& in d noo, no remedial!! yipee! hahas. went home early. met dy at 5pm. study together. bla bla bla bla bla. thru out d nite, study, watch tv, n sleep! yeah. hahas. alrite. i'm famish n wear off. gtg. ta. muacks! love.love.

LOVE EM.

22/8/05

ey yo!! i'm gonna say this out loud, nas, kai, CIK LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT!! i'm happier den wit u guys tho we've grown up in a differ way. nothing can fluctuate my friendship which i showered wit love. i will b glad to hold u guys tight in my arms, crying together, sharing the pain together cos i truly believe tat enduring alone aint enuf. friends circling around ur waist will lessen ur burden. i'm only a friends, a bro to you. i aint special, aint like the gerls u truly love. i aint them. but i am wat i am. i am special in a way.

instantenously, i can open my heart widely to enlighten ur pain, worries, you befuddle state. nas, if u tink ur are indignant by others, ur wrong. i love you, remember tt, i love yar. told ya, nobody can jeopardize our friendship. cherished kai n nas to d max! you guys embellish my life. SERIOUSLY! =) a big THANKS! ur my pillar of strength. let us b liberal no matter wat yar. 1 fer all, all fer 1.

nas, b strong pls. stop ur overwhelming ego n even tempered which everybody hates. you weaken me whenever ur mad, ur sad. ur my sub-shine. be it tat way. your happiness is in your hand. control! you can do it. i'm sure u can get back to d rite track. as fer kai, all d stuff you advice to people around u, considering relation, apply tat in urself.. yeah. like wat u said, its easy to say, difficult to do it. i agree to a large extent. but u have to TRY! have faith in urself yar. effort n confident is wat ur need. i'm here fer u kai, far or near, i'm here. by ur side, in ur heart. nothin shall make u cry, sad. let me add some colours in u kai. i pray hard that wherever you go, watever u do, god will be there to protect yar frem harm.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

lonely

heart me.

time apart in a relationship is just as important as time together. one of the primary sub-concious fears that many men carry is that such liaisons will spell the end of his much prized sense of independence





[how could this happenin to me] cry or to smile?? pressurize. life is not as cheerful as b4, not as colourful as b4, not as beautiful as b4. world; moody, cloudy, dark, silence. insider her, pain, distress, sullen, heartbroken, pierced. no pillar of strength to hold on to. nothing. life is blank. cranky? i dont tink so. i just hate d premonitions i'm having now. i needa break. d cloud is crying wit me. d birds are chirping wit me. plants are growing wit me, strongly, highly. people? haiz. my love ones, they weakened me, demoralising me. i wanna move away but i just cant. they pulled n dragged me back.

i wanna scream, they fuck me off. things are so complicated. liberty, space is all i need. deleting probs frem my hard drive is wat i wish fer! tts all. paranoid, insecure, uncontrollable, darn! i'm nt d real ME. i wan things to b back to normal. the cheeerful me, d craziee me, the bubbly mr but something is stopping me. something is holding it back. the day goes on as i'm fading away. i'm sick of this life. i just wanna scream. everything is bothering me. the atmosphere, the environment, d lving tinks. apparently, i'm tongue tied. crying, sobbing is all i can afford rite now. my eyes had been closed all this while. i cant plucked up the courage. i felt someone out dere gripped tightenly around my neck. i'm fading away................................................

scary!!

19/8

eyyoo!! wassup yar. today was serious a bad day fer me. ahh! cant take it. full day of crankiness! fuck la. it was nt d real ME at all. bad mood without reason. aint tinking bout other pple's feeling. mouth just hurl this, tt, spouting nonsense.

sickly, feverish. had a bad running nose. critical condition. kept achooooo!! few packets of tissue had been use. went fer dental check up which held in skul. yeah! d dentist said my teeth is clean tho i wear braces. yippe! hahas. hey, i take care of my teeth properly cos they r precious, nt expensive ok. =p went up to Eng lesson quite late. give reason to Mrs Lily Goh. hahas. naughty me n kina! we planned it. was really nt feeling well. nas asked me to stay after skul as we needa wrapped d present. n i tol him i cant. den he was replying to me tt i havta come as i didnt follow em bought d hamper. wat d heck? i'm nt feeling n he asked me to stay instead of asking me to go home??? i felt like lashing all those werds, but i controlled myself.

den after skul went to d art room. painted my coursework. almost done. but needa bit of touch up. kiki went out wit nas, kai, jah, sharir. me aint no mood. nt long after tt, kina came to d art rm n was shocked to see me there. receive a fucking news which totally ruined my fucking mood. adding salt to my wound. i weeped! OMG! i cant believe it. i was saying to myself, "how can they do diz to me?". i sighed. cold sweat.

on d way to d ladies, so kai. he spotted me crying n dragged me to our claassroom. nas, sharir n jah was there. talk to jah bout d "stuff" which made me furious. she clammed me down. thanks gerlfriend!! love ya! den played soccer wit sharir in class. learnt new skills. hahas. n i succeed!! hahas. thanks to sharir, wo de couch.

later at nite, went to meet dydy. we caught a movie!! d MAID! d movie last nt tt long. hmm overall, d movie was quite ok la. nt tt bad. some scary n shocking sound effect n appearance. hahas. hold dydy hand cos scared ma. hahas. opps! accidentally scratch his ear. shit!! sorry. told ya to beware of me. dy sent me home. d day was alrite tho my whole body giving me probs. tho frail. tho cranky.

alrite. i wanna pull my quilt n dream. gtg. love ya lot! muacks!!

so BORED!

18/8/05

eyyo!! `hahas. nw is 11.29 am n i'm online??? serious?? really me??? hahas. yaya. i'm in skul actually. ahaks. in Computer Lab 1. suppose to have oral practice. done! but still havta wait till our nxt break which is at 1 plus, i guess. OMG!! believe it or not, today is my O LEVEL ENGLISH oral. got it?? O LEVEL!! hahas. but most of teacher said i've done well n can make it. ahh! pray hard. really hard. give me all d confidence which i desperately need. ok relieve!

ok good luck kecik!! friends around me, sharir, put, randy, shau loo, tina, tommy, vithya, vijaya, jeremy. ALL THE BEST!! jeremy, is sitting next to me now. hahas. he's so hilarious! BOA ar jeremy?? his fav. hahas. siao ar ni!! hehes. ok, inquiring to noe wat puteri. randy n sharo giggling about. damn it la. u guys left me out. hmmphh~~ hahas. no lessons? so fun la. resting day! wahahaha.

i'm flippin bored apparently. hmm sharir look like a good boy but he's apt causing trouble. ahaks. most, nah, ALL doing their own stuff. hahas. jeremy u are a GAY! hahas. joking la. canth wait fer later. tension curling around me. dush!! anxious too. adding; drowsy. hahas. =) puteri is d 1st one, then me~ OMG! how time flies yar. ok today, having tuition later. freak! havent finish doin my hmwrk tuition. damn! imran gonna mad at me! nah. gonna finish it soon. okie dokie?

kinda missing dydy. yeah gonna catch a movie 2mrw wit dy. *passion*. hahahas. d key werd. watching THE MAID. argghh~ dydy beware. i'll just scream n grab ur hand, if i'm totally totally scared to d CORE. hahas. looking ferward fer 2mrw yar. hmm i'm off. wanna join d fun. kepo2. hahas. putty nothing to do writing me testi. hahas. we r in d same lab, but tok to other each other thru web messenger. ahaks!! giler~~~

alriteden! wait! putty just tell me bout his guy. hmm wat has befall u putty, be brave n patient to pull it thru. ok gtg. love ya! muacks! c ya sum other time. *hugs n kisses*

hate it, or love it!

17/8/o5

ey yo! wassup peeps! d weariness in me neva fail to fill d empty space in my life. d day was all right tho. kai, nas, kina & lei, went fer oral practice at 10. so the classroom was so quiet. left puteri, sharir n I. d last badge in 4E2 to sit fer d oral. i had my tension fer the few days b4, however it disappeared into thin air when my friends motivated me; esp Mrs Lily Goh who keeps giving compliments bout my reading, pic description & conversation. she said i can make it. tt mend my tension which kills me fer d past days. thanks to everybody who give me d confidence. today was rather relaxing. nt much of studying tho, theres Maths remedial. cos we watched this show; about Afghanistan people who have to werk super hard to earn a living. really an eye opener fer me to appreciate beautiful things around me. nxt week is d continuation of d movie. we saw our class photos. d candid; informal; formal. d best la. cool act frem us! OMG! so gorgeous! hahas. gonna miss d building of d skul as its gonna b demolish soon. lotsa memories out there. frem eerie;scarry to gleeful moments. complete cycle of skul.

kinda mad at this fakin BLOGHOPPER. wat d heck is he trying to say or to dedicate to me?? watever la! pissed off yesterday. ruin my mood. is he a motherf to lash out all d werds. to me? i mean; how could he or she la; dont give a fking shit.... hurled tt to me, wherelse, at d other side, i did nothing to him. yeah i noe. sumwhere somehow theres SOMEBODY out there hating or anti me la. i dont mind at all. dare to face me up la. dont bother to read my blog either. i hate people who hate me cos first of all I HATE hating people! bullshit la tt blog hopper! hey blog hopper; if ur reading this, ur really worst den people who r heartless. ur a FOE; whom shuld b blacklisted down in my fav list. cant assume wat was his motive. human beings. free open werld. is he jealous or wat?? written there: daddy? stone age? felt like giggling la. clown act! unlogical. his maturity must be low. if u somebody call his father, DADDY; tts call stone age?? wat the fuck.

n he said those werds stupid.... bla bla bla bla.. damn it la! if he just hate my blog, dont read it. esp he wrote d bad comments in my taggies. dumbass! he asked me to concentrate on my O level but end up; talking bout marriage. HELLO!! UR COMMENTS ARE TOTALLY LAME!! LAME!! LAME!! i didnt even mention about i'm d most prettiest gerl. ya, if u think i'm nothing to other gerls, y bother to read my blog. y bother? y waste time n energy typing comments to me?? i am wat i am; its my werld; i have my own say. if i'm like a motherfucker to u, face me; n tell me. COWARD!! i'm nt scared to face d fact n d truth la. & 1 more thing; u mention about me flirting?? hello!! dont tell me ur nt flirting wit anybody. i dont u noe d meaning of flirting; it means behaving AS IF u r attracted to someone, BUT NOT IN A SERIOUS WAY!! got it?? DONT ASSUME if u didnt noe who is daddy, darls, just shut up ur bloody mouth la. enuf is enuf. im imperfectionist, wat did u expect.

some people, they r good fer nothing. heck la! bloghopper must b delirious. hate me?? fuck off!! ok stop it! LET BYGONE BE BYGONE. i'm just furious la. tts all. see urself in d mirror before saying bad things bout others. n if i hurt u, i'm sorry. nt happy?? u dont deserve to read this blog. i'm just gonna say, BE A BETTER PERSON n clean ur mouth first alrite.

tomorrow is my oral. ahh hope everything will run smoothly. no ramblings at all!! hahas. wish me d best yar. n kai; thanks fer d fried rice. delicious!! seriously. *BIG HUG TO U; MIKI KAI* d greatest friend n bro. thanks alot!! darls; having hockey. his new cca. ahaks! his companion alfie, involve in it too. miss huds, msg her d other day. both of us were ok. things got better. taking d initiative to ask bout her life. she's fine! in fact, better! tts great. miss her la. but she still a platonic fren of mine. she's fun to b wit la tho we had an argument;conflicts. everything over. no matter wat, i've neva feel remorseful knowin a gerl like hudzy. small time knowing her, she got big personality. haiz.

okie dokie. time to go! needa do my tuition hmwrk. lots of things to b done. better nt waste time. love ya! muacks! see ya. ta

HAIL d FIREWORKS!

15/8/05

d first day of the week. here comes d MONDAY BLUES! AHA. school hours incredibly monotous as ever!! cant get rid of tt. *sigh* d ONLY ONLY best thingy was to meet and chat wit my WATEVERS; sharing the fun we had during the weekends. fer my case, i went to Marina South to view d 15 mins LIVE FIREWORKS! we were late actually due to d traffic jams which held us. my bron inc parked his car at Suntec City's carpark. we yet discovered difficulties finding d carpark. frem dere, my 2 sis, bro inc n I scurried to the top of d building and viewed it. we reached there at 8.10. DAMN IT! i was saying to myself "DAMN IT! WE MISS D D PRECIOUS 5 MINS OF FIREWORKS!" duh. but we did enjoyed the beautiful, awesome & outstanding fireworks which blast and sparkling. cool! viewed it wit my own tiny weeny eyes! ahaks! after tt caught some pics in action! haha. COMICAL! its a droll one tho. all d lamers, d ugliest and d patheticNESS pic ever taken! hahas. ambled down to Suntec. vainty me n sis kept taking pics. 1st sis told us we r like touritsts. hahas. =p

after tt we went to Mount Faber, cos nothing to do. hahas. d nite was still young. d road to d so called "jungle" was dead silence. scary! furthermore, chilly. we managed to take some pictures. d place was nice la actually. nice port fer couples. *hint**hint*. hahahas. tho its tiring we did enjoy ourselves la. d skirt i bought in Suntec; pure sastifactory. hmm, so far, Suntec; d best place to shop instead of Orchard. needa change mood sumtimes.

here's some pics taken. actually ALOT! bunch of it, but decided to post only 2. hahas. (lazy la). gush! enjoy!!

pic taken by me. on top of d building here; sis n me. posing.

n caught this lovable fireworks. nothing to do! hahas. =)

aha! d day!

the 3 ladeez; my greatest girlfrens
this pic taken in class on 8 Aug. from left: kiki, me, jijah
on d left: sharir, aaron, kai, me & nas


hey ya! this pic above was taken ages, now den i post it. WAT THE HECK?! hahas. its ok. heres d watevers. but floe n putty missing. haiz. miss tt. its possible tt floe n putty shattered everywhere. its ok. we'll take 1 fully watevers very soon ya. kinda waiting fer dy to wake up. yesterday met dydy. still, a sickening day. my boredness kept overwhelming inside this body of mine. OUR MIND CONTROL D BODY! but its like my body control my mind!! hahas. cannot pull it thru. fucking lame la! wat else i could do, but SLEEP!! wakakakakak! *grins*

then, at nite, study. thought of going to Marina South to watch d fireworks during midnite but bro inc said its actually 2mrw. DAMN!! only god noes how i felt! was waiting for d nite cos, d whole day seems to be totally PALE! guess, i had to do sumtink else. comp? nah. sis using it. heck! wat great stuff i shall do, but to STUDY! aha! i did tau. did my 10 yrs series. MATHS! imran asked me to do d paper 2.

did it hor. but a few. at least sumtink. then read d book i borrow d previous days. it was bout romance. but i must say d story was full of expressions. n furhtermore, its d most powerfully moving love stories in romance. n d author, Lorraine Heath, she was known for her deft characteristics, attention to.... detail n mastery of small moments. fuhh! she's one of USA BESTSELLING AUTHOR. ok back to yesterday story. at nite, tok to dydy. till he reached home from grandma's hse. his grandma asked dydy to invite me to her hse. ahhhh! how sweet! hahas. 1 day i shall visit grandma yar.

dydy rent a VCD, title BLADE TRINITY. he watched it. n i "abandoned" him fer a while cos i don wanna disturb n spoil his concentration. waiting fer him, 4 d few hrs. fell asleep by tt time. so i decided to on my alarm fer every half n hr to check whether he's done. msg him d first, second n third time. still watching. finally, gave up, n went to bed. cos its already 12 plus. my eyes were burning!! thought of talking to him on d phone. too sleepy@! then i realised there was one msg frem dydy. he sent it at 1 plus stating tt he had just finish watching d movie. *duh*. but i read his msg at 2.50. hahas. sorry dydy!

dydy la left me! hmppphhhh! but nvmind. gonna call him soon. ok. me gtg. gonna help Mummy cook for lunch. aha! ladeez in d kitchen. okie dokie. cy later alrite. love ya! muacks! ehhhh wait!! later me going fer d fireworks thingy at 8. yeah!! cant wait fer tt! ta

LOTS OF LOVE!!! MUAH!!

duh!

aloha! wassup man. hmm its 12.17 now. n i'm awake! surprisingly. hahas. =X luckily dydy here to accompany me. yesterday was seriously a very very tired day fer me. ahh! didnt get to watch OC. fuck! i just miss it! ok nvmind! nxt wk shall catch it. yesterday went to meet dydy. missing him alot. ahh! too bad he was down wit flu. hahas. cannot near too him, later he'll passed me d sickness. i hate to have tuitions on Thurs. theres no enthusiasm to study. tts d thing la.

today, i got my Malay results back. like shit la! disappointed. haiz!! i got B3. wat the fuck?!!!!cikgu normAlah said i shuld score A1 or A2. alamak! hancur to d max nye! unexpected results. BUT!!! i scored for oral. hahas. distinction. seriously la, d sec 4 n 5 did badly fer our Malay O'level. our results? corped up. tinking thoroughly whether i retake it. dy said no need. gud enuf get B3. hmm, mum said, try ur luck. ahhhhh!! see first la.

went to macdonald just now. kinda full so just ate french fries. strolling at d pathway was super nice. d wind was blowing my face! ahh. d atmosphere was indeed SUPERB! my class mates having interclass game just nw, late afternoon. unable to watch em play as i was rushing back home. kinda nee a lots of rest. get rid of d PRESSURE in me! hahas.

chattin wit my tuition teacher, imran. craziee la! btw, guni came to skul just now. was damn damn contented wen i saw him. ahh! he's so HOT! hahas. of coz la, dark ma! emits black colour. hahas. let it burn. opps! sorry doggie. miss him la. he's so freaking sweet! chuckling n giggling wit him. lots of fun. d controversies started again! hahas. saying bout dydy la. jealous la rite guni? hahas. he asked me to grow taller. cos he want me ma! hahas. ya la. guni so tall.

hey hey. me got to go. kinda feeling so tired! haiya! *stretching* 2mrw need to go to skul. POA remedial, as usual. d most best best part was to see my fav teacher, Mr Wong. he's so CUTE!! ahh! d way he smile, really melting me. guess have to sit inside d freezer when looking at him. hahas. k la. love ya! muacks!


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wee! d day was so much FUN!!

10/8/05

taken near esplanade. beautiful fireworks. my sisters: kak nana, fida, kak aini

ALOHA!! hey hey hey. its 10.33 now, n i'm awake! hahas. my cousins are here. esp d younger one;iqah. making alot of noise. irritating sia. =P hmm, mum nt at home. today, skul holiday. gonna study later. needa break. aniway, yesterday, my day was SUPER FUN!! around 3 plus i met nas, kai at Jurong East. the three of us went to d J.E carnival. OMG! d sun was scorching. hot la. sun tanning 4 a while. hahas. we watch d performance. lots of dance, entertainment at d podium. theres a group of cheerleaders performing too. the dance was nice, impressive! hahas. i love cheerleading. hmm, recalling back those time whereby i cheerlead along wit my friends. d pom pom girls! great! kai went back early as he's going for a dinner. celebrating his father birthday. he must have a good day hah. me n nas left. we were like, neglected by kai. hahas. not long after that, nas went home. he was rather in a cranky mood. actually, it was tedious la. hmm, no way i could stop nas frem goin home. so, i decided to sent him to d bustop n along d way i could meet up dy n yong.

i was walking the path way when i saw a group of Malay Dancers ambled towards d stage. at tt moment i was feeling uneasy. suddenly, i saw huda;MI n her friends. one of her friends which was familiar, amalina. OMG! i was just staring at her, n speechless. unfortunately, she didnt see me. nas, in curious asked me. i told nas bout huda, a friend of mine. tts all. hmm, huda was wearing d red, malay costume. yeah. dy told me she's performing. ok cool. if she was near to me, i would tap n smile at her. too bad, shes nt. ok back to d story. hahas. =) after tt, met dy n yong. dy was looking so handsome. hahas. melting me la. bla bla bla. then saw yati n her guy. hahas. she was so so damn contented to see me. she embraced me. hahas. funny la. i like her alot. she's someone who is fun to be wit. sporting giler nye! if both of us join force, d whole world will blow up! hahas. too bad couldnt see d MI students perform. i went home early cos goin to d esplanade. furious wit dy out of sudden. just left him n yong just like tt. ahh! i felt so bad! i was saying to myself, WAT THE FUCK, KECIK?!!!! hahas. msg dydy. apologise to him. he was pissed of me. hmm, everything, fine now. on d way to d busstop, i saw airi n harun. hidhir's fren. they stared at me wit their wide eyes. they were flabbergasted for d moment. den they said HI. i replied back. hmm. paiseh la. they were staring at me all d way. aiyo!!

hmm. n then around 7 plus, my bro inc, sisters went to esplanade to see d fireworks. we reached there on time. yeah!! d fireworks were so so beautiful! there were alot of people viewing it. d eurasians were pushing us. OMG!! i felt like scolding em. fuckin ang mohs!! kanchong to d core sak. damn it!d fireworks last for less than 10 mins. cant wait fer this Saturday. my bro in law bringing us to d Marina Bay to watch d fireworks. yeah yeah! hahas. during mid nite! yahoo. damn damn eager! went to ADAMS RD. thats our port. we usually tuck in at Adams Rd cos its food is delectable. i ordered Prawn Noodle n Honeydew Milk. fuhyoo! yummy. we ate steamed stingray too. ahh!

AND THEN.......... went to WEST COAST PARK. went there fer fun. strolled there to breathe thru fresh air. our stomach, full of food. hahas. digesting. we took pictures. posing here, posing there. seriously la, it was tremendous. D DAY WAS FUN!! I LIKE! me talk to dy dy at nite. talk things out. ok liao! hehe. happy. hmm, think today gonna meet him. kinda miss him. ok me gtg. love ya alot!! muah!!

TATATA!! MUAH! HUGS N KISSES!

BORED!!

here's my WATEVERS! my life-time cronical. love em to d FULLEST. consists of 8 people. jah is missing. people like: kakai, nanas, kiki(kina), ja(mizah), floe(leia), putty(puteri), sharo(sharir). they make my life beautiful! FRIENDSHIP IS CHERISH ABOVE ALL TREASURE!! MWAAKS!

OMG!! fucking BORED!! gee! had a tight argument wit my mum yesterday. she didnt talk to me today. guess, it was all my fault. actually district me to go out, use phone, play d net. do u tink i care? i dont ok. cos i needa d liberty to do all my stuff. first all of, she shuld use harsh werds to me. it seriously hurt me. i'm imperfectionist! y cant she talk to me nicely??! my day was ruined because of the prob wit my mum. haiz! watever! talk to darls. better. my MOTIVATOR, my CONFIDANT! dy going home late. he did have fun flirting wit zunairah. hahas. n i did have fun flirting wit rajiv. i saw guni! yeah! happy man! =)

OMG! my National Day celebration, was fucking bored la. totally. everybody would agree to a large extent. tho trying to enjoy ourselves, its still mundane. aiyo. my watevers, did cheered me up. thanks to kai, nas n esp JIJAH! my sweetness gerlfriend. d best, d best n d best! love her so much! we had our busking. sec 4 n 5 nt involve. graduating classes were given special 'treatment'. i bought food from jah's shop. n 3E2 marshmellow wit chocolate fudge was SUPER DELICIOUS!! yummy! yummy! hahas. crazee over em. theres manicure shop too. COOL huh?! thought of doin it but change my mind. ma fan ler! dydy, yong, tah wee, winston, came to skul. its actually, a combination of National DAY, n Speech Day. merepek kan??! hahas. lydia was in my skul too. she gave a tremendous n memorable speech. overall, i'm touched by her words. she GORGEOUS!

hmm. currrently, no pic to upload. u noe wat the fucking nonsense is? we wore d red national day, hang ten shirt. the shirt was ok. but when we wore our blue skirt wit our red shirt, it looked so weird. hahas. paiseh da! but nevamind, its OVER!! hmm. 2mrw gonna b a blast. my bro inc, sis n i, gonna see d explosive fireworks. aha! tts wat i've been waiting fer. hmm. ask mak din to go to carnival? at jurong east. err. nt sure. mum nt at home now actually. tts y la, can on the comp. lots of pic taken, but soon, i'll upload it. d ENTHUSIASTIC SINGAPOREAN!! n.... theres a henna on my hand. cool! hahas. quite nice la.

k la. gtg! update it 2mrw i guess. check it out ya. muah muah muah!! BORING!! HAHAS.

ta

ohh la! so lame?!

ALOHA!! OMG! i look like shit on this pic on d right. hahas. ----> totally sux. but nevamind. put it fer fun. its 1:22 am now, n i'm still awake! ohhhooo! hahas. niways, d movie, WEDDING CRASHER so nice! its worth it paying $8.50 to watch it. hahax! seriously. it was HILARIOUS! its abit unsightful but, d whole story was really a nice one. better than alot like love. go n watch it. nc 16 la.

hmm. chatting wit kina, dy & fi. as well as listening to music. forever d best radio station 98.7FM. rocks! my day was rather hmm, i shall say, boring? yeah. quite la. dy, was bit cranky. had an argument earlier bout my ex la. shit! hmm. sorry darls. went to mendaki. had fun wit my boys. ibrahim, came to my hse. as usual. his Saturday routine. ahh! i miss my boys. esp ilya my baby boy. hahas. always call me MUMMY!! so cute seh. they r fun to b wit la. but, my WATEVERS which is my cronical, will always be d no 1. 4 yrs together, went thru UPS n DOWNS together. no one can fall us apart. tho we r graduating soon, the bond will last forever. d tightness will never b losen. hopefully. PRAY HARD!

yeah yeah! kina got friendster already la. d SLEEPING BEAUTY! ahaks. happy. cant wait to criticise her. hahas. d best sis. niways, jah asked me out 2mrw wit nanas n kakai. opps! guess i cant make it. going JP wit dy n after tt went out wit aunt n mumy. sorry peeps! mayb nxt time. O LEVEL N PRELIM UNDERWAY! BIT TIMID BOUT IT. lack of confidence i must say. haiz. hope i get motivation frem pple around me. felt slacking. hmm like wat huds said, u WONT REGRET STUDYING. yeah. might as well suffer now, then later. like yuan ching's motto; EFFORTS TODAY, REWARDS TOMORROW! alamak. power la! hahas. act a great impact on me actually. hahas.

hmm. k la. gonna tok to dy on da phone. its kinda late aniway. arite. shall update it soon. muacks! love ya.


PEACE OUT!! HOW DO I DEAL WITHOUT YOU, DARLS! MUAH!

hooray!!

THE

OC




HEY HEY HEY!!!! omg!!! i just love OC to d core!! d whole series of it was awesome!! hahahas. d controversials, d love triangle, d conflict. adam brody n rachel bilson driving me crazee!! hahas. perfect couple. ook. stop it!! hahas. hey, oc consists of us la. me, summer, sharir, seth. kai, ryan, leia, marissa. chee bah! macam betul la. fuck la. hahas.

gonna meet darls later. ahh! missing him. skul?? ok la. just nw, was quite relax. did my
art. my art teacher, mr goh, made me MAD!!!! kimak!! hmm. me do lots of stuff for my art n he ask me to change this, change tt. yeah. i noe its for my own good, but theres nt much time. grrrr!! abit moody. ate wit nas, kai, sharo n jah at d hawker centre. yesterday, d crazie me again. hahas. =P wrestle wit kairul. i made stupid reactions n sounds. THOING!!! nas, we got a new trademark la. d HANDSHAKE, D THOING!! N D DUSH!! hahas. we r really crazie. can say, yesterday was d craziest moment we had! d worst thing was, i act like a mad woman!! wit my hair all around my face. i look freaking scary. hahas. suitable kan kai? hahas. skul end late. was damn damn tired. then hurried to tuition. meet my fav tutor, imran (fav tutor?? mcm real je aku!) hehe.

wee!! waiting for nxt wk. dd, guni, tintin n yong coming back to skul!! yipee!! miss em la. cant wait to hug them. hahas. guni? to tall la. aiyo. gonna having d enthusiastic attitude. DANCE! SING!! me, putty n floe, dance just nw. it was fun. putty, leia... LET'S REACH OUT FOR THE SKIES, WITH WINGS WE SORE UP HIGH.....WAKAKAKA!! semangat giler babi nye! hahas. busking is d colours which add in during d celebrations. d concerts too! yeh yeh. but dd, have to go back early la. he's having volleyball competition. haiz. eh, kai, i just browse thru my hp n saw this ugly pic of mine!! hahas. muke stim sak! blueks!! hehe. kk. me gtg. lots of stuff to do. wanna get ready. wanna meet my DARLS. dd, thanks for d new nick again!! hahas. always create new name fer me! DARLY!! hahas. tootpaste brand. alrite. muacks!!

LOTS OF LOVE. HUGSS N KISSEESSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crazieee meee!!

hey hey hey! wassup babies! gee. at last, finish updating my new bloggie. haiz. very damn damn damn tired. hey, me met daddy just now. hahas. recording my voice. dy, nice rite?? hahas. dy adore my voice. THANKA YOU!! hmm. today, marvellous day! wat can i say? everytink started wit a smile n laugh. wee!! kinda crazee today. rite kai?? aku gile seh!! was laughing d whole day. OMG! donno y. out of sudden. madness appeared n overwhelmed!! hahas. went to skul wit Hafiz kecik. aiyo! like my lil bro sia.

wrestling wit kakai n nanas!! shiok seh!! alamak! then kakai took revenge! aku pompuan siol, bukan jantan sak. hahas. they treated me like a guy. ya, sometimes, i do act like a guy. pretending only. hahas. kick his FAT ASS, almost d PP, (no FATHERS day).. hehes. punch d stomach. pinch d tits!! hahas. u got swollen chest. hahas. blueks! nice la. laughing all da way!! LAUGHTHER D BEST MEDICINE!! one thing i'm content bout, my art coursework for o level, gonna finish soon. yipee!! releasing 1 burden soon!!

ehk, just now, so freaking paiseh! our class were having PE lesson. we played baseball. since d field was slippery, i fell twice. it was so paiseh la. but at d same time, very damn funny!! my friends were laughing at me. hahas. esp putty n floe. she said, d enthusiasm i put in, afterall turned into a blast, d fall la. BASTARD!! hahas. shit! =) SERIOUSLY, today was really a GREAT GREAT day. hahas. sorry kai n nanas, for nt following u guys (tho kai begging me) to KFC. no kachings!! aiyo. belanja can la. hey, kiki told me she saw tintin. n tintin send his regards to me!! ahhh!! i miss him to d CORE!! n guna too. ahh! doz memories we had together. nvrmind. kneel down n beg dem to come back to skul nxt wk, for d ND celebrations! its gonna b FABOLOUS. niway, practice d new song just now. hahas. me n lei, putty, semangat! kina, slacking. aiyayaya! hahas. we were dancing. i like to move it move it!!

opps! guess time is running out. i got to go. wanna eat! hahas. i wanna b FAT!! fat ass!! alrite. dy, thanks for d roses n d change in my name. BROWN EYES N CANDY!! naughty dd. BANG, ROKOK SATU!! HAHAS. rokok hidup ar!! muacks!! ta.