WTF!!

24/9

eh-OH. its been a long time since i update my bloggie. its definitely spurious if i said tt i dont miss a single bit of it. yeah. life is unfair. werld is so cruel. love is, sickening. been lotsa ups n downs this few weeks. haiz. prelims, screwed up. no matter wat, all the way to O's. prayed hard i'm gonna make it fer d last lap.

we had misunderstandings. n i very sure tt we havta clear our misunderstandings. i tried, but i failed. wats d fucking wrong wit?!!!!!!!!!!!! wat fida? wat? wat???????? haiz. d same old fucking me. d most troublesome gerl in his heart. often create troubles n probs. damn! wat did i do to deserve this?? its hurting. i him mad, he made me furious. he's aint liberal. i tried to talk things out.... but......... became worst. ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! my mind run wild. i'm physically alrite, but my mind, no. WATEVER!! i love him alot! i do. infact i love him d most. i want his love, i want his attention. he's aint liberal. tts d prob. i'm feeling so insecure. i weeped, i sobbed, i cried convulsively, wats d use?? i'm wasting a single drop of it. hmm, wake me up when sept ends yar.

haiz. watever shit lar. wat a gerl want? study tt, MR! n fer huda; mere mummy, thank u so much fer ur advice n thanks fer lending ur ear. i got nothing to say. i've been cranky fer d past few days. mayb i'm too sensitive. i'm so fucking emos. =S i just feel like shouting, i feel like venting me anger on sum1. i spoilt my own mood. WTF!!!! its ruin. i'm nt gonna talk bout it. my heart, its aching. i shall stop. i'll try to solve it a.s.a.p. neither i wanna elaborate more. fuck off! i hate it. i'm off. ~toodles.