`1ST OCT 05

eh-OH!! i'm super duper blissful today!! a smile is a MUST or else it will ruin. TODAY, is my 2nd mth anniversary wit dydy!!! hahas. hope it will last long. it will grow n develop every single day. i SWEAR, i'm loving him alot, so much. DARLS&DARLY. we didnt getta chance to celebrate it like our 1st mth, which was rather low-profile at tt time, to tok about. hahas. i was busy d whole day. wit my tuition, my outing wit sis n bro inc. so, i have to fit in time fer my beloved dydy. i went to J.E entertainment wit him. tts our 2nd mth date. hehe. =) went to KFC, giggling here n dere. he neva fail to tease me. naughty darls! saw aza n haziq. cheapskate bitches! hahas. they were like robber "stealing" my $2. damn it fuckers! i hecked bout it n reluctantly donate d money to em. hahas.

after tt, went back home. our hugs n kisses is d present. nothing much happen after tt so i'm not gonna elaborate it. damn! its a day of LOVE. the urge of not letting dydy go frem my side overwhelmed. i just need him so much. gee!! hahas. love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.
love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love
IS BEAUTIFUL AS IT IS!!

enuf of just now. hahas. yesterday, i went to J.E library wit miki kai. after he meet aisha to give d camera, we went to 2nd floor to dig fer art books. had a very hard time looking thru it. hahas. thanks kai, fer enduring it. both of us was chuckling non-stop. den my hp which was suppose to b silent, rang. damn!! then i was looking around n theres this gp of peeps sitting down near d shelf was looking at me. i thought i was disturbing em n kai, apologise to em. hahas. i was fucking paiseh lar. so, theres 1 time i glimpse at d em cos we were LOL. scared tt we might disturb em. i was wondering y d Chinese gerl was presenting me a tiny smile. den i spotted harun. out of nowhere, hidhir n his gf was dere. i was fucking astounded. was speechless fer d moment.

so, all i can afford to do was to smile at him n hui ling. in addition to sincere wave. hehes. my mind ran amok. all d memors btween me n him suddenly came to my mind. i thought all diz while we r nt meant to meet, but i was wrong. damn. i didnt wanna tink bout him anymore. i mumbled dyd's name. yeah. in a snapped, hidhir was deleted frem my hard drive. i swear i didnt have any feelings towards him but u see, as a gerl, we cant ferget tinks easily esp memors. hui ling is a very nice gerl. i realised it then. she is. tho she's just a platonic fren of mine, shes still sum1 in my heart. hope both of them r able to go thru ups n downs together. LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES.

aite. i wanna watch this malay drama which was similar to d story unfaithful. waiting fer darls to msg. so yeah. i got to go. but wait, i wanna wish cko&lei; happy 1st MTH ANNIVERSARY!! hahas. yeah. damn lei, ur anni late fer 1 mth da. klau tk da same eh? hehes. niway, hope you both last long okie. love you babe! *yawn* tatas. muackies!!

[[DARLS]]

baby i love you,

n i will neva let you go

but if i have to,

boy i tink tat u shuld noe

al d LOVE we made,

will NEVER BE ERASE

n i promise you tat you

will NEVER BE REPLACE

[[ i love you, baby ]]

*muah! muaahh!*