i find it funny. those premonitions i had was really unpredictable. i wonder wat when wrong. neither do i want to be a pessimist. everything seems wrong. be it good stuff or bad stuff. my mood went down. i dont wish to neglect my friend or my bf. i just wanna be alone fer d time being. its horrible aint it? i'm imagining a current surge down my nerves. i didnt register it in me. tink its natural. i've learnt to feel remorseful. i've learnt to bear wit consequences. but those arent wat i need now. i'm blown into pieces. its so fake. i'm aint trying to be lame.
theres sumtink running thru my mind n my body which i just cant figure it out. i just want to have a glow of satisfaction. i cant. my eyes glaze around d room whenever i tink back bout it. a girl like me wanna b flawless. how apt i can be?! d elementary mistakes wasnt meant to b brood over. 1 tink to be frank, i hate having boredom & stress-NESS foisted on me. its cruel is it? i donno. i don wanna abandon any of my love ones by my stupid premonitions. i prayed so that i'm in d pink of health till O's end. & i SWEAR i'll be on top of d world wen d day come. i leave it to god. i just want my parents to be happy.
i'll blog again.
~toodles :P
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