heyA!

yos. i want to outnumber those days which i havta let dy go. u shuld noe wat i mean. we had made OUR decisions since we arent meant to be together. its FATE & we gotta sincerely accept it. haiz. i'm shedding my tears leaving it flow down my cheeks, convulsively. i just want dy to get closer to me, we WILL. lets not talk bout it further. i feel down & demoralising toking about it.

YESTERDAY i went fer hari raya-ing with my family accept my 2nd sis who was down wit gastric pain. so, in Fatin's hse we planned to go shopping together & sleepovers in Wani's hse. i cant leave her out. i realised its so unfair. hmm. i'm getting along wit cik ida quite well, but it doesnt mean tt i trust her werds. i had fun actually tho its exhausting & in addition to d raining cats&dogs. my stomach, finally filled with foods frem different houses. cik ida said i look pretty on tt baju kebaya. hahas. every girl who wear traditional costume will definitely look sweet&pretty. thats about it actually. & ya i love mama's radi carrote cake & cik ida's mertabak cheese. YUMMIE. can i have more??? *non-shyyness*

singapore lost to vietnam. good game young lions. vietnam played fast&steady. i wasnt really astounded by d lost. & i watched d preview of ChelseaVSNewcastle. expected Chelsea to win in d match. & truthfully, i'm so in love wit LAMPARD. hahas. his adorable look which will just make me crazy. & i told my mum tts my bf, mum sarcastically smiled&grinned. hahas. & lampard played super well tt i almost cried to bro-in not to change d channel. *tsk tsk*

TODAY, i donno wat i'm gonna do. i met dy just now & i cant get hold of myself or even control, i burst into tears. HAHAs. dys shirt is wet. i hugged him so tightly& dy too that i could hardly breathe. hehes. i shall wait dy to come back frem skul. i wanna study TOO. guess, d we r going out wit mummy after my LAST paper, i shall repeat again LAST paper, 2mrw. hahas. YEAH! dys buying present fer hot-ass papa's upcoming birthday. TOWN, here i come. basically, i'm gonna study my physics formula & some chems too. aite, i gotta to entertain my cousins since i promise em tt i will spend my day wit em. shall blog again soon. i love dy SO MUCH! `toodles.

oh YA! here's a pic of my bimb-iqah. a new make-over to her by ME! cute aint she? gorgeous too! HAHAS. i'm chuckling now cos she look so mature!! aiyo. i just love her twerrllyyy hair. hahas. i'm getting tipsy. tas