i'm feeling disturb by my chimes & emotions.
i donno y people around me are always influencing me & y i'm influenced by em. my friends who wasnt i expected blurted out all those words which could just demoralise me fer a sec. i controlled & didnt tink negativity out-of-stupidity. but went i tell my sis bout it, she asked the same tink like wat my friends had asked earlier.
i tried to show how i feel but everytime we will turn out quarelling & debating. i donno whether we r even meant to be together. we just cant understand each other. as a gerl, i expected alot frem my bf. every gerl does dat. but i'm very sure tt my expectations will NEVA come true. however, it ddnt stop me frem creating a long-last relationship. patience & a clear mind is wat i need. i do feel jealous whenever a happy-romantic-loving couple appeared to walk pass-by. i noe its wrong fer to compare him wit other guys. i shuld accept who he is. but its overwhelming. i cant stand it.
ill start to imagine things whenever i felt insecure. show me d love dat i've been craving fer. its not only "i love you" that i wanna hear frem you. i've been controlling since d first mth we r together. its freaking painful. "hold her hands wen i walk her" ur adding salt to d wound. i hate tt fucking 7 werds. i tried evertink but nutink seems to werk. i gotta nutink to say cos u will neva understand while i everytime try very very hard to understand you.
oh god. i just wanna cry as much as i can fer sastisfaction. wheres d ending to this? wheres d fullstop? kiki, u r rite saying bout expectations. i still love my bf no matter wat. ~toodles.
when a woman loves a man
d werld is nutink compare to d
love she gives to her man.
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