Tuesday, January 31, 2006
reminscing e past
i'm abit tipsy&sleepy too, but due to some occasion here, i can only sleep after 12. ahem!! nvmind, no no no worries. d day was enjoyable cos i was suppose to werk actually, but at d last minute, my manager [[ u noe hu, d guy whom eyes, "tangkap steam" gile bab NYE]] hehes, he called & told me d good news tt my off day was changed to TODAY. & d bad news is, i have to do full-shift 2mrw. purely shit! *duh* he really make me like a fool. hais. dy&i really had a great time at d cinema. we went to Westmall to catch a movie, entitled:: FEARLESS, starring Jet LI. yeah, JET LI!! d man of the match. no needa rant it, cos d overall movie, was splendid AWESOME!! seriously, u shuld go&catch it. Catch all his moves& u'll be amaze! guarantee.
niways, darls baby, i love you, amado!! muah! we WILL spend time wit each other very very often. we love each other everyday. rite?? & i learn a new word today, which is..............................
MUKI! hahas. go&figure it out wats d meaning behind d word. ahem! if you desperately wanna noe, ask the siao liao guy, who create this weirdo word. HE's d 1. u shuld noe hu yar. wahaha~~ cheeky~ aite. time is running out. COUNTDOWN!!
~toodles
Monday, January 30, 2006
Sunday, January 29, 2006
under depression?? eh??
i'm insane, i really am. trust me//. darn. & now, i'm feeling so useless&hopeless as a human being. LOVE HAVE TO BE SELFISH. *speak no evil*. fuck it. i'm crapping as always. i'm alrite, i am, really i am. nobody noes wats inside me. u tink i'm lying?? go away~
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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, to all the Chinese pple who are celebrating it today. collect more&more hongbao, & share some wit me. wahhaha~~ CNY, esp goes to my friends lar.
ANNOUNCEMENT::
here are those pple i spotted at Chinatown YESTERDAY. *tsk tsk*
STEPHANIE TANGO-- wahaha~~ so blessed to see YOU at my workplace. *winks* i miss you like hell tho. u are still looking GREAT as always. keep it up, gerl. muahaha. see you again&again, hope hope. & btw, ur frem St.Margaret Pri ??? i tink 1 of my colleagues, priya, noes you. TC.
MR.MAK-- so contented to see YOU. gee~~ so glad u recognise me. still as TALL & i have to strecth my neck to talk to you lar. so, i guess, leaving YCSS, leads you to a more better career. ur d best la!! wahaha~ ok, a happy family, you have dere. aniways, gd luck in your future endeavours.
TODAY, i meet dy& miki kai. god-noes wat happen between me&him earlier. still rocky. & god-noes-who-cause-fer-dis. yar yar, my fault. my fault. my fault. duh*
& miki make me laugh& incredibly miss him. as a whole i miss my WATEVAs. our reunion-corped up. no worries, next time yo. pretty soon. so, to get rid of my under-depression thingy, started to become crazy&laugh, crazy again&laugh again. as usuals, my STOOP reaction, follow by, weirdo noises&sound effect. wahahaha~~~ eh, kai, i really look fair lar. hahaS. siak nye! wahhh lau!!!!!! love.love.
as fer nww, ttss all i can afford to post. getting lazy&lazy, day by day. *grins* & btw, daddy yankee is tremendously HOT!!! i loveeee. adios.
~toodles
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
i hate to say this.
*i'm tinking*...
unfortunately, 2mrw have to go to werk & fortunately, its only until 6. hahas. i cant fer d holidays!!!! wahhaa~~ its time to chill' in wit my loved ones. yiPPPESs!!! & hopefully by 29th, i get my pay cos i've been longing to go shopping wit frens cos we r able to shrut down d road. WATEVAs??? how?? prayed hard, our reunion turns out on my off-day. or else, i'm gonna miss you pple like hell AGAIN!!! =X wahaha~~ but nvmind, more miss, more love?? agree?? ?????????? =D
cri-cri, u r HILARIOUS la. =D!! love.love.love.love.love. u understand & don understand my post at the same time?? ur making me crazie la. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! gush. hahas. aite, gonna sleep soon cos 2mrw is my morns shift. *duh**
~toodles.
Friday, January 27, 2006
stick wit you.

Thursday, January 26, 2006
i'm feeling so terrible.
dy fetch me today& he is down wit flu. OMG. i'm so freaking worried & i had dis guilty-conscious thingy floating in my mind cos dy waited fer me like almost 1hr or more. darn it. i noe i'm sucks. wahaha~ but, i still love him cos he's my always always criminal hell sake. & now, this mr dory, is searching fer his short-period-lost Ipod. lost&found item, kindly return to Mr.Dinesh. & he will get more sick if tt damn hell valuable stuff is permanently not gonna be his, again. no worries amado, mayb skittles is d culprit. who noes. hes a sly. [[ remind me of tt urine thingy. wahaha~]]
hmm. whether ako is gonna reply or not to, my msg, its up to him to decide. i'm uttering d fact cos i don wanna hurt him be it let him suffer. if he gonna hate me fer life, or even tink low&have those bad thoughts bout me, i don give a fucking damn on it, cos i'm just being simple&frank. my life, my rights. yeah, i did feel terrible. y shuld i?? i donno. theres a lot of better ladys out there, mr moe thu. u wanna have d chat&close up as usuals?? or getting serious&just-be-urself??? its up to u. in your hands. surrender it rite away cos its bothering me enuf. i appreciate you, & i thanked god cos i meet you. i gain a wonderful fren, thru CTP Watsons. hes great, really. not to flatter him, but i mean my werds. u tink about it ako. & i sincerely apologise if you think, tt i've been playing wit ur feelings or watever, i love my bf so much ako. its so so impossible fer me to leave him liddat. 100% maturity. positively/bright-side.
~toodles.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
=)
& secondly, dy came to fetch me today. i was unlike ysterday, still hanging on in d air, & reminiscing about the past. some angel just cast a spell on me, & yeah, tts d usual usuals me. i'm glad, i'm back. i dont hold any grudges towards him or her. infact, i love this two-hot-stuff. they rock my werld. but i will never never ferget wad had happened, on this date, 23/1/06. sucking day ever! shessh. i gain my trust&love back wen look into his eyes&his sincerity, purity in loving me. i repressed my desire to dislike (NOT hate) ok, d trust of him&her. hes MINE. =X
i dont wanna tink about "that shit" animore. cos it will make me fade away. let's b normal & RENEW, a resounding- YES! lovely. aniways, i cant wait fer WATEVAs upcoming gathering at Sentosa. YipEEs! i miss them to bits, day by day. i still got d self-humour. i hate to hate. i love to love. got it?????
~toodles.
fuck, it happen so suddenly!
wenever i tink about it again&again, i feel hurt&anger-ness starts to overwhelm. & once again, i teared. i feel so feeble at one moment, & useless d other moment. even confusion is on my shoulder. there's no earthly reason fer me to hate him&her. i shuldnt comment more bout our probs or i shall say elaborate it cos i will hurt either 1 or 2 parties. its just speak of my mind. yeah, everything tt start has to come to an end, i thought. i can forgive, but i cant forget now&forever. its still clear, playing in my mind. & my heart will be beating fast, & again, demoralising myself& started to tink about retribution. WTF! i feel i was betrayed, but all tt has happened has already happened. nothing can ease my cranki-ness&burning-in-me except fer a peace in mind.
i love him so much&dis is wat i get. i tink i deserved it. now, anger is still mingling wit disappointment. sumtink is stopping me to love him like i always do. i feel so damn insecure&fully-jaded. i dont noe wen it will last&wat i shuld do. hopefully, i get back on d content-track pretty soon, cos tts not d original-me. i'm sure he can win my heart&trust back again cos till death do us apart. me too playing a part in dis series by giving him a chance& back-to-reality. god, give me d courage, pls. theres this Malay theory goes like this, " no matter how bitter d medicine is, u still have to swallow it "
i don wanna tink bout him&her, it annoys me. lets tink bout of me&him, fast-forward. i don wanna be childish& my maturity isnt low follow by my mentality too. give me&him d time. tts all, i wwish fer. i need his protection. i love him so much, now&forever. me&her, we r just a platonic fren. not more den tt.tt bad nightmare which i'm trying my best to get rid of it, will remain&store in mind, cos its a lesson fer me to learn.
~toodles.
*sob**sob*
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
*sigh*
damn. i;m not in d mood to continue blogging cos i'm yawning continously. aniways, xant wait fer watevas reunion!! & yar, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MAMA. i love you alot, mummy!!!!!!!!!!! muah!! muah!!
shall blog again soon okis. !toodles.
ako, he ditched me. he's another sucker.
siti&ayu, they irritate me.
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daddy&mr brightside, they brighten me.
skittles, tts his name. guinea baby.
Monday, January 23, 2006
i'm wearing off
Saturday, January 21, 2006
bitches. wahaha ~
& fornly, my two bitches & egoist colleagues, still remain silent. & pretty innocent me, HAVE TO get or force to involved in it, apparently. d repetition more worst den ysterday. alrite, i'm gonna tug in pretty soon. simply feeling dizzy. mr brightside, cant wait to see you again. here's snapshots, which i LOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEE so so damn much!! ~toodles.
this is my new-born nephew. so adorable!!!!!!! so GERAM!!! i love this lil fry, baby AIMAN. love, love. muah!!!!
this is GREAT!!! wahaha ~ dy's new guinea pig. my choice yo. =D
cute & appealing enuf! look at its colour tone.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
yyeah ~~~!! i'm an aunty!
aniways, werk was doin fine fine. ~~ i was slacking. & theres dis ang-moh, who called me darling/dear. ohhuuhhh damn it. his looks is melting me like hell. ok, i shall stop it. & now, i'm getting uber exhausted. gonna get sum rest. mr brightside, i cant wait to see you brightening my day again&again.
love.love
~toodles.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
we had fun! wee~
& next both of us were so engross with d adorable hamsterSSS & guinea pigSSSS. wahahaha~ OMG! dey r so damn damn cute lar & dy&i were enjoying d fun in d petshop. & d innocent-look-puppies were rather sly cos the nxt moment they will be barking out-loud at you. since both of us are animal-lover, we shall visit d SPCF, soon yar. tt will be hell alot!! i love you, mr dinesh!!! hahas. aniways, i just purchase this emily purse which i've been craving to own it. & well, i did. wahahahas~ i'm screaming out joy. yeah. tts my day. =D
aniways, sum comments bout today AMERICANS TOP MODEL. i agree to a large extent tt lisa is a dumb bitch. she lashed out all d criticism like nobody business & pretend to be innocent. how fake!! & too diane who was eliminated, shes a true blue 1 gorgeous chic. i tink its her body&big boobs tt has been eyeing on fer d judges. but, she has a bright future, trust me. =X yo, i vote fer nik. & shes my hot-favour rite now. weee~ i just cant wait fer d upcoming bitching-to-be episode.
tts fer now. holla ya 2mrw yo. get back to werk. *grins* ~toodles.
helluva condoms??
we were laughing-out-loud fer tt 3 damn hrs toking bout condoms. wahahaha!~ arse tt protective rubber got d smell. just pick ur choice, strawberry, orange, or even, tingle?? together mayb?? or d LOVE ones???? wahahhaa~!! c, memoirs of condoms. hahas. crap non=stop. siti can really get my nerves on pretty well yo. i'm tinking whether i shuld purchase d condoms fer my own-self theory???? hahas. rather cheeky not horny. ~shessshshhh!! i'm crazy!! i noe tt. LOLs.
i'm feeling great now actually, cos its my off day 2mrw, actually today, WED yo. WEE!~~ going out wit my daddy; gonna spent our time together wit much looooooooooovvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeee!!! =D hmm. i officially missing my friends, esp my WATEVAS damn much. undescribable. haiz. i just miss skul days. oh god, help me! aniways, wanna thank ako aka my life-saver fer d guide to tt freaking bus-stop. big thanks!!! aite, shall blog again. love.love ~toodles.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
its all about being me, i guess//


Sunday, January 15, 2006
our story. hehes
& as fer miki, i miss you 2 bits. & watevas too yo. dont get too sad, u look pretty fugly. SMILE fer me, kai. be who u r. ur future-to-be princess, odw kai. no worries& d wordS, i'm-hurt-&-sad thingy dont havta or i shall say shuldnt be register in you. *hugs*
aite. snapshots. ~toodles
i love this LIL!


heys. *yawn* i'm still sleepy but i have no choice&have to foce myself to wake up!! argh!! hmm. i'm gonna iron my uniform & clothes very very soon. ~sheesshh. & waiting fer dy. hes on d way to my hse. aite, i got nothing to do & decided to post my fav chic lil here. hahax. i'm lovin' him so so damn much. cute aint he??????? `toodles.
have a nice day/ =D
cool down, baby.
& fer ako, thanks fer d kinder bueno chocolate. ur so sweeeeet!! =] hopefully, everything turns out fine, 2mrw. i'm kinda tired after a long day. hmm, tts fer 2day! shall blog again yar. ~toddles.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
opps! i forgot.

hey, fat-ass, dont sleep. go & exercise lar. hehes. hes adorable. so geram!!!!!
another lil kiddo!!!!!! hahas. look at its facial expression.
this is my favourite. can u see, d LIL???? hahas. it almost drown in my skin colour & also my baju kurung. colour combination. =X camouflaging.
Friday, January 13, 2006
awww

RACHEL BILSON & ADAM BRODY
The couple who dresses together, stays together! Or at least it's a proven formula for small screen darlings Rachel Bilson and Adam Brody, seen here in their matching laid-back togs. Having gotten secretly engaged, this pair of adorable lovebirds is now romoured to be together in LA. Awww.
BY: SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE;JANUARY 206 EDITION.
OMG!! i'm lovin this both!! its so true tt they are compatible!! damn. hopefully (*prays hard*), they its not rumours, i want d TRUTH. LOVE, love. adam brody, ur mine. hahas. =X
nite.nite
smile. EEE~
& yeah. god save my day. HE made me smile. i was busy wit d stock which came in d afternoon. it was exhausting, it was. & after tt, dy came to fetch me. i was pleased to see my darls baby. & i was craving to drink mocha ice blended at coffee bean so, purchase it tho i was having flu. tsk. dont tell my mama, hor. & after tt proceed to tanjong pagar as i wanted to take my pay slip at my previous werkplace, which NatWest & at d same time, visiting my dear colleagues which i miss em like hell. as soon as i reach dere, i embraced Mon-mon(my godmama dere) & Dong Bo(fav ass.manager) hehes. i was so blissful. & fortunately, saw khin-khin, jason, sally, lim & lastly, my best best gf dere, Ad!!!!!!!!! =D they made my day, TOO!!!!! i love you peeps~~ muah!
& den left d place, wit a smile, hugs&kisses. went to Amara Hotel & searched fer kai, & suddenly remember tt today is Friday. & i was actually cursing myself fer forgettin tt its his off-day. & mostly angry as me&my poor dy, had to walk a long way to go to d venue. damn it! =X it really sux!!! i'm sorry dydy! really sorry. but, at least, we got to spent wit each other. ahaks. =p & & then....................................... here i am, at home.
niways, gonna eat my meal&medicine ferst before tugging on my bed. so, yeah, shall blog again. i miss my WATEVAS, so so so much!! love.love. ~toodles.
i'm BACK! =P
& yeah, heres some cute photos i took in my grandma hse during Hari Raya Haji. it has been an eye-opener fer my family. d bond between a-mum-cat-&-her-kittens. i'm here to share. ~toodles.

i'm lovin' this FAT-ASS!!! cute aint HE?? anibody is willing to suck out all this fats???
awww!! this is so sweeeeetttt!! mother-cat cuddling wit d lil kitten.
its feeding time!! suck tt nipples baby.
mother-cat said: "dont touch my kittens, ass-hole!"
hehes. orange+yellowish baju kurung; its extremely striking.