have a nice day

live it or burn it??

if you tink we are drifiting away because of my current job, i guess you are totally wrong. i'm clueless, as well. its just me, cos oh-my-god, i'm still under my pessimist character; which, too bad, i cant really transform myself into being a optimist. i think, i'm the 1, fading away from you. i still love u but not much as i use to. see, i'm clueless, & hopeless too. yes, true, i miss you alot. reason?? fer me to noe, fer you to find out. i know how you hate this sentence. its d same as i hate the word, SO. just smile fer me. =D *tsk tsk* troublemaker, i know very very well.

had lunch wit DBs previous day. yeahh. had fun. i can forget everything, everything, everything. but wen it comes to work-boreness, everything, everything, everything, came back&mingle in my mind. SERIOUS? yeahh. ~shessh. i'm forcing myself to be happy, but i'm happy. i'm forcing myself to smile, but i'm smiling. eurgh. crapping, again. fuck it, as long as i can endure, let's keep everything, everything, everything to myself. cos i've promise The Girl, tt i'll never never feel hurt about everything, everything, everything.

looking forward to have lunch wit DBs, again & head home wit em, too. SMILE. *prays hard* everything, everything, everything, turns out well. including facing wit The Desperado. nyehnyehnyeh~ did i just laugh?? err. i guess so.

DINESH, he's turning 18 tomorrow. hopefully, we can meet, dydy. i need you, i really do.

gonna bathe, now&rite now. happy, happy, happy. don worry, happy-go-lucky. HAVE A NICE DAY! =)

~toodles.