well, well, well, not a good day. not a good day. not a good day. he's not mine animore. is this fantasy or reality???? i'm being myself fer NOW, heaven sake. fornly, i'm running away frem reality. *shakeshead* spending my life alone, today. nowhere to go. i'll go whichever place i wanna go. FUCK. i hate this feeling. i've lost everything in life.

i feel betrayed once again. i stabbed his back, & d result, i was stabbed too. im having internal&external bleeding. its bleeding. my eyes are swollen. wat shuld i do??????? hahahahahahhaahahahahaha!! HAHAHAHA!! leave me alone, fer now. today is my day! getting tipsy, getting crazy.

let me dress up now. only god-noes wat is gonna happen to me later. sucks, it really is. its painful. its bleeding. *ouch!*

~toodles.