Saturday, March 18, 2006

impossible is nothing.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have All of me
You used to captivate me By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

u noe how shit happen priya?? now u know very well, rite priya? hais. dont leave us, gurl. tts too early, tts too fast. y???? i want you just you. i need my sunshine, yet u r leaving me just like this. no bitching partner, no gossiping partner, & yeahh, no lesbian partner. i miss you to bits, priya baby. thanks, fer being dere fer me during my storms, priya. hais. ya noe how to rule the friendship gurl. hmm, "the longer, the nicer" is still clear in my mind, yeahh, i'll be smiling alone, & the next moment, i'll feel very sullen& teared. its alrite, honey, i truly understand. keep in touch, & all the best fer ur future endeavours. i'm still here, sweet, & do come & visit us b4, i leave yo. I LOVE YOU!!
hais. at this time&seconds, i'm feeling so miserable. bullshit hit me again. =X it shot my heart, deep. WATEVAs, we'll be together again. i disagree, we r not drifting away. NO! i tried to find the time, but i'm too busy, yeahh, i did fight wit the time, but i'm like a human, half dead, finding solutions fer every of my problems. be it, personal or nt. i'm sorry, WATEVAs. i truly apologise, fer my hell attitude. how far you guys go, u guys are always in my heart. i SWEAR. the friendship, the miss-each-other-deep-deep thingy, is keeping this friendship growing&strong. i believe this shit happens once you step out of secondary life. no matter wat, we will STILL be TOGETHER. dont cha worry, my lovelies. i truly understand how u feel, kai. yeahh, i'm nt deny anitink rite nw. i hope u understand me too. i hope, ya. I LOVE WATEVAs, always~!!! bear tt in mind, k. muah! muah!! muah!! love, love. i'm always here. 2 weeks more, & i'm all yours my WATEVAs.
yeahh, 2 wks is pretty fast & then i'm officially out of WATSONs CTP. i did imagine, how am i gonna react wen it come to the last moment, wen i got to say goodbye to my colleagues, & hug em. am i gonna cry?? eurgh, i wont leave my footprints, tts fer sure. hais. i can feel it now, eurgh. the feeling is sucks~~!!! angie, siti, ayu, robert, moe thu, i'm gonna spend my this very little time, with you guys. gonna treasure it. LOVE~
hais. i realise life is so much to do wit LOVE~ its all about love tt keep our life running. be it friendship or relationship. i'm learning it very well. i'm learning it, dinesh. vice versa. my WATEVAs , my cronical, & love, is my life. let's go with the flow. hmm, wheres my confidante???? i need you, cos i'm a DAMSEL IN DISTRESS. you have to keep it smooth& be strong, fida. YEAHH! i will. pheww. *shakeshead*
*beams* keep going. ~toodles.
COLOURS OF LIFE.

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