i need you help

holla. ok my lovelies are complaining to me, tt my posts are kinda missing, but suprisingly, i didnt encounter the same problems, tt goes to dy, too. weirdos. alrite, this matter i shall look up later& do some investigation. hahas. i need kiki, curlie&miki to help me in this. if still no changes on my post, tag me yo. thanks, alot.

i hope things are getting well between me&dy. well, i can bitch, & i can ditch. & i can tell you directly, tt i'm back to my old-self. i've been hurt once, not animore. & not because of that girl, again. enough of the suffer, on the previous year. i've been always trying to understand ur friendship with that girl. but wen it gets out of my limit, i really had to do sumtink. be in my shoes, at least. worse, she's ur ex-admirer/crush or watever fuck. i'm just scared tt things "may" happen again. who knows?

& because of the fucking shit tt happened again, i cried the whole damn day&then lead to difficulty in breathing. have to wake up at 2am, & proceed to the clinic. & great, i'm down with asthma. muggafarter.

let me heal the wound. let me trust u back, ur love&everything. if you tink tt the way i treat that girl, is a way heartless, then be it tt way. cos in a way, she have to think before she react. eurgh, i'm full of WAYS. a girl cant feel how another girl feel?? tts weird. the friendship?? what she has done, all this while?? erm, let me think about it. it takes hell-time, man. let'd work everything out, LIL. depends..... i dont wanna hate, but u force me too. what can i do?? if anybody is gonna hate me fer this, i'm glad =D.

i'm loving my WATEVAs alot. thanks fer understanding me&guiding me, during my hard time. actually, being single, is pretty much worth-it, at least, u got the liberty. am i MYSELF today?? i'm not sure. i feel weird. is sumtink bothering me again??? eurgh.

~toodles.