its HIM i <3

holla. i've been trying&trying to post at least, a post fer today, BUT it seems that the connection went haywire. i'm clueless. thousands of ??????? circulating my mind. i've no fucking idea, why the "cannot find server" keeps appearing on my screen whenever i enter the webpage. & like finally, YEAHH, i got thru it. HEHEs.

{ updating my scenes of life... }
alright, so far, everything has settled (i guess). be it the conflicts, between me&dy, me&nurul, me&DB. half-way thru the hippy-happy, happiness, i've been craving fer. DAMN. i guess my happiness didnt only lie on myself, but people around me, plays a big part of it too. the conflicts between nurul&i have ended. hopefully, i can regain the trust&love in our friendship this time. this is wat i've realise during the war, gahaha~ ::

• impossible is nutink?? but, YOU can make it a sumtink. its true, sumhow.
• make the impossible to possible.
• & i HAVE TO, clear my mind, & take 1 day to think about the rights&wrongs
• its COMPULSORY, fer dy to put some sense&logic into this "posess me", HEHEs.
• i have the right to turn it downside up, instead of upside down. got it??
• push away my ego-ism&jealousy far away frem me
• & the fact is tt, whenever angry-ness mingles with dissapointment, i'll gestulate everything tt has been playing in my mind& vent it on my bloggie. POOR bloggie. tts the best, but sumtimes its helluva a big fucking mistake. HEHEs. i got no other ways!!
• ahhh, this 1 is abit sucky, but its the d FACT! cant denied it. LIFE'S A BITCH, so, yeahh, i bitch!! wee~
• say sorry to urself fer not being perfect
• give&take, ferget&forgive. its difficult at initial, but its worth-it. trust me.
• at the midst of clearing everything, think&feel, (be in tt sum1 shoes), about others.
• & lastly, the friendship. =)

yup yup. i guess, things will be fine if we trust each other, right nurul?? maybe we aint closer enough. i'll try my very best to understand ur friendship with dy. its my turn. but, make sure things wont happen again la, cos it will make the matter worst. stick to my initial plans, which is to heal my wound&gain the trust. not to worry, we will talk things out, if anitink cause distractions or unhappiness between the both of us. tts the best way to prevent history to repeat itself. thus, i treasure you, nurul. the friendship, too. let us work everything out together. & stay with our usual usuals like b4. dont miss it. catch it with me ya, babe. =D let's be merry. wanna join me, people?? gahaha~ =)

wee~ my 1st picture on my new hp. & i suddenly realise, my skin have turn darker, compare to my old pics. EURGH. hecks. thankfully, tt my dad bought the bluetooth USB dongle, so, it looks like now, i have no problem sending or receiving files, pics or watsoever from my friends. new tech serve well, i agree. i'll keep my hp safe with me, onwards. i'm already under the recovery of my traumatise-lost-hp. *nods head* & waiting to deactivate my simcard, then everything DONE. i'm loving my job currently. a PEST-CONTROL. god-noes how much i anti cockroaches. sheltox is my weapon, HEHEs. i killed more than 10 today, damn. my cousins&i, do alot of shoutings&killings at the same time. YUCKS. hahaS. fun, aniway. *gross like fuck* cockroaches can really make me tear, wen it comes unexpectedly. i know i'm abit weird, but i'm really really fear it to the CORE. what to do??? any suggestion, do tag me.

to my fellow friends, like miki&sharol, who are enjoying themselves, at the NP orientation camp, have fun yo.

alright, gonna surf the net more b4 i crash on my bed, WEE~ i love the name dick-nesh instead of dinesh. mr dick, or mr lee?? hahas. weird, but comical.

tata bye bye.

[[ everything, is MORE LIKE LOVE. ]]