dont assume`

morning madaness. i will like to start the day with a smile, yess a smile. =) i was in lala land ater 9pm yesterday. WOOTS. shiok man! i was disturbed&confused, so wrote down some of my emotions&feelings in my diary, before turning in. i feel abit better now, so far as i'm concerned, its much better then the fucking yesterday. i wasnt myself, & i ambled nowhere without even care or take a glimpse on the environment. & i didnt even know that a mat was following me
from behind all the way to westmall library, until dydy told me. bloody mats! hurr.

everything will be alright, i hope so. he got his own life, & so do i. its the matter of trust&love, ohh, EQUAL-izer too pls. if i cant do something, he cant too. that's fairness. tskk tsskk. BOO.
well, i'm in the state of confusion. nevertheless, i believe it will fade away. so IT1D, rock my day today! shall see. & ayne, i will post all our camwhor-ing activities later alright. nyeehh nyehh. =)

i dont know.??
so long.