dont ask me why. kelvin&malek came up to console me that includes khairul&ayne. they were snooping as i've started my day with full of laughter&smile, but then out of the blue, my facial expression changed. i was like going through the split personality. almost burst into tears when i actually express my feelings to kelvin&malek. a dagger pierce through my heart. its impair right now. that hurts alot, i swear. somebody crushing your tiny winny heart. OUCH~ only god knows how i fortitude the throb. there's no respect to my feelings& myself too. i wander, wonder. & to my edison, thanks alot for your beautiful words of encouragement. it helps. =)
i'm not in myself today. i'm being barmy along the long long hours. holy shit! thanks to khairul for keeping me company for the 1 hour. i'm sullen&agony, my mind was running wild, i couldnt care less about the outside world. ohh boyy, tears rolled down my cheeks for like oodles of time. khai&i went to macdonald to purchase the hot fudge sundae, & we headed towards the ice skating room. at that moment, i guess thats the only way i could free my sorrowness. it felt much better, & i conveyed my deep deep way of thinking. he really made an attempt to make me smile. *beams*. i'm sorry, sakhai. its so refreshing when you get to share your troubles with someone. yupp.
yes roy, you are totally right. relationship is not like those in fairytales. AGREE! i just wish he respect my feelings&even myself. treat me like how u should treat me. i'm disenchanted, & i'm giving myself, and even you a chance to love each other again. it sucks, i swear, it is. ohh well, thanks to the people like, malek, kelvin, edison, roy, ayne&khai for cheering me up. i love you guys. & i'm touched. =) <3>wo de hao pen yos.
oh, annd.. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY HAZWANI DARLING!
love you alot girl. enjoy urself. kite dahhh tua seehhh. nyehh nyehh~ long live!
woopie woots.
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