this love

ohh la.

Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! & you don't expect love in return. just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. there are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. may you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. & thhe happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. & remember, you need to respect others, before others respect you. we have all the rights to control our mind&body. dont let others take advantage of you. thats a bad case. it happens every now&then, yes indeed. ishh ishh. HURR.

as a human, i've been through this whenever i fall in love. & the last time was the time i fell in love with dyd. yess, it was comical, when i actually flashed back those times. trying to get his attention& even called his house to talk to him. FUHH. i really take the risk. gahahaha~ & still taunt to envisage that i'll be with him. & as the above, i unerringly undergo it. my hallucination, was really a false hope. i've dreamt about being with him, but i didnt believe that it has come true. YES it has! i know i'm propitious as it doesnt appear to happen always. sometimes, dream will never come true, esp when you really hope that his, yours. dyd was in love with a chinese girl, & unfortunately, i gave up on him. instead, i had this short time relationship with muhsin&hidhir. & i broke off not even a month with muhsin, while hidhir last for 3-4 mths. i guess. HEE` then came, shahrizal&fifi in my life, & at that very moment dyd was close with huda, & he had this infatuation feeling towards her. & its the fact that both of us still love each other, be it who we are with. the cycle of our love is a lil tad bit astonishing&sole. i'm not as fluky as the others. i've yearned for it, & now, i'm glad he's mine. after the break up, he's willing to do anything to get me back, & if ever i was to think again that he's going to leave me, i'm a dumbass! he want me so much& then he want to let me go?? isnt that some foolish&unlogical actions?? erm, thinking cappie. very wrong. yes, miki khai is right. my doctor love. & horny darling, i just want you to know that i love you so much ok! dont have to feel insecure&paranoid. yes, i love you too much, that i cant love other guys, my love. you are my lucky charm! =)) hee.

i dont know what are my further plans. but, i'm very certain that i will be left all alone at home, tonight. dad, is out with his friends to malaysia. & mum, elder sis, aunties are going to spore expo tonight, while my 2nd sis going out with her boyfriend. my dear bf, is working today. guess my friends, are happily going out with either their family or friends. =) ohh well, let me just ponder at home. i have the right preference. WEEE! going to bathe soon, following mum&aunties to clementi. undergarments needed sp badly. wahahahaha~ shall blog again.

happy WE SUCK DAY, suckers. everyday is mother's day. & i've asked 2nd sister to buy her a recipe book. nyehh nyehh~ whatever it is, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the mothers.

boogie woogie.

cheers.