Tuesday, June 06, 2006

i'm just a plain boring girl.

oh la. when hardknocks & gloomy oozy day feat with the blues, you will definitely feel like all the rotten lucks is on your shoulder, & thats exactly how i feel. gosh, how much i want to trash those bleeding tear-jerking & junky bullshits. i'm grieved & bruised by those BOO-BOO. i weeped pretty alot today, why? as mention as the above. heart-throb, ohh please. i do feel silly shedding the unworthy tears. i swear, i neither can stop nor control my tears oozing smoothly down my cheeks. it was like, i attending some unexpected death pomp, or losing someone dearly to me. its distressing enough, i feel so jaded. OUCH! you cant feel it either. frigging horrible, i know.

i've realised it earlier, i've felt it too. maybe now, its your turn to realise it, to feel it. maybe you dont realise i'm aint a strong girl. maybe you dont realise that what you may think now, is not what i think. maybe you dont realise that girls tend to be more hot-blooded & at times, too delicate. ohh maybe you dont realise that you are dealing with a plain lame, boring girl. i was told to scram off my insecurities by your good friend, well KNNCCB lady, i did before u said so. good! u have never feel being insecure?? wow, one of the best qualities you have i guess. some people just cant get that in their bloody head, how do you fucking feel when you are in my shoes?? have u ever think of that, what i go through?? mind you buggers. find as much resources to hit me back, go ahead. HAPPY? SASTIFIED? good. i'm glad u are. =)

well, do what you want to do. you stand very much tall now. no matter how much i trust, i still feel hurt. i'm a human being. sick of it? up to you. maybe i'm some motherfucker to you. WELL!


"...you don't love a woman because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because you love her."

boogie.

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