oh la. i'll make this post short, sweet, spicy & everything nice yo. the day with dyd darling was superb! hot foxy, i must define. we had the whole time to spent with each other, hug & kiss like nobody business. how cool is that! =) again, i feel everything going to have a heavenly boyfriend like this horny custard. nyehh nyehh~ sayang banget! & i got to eat japanese food after for so long. YEAYYY! per usual, TAKAYA, the one & only jap restaurant, i love. & after that we headed to clementi, as at initial, we planned to grab a bite there, but lastly we changed it due to our weariness. & guess what??
i saw her at the busstop, & god-damn-it, i have the sense that i'm goiing to meet her there, ohh my cow-dung la! we boarded the same bus, theres no HI's or BYE's, & man, smile too. neither of those. she was like a stranger to me. gahahaha~ i turned away as soon as i saw her. i'm not being cynical or egoistic, i just cant accept all those cruel ways she did to me. like i've said earlier, i've learnt to forgive & forget. i find it ticklish when i hindsight my reactions when i saw her. hehe. SERIOUS habis. well, i'm always ready to open a new chapter with her. i dont want to be childish. we are in the same gender, anyways. i've self-respect, too, due to oneself, one's character & one conduct. LIKE I CARE, BUT I CARE. clueless, indeed. ?? i've got nothing to lose, infact, i gain. i dont want to make it a big issue, & if possible, forget those bitter shit that has happened as fast as i can. hatred wont do good either. just be myself, thats the policy. =) up to her, its her way of life. time will tell, but as for now, let it be.........
i saw her at the busstop, & god-damn-it, i have the sense that i'm goiing to meet her there, ohh my cow-dung la! we boarded the same bus, theres no HI's or BYE's, & man, smile too. neither of those. she was like a stranger to me. gahahaha~ i turned away as soon as i saw her. i'm not being cynical or egoistic, i just cant accept all those cruel ways she did to me. like i've said earlier, i've learnt to forgive & forget. i find it ticklish when i hindsight my reactions when i saw her. hehe. SERIOUS habis. well, i'm always ready to open a new chapter with her. i dont want to be childish. we are in the same gender, anyways. i've self-respect, too, due to oneself, one's character & one conduct. LIKE I CARE, BUT I CARE. clueless, indeed. ?? i've got nothing to lose, infact, i gain. i dont want to make it a big issue, & if possible, forget those bitter shit that has happened as fast as i can. hatred wont do good either. just be myself, thats the policy. =) up to her, its her way of life. time will tell, but as for now, let it be.........
AH SHOT!
thats the cardigan dy bought for me. =)) appealing! i love.



my fugly face & dy act cute expression. hehe.
"...the best thing is not to hate anyone, only to love. that is the only way out of it. as soon as you have forgiven those whom you hate, you have gotten rid of them. then you have no reason to hate them; you just forget."
toodles yo.
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