when the rain falls down.

wopie do. i feel too great to get to meet up my mates again! yipppeyy. i had too muchh fun bitching & those sly-whispers withh my hot babes exclusively PLUS PLUS my bimbo girlfriends. hahaha. we need those sun glasses ladies. LOL. i love you girls! ohh, but i do love my boys too. its supper duppper wonderfully-fully to have a nice company in school. they had never split to punch up my day. =)))) i love schoool! yeahh, i do! heeh. *squeaks*

i cognizance the alteration in me, yes ME. hardly can i comprehend regarding this matter. =/ recently, being independant or to be specific, i love to do almost everything by myself, which i swear those desires arent listed. dont get it? ok, for instance, whenever i'm furious or bluefunk by certain situations or any hitch, i prefer to keep it by myself, wash away the furious-ness by myself, calming myself, & ohh dear, even cry & talk to myself (for this kind of "long" period)which to be frank, i've never done that in my whole 17 years of living. i desperately want to banish those unnecessary changes, which i guess, some people dont favour it all. but why? why is this happening to me now?? even my mama nudged me upon seeing the sudden "about-faced" in me. uhh, those words still goofs off. gees, lamentable. =S but, these changes have a well & proper amount of reasons. & ohh shit, this changes do behave good; a clean bill i must say. nonetheless, it stinks. sighh.

what a total mess! haha. well, things strictly happen for a wide range of reasons. scary, infact. i want a smooth-sailing life for the moment, let things get back to its pace, then baby, i'm back to the tracks. =)) pssst. i stuck on man who is naturally smart at candy-coated words that will make me drew in or believe, but i will be more stuck on them when they keep to their words without me giving them any cue. these words arent your own. sometimes, i feel i'm the dumb ass one. sad case, right? yeahhh.

ohh, i want to stretch out on my bed & listen to some stupid love songs. that will better AHAH! i guess thats all for today. ohh ya, i received a good news from mr swami, yet unbelievable. its so not true. nyehh nyehh. damn fida, never hold back your tears, it hurt. WHAT? my stomach da. ouchh.

ps: this explains it all.

NUDGE!