Unclaimed

i thought things/situations are getting more fitting for the both of us. but fornly, its getting too tight & too slippery to handle. i can feel the shake & i jollywell know that something is amiss. i underestimate the whole picture. &&& i don't know what to do. i thought i can tell you about the good news, but i've to hold it back due to circumstances.

let the tears flow
i know i need a good get a way away

i loathe being in the middle intensely. i need tinkerbell to save me from the misery. it keep pushing back at me. don't choke me. don't make things gargantuan & worse for me. did i have to beg you for all this? is it so hard to comprehend my feelings? is it too tough to even spare a thought for me? is it a burden to ya'll? they left me with complete perplexity. my mind is in hell chaos. for right now, just leave me alone.

today, its the 10th/10th.

P.s: you just don't know me & you just don't care.