Desire

music [ weezer- perfect situation ]

when i'm in love, i always think that love was a gorgeous emotion, that it lifts you up and lets you play with the angels and land on soft cotton candied pink clouds. =) its the 1st of December tomorrow. let's just wait for a few more hours. hehe.

thanks ayne for your company to the IMM! i love this girlfriend of mine; she make it all good during my dark hours. we bitched && (i love this the most), we spills our deepest darkest secrets. hahaha. I LOVE YOU, BABE! & finally, a new wireless keyboard & mouse PLUS a trust-worthy Toshiba 1GB thumbdrive. =))

i'm off to watch Amazing Race Asia. don't forget people, Prison Break @ 10.

with love;
fidah.

Rang With Laughter

music [ all american rejects- it ends tonight ]

i woke up this morning, switched on the television set & lied down on the cosy sofa watching TRL on MTV; && then showed Chad Michael Murray who rather look so selekeh ( to me lah), made me wrapped up before it ends. haha. like what's wrong?? i will like to start my day with better looking hot guys, like Adam Brody, or or or.... ermm.. ahhh ya! that Wentworth Miller. hahahaha. this morning madness, i can't resist. HEE~

with the cooling rain coming down like sheets of translucent pearls outside, i feel like curling up on my bed the whole day. ahhhhh. i'm armed with a lot of pills to consume && enduring the red light from people like carebear, to reduce the amount of chili i eat. haha. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT CHILI LAH DUDE! && that high desperation of chili, makes me feel like hecking Dr Low's && my friend's advices. lol. the restrictions can drive me insane da. okok, no worries lovelies, I WILL try ok. :) fighting with this flu so that i won't miss any lessons can be pretty annoying! i did try to stay attentive, but when at that point of time when your nose itch real bad, you won't even get to bother about the lesson. heh. && those little proscons of flu; sickening but i sound sexy lahhh. haha. WTH.

this few days, i'm rather busy surveying for laptops, && i think i will be getting Toshiba. well, will be visiting Sitex Convention @ Expo this weekends. hopefully, it will be the latter && much much more reliable brand & good prices. =) i definitely can't wait for December, && the newPLUSfresh 2007. YAY.

@ RAMEN TEN with the sexy boyrfriend. =)

i love japanese food! YUMS. more of those can.

by the way, this is the dog-chain i bought for irsyad. i hope he loves it! :) TRALALA.

oh dear! i need to finish up my schoolwork now. till then; good nighty nighty, lovelies. *huggies dry* LOVES.

Bad Day

school can be a bitch at times. but on a brighter side, it has always been a place to stay happy happy & just happy; perfectly with awesome mates around you, who don't care whether its rain or shine, they will always make you go over the moon. through the bad & good times. that's the reason i'm in love with school && good attendance for this semester. =)) i love my friends!

i had a superb weekends. eventually, it turned haywire, yesterday night. =/ i stayed awake at the middle of night, tearing like the flow of water from the tap, with blank mind, devastated, && feeling so darn wrong; sullen. down. at that moment of time, i felt the world is on my shoulder. you made the biggest mistake ever, that i don't feel like forgiving you, that i even feel like hating you. i'm fuming mad; to fight with reality, to face him, to hear his harsh words that he has lashed out. its playing & rewinding back in my head. you are strictly confined in your own attitude, without even bother about other people's feeling. i hate it so much when you are only concern primarily about your ownself. you bring a lot of pain to the people around you. and..... the reason is you, Dad. pardon me, if i remain speechless. you know you need a change, & yet.... nevermind. thanks lah Dad.

life is so unpredictable.

with love;
fidah.

Beams

today was simply gorgeous && magnificent. it was whoppee! i feel so tickled pink. i'm off to play game. hehe. =)))) looney tunes, for pictos. night, world.

Happy Feet

today;
ayne & i decided to catch Happy Feet at Jurong Point. Happy Feet was heavenly gooooood! haha. it's hilarious && awesome story line. trust me, you won't waste a cent watching it. =)) the penguins were so adorable that i even feel like buying its soft toy at Toys R Us; enough said. go catch it!

i heard somebody want something.
MEE!!!

MUMBLE. the toe-tapping penguin.

going VivoLurvo with second elder sister tomorrow && dinner at PizzaHut with fam.:) all shine; i hope. out of the blue, i've the itched to read love/romance novel. for inspirations, or maybe searching answers to my flooded questions. like, what's wrong fidah? i don't know. everything seems so totally wrong. i need to get away from my sickness & i need a reality check.

i don't like changes; && yet, i change. wth.

till here. lovesweetlove, lovelies. =) HAPPY WEAK-ENDS!

Perfect Joy

music [Lily Allen- Smile]

my blog need an update! ok, i know. heh

i love two-day! why? simply because everything fit the bill; fit the weather; fit the mood. snuggled up on my favourite red-jacket, the fickle weather, listening to awesome songs in my mp3, long bus ride, & self reflections. i absolutely living life as it is. (: oh by the way, i bought a dog chain for my one && only boob massager, irsyad. i certainly can't wait to suprise him tomorrow. && i'm totally sure he's going to love me for being so sweet, spicy & everything nice. AWWWWWWWW! hahas.

i'm feeling high; smiling teethilyPLUSbracily. a perfect joy, perhaps. hehe. && i'm going for Cultural Night on Wed. YAYYY! probably one of the reasons i'm feeling so gay. :))))))))) i can't wait for a brand new day.

i need fhm magazines now, fhm boy! haha.

Sis 21st Royal Chocs Birthday Cake.

OUR DAY! && the reasons why we love break. :) presenting; fidah && irsyad. plus ayne the photographer && roy, the audience & laughing machine. LOL.

we love Men's Fitness. the only mags, we can ogle at superr hot chics && dudes. HEHE!

P.s: PRISONBREAK; too awesome, enough said. i don't care if that wentworth miller is a gay or something. he still does his duty; soothing my eyes. :)

ok. let's have some sleep. ahaks. night, earthlings. =)

Thumbs Up!

wonderful weekends made me a happy girl! ahaks. :) on Saturday, kamariah && leah invited my friends & i to their house @ dover road. we gorged down the scrumptious food on the table && left with full bellyjelly. thanks to kamariah & leah! i love you two girls lah! oh oh plus that handsome little hafiz.(: after that, we headed to Bugis to get Jijah's graduation outfit. we had ultimate funs, but it will be so much better with curlie && nas. nevertheless, all of us were on Cloud9. YIPEEs! =)))

PICTORIALS!

i'll upload the rest of the photos tomorrow. DVD show time. YAY! anyhooos, i had a fab shopping therapy with dy earlier despite the heavy downpour. =) night, world.

All Smiles.

@ Nas's Homie.

get well soon, chicky porks guy. :)

uhh, i love seashells! gorgeous, aint it? i captured this at Nas' house. i wish i can take one of them home, as a souvenier. ahaks.

macam paham. haha. do you think i look bigger than the bike? please say yes!

nanas, i should be the one taking up the photography class instead of you lahh! i snapped this from nas's balcony. wonders~ beautiful cloud && sun.

that fhm chap is someone in disguise but with blessings behind the bars. haha. wth.

alrightey then. i need a goooood sleep now. a brand new day! && happy weekends, earthlings. night & sweetest dream ever dever. (:

Kiss The Sunshine

i'm so glad to see irsyad back in school!(: anyhooos, dy fetched me after school && we headed to JP to catch a movie, Step Up. before the show starts, i met up with sharir && khai cos' khai need me to pass his thumbdrive to nas tomorrow. step up is awesome lahh! everything is hot, && even the songs that it made me feel like grooving and shaking up the booty on the spot. hahahaha. WTH. while dydy & i were on the to the carpark, we saw kina && leah. i'm a happy girl!!! i really miss you lahh kina & leah! so perfectly nice to see you both there. (: oh wells, i'm going to visit nas because he's contently having his chicky porks. ahaks. really looking forward to see his beautiful chicky porks. haha.

i don't want irsyad to go anywhere! i really need him && want him to stay. *prays* please please please god, don't let him go from me, from all of us. ): don't go away, irsyad. hais.

i need to stop whining. stop rambling.
so long.

Rooted

school has been lovely! even my classmates are such a darling. i had a fast dance with daniel! hahaha. && i saw a lot of people in school today. hafiz, please lah! call me in a proper way not in those "sweeetweet" sound leh because usually, when that happens from any other guys, i won't even bother to turn. lol. HOHO ayne, i saw C.A today lar! so the terperanjat berok can?? hahas.
mr.hotPLUScharming.dude fetched me from school && we headed to JP to purchase Hady Mirza's new album && Takoyaki since i was craving for it. anyways, thanks-hot-dude for the ride. (:

random thoughts;

over the past years, i realize that it isn't that easy to always have friends by your side. and since then, i told myself that i should cherish every single friend that i have. i may not tell every single one of them how much they mean to me, but i expect them to know that. it gets tiring at times because i have to keep clearing people's doubts and paranoia when i also have a life of my own. it is unfair if i keep having to do the clearing up and if you make it worse by being super sarcastic and make it sound as though i'm oblivious to your presence, cos i am not. i do realize that secondary school life is very memorable. no matter how many thousand times we keep convincing ourselves that we will move on, it is quite impossible cos that is indeed the time where we actually see each other grow. its almost like a magical feelings. they can change a frown into a smile when i'm feeling down. will understand my little trials & lend a hand; will always share the secret dreams because they care.

i love my friends; my WATEVAs. i love you darlings aload, from the bottom of my heart. no matter how rare we see or talk to each other, you darlings have a special place in my heart. i promise. && you darlings, are worth more than gold, give all the love, a heart can hold. i know i've not been spending enough time with you darlings, but believe me there's always blessing in disguise. pardon me, if i'm wrong. apologies seems overrated, yes? but dangs; it mean so much to me. hope to see you darlings pretty soon! (:


FRIEND = faith = belief = listen = support = blood = sweat = tears = triumph = celebration = roots= family = FRIEND.

something new which came into his life was much more important; maybe he should just dump the old.

anyhooos, a brand new day awaits me. here's the pictorials!

i'm with carebear's favourite guitar.

&& this adorable persian cat belongs to careybeary. BOBO hobohobo.
she's my lovely gorgeous girlfriend!

he bring the utmost joy in my life. my adorable nephew, Aiman. muacks! auntie fidah loves you more than anything else. =))))

ayne, fidah && kelvin. LOVES.

so random can???

i purchased hady's new & fresh album. check it out, yo.

awesome PRINCESS HOUR. ahh gooong ah!

P.s: need to visit nas; he's having chicky porks. :(
P.sP.s: prayed hard that irsyad will recuperate from his accident injuries.

ako want to date me? like what's wrong? && what for ever shit??

huggies dry && night, sweet world. (:

Therapy

music [danity kane- ride for you]

the weekends was a so-so; neither the most happiest day nor saddest day ever. nevertheless, i had a relatively enjoyable weekends. =/ i have a chockfull of stories to share, but due to the test i'm going to have tomorrow, giving me a disgustingly headache as i cringe at the thought of it. ahaks. oh wells, i have a loads of pictorials to upload. will upload half of the pictures today && the rest will be save for tomorrow. :)

HARI RAYA-ing WITH ITE MATES!

i love this pick-up although we have to go through difficulties because of the downpour. it brought so much happiness & sweet memories. hahaha. the slides, the leaking, the convos && chuckles. (: sums up the beautiful friendship.

i love the bonding we had with my ite mates despite the few months we've known each other or age difference. i've never feel awkward sharing things out or doing silly stuff to one another. hahaha. i feel extremely gay! =) thanks to ayne, shafik, carebear, uncle && shidah for the oh-so-awesome day. (: love ya'll sampai langit!!!

@VIVOLURVO CITY!

till then. more pictorials coming up soon. stay looney tunes! LOVES.

oh before that,
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, kak aini!!
love you till death && blessed with good health, happiness & lovesweetlove. muahhh!!

CHEERS!