Monday, November 27, 2006

Bad Day

school can be a bitch at times. but on a brighter side, it has always been a place to stay happy happy & just happy; perfectly with awesome mates around you, who don't care whether its rain or shine, they will always make you go over the moon. through the bad & good times. that's the reason i'm in love with school && good attendance for this semester. =)) i love my friends!

i had a superb weekends. eventually, it turned haywire, yesterday night. =/ i stayed awake at the middle of night, tearing like the flow of water from the tap, with blank mind, devastated, && feeling so darn wrong; sullen. down. at that moment of time, i felt the world is on my shoulder. you made the biggest mistake ever, that i don't feel like forgiving you, that i even feel like hating you. i'm fuming mad; to fight with reality, to face him, to hear his harsh words that he has lashed out. its playing & rewinding back in my head. you are strictly confined in your own attitude, without even bother about other people's feeling. i hate it so much when you are only concern primarily about your ownself. you bring a lot of pain to the people around you. and..... the reason is you, Dad. pardon me, if i remain speechless. you know you need a change, & yet.... nevermind. thanks lah Dad.

life is so unpredictable.

with love;
fidah.

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