such a bummer

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hello lovelies. (:

i've not been blogging for the past three days. yes? due to the rush hours from home to elder sister's house. not only that, dealing with problems around the belt. well, i do believe there's a seed of solution in every problem. and thats one of the main reason i remain gutsy, no matter how many times i feel that a dagger is piercing through my heart. yeah, it hurt a lot than you think, when you did nothing wrong, and people from your loved one's side give you a super good dress down. tsktsk. i'm beat to keep thinking about it. whats the point anw?. i'm glad that i still have my gems around; the boyfriend, the friends who light up my dark hours. thanks boyfriend for putting some logic in my head. and specially thanks to kelly aka kelvin & ayne darling for the comfort and advices. =) =) =) i love yall.

ok. where was i?

anw. 25th January, went to Chevron with irsyad, ayne, wan, faizal & dydy for bolwing. to relieve stress katekan. hehehe. all of us had a ball of time, had a good game too. i was really a happygirly before the shits happen. irsyad was really a second-ratePLUSmerepek couch. lol. veryveryvery the lousy. kerokan mate lah, ini lah, itu lah. cakap jer lebih. hehes

on the 26th.

i decided to be myself the whole day. yeah, i wasn't the me on the day. i don't know why. possibly because of the problem that haunt my sleep. corrupt one side of my hard drive. and no one is going to blame me for thinking too much. no one. i rollerblade under the void deck by myself without even care if i fall down and hurt myself. i couldn't even feel the pain when it was painful. after i've done the errands, i sat down in one of the rooms, watched CSI season5 and prisonbreak dvd till midnight. i let the tears rolled down my cheek before i turn in half peacefully. pathetic right? sigh. =/

then the 27th.

had doa selamat at 2 in the afternoon. and at night, brother-in-law and i dashed to the national stadium to watch the singaporevsmalaysia match. we went through the jam for quite long. we were having difficulties parking the car because the carpark was full house. and fortunately for us that one of the guy was nice enough to sell us two tickets. (: we sat with my second elder sister, her boyfriend, and her boyfriend's friends. our seats was near to the malaysian fans. i love the great ambience, jam-packed with people who have soccer moods. awesome! although we came only after the half time, we had fun shouting our lungs out. lol. semangat sampai senget. frankly speaking, SOME of the singaporean fans are good for nothing. no offence. instead of supporting, they keep lashing out vulgarities. like wth? and they were totally bad-mannered when they boo-ed the die hard malaysian fans. and i overheard a guy shouting at the malaysians to suck the flood in their country. *shakeshead* sometimes i feel that a number of singaporeans are too arrogant and smart-alecky. this is just my point of view. and how i feel towards their reactions. and.. singapore won malaysia, 5-4. =) it was worth watching it, i tell you. despite the bad weather, everyone were on cloud nine. yay! hopefully, i can watch the next match which is this wednesday, again. soccer run in my genes you see, haha, so what can you expect?.

cheering for the victory. (:

and just now.

i went to play bowling with the brother-in-law and his friends along with their siblings at CDANS. they are really nice and amicable people. and i'm liking kak sriin. looking forward to meet her again. =) the brother-in-law and i spent together more nowadays. although he's always a sucker, he can be a nice korkor to be with. lol.

PS: the boyfriend && i need a hugtight. a kiss. a good cry. to make ourself feel better. i love you, sayang. we are here for each other. smile, baby.

need a good sleep now. school at 8.30 tomorrow.

sleeptight all!