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And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so
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people say i've changed, to the worse. i'm unaware of it, frankly. sigh. i'm trying people. i'm really trying to get back to the right track. i don't know whats the fucking wrong with me this time. i hope there's a wisdom behind every shit that has happened. i want to make things right with my family, with dydy. but i don't know what's stopping me. i rather spend with someone else instead of dydy. i rather spend all day in my room instead with the family. right now, the only thing that has been racing in my mind is, to make up for everything & once again, I DON'T FUGGING KNOW HOW. argh. SOS. i need to do some soul-searching tonight. yes tonight.
i'm not in the pink of health. first & foremost, i want to thank dydy for accompanying me to clementi polyclinic for like 3 hours on thursday. & just now, i almost fainted. the head was spinning on one side. the eyes burning. the stomach was painful due to the infection & pms-ing, at the same time. -sigh-. deep down inside, i was really crying in pain. the manager, edward, was pleasant enough to release me earlier from work. i landed on my bed & took a nap once i reached home. & i'm glad i feel so much better eventhough the head-egg is still there. nevertheless, plenty of rest is the paramount.
anwanw, i need to take my medicine before a shuteye. have a great weekends, you! =)=)
CHEERS.
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me. And your kiss won't make me
weak. But no one in this world knows me the way you know me. So you'll
probably
always have a spell on me.
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