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Saturday, November 12, 2005
jaded!
currently in Kak Siti's hse. planning bout d chalet thingy. yeah. cant wait fer dat. hahas. so silmutaneously joking around. tat was alot of fun. =) d environment is super loud. i'm getting confuse wit this complicated situation. my fav cousins is here, wani & adek. gossiping is wat we crave fer all this while. we r d gorgeous 1 here. hehes. i swear, we are. but theres "somebody" just insult us like nobody business. she tink shes perfect & she tink her daughters too. i just hate it. neither do i want to hate somebody who is my family. but shes too much! grrr!!! i'm boiling. but watever. i dont give a damn on her.
aite. i'll blog later. my exam is finishing soon. YEAH! pheewww. alrite. dys werkin. & i needa find werk a.s.a.p yups. ~toodles
tas.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
i got d confidence
hey heys. finally i had d confidenc surge down my veins after i go thru Eng Pap1&2 & Physics. it wasnt as tedious as i was expecting. thank god! phewwww. i didnt really study fer my Physics. d only thing i studied was d formulaes. that was oso a last minute werk. hahas. fortunately d paper start at 2. so, lei, kiki & I without hesitation reading thru d topics we r basically frail in. yup yups. d paper was rather easy. errr. i can do most of d ques. i'm worry bout my Maths. i didnt do quite well. darn it. i dont want to be astounded by my disappointing results in Feb. *pray hard* i had to buck up on my Paper 2. & d old hag, 1 of my invigalator was extremely annoying. duh. hate d sight of her & her presence too. blueks!!
went to kikis hse wit my WATEVAS except putty. foreva laughing out loud in d middle of road, in d bus. hahas. incorrigible shy-NESS was forgotten. hehes. craps eh. but it was enjoyable. after d trip to ki's hse, went to J.E wit kai & nas. finally kai purchased a new hp. wow! hahas. it was super nice. hes happy now~ hehes. after that met darls. he was accompanied by my alfie baby. i was captivated by dy's look. both of em were despising d mats. *tsk tsk* i was speechless fer d moment. its their view on mats. no comment! -------zip--------
finally, i gotta meet cko! hahas. i've been waiting to c lei's hunk. he's so adorable! lei made a gd choice. hehes. i quivered at first upon looking at cko. is that cko??? hahas. n my bf get to c leis bf. they got to meet each other. weeee~ i'm waiting fer 22nd Nov. which is my last paper. patience is virture. i love my darls baby!! i'm feminie, & i will be. =)
hmm wat more can i say?? seriously, i'm running out of werds tho i've been craving to say those excessive stuff happen today. err i donno. my mind go blank all of a sudden. *yawn* am i sleepy? hmm i must say a resounding- yes! tink i'm gonna curl up soon & i'm feeling so lazy to blog. ~toodles
darls ur mine. :X
went to kikis hse wit my WATEVAS except putty. foreva laughing out loud in d middle of road, in d bus. hahas. incorrigible shy-NESS was forgotten. hehes. craps eh. but it was enjoyable. after d trip to ki's hse, went to J.E wit kai & nas. finally kai purchased a new hp. wow! hahas. it was super nice. hes happy now~ hehes. after that met darls. he was accompanied by my alfie baby. i was captivated by dy's look. both of em were despising d mats. *tsk tsk* i was speechless fer d moment. its their view on mats. no comment! -------zip--------
finally, i gotta meet cko! hahas. i've been waiting to c lei's hunk. he's so adorable! lei made a gd choice. hehes. i quivered at first upon looking at cko. is that cko??? hahas. n my bf get to c leis bf. they got to meet each other. weeee~ i'm waiting fer 22nd Nov. which is my last paper. patience is virture. i love my darls baby!! i'm feminie, & i will be. =)
hmm wat more can i say?? seriously, i'm running out of werds tho i've been craving to say those excessive stuff happen today. err i donno. my mind go blank all of a sudden. *yawn* am i sleepy? hmm i must say a resounding- yes! tink i'm gonna curl up soon & i'm feeling so lazy to blog. ~toodles
darls ur mine. :X
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
5 papers more.
yos. i'm squeezing sumtime in between to update my bloggie. Chem Pap3 & Maths Pap 1 settled. left 5 more papers to go. enjoyment n YIPEE~ is waiting fer me. all d words that has been hidden in my heart was finally revealed. i hope my stoop-NESS doesnt affect him or hurt his feelings. eh, but hu cares? i'm jus stating d fact. hes nt gonna chastise me or sumtink.
went to JP fer breakfast wit kiki, lei, kai, sharir & nas. we had a heavy breakfast. saw ibrahim & aminah dere as well as my long-distance cousin, Amalia at banquet where we had our tuck-in session. we had fun actually. strolling in d shopping center surveying some make-up stuff (which lei doesnt seem to b interested in. hahas), accesories & clothing. some really caught our eyes. lei sometimes wish that she is slim but as fer me, i wish i am tall. hahas. but i dont mind being who i am right now. we are perfect! hehes. kiki was like d center of attraction. her laugh will turn everybody on. lols. so, d girls browse fer girls stuff, d guys, guys stuff. part of d watevers was toking bout marriage & some stuff which wasnt suppose to talk about, hmm i shall rather say disgusting. hahas. discussing & disgusting. 2 in 1. n yups, discussing bout wat to wear fer Grad Nite. all d way LOLS. u peeps, are great.
& gfs toking bout our expections in a relationship. err. shuld accept wat he is NOT wat he have. yeah. "Be feminine, hamster". dy, i am! how feminine u want me to be. if i can accept u as in not romantic, y cant u?? duh. *theres a limit in everything u do* i love d watevers! full of nonsense but sensible. hahas. we shall hang out as 1 soon yar. i went home wit kai & he told me sumtink. he sound abit pathetic lar but..... i do pity him. how bad ur gf/bf is, u'll still proud that she's ur gerl/guy. hemm.
2mrw is Eng & Phy. i'm gonna slip soon. i needa rest. i got to sleep fer only 3 hrs. darn it. aite. shall blog again whenever i'm free. `toodles.
darls baby; i want u to noe, u belong in my life. muah!
went to JP fer breakfast wit kiki, lei, kai, sharir & nas. we had a heavy breakfast. saw ibrahim & aminah dere as well as my long-distance cousin, Amalia at banquet where we had our tuck-in session. we had fun actually. strolling in d shopping center surveying some make-up stuff (which lei doesnt seem to b interested in. hahas), accesories & clothing. some really caught our eyes. lei sometimes wish that she is slim but as fer me, i wish i am tall. hahas. but i dont mind being who i am right now. we are perfect! hehes. kiki was like d center of attraction. her laugh will turn everybody on. lols. so, d girls browse fer girls stuff, d guys, guys stuff. part of d watevers was toking bout marriage & some stuff which wasnt suppose to talk about, hmm i shall rather say disgusting. hahas. discussing & disgusting. 2 in 1. n yups, discussing bout wat to wear fer Grad Nite. all d way LOLS. u peeps, are great.
& gfs toking bout our expections in a relationship. err. shuld accept wat he is NOT wat he have. yeah. "Be feminine, hamster". dy, i am! how feminine u want me to be. if i can accept u as in not romantic, y cant u?? duh. *theres a limit in everything u do* i love d watevers! full of nonsense but sensible. hahas. we shall hang out as 1 soon yar. i went home wit kai & he told me sumtink. he sound abit pathetic lar but..... i do pity him. how bad ur gf/bf is, u'll still proud that she's ur gerl/guy. hemm.
2mrw is Eng & Phy. i'm gonna slip soon. i needa rest. i got to sleep fer only 3 hrs. darn it. aite. shall blog again whenever i'm free. `toodles.
darls baby; i want u to noe, u belong in my life. muah!
Saturday, November 05, 2005
thanks to HIM!
yos. i'm feeling better now. imran made me smile & laugh using his powers which was uttering lame jokes. i felt better after tt. phewww! he brought back d enthusiasm to study to me. surprisingly it just surge down my veins instantenously. i needa study; i needa focus. life has to go on. yeah. so, i got back my confidenca frem darls too. thanks to my tutor & my baby. special thanks to ME fer being positive & tink of d bright side.
yups. i can turn in peacefully now. XXXXXXXXX WITHOUT d need to cry b4 i sleep. hahas. i needa make my late grandads proud of me. i noe they r watching over me & always by my side. ahaks. i needa go big daddy's house later at 10. he'll surely be mad at me if i didnt turn up fer his open-house. neither do i want him to be a murderer. big daddy can be romantic at times. hahas. & hope i get to see my hot-ass papa in big daddys crib. most probably. & i havta b back by 3.30pm as i got tuition. i promise mum too.
i'm lost actually. hahas. but nevamind i'll get back at d rite track once again without losing my balance. i needa kachingsss! i'm nt rich ok. hahas. only my dad cos hes werking. aiyo. tink darls already floating in his dreamland. hahas. & fer sure, hes snorting&snoring like pig. ehes. aite, i gotta get back to my werk which is...... practice my maths b4 d paper 1 which is on diz coming Monday. grrrrr~~ i'm kinda scared to death as d days are nearing. uhhh~ aite. i gtg. shall blog again. `toodles. =D
DSH- Dinesh Sayang Hamster
wahahahahhaha! :P
yups. i can turn in peacefully now. XXXXXXXXX WITHOUT d need to cry b4 i sleep. hahas. i needa make my late grandads proud of me. i noe they r watching over me & always by my side. ahaks. i needa go big daddy's house later at 10. he'll surely be mad at me if i didnt turn up fer his open-house. neither do i want him to be a murderer. big daddy can be romantic at times. hahas. & hope i get to see my hot-ass papa in big daddys crib. most probably. & i havta b back by 3.30pm as i got tuition. i promise mum too.
i'm lost actually. hahas. but nevamind i'll get back at d rite track once again without losing my balance. i needa kachingsss! i'm nt rich ok. hahas. only my dad cos hes werking. aiyo. tink darls already floating in his dreamland. hahas. & fer sure, hes snorting&snoring like pig. ehes. aite, i gotta get back to my werk which is...... practice my maths b4 d paper 1 which is on diz coming Monday. grrrrr~~ i'm kinda scared to death as d days are nearing. uhhh~ aite. i gtg. shall blog again. `toodles. =D
DSH- Dinesh Sayang Hamster
wahahahahhaha! :P
Friday, November 04, 2005
haiz.
yos. my mood still down. i dont want to scold anybody due to my fucking mood swing. no-intention-at-all. i tink its gonna rain soon. d omen make me tink so. i'm glad my 3 cousins didnt come to my house today. or else, my whole house will be in a mess. its still spick & span. aite. i'm off. ~toodles.
haruskah ku katakan sesungguhnya
kau telah berubah
aku tak suka
haruskah ku putuskan cinta kita
sejak kau berubah
aku kecewa
kan kuberi semua seisi dunia
untuk jadi milikmu selamanya
ingin ku mengerti isi di hatimu kerana
cinta ini benar adanya
(figure it out)
haruskah ku katakan sesungguhnya
kau telah berubah
aku tak suka
haruskah ku putuskan cinta kita
sejak kau berubah
aku kecewa
kan kuberi semua seisi dunia
untuk jadi milikmu selamanya
ingin ku mengerti isi di hatimu kerana
cinta ini benar adanya
(figure it out)
Thursday, November 03, 2005
no mood!
yos. i got no mood to blog to be frank. but i shall make it short. my grandad was safely buried just now. Alhamdulilah! everything settled soundly. everybody was sobbing like hell. some even wept convulsively. esp my grandma. shes getting weaker after losing her beloved husband. we kissed grandad's forehead fer d last time. his pale, innocent looking features soften us. yar. so after tt, all of us was kinda sullen & we believe that all of us will die 1 day. chill.
d celebration wasnt as nice as b4. i was feeling lethargic all d way. urgh! tt is so pathetic. however, i get some kachingsssss! =) i cried alot today. i'm feeling so down. esp when i whirled back my mind & those memories wit my grandads. *sob sob* remind me of d happy moments. i will miss them. ahhh! i'm gonna cry again. change topic.
i'm feeling so insecure. i dont get it. as usual, i feel something is bothering me which fuck, i cant figure it out. eurgh! i just hate this feelings. turn on & off like nobody business. i noe my attitude sux. i noe tt pretty well. i've been troubling-maker. i'm stoooped. i'm like d starter to start a fire. its disgrace, i noe tt. hes nt been loving me as usual. i miss d old him. hope everytink will b back to normal as usual. my mind is running amok now. i love him so much! non-package to full package. i wont give up easily on tt hard-earned. biggest phenomena.
okie den, i needa call dy. hes waiting. & i needa sleep too. ~toodles.
i miss d OLD him.
d celebration wasnt as nice as b4. i was feeling lethargic all d way. urgh! tt is so pathetic. however, i get some kachingsssss! =) i cried alot today. i'm feeling so down. esp when i whirled back my mind & those memories wit my grandads. *sob sob* remind me of d happy moments. i will miss them. ahhh! i'm gonna cry again. change topic.
i'm feeling so insecure. i dont get it. as usual, i feel something is bothering me which fuck, i cant figure it out. eurgh! i just hate this feelings. turn on & off like nobody business. i noe my attitude sux. i noe tt pretty well. i've been troubling-maker. i'm stoooped. i'm like d starter to start a fire. its disgrace, i noe tt. hes nt been loving me as usual. i miss d old him. hope everytink will b back to normal as usual. my mind is running amok now. i love him so much! non-package to full package. i wont give up easily on tt hard-earned. biggest phenomena.
okie den, i needa call dy. hes waiting. & i needa sleep too. ~toodles.
i miss d OLD him.
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