yos. i got no mood to blog to be frank. but i shall make it short. my grandad was safely buried just now. Alhamdulilah! everything settled soundly. everybody was sobbing like hell. some even wept convulsively. esp my grandma. shes getting weaker after losing her beloved husband. we kissed grandad's forehead fer d last time. his pale, innocent looking features soften us. yar. so after tt, all of us was kinda sullen & we believe that all of us will die 1 day. chill.
d celebration wasnt as nice as b4. i was feeling lethargic all d way. urgh! tt is so pathetic. however, i get some kachingsssss! =) i cried alot today. i'm feeling so down. esp when i whirled back my mind & those memories wit my grandads. *sob sob* remind me of d happy moments. i will miss them. ahhh! i'm gonna cry again. change topic.
i'm feeling so insecure. i dont get it. as usual, i feel something is bothering me which fuck, i cant figure it out. eurgh! i just hate this feelings. turn on & off like nobody business. i noe my attitude sux. i noe tt pretty well. i've been troubling-maker. i'm stoooped. i'm like d starter to start a fire. its disgrace, i noe tt. hes nt been loving me as usual. i miss d old him. hope everytink will b back to normal as usual. my mind is running amok now. i love him so much! non-package to full package. i wont give up easily on tt hard-earned. biggest phenomena.
okie den, i needa call dy. hes waiting. & i needa sleep too. ~toodles.
i miss d OLD him.
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