Blinded

today, its Friday the 13th. wohooo~ =p

anyhows, i made roti john cheddar cheese for break fast yesterday! && i went out with dd earlier to deposit the cheque & collect his road tag. i spruced up furbee & neng too. =) weekends coming up &&& definitely, will be snowed by preparations for the forthcoming hari raya.

11 more days & we are off to an awesome Hari Raya.
to fill with wonders & amazement. YAYHOO.

i'm an avid reader of archie's comic book. haha. let me resume sume sume sume. giggling to myself, feels good yo.

sweet night tight sweet, lovelies. =)

those silly grins spark the vibes ! so random can.

sayang awak

Blue October

i almost did something foolish to myself. i'm gravely sorry & i truly regret it. it won't happen again, i promise you.

and so mum made her yummie-st chocolate chip cookies! =) my mum is an awesome lady in the house lah! i enjoyed every single minute, cooking, singing, making silly faces and weird sound/songs to each other, gossiping, tickled pinch to each other, quarelling, screaming to our favourite artist/song &&& doing some trustworthy yoga, in the kitchen. & i love it whenever both of us are in the kitchen, & with the audio in the background, she will definitely do the singing & i, the anyhow dancing. hahaha! i love you, Mum aka jawatan kuasa tingkap! haha.

i went to meet haikal under the void deck a few minutes ago. ahaks. thanks, for the turkey & melted cheddar cheese sandwich! yums&free! heh. we had a short conversation, && yes haikal, it has been aeons since we met. i didn't know you watch *ehem* show till 4am yesterday. dirty & horrigible haikalando! haha. =P by your way, my mum sent her regards. =) you know haikal, i love free food & i know you won't ever disappoint me. *hint* haha.

and so. i had Royal raspberry mooncake earlier.

i'm busy surveying for the notebooks actually. kak siti, i need assistance!
alright, i will blog again soon. need to talk to kina.me.bliss. =)) YAY.

& to that dd, "do do that one ahh.. " haha. you & your funny lingo.
to the better days, please.
huggies dry, lovelies.

i feel happy tree friends.

My Heart

i just woke up from a good nap. hehe. stop calling me a pig, you sickening elly!

we are suppose to say & do good things on this clean month aye? YES, i know. well, i still believe that our personality & character plays the biggest role in our life. not only to be good in our eyes, but be good to other people eyes too. & that actually reflect the whole YOU. so, be good buddies. =)) tootooday. i had rotten-motten luck! i was almost there to the 18th days, but i fail to. pffft. it can't even wait for another one god damn hour! gosh. haha. WE GIRLS, hah. ohh well. this cramps ache really bad! =/

ohmy ohmy. since that silly haikal is now working at the coffee mr.bean, he offered to give the cakes IF there's extra. thats awesome lah, dude! haha. YUMMY&FREE! ahaks. thanks lah~ go dye your hair NOT DIE, properly ok. & you make sure give me a surprise on hari raya. hahaha! be my guest. =) & to that little kiddo, hafiz. you drop me a HI! haha. you give me goosebums lah. i thought it was another mysterious guy. i'll see you when you see me ohtays. =D

i received a mysterious call yesterday. who's that guy? & who's faizal? ???????

i've lost my mood to blog. i don't want to lose my temper. i should'nt have wake up just now. now i know, its so difficult for him to make me happy. night, lovelies.

Unclaimed

i thought things/situations are getting more fitting for the both of us. but fornly, its getting too tight & too slippery to handle. i can feel the shake & i jollywell know that something is amiss. i underestimate the whole picture. &&& i don't know what to do. i thought i can tell you about the good news, but i've to hold it back due to circumstances.

let the tears flow
i know i need a good get a way away

i loathe being in the middle intensely. i need tinkerbell to save me from the misery. it keep pushing back at me. don't choke me. don't make things gargantuan & worse for me. did i have to beg you for all this? is it so hard to comprehend my feelings? is it too tough to even spare a thought for me? is it a burden to ya'll? they left me with complete perplexity. my mind is in hell chaos. for right now, just leave me alone.

today, its the 10th/10th.

P.s: you just don't know me & you just don't care.

Morning Madness

and so i had morning madness. the truth is out & the case is close. i suppose logic make sense right? its too obvious too lie. & dangs, this is my first ever history in my life to be so crabbed to a friend, in a deliberate way. boy, i was incredibly raging in anger for that period of time. i've to stand for my right, for my truth, & for that boyfriend. well, everything is over. its not worth a cent to dwell over it, perhaps. =/ let's shut the frigging dumb chapter, real tight.

& to that khairul right, don't you laugh your ass off at my singing talent ohtays. if i'm s.l.o.w you are s.l.o.w.e.r.n.e.a.r! hahahahaha! you wait you wait. once i become the next singapore idol, don't tear up ok. and so............
wait long long! haha. i've to kiss my own ass lahh for that silly dream of mine.

anyhoos, its so nice to chuckle your lungs out at the middle of the night, right? ahhh. nothing beats, the grooves of music, the glow of the candles in the dark, &&& the sweet scent of the aroma therapy. AWESOME lahh. anyhow, i'm looking forward to mum's handmade cookies & kuih for hari raya! she'll be making it in two days time. i can't wait to feel the temptation. haha. && the lips-licking, the crunch, the aroma. FUH. scrumptious!

i need a good sleep now. haha.
dahdah!

David Villa

i was watching PLUS ogling this spain guy playing for valencia earlier. OMG. he's adorable & charming in my eyes lah. AIyarCandy. hehs.

i'm happier than yesterday.
its awesome to get to see the blue skies & sunshine again
& the haze is gone!
YAY-ness,

i love you, lovelies.
sweet night, earthlings. =)
huggies dry.

Play With The Fire

i want to pamper myself
with the most beautiful
things ever.
i know, he just need the last chance
to recuperate
to make things better
but yet, i remain stiff necked
i'm not ready
physically & mentally
the nightmare keep haunting me
& even my dreams.

please god, help me.
save me from this cruel situation
save me from agony
i need to be back on the right track
so much for the happy ending

to that certain someone, you are always with the bad intentions & you always bring disadvantages to my life. you are a human, afterall. but this time, i'm sure its not your fault. i won't add you in the picture. because i never want you to enter my life either. i've seen your true colours. all the possibilties i could think of you, are all the truth. i don't want to be a hypocrite. i just realise i've been so leniant to you. so, just go away from my life.

i love you, my friends.