Desire

music [ weezer- perfect situation ]

when i'm in love, i always think that love was a gorgeous emotion, that it lifts you up and lets you play with the angels and land on soft cotton candied pink clouds. =) its the 1st of December tomorrow. let's just wait for a few more hours. hehe.

thanks ayne for your company to the IMM! i love this girlfriend of mine; she make it all good during my dark hours. we bitched && (i love this the most), we spills our deepest darkest secrets. hahaha. I LOVE YOU, BABE! & finally, a new wireless keyboard & mouse PLUS a trust-worthy Toshiba 1GB thumbdrive. =))

i'm off to watch Amazing Race Asia. don't forget people, Prison Break @ 10.

with love;
fidah.

Rang With Laughter

music [ all american rejects- it ends tonight ]

i woke up this morning, switched on the television set & lied down on the cosy sofa watching TRL on MTV; && then showed Chad Michael Murray who rather look so selekeh ( to me lah), made me wrapped up before it ends. haha. like what's wrong?? i will like to start my day with better looking hot guys, like Adam Brody, or or or.... ermm.. ahhh ya! that Wentworth Miller. hahahaha. this morning madness, i can't resist. HEE~

with the cooling rain coming down like sheets of translucent pearls outside, i feel like curling up on my bed the whole day. ahhhhh. i'm armed with a lot of pills to consume && enduring the red light from people like carebear, to reduce the amount of chili i eat. haha. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT CHILI LAH DUDE! && that high desperation of chili, makes me feel like hecking Dr Low's && my friend's advices. lol. the restrictions can drive me insane da. okok, no worries lovelies, I WILL try ok. :) fighting with this flu so that i won't miss any lessons can be pretty annoying! i did try to stay attentive, but when at that point of time when your nose itch real bad, you won't even get to bother about the lesson. heh. && those little proscons of flu; sickening but i sound sexy lahhh. haha. WTH.

this few days, i'm rather busy surveying for laptops, && i think i will be getting Toshiba. well, will be visiting Sitex Convention @ Expo this weekends. hopefully, it will be the latter && much much more reliable brand & good prices. =) i definitely can't wait for December, && the newPLUSfresh 2007. YAY.

@ RAMEN TEN with the sexy boyrfriend. =)

i love japanese food! YUMS. more of those can.

by the way, this is the dog-chain i bought for irsyad. i hope he loves it! :) TRALALA.

oh dear! i need to finish up my schoolwork now. till then; good nighty nighty, lovelies. *huggies dry* LOVES.

Bad Day

school can be a bitch at times. but on a brighter side, it has always been a place to stay happy happy & just happy; perfectly with awesome mates around you, who don't care whether its rain or shine, they will always make you go over the moon. through the bad & good times. that's the reason i'm in love with school && good attendance for this semester. =)) i love my friends!

i had a superb weekends. eventually, it turned haywire, yesterday night. =/ i stayed awake at the middle of night, tearing like the flow of water from the tap, with blank mind, devastated, && feeling so darn wrong; sullen. down. at that moment of time, i felt the world is on my shoulder. you made the biggest mistake ever, that i don't feel like forgiving you, that i even feel like hating you. i'm fuming mad; to fight with reality, to face him, to hear his harsh words that he has lashed out. its playing & rewinding back in my head. you are strictly confined in your own attitude, without even bother about other people's feeling. i hate it so much when you are only concern primarily about your ownself. you bring a lot of pain to the people around you. and..... the reason is you, Dad. pardon me, if i remain speechless. you know you need a change, & yet.... nevermind. thanks lah Dad.

life is so unpredictable.

with love;
fidah.

Beams

today was simply gorgeous && magnificent. it was whoppee! i feel so tickled pink. i'm off to play game. hehe. =)))) looney tunes, for pictos. night, world.

Happy Feet

today;
ayne & i decided to catch Happy Feet at Jurong Point. Happy Feet was heavenly gooooood! haha. it's hilarious && awesome story line. trust me, you won't waste a cent watching it. =)) the penguins were so adorable that i even feel like buying its soft toy at Toys R Us; enough said. go catch it!

i heard somebody want something.
MEE!!!

MUMBLE. the toe-tapping penguin.

going VivoLurvo with second elder sister tomorrow && dinner at PizzaHut with fam.:) all shine; i hope. out of the blue, i've the itched to read love/romance novel. for inspirations, or maybe searching answers to my flooded questions. like, what's wrong fidah? i don't know. everything seems so totally wrong. i need to get away from my sickness & i need a reality check.

i don't like changes; && yet, i change. wth.

till here. lovesweetlove, lovelies. =) HAPPY WEAK-ENDS!

Perfect Joy

music [Lily Allen- Smile]

my blog need an update! ok, i know. heh

i love two-day! why? simply because everything fit the bill; fit the weather; fit the mood. snuggled up on my favourite red-jacket, the fickle weather, listening to awesome songs in my mp3, long bus ride, & self reflections. i absolutely living life as it is. (: oh by the way, i bought a dog chain for my one && only boob massager, irsyad. i certainly can't wait to suprise him tomorrow. && i'm totally sure he's going to love me for being so sweet, spicy & everything nice. AWWWWWWWW! hahas.

i'm feeling high; smiling teethilyPLUSbracily. a perfect joy, perhaps. hehe. && i'm going for Cultural Night on Wed. YAYYY! probably one of the reasons i'm feeling so gay. :))))))))) i can't wait for a brand new day.

i need fhm magazines now, fhm boy! haha.

Sis 21st Royal Chocs Birthday Cake.

OUR DAY! && the reasons why we love break. :) presenting; fidah && irsyad. plus ayne the photographer && roy, the audience & laughing machine. LOL.

we love Men's Fitness. the only mags, we can ogle at superr hot chics && dudes. HEHE!

P.s: PRISONBREAK; too awesome, enough said. i don't care if that wentworth miller is a gay or something. he still does his duty; soothing my eyes. :)

ok. let's have some sleep. ahaks. night, earthlings. =)

Thumbs Up!

wonderful weekends made me a happy girl! ahaks. :) on Saturday, kamariah && leah invited my friends & i to their house @ dover road. we gorged down the scrumptious food on the table && left with full bellyjelly. thanks to kamariah & leah! i love you two girls lah! oh oh plus that handsome little hafiz.(: after that, we headed to Bugis to get Jijah's graduation outfit. we had ultimate funs, but it will be so much better with curlie && nas. nevertheless, all of us were on Cloud9. YIPEEs! =)))

PICTORIALS!

i'll upload the rest of the photos tomorrow. DVD show time. YAY! anyhooos, i had a fab shopping therapy with dy earlier despite the heavy downpour. =) night, world.