i heart USHER.

28/9/05

hey OH!! i'm gonna study really soon. hahas. yeah. havta do my tuition hmwrk. darn. its Maths again. just fit sumtime to update my bloggie. it was rather a short day tho find it tiring. i smiled n laughed d whole day. hahas. i just love my watevers alot. neva fail to make me laugh n smile. thanks a bunch of YAR! hehes.

studied wit lavy baby, lei, tong, vanessa, yee huay n tangy. yeah. study a lil bit. it counts aite. study chem, d most frail subs. so shitty! so, i was d entertainer. hahas. making stupid reactions n lame jokes. haiyo! d delirious me again. come ALIVE! i was like a clown fer d moment. i love yee huay!! shes my motivator! i'm so down gerl, n she took d iniative to encourage me n support me. darn! i just love her so much. a fren indeed, is a fren in need. i hugged everyone, cos i felt like doing so. i felt time flies. n soon, we'll shattered everywhere. no longer a "skulmate". i love you, i love you!! saw jija, was so gleeful. i miss her to bits. then, i went home wit rajiv. odw going hm, at least a company to walk wit.

i met my dydy after tt!!! yeah yeah! hahas. i miss him. i love him!!! so much!! muah!! both of us were making fun of each other. giggling here n dere. both of us making STOOP reactions. being d american top model lar, model for perfume brand lar.. haiyo.. we did have fun together.. rite darls?? hahas. yeah yeah. cant stop giggling. thank god, he's alrite. he was having sore throat ysterday. i was kinda worried. i neva fail to pester him to drink plenty of water n suck d lozenges to lessen d pain. cant bear to see him sick. I LOVE YOU, DARLS!!

aite, he's sleeping now. hahas. elly turn to piggy????!!! cannot be. hahas. oh darls, ur great. i felt like repeating it a billion times to let u noe how much i love yarrr. hehes. aite, i got to go or else mum will nag at me. check fer updates okie dokies. muacks. love.love

~toodles
lil kiddo.
(tanks lei, 4 tt. :P)

love; darls

nice workouts!!

27/9/05

hey hey heys. i'm currently shaking my legs n butt adding some laugh n smile of relaxation now. Prelim is over! yeah. O's to go. a mth to go. n its OVER! yipee. then, party time. d clubbing, d shopping. its gonna be fun. can imagine it. hahas. =X i'm gonna miss skul life after tt. d watevers, we'll spent time together; always. we gonna find time fer each other. [[ as we go on, we'll remember, all d times we had together. n as our lives change, come watever, we'll still be friends foreva ]] today, was kinda relaxing. RELAX DAY!! no skul. as sum of d sec 4E's taking A Maths. yaha! meet my BRO's; kai, nas n sharir.

we met kinda early in d morning. i couldnt tug in anymore. havta force myself to wake up as i've already promise em tt i would make it fer d workouts. n yeah. we met sharir at d bus stop n he complained tt he waited so long. hahas. expectedly, nas n kai, pointed their finger at me. ~shessh. hahas. i apologised to sharo. SORRY! its d fact tt i delayed d time. =S so, went strolled to J.E sports complex. wasnt lots of peeps dere except fer d foreigners, d ang mohs, wit their hot body. hahas. we registered n went inside d fully equipped gym. splendid werkouts. did running, gain our energy, muscles n fer me, lose my FATS!! hahas.

nas complaining bout my bulging stomach. my BRO's who neve fail to judge tt i'm a FATASS! hahas. in a mth time, i'll slim down ar, watch out ar. hehe. we had a great time tho fer a short while. after tt, BRO's went to d swimming pool fer a swim. *grins* i didnt bring my swimming suit along. cos i'm having *ahem* gerl prob. hehe. went home n ate d zinger burger which i bought frem d KFC. holla to d Pizzahut guy who smile at me. DUH! i miss lei, i miss kiki, i miss putty n i miss JIJAH! my GF's fer life. i lup em. n i feel like fucking off d bitches, Zubo n Keps fer sticking wit us. thanks fer being d EXTRA value meal, but damn, ur nt welcome. u bitch wit us, we bitch u back. back off!

surf e net, blogging, chatting nice just now. met dydy yesterday. went to JP to buy present fer his mum's bdae. he bought sentimental CD fer his mum. i spotted this bapok in d MJ. hahas. he turn me off man. gental-man like??? sial jer. hahas. kinda missing dydy. aint enuf dating wit my sweetness, hahas. he's mine, n i'm his. i heart him to d max. he's my sunshine. few more days to our 2nd mth. ahah! hehe. aite, i got to go now. i'm kinda exhausted. wanna watch d chinese drama. love.love. tatas.

ps:// i love tt pic above. so CUTE!

`toodles.

i love you darls!!

25/9

eh-OH!!! wassup babies?!! hahas. i'm truly contented. yipee! yeah, judging frem my tone, i'm super duper blissful!!! hahas. me n dydy, ok! hahas. settle. all probs solve. i'm so so happy!! fell like screaming!! yeahh yeah. hahas. we met yesterday n talk things out. let him fulfilled wat i want, n let me fulfilled wat he want. i promise. n its NOT MEANT TO BE BROKEN. yeah. emphasize on tt. the best part was, yesterday, he embraced me n said, "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!" awww!! he so sweet! sweeter den sugar. hahas.

I LOVE YOU DARLS!! alot!!! muah!! no matter wat, we'll nt leave each other. yeah. he mean alot to me. hes my life, he's my world. i need him. i need him love. cos i cant cant help falling in love wit him. hope it continue blossoming. dush! hahas. niway, yesterday, i had tuition. imran made me cry dar! OMG! so paiseh i weeped infront of him. cos, he scolded me. all d harsh werds he said hurt me. never in my life, a tutor said tt to me. i was so sullen n pissed off! darn!! yeah. d fucking emotional me! hahas. i just cant help me. gerls like me r so fragile.

today, i'm gonna study my POA. 2mrw is my last Prelim paper. nt happy bout it. O level is d crucial 1. yeah yeah. meeting dydy after my Sci practical. i wanna spent my time wit him n yeah back to d track again. have to find time fer my love ones, esp my family, my WATEVERS n my darls. yeah. i gtg now. wanna tuck in. my stomach is grumbling. ahaks. aite den! see yar. muacks. love.love. ~toodles.

love; dydy

WTF!!

24/9

eh-OH. its been a long time since i update my bloggie. its definitely spurious if i said tt i dont miss a single bit of it. yeah. life is unfair. werld is so cruel. love is, sickening. been lotsa ups n downs this few weeks. haiz. prelims, screwed up. no matter wat, all the way to O's. prayed hard i'm gonna make it fer d last lap.

we had misunderstandings. n i very sure tt we havta clear our misunderstandings. i tried, but i failed. wats d fucking wrong wit?!!!!!!!!!!!! wat fida? wat? wat???????? haiz. d same old fucking me. d most troublesome gerl in his heart. often create troubles n probs. damn! wat did i do to deserve this?? its hurting. i him mad, he made me furious. he's aint liberal. i tried to talk things out.... but......... became worst. ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! my mind run wild. i'm physically alrite, but my mind, no. WATEVER!! i love him alot! i do. infact i love him d most. i want his love, i want his attention. he's aint liberal. tts d prob. i'm feeling so insecure. i weeped, i sobbed, i cried convulsively, wats d use?? i'm wasting a single drop of it. hmm, wake me up when sept ends yar.

haiz. watever shit lar. wat a gerl want? study tt, MR! n fer huda; mere mummy, thank u so much fer ur advice n thanks fer lending ur ear. i got nothing to say. i've been cranky fer d past few days. mayb i'm too sensitive. i'm so fucking emos. =S i just feel like shouting, i feel like venting me anger on sum1. i spoilt my own mood. WTF!!!! its ruin. i'm nt gonna talk bout it. my heart, its aching. i shall stop. i'll try to solve it a.s.a.p. neither i wanna elaborate more. fuck off! i hate it. i'm off. ~toodles.

day is short.

15/9/05

eh-OH. its 12.57 nw n i'm still awake! yipee. cos i'm not sleepy. its insomia? no, no, no. hahas. cos i've slept fer few hrs in d noon. thank god, theres no maths remedial today. so, went home to rest as i'll had to attend my tuition lessons wit imran fer 3 hrs. so, sticking it him fer 3 hrs, is really pure torture. he super KANCHONG! make my mind n brain to werk slow. hahas. watever it is, thanks fer d scolding n pressurizing. hahas. agree wit wat ms normalah said, we had to go thru perseverance to succeed. n successful people compulsively put in alot of tremendous effort, strength, determination,faith n hardship.

gosh. i started to reliaze tt edu is crucial. so, yeah. i'm werking on my frail subjects. needa mangane time wisely. i noe i can do it. well, all i need now is focus n buck up. yeah. EFFORTS TODAY, REWARDS TOMORROW. hail yuan ching fer dat inspirational motto!! my tooth is currently aching. i donno y. its act as disturbance to me. damn! hope nothing serious operation needa take in case suffering fer tooth decay. hahas. ~shesssh. i miss darls alot! yeah. i'm lazy to blog fer today. it seems tt books, books, books controlled my mind. study, study, study tt d only werds d angel can whisper to me.

so, yar. i got to go. wanna call dy. taking care. larf larf. mwaaaks!! `toodles

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO BEEBA!! i love you, i love, i love you, gerlfren. bestie fren ever n ever. wish ya gud luck in ur future endeavours n stay happy wit ur love ones. ~CHEERS~

sadness

13/9/05

eh-oh. *grins* day of SUPERss. super sick, super gruel, super busy, super sleepy, super mundane, n wateva fuck more. haiz. study is so so tedious. i'm too lazy to blog. i got no mood. so let it b simple n short aite. ~shessh i'm sullen.

all i want is you to recover

i prayed hard for you

i weeped cos i cant bear to see you hurt

the bad incident which befall you

had been an eye-opener for me

i'm physically n mentally unprepared

i love you, i love you, i love you

i cant bear to lose you

i still need you

your warmth, your love

baby, till death do us apart

my heart thump fast

when ur in pain, ur OUCH!

it hurts me too

i love you, darls

i do!

*GOD PLEASE PROTECT HIM WHENVER HE GO*

[[ tu eres la chica ideal para me ]] te amo mere darls

to Lei-, kiki, d 3 laydehs are totally fully booked. we had our prince charming by our side. CONGRATS! n all d funky best in this hope long-term relateship. =) thanks fer d peeps who made me SMILE today. i love you, my dear friends.

~toodles.

satay! satay!!

11/9

eh-OH to YOU, peeps out dere, sumwhere, aniwhere! hahas. its Sunday. obviously, d resting day n oso d dull day! haiz. i'm laying on my bed, shaking my legs n whistling. did study earlier, but decided to close d book, cos i've got no mood. damn! i'm still slacking. dush! nothing much to tok bout today. cos d whole day seems to be no-life! yeah. yeah. gonna meet darls later. finally, someone kills my boredom. ok, lets talk bout yesterday nite. my family & i had this occasion whereby we had a so-called bbq in my sis hse. we did d bbq thingy at d balcony. thank god! d balcony was big enuf to fit all of us. hahas.

yeah. its not any special occasion. its just fer fun n leisure. once in a while had this kind of stuff, its great! so yar. i met dydy b4 proceeding to sis hse. after tt, when i reached sis hse, my bro-inc was grilling d marinate chicken n satay. i didnt even step forward to help, as i cant stand d heavy smoke. d frangrane is EWWWWW! hate tt. so went in to d kitchen to look fer drink n i was so so fucking surprised when zaki n his siblings was dere!! yipee! cant imagine how contented i was! i hugged him!! ahh!! he's my fav kuzzeee!! d gorgeous! soon after tt, mum, dad n my aunts came. grilled, cook, fry then EATTTTTT!!! yum yum!! i was d ferst to grab d chicken drumstick! hahahahahas!

its awe-inspiring to see d smile in each of my family's face. dad was telling jokes, non stop. so, he was d MAN who make d surroundings n atmosphere HAPPENING!! ahh. all of us were full by the next moment. so, clean up d mess we made n went in to watch d match by Manchester United n Manchester City. damn it! lots of new player this season. park was rather ok lar. but nt happy wit richardson. ahhh! i was searching fer cristiano ronaldo. but to no avail. he was nowhere to be seen. damn. like a dagger pierching thru my heart. he's d man, n y didnt he play??? i was asking alot of times, to myself. hahas. shuts! den i realise i'm so pathetic. geeeegegege! =) my aunt, me n sis truly support Man U. a BIG fan! we were cheering n cheering after Van Nisterooy scored. maintain.


keane n giggs enter d field at d last min. giggs is really d play-maker. yeah. unfortunately, Man City scored 1. so, its draw. Barton scored. wat a miss! its ok, its ok. its just a game. hahas. still, i'm proud of Man U players fer such a wonderful game. yeah. so, i'm gonna get ready to meet dy. he just called me. alrite. 2mrw is my MT prelims. gee! all e best. hahas. tatatas. muakies!
~toodles

here's some SNAPSHOTS taken. lucky sis to remind me to bring cam. yeah. enjoy browsing thru it. ~dush

















here's my bro inc. busy twirling, grilling
d satay n chicken! nice job bro!

















tts dad n bro-inc. my 2 aunts so engrossed by
d way 2 mens werk.
















hey. this is me n zaki. the beauty n d beast!
hahas. my fav kuze. handsome rite? i'm d
ugly one. hahas.















yummy yummy!! d chicken n satay!















chicken on d GRILL. grab while stocks last!

















hahas. d idiotic me. posing wit satay. WTF!




















my kuzee! she's NADIA. gorgeous lil
fry! ahh. i love her cheeks. so geram.
hahas. love u!! bite.bite.

missing gungun!!

9/9

hey hey hey. its FRIDAY! wow! time really flies. Sept hols is gonna end really soon. yeah n TERM 4, here i come! duh. everything gonna back to normal. skul reopen, its totally SERIOUS time, no fun at all. hmm, today was betta. wasnt as mundane as d previous damn it days. its so fucking dull, n i couldnt stand it. went to cut my hair. kina was my hairdresser. hahas. kiki, ur so talented lar. u'll b a successful hairdresser 1 day, trust me. OMG! i love this gerlfren of mine, tho. she trimmed n layered ma freaking thick hair. spent few hrs there. after tt, rushed to J.E library to meet guna, dydy n their friends. i was walking briskly all d way. cos i was super late. hahas. promise em to come at 1 plus end up, came at 3 plus. sheeshh me! hmpphh! i'm sorry fer tt.

i ask dydy to fetch me outside d library, sorry to trouble u my love. gee! he was wearing light pink too! wat a coincidencE! after, went up to d 4th floor. n yeah, guna, chris, umar n thiaga was there lying on d red sofa. some studying. hahas. i miss gungun! sorry guni, fer revealing ur nickname n those clowns(chris&umar) made a fool out of ur name. hahas. but it was ~HILARIOUS! cant stop giggling. ok GUNA lar. or karung guni? guniraj? hahas. hey, gungun name's is unique hor. can transform into differ kind of funny nicks. hahas. hmm, came there to study actually. tts our ferst motive. BUT end up playing cards, played bluff, taiti n some played black jack. it was seriously fun lar. guni's friends was tremendously a hot-hip-cool clens. so, gotta noe em better. chris, was super hip. he looks like a poser sumwhere abandon by whoever. hahahahahax! he's so comical lar. cant stop making jokes. boy, i'm surrounded by jokers! imagine, how SHIOK!

all d vulgarities came out of each of their mouth. yeah. i'm d rose among d thorns. umar, is a great guy. a so called, silent killer. thought hes tt incredibly decent but nope. i was wrong. hahas. he's such a great guy. a gud playy-maker partner, in taiti. hahas. he's amicable, got d mix blood feature. he's d 1 who cant wait to see, HAMSTER!! I WANNA SEE HAMSTER!! hahas. now, see already rite? happy??. :P after tt, we left at 5 plus i guess. ya. smoking, smoking then chill at d coffeeshop. then, i'veta went off early cos needa take d chicken porridge in aunt's hse. dydy, accompany me. big thanks! my sweetness, ever! wave, smile n GOODBYE to the god-damn fun peeps. n yeah, umar, no needa ask permission frem other pple to ask fer my no. hahas. cute la u. yeah. so tts all bout today. i met new friends. friends come n go. gud friends, stay! yeah.

i gtg. kinda tired. tink wanna take a break. so, bboi. lup.love.lurve.luf. tatas. eh, heres my pic wit GUNGUN a.k.a guni. hahas. was taken in d lib. so happy cos i miss him lots. those times too. ~toodles.

hamster & dog

fida & guni -----> hahas. i miss you lar!

eh, colour contrast la. cool! pic perfect!

sheessh!

9/9/05

ey-YO!! wassup BABIES! i'm super duper content n delirious, now, today!! hahas. thank god, i'm back to my own SELF. yaho-oooooOO!! YEAH BABY YEAH! i'm more cheery today den yesterday, infact, few days back. thanks to dydy, who make me smile instead of me pulling d longy face. hee. i love u darls!! met him; n i'm sastified. i'm kinda missing him fer 24/7. hahas. we reached out to embrace each other. ahh! sweetness. tried to elucidate dydy bout sis, but i FAIL. damn. he's gud in his werds n left me, speechless. hmm guess i wasn't fit to advice or give comment. watever. heck! but no matter wat dydy, i'll always support u n always by ur side. I PROMISE!! n darls, i apologise if i hurt u in watever manner or irritate u due to my so-called nonsensical attitude. hee. SORRY!

today was an uber day fer me. yeah yeah! yippe!! yippo! yippzzz!! aint i sound like an idiotic?? whahahahaha! my skulmates n i went to DBS auditorium hall in Tanjong Pagar to receive d NYAA Bronze award. lotz of skul were there fer d prestigious ceremony. d distinguish guest of honour, Mrs Yu Foo Yee Shoon (opps! did i spell correctly?? dont sue me hor. i'm sux at spelling. heee), attend d progs too. i was too engrossed wit the peeps in d Australian skul. they'r totally gorgeous people. hahas. those ANG MOHS caught my attention. damn it! esp d guys! ahhh!! so charming!! there's this guy, whom me n daya adores. he owns a special feature. his beautiful eyes, nose, face........... ahh!! bloody ang moh! damn. i'm melting!! hahas. cant get him out of my eyes. he's so HOT n attractive da! during d tea-time, cant stop staring n admiring his looks. hahas. ok stop it!! later dy furious.

back to d story. i was d odd 1. d only one wearing skul uniform d rest wearing their own respectives uni gps, uni. paiseh la. so yeah! finally, we did stand on d podium, shake hand wit d guest of honour n feeling proud n honoured. hehe. fortunately, nobody fall or tripped on tt wooden podium. a hall of fame indeed! pheewww! its so PERFECT. everything went OK, nt KO! hee. then went home n took d MRT. coincidencely, saw kai, nas, kina n sharir. fun fun! hahas. we were giggling, chuckling n chatting away! fated to see each other. bla bla bla bla bla!! went home wit kai n after tt met dy. hahas. yeah! d best!! miss him to bits da! ahh.

niway, 2mrw dydy's having his exam. i pray hard so tt he can do it! yeah. all the best dydy! JIA YO! =)

ok tts fer today. hmm, i goota go to do some stuff. check out fer updates. WAIT! before tt, i wanna wish a few peeps since their birthday is today. firstly, to HUDA(MI) HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!!............ secondly fer ZAHED (YATI'S BF) HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR!!! (how many yrs old ar?? ferget ler. oppsy! hehe).... n lastly, fer my best tamale gf, VIJAYA, HAPPY SWEET 16... alamak!! slow la u! hehe. kidding gerlie....... have a nice day in ur special day... as ur grow older, tink wisely... live life to d fullest.... n god bless you..

OK, i'm gruelled after a long day. *yawn* ok bye bye! ~toddles~

`love darls!

cranky to d core!

7/9/05

EY-YOO!!! *grins* i'm feeling cranky d whole crapta day! fucking pisses off fer no reasons. my fucking stomach grumbling. n i felt like puking. the Maths & Science formulaes are controlling my brain rite now. maybe its because of the hot weather, or d mess of my room which was distorted by my fucking cousins. i felt like scolding everyone around me. i'm burning. even now, i felt like fucking off my bloody laptop!! ahhh! i just donno y. i felt like shouting, STOP THIS BULLSHIT THINGY, BITCH!! wats d fucking wrong wit me?? y all of a sudden? or i'm affected by ysterday's ugly nightmare??!! WTF!!

everything seems wrong today. i'm feeling lonely. sheeshh! i hate boreness! its killing me! that bastard msg me, unexpectedly. he turned me off as well. on d other side, HE'S enjoying wit his friends. i wanna meet him, but didnt get a chance to. he's too fucking busy. HAIZ! oh god, please sent sumone which can spent his/her time wit me fer 24/7. HE's treating me like wat tt bastard treated me before. i suffered ALONE bcos of tt! i cried to MYSELF! bcos of tt! n now, it happen again. am i too selfish??? am i controlling him?? do u tink i'm insensitive?? do u tink i'm too emotional??? y did i have to burst into tears??? y?????

i wanna spent time wit him. time is running out. prelims is nearing. once it start, i wont be able to talk n meet him tt often. shit! i cant even concentrate on my studies now! fuck! fuck! fuck! does anybody cast a stupid spell on me???!! he's enjoying, i endured fer d past few days. fuck la! wats wrong wit me???!!! guess i'm traumatised. guess i dont want to repeat d same mistake. but NOW, it seems that HISTORY IS GONNA REPEAT ITSELF. i'm alone! got it??? i had no one to turn to. damn it! its nt spurious, its d truth. i'm off frem this cruel werld.

shake tt thing off!

away

6/9/05

hey peeps. its Sept Hols now n guess wat, my Prelims are around d corner. i'm getting SERIOUS this time. concentrate n keep on focusing. yeah yeah. so, my Prem is diz gonna b next 2 weeks. therefore, i'll nt be updating my blog tt often yar. once, i'm free, i'll update it. i PROMISE! =). take care yar! have a nice day peeps! muacks! :toodles:

THE BEST PRESENT A MAN CAN GIVE A WOMAN IS UNDIVIDED ATTENTION.
-usher.

love

Because of you my world is now whole,

Because of you love lives in my soul.

Because of youI have laughter in my eyes,

Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes.

You are my pillar my stone of strength,

With me through all seasons and great times of length.

My love for you is pure boundless through space and time,

it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.

At the altar I will joyously say 'I do',

for I have it all now and it's all because of you.

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,

And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,

You're perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,

I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,

I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,

By the way you look at me I know we will last.I

hope that one day you'll come to realize,

How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

hail makeovers!

3/9/05

let me start it with "ALOHA!". just finish talking to my dearest dydy. he went to town wit alfie to buy a pair of Reef slippers fer him n Pravin anna. he told me that all d slippers look like those type of flip flop which was wore by most of d mats. nonsensical mindset. told him that d mats are spoiling d name of d brand. it doesnt mean tt u wear d slipper, u r a mat. make sense, dydy?? having difficulties choosing the slippers. hahas. see, i shuld follow u da. but too bad, i'm aint free. busy fer d whole day.

came back frem mendaki at 12 plus morn. ibrahim n ilya was absent. hmm, dunno y. we had our English test just now. Mr Khairul, read our Eng Paper 1 while waiting fer us to finish our Paper 2. at d end of our class, he told me that i wrote a beautiful story. i was blusing wen he praised me. hahas. THANK YOU! hopefully ur compliment is a good omen tt i can pass my Paper 1. wee hee! then around 1 plus, went to another tuition. imran couched me all d way. he look unhappy whenever i dont noe simple stuff. i'm sleepy!! got it???!! ahh! d smoke, d smell of d joy stick, made me dizzy. d breeze weaken my eyes. can u imagine how gruel i am?? 2 tuition in 1 day??? haiyo!! but, watever!! hate to tok bout diz.

yesterday at nite, went to kina's house. hahas. super cool! i had d makeover in her house. she was d one who embellished my face. applied this lar, that lar. she's extremely talented lar. d glittery, d glossy. my face turn out so beautiful esp my eyes. hahas. n my cacat eye lids. like wat kina said, like APEK!! hahas. long eyelids without curl. of course la. mixed blood ma. chinese n malay. of cos got d bit of chinese. damn! hahas. imperfectionist ma, unlike u perfect rite kina?? =) we took lots of pics. kina didnt wanna take pic cos she said she so selekeh. ok. tts sux. love kiki to bits! mwaaakss! sheeshh. nt in les-bian way hor. hehes.

dydy not back yet. aha. rajiv, still haunting me down. my only, my only vain frend. hahas. this coming week is School Holiday. some maybe enjoying, but nt fer me, nt fer 4Es n 5Ns. needa spent d whole week in skul. revising hard fer our upcoming Prelims. i'm biting my fingernails. shuts! time really flies. hope everything goes weel. hope everything prepare. n yeah. siting in d exam hall, patiently, confidently... ready, get set, GO! aim high yar. JIAO YO KECIK! okie, i'm floating in d air now. my eyes are kinda heavy. i'm getta rest fer while. yar. here's some SNAPSHOTS taken in kiki's hse.

yeah kiki. tho its a bit blur, still can see u.
catch yar. hahas. i'm publishing ur selekeh look. =)
HELLO LADY!! u r perfect rite... so, no needa
paiseh lar. hisshhh... love this best friend
of mine to bits...





















i find this pic abit weird. i hate this pose.
but... this was taken by kiki. so post it
& appreciate it! thanks lots babe!

















love this pic. d makeovers! psssttt!
















i am a VAINPOT!! i noe tt.
& stating d fact n i JUST CANT
HELP IT!!!! ARGHHH!!


LOVE. LOVE. LOVE. LOTS OF LOVE. TOODLES. MWAAKS!

eyyo!

1/9/05

ey-yar!! i'm shaking my legs off. ohh wee!! today is a PUBLIC HOLS. but its aint fer me. hahas. have to study sumhow. shaking my butts out cos i'm super content! today is a Special day. INFACT, a very very very very special day!! hmm. *shhhh!!* ok. enuf! hehe. i love darls alot! my werld. thanks to this dear of mine, tt i realise tt LIFE IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!! damn it! he taught about being a lady-like. (OMG! wat a shame!!) hahas. my inspiration, my motivator, my life!! love him so much, n i want u to noe dat dydy. no matter wat, i cant clear u frem my hard drive. i swear, i'll be wit u as long as u want me to. *hugs n kisses*

my cousins here, dad(blueks!), mummy here. ahh. gonna getta out this hse, cos everybody are testing my patience. i hate to shout! but i have to shout, kick their ass cos they r fucking annoying. scream out loud to attract attention, i will fuck u off frem ur fucking sit. its so flat. i wanna study, not now, later. when?? i dunno. at noon, nite?? i donno. i'm still in pyjamas. hahas. still so smelly n gross fuck! gonna bath soon lar ok.

i'm missing my friends. 1 day is like 1 week. i miss their voices, their facial expression. cant imagine, how my life will be without those bunch of peeps, who make my embellish my life. rajiv is freaking me out. hahas. his gift remain a mystery. aint my birthday. wat is it?? =X advanced present??? tt must b a joke! hmm, kiki aka kina, keep demoralising herself. hate d werd GIVE UP, frem ur mouth. u wont regret studying kina, i SWEAR. i noe its kinda hard fer u, i understand tt. i'm here to help u, if u promise me, u'll study hard n try ur best fer d last lap. gerl, u donno how much i love you. i love you to bits! SERIOUSLY. we'll figure it out bout ur seed of d probs yar. muacks!

gonna meet dy later. we'r going to d J.E library. i'm returning d books while he's borrowing books fer mummy. i miss him. yes, i do. i'm kinda worried bout my art. a difficult task. i noe i can do it, n i have to! 7 weeks to O. i'm gonna focus, focus n focus! study, study, study. its gonna b in my mind fer 24/7. alrite. i'm off. niway, here's some pic taken in BBSS, our MENDAKI, progs. was taken last Saturday. 27/8/05. celebrating Irfah's n Amira, d vogue BIRTHDAY! hahas. we had some much fun.
















ms julie, i just love tangling, curling, puffy hair!
hahas. haikal holding d Prima Deli cake. yum!
d birthday gerls look abit selekeh ar!

d best pic. tts ilya, haikal n muz. my fav boys.

n me, irfah n amira. d gorgeous! love em.

wheres d rest?? alamak! we should take it as a

class!! soon!!

muacks!! *toodles*