eurgh!

eurgh. i felt like struggling myself to death. i couldnt hold on to it animore. y is god punishing me this way? & how can dy overcome it so well? how come dy is handling tinks so easy but not me? how come theres no worries register in dy? argh. & how come tears rolling down my cheek profusely?? my mind is racing fast. how come i can type this but cant utter a single word of motivation to myself?

i got no mood, i got no appetite. its not gonna be d same. i hate this theory, IF THERES A WILL, THERE'S A WAY. i try to figure out d way to get out of my breathless situation but i fail to do so. nobody will get wat i say. nobody will be able to feel wat i'm feeling now even how hard u try to put urself in my shoes.

i've been crying to myself. i needa an angel to ease my burden. watevas, i need u. i needa to lend ur shoulder to cry on to. save me frem d dark.

~toodles.