d happy moment turn out to be d opposite. the day we are waiting fer, shattered into pieces. my grandad (father's side) passed away today at late afternoon. seriously, tt was a god-damn-it news. my family & i was flabbergasted upon hearing d news of my grandfather's death. all of us turned sullen. never did we expect this happen on our big day. furthermore he died on d day b4 hari raya. i cried as soon as Mum cried. pity my grandad as he was unable to celebrate it. 2mrw d first we gotta do early in d mrning is to go to d cemetery where my grandad will be bury. i've lost 2 grandfathers dis year. it play a great impact on me. i'm practically jaded. *sob sob*
went to darls hse wit kiki. it was great indeed. enjoyable infact. thanks kiki fer accompanying me. hmm. d food was nice. keith was there too!! hehes. i'm so contented. he rebond his hair. he look like 1 of d pop singer in Taiwan. hahas. hot-ass papa, big-daddy, jeremiah, kumar, yongie was dere too. jeremiah look so cute! & pravin anna, caught my attention. so good looking. i swear he is. ki told me dy look much more better. hahas. i havta agree wit tt. he insisted me to dance. i wish i could but.... i'm too shy... i'm shy by nature.. ahemm.. ( followng dy steps ). i'm so in love wit pravin anna. err too bad, hes nt gonna b mine. ehhhhhh.. i got dy lar. i love him more!!! hes mine! hehes.
& those mats near d 7 eleven who is just wasting their fucking time freak me. 1 of em ask me fer no. n of cos, to b frank, i told him i'm attach. i felt like screwing it after he said, "nevamind lar if u got bf, just give". shall i speak in tamil, mat? n d stooped me..... said thank u to tt fucker. urgh! so, kina was curious when i utter d word "thank u". aiyo!!!!! i was listless. slip of my tongue~ darn it. LOLs. both of us chuckled upon looking at d guys pathetic look. _shessssshhh!
hmm. i noe tt we r unable to enjoy our Hari Raya as our years before. we r unable to wear our new baju kurung which are most enthusiastic in. hope an angel will come & rekindled our family once again despite d loss. nevamind. god loves my grandad. tts y hes taking his life. hmm sumhow we r gonna enjoy urself 2mrw. i don wanna cry. i'll look so fugly. i noe i gotta b strong.
aite. i got no mood to blog actually. i'm forcing myself to. but watever shit i write here is due to sincerity lar. i'll blog some other day. ~toodles.
tuhan itu maha pengasih
lagi maha penyayang
aku reda dengan segalanya
mungkin
ada hikmah disebaliknya
aku mengerti, tuhan
lebih menyayanginya.
aku berdoa agar roh datukku,
dicucuri rahmat.
AMIN.
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