work it

ohh la. my day was simply stuffed with fantastic delirious moments with my loved ones. utter glee with dyd & jap earlier. dy & i had a new born son singh, jappy baby. haha. we had our meal at town & headed back home. jappy is the singh mat, i swear ya'll not going to believe it what he's up to at times. more than just a criminal statement. haha. those naughty + cheeeky wikky eye balls. i've never like jappy till the day whereby we had a short convo & boy that made us click. =) i oso love my sonny, IN A GOOD WAY. haha.

& hols here i come. well, 3 weeks of cloud of sparkles & rainbows will definitely fill my days. i need a full time break! the whole stretch of UHH LALA i tell you. how possible. nyehhnyehh. the arousing desire okeyy. but merely feels that those bore-ness will pop out in between, i know for sure. haha. horrible lahhh! uhh now i'm suffering from thinking-wat-to-do-during-hols disease. ohh man. clueless. =/ hehe.

okeyy lah. till here.

PS: missing my dear watevas, & guninanana a lot bangett!

GET WELL SOON, NULUL!

look at that megawatt smile. electrified me; i love HIM. =D

good news dy. u look fairer than me in this pic. gahahaha~

toodles yo.

rotting

ohh la. i'm rotting in my dear labbie as we had curtain down all of MME projects. a great smooth-sailing thus far. =} & so, we can do our own stuff as long as theres no act-of-disturbance in action. i saw a bunch of free & easy people in school today like... hmm, razeanti, shidah, yusman, rizlan, shameer, khairul, siti, salina, candy ass, some of the OAC boys, ahmad, &..... i guess thats all. well, dover campus has been an impressive school & i'm loving it till now. =) vice versa. hurr.

i need to capture some time withh kiki darling. i love you, kiki & i'm very sure you are in need. i'm always here, & that goes to the rest of WATEVAs too. WE ARE HERE FOR YOU! some people just dont get it, girl. well i must admit, that at times love hurts real bad. you are going through what i've gone throught last time, kiki. & some people, they wont feel it unless they are in our shoes, & that be it man or woman.

its impossible to define love at this stage kiki. i dont know. love generally includes an emotion of intense attraction to either another person, a place, or thing; and may also include the aspect of caring for or finding identification with those objects. well, i cant really oppose the meaning behind it. so far as i'm concern, the intense feeling of affection & emotion that mingles, & jumbles pretty much give us the meaning behind it. aye? yes? no? blurrrrrr. i wonderr the exact meaning behind it. anyone?? uhh, but its rather beautifool much more. =)

dont worry, darling. if he's meant for you, he will BE. i believe in that. do take care & i want that smile. i love you. MUAH!

NUDGE!

hit the beat.

oh la. school was uhh dooper poooperr short yet greatt bangett! for goodness sake, i've wrapped up the pringles project, & just one more project to go, & i'm done deal. =} thats a YEAY. finish it before my school hols start, my bull-eyes aye.

a chalet for the whole class for 3days 2 nights on the 3rd-5th july will be held at pasir ris. another YEAY. wee~ i'm sure that all of us will have a ball of fun time together as a class. & i want to bring my dydy, BUT he has to attend school the next day. =( oh well, that doesnt spoil a tinge of my mood to enjoy menjoy there. walalalala dushh~ i met dydy & kumar today, & we had our chicken rice meal at J.E, ouhh i swear i'm addicted to chickyy rice. yummy big hell. *beams* hehe.

ohh kakarse sounds good. but not fidarse... like pedas dushh dushh. =) so long.
PS: wheres kiki darling??

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more to come.

i'm still hanging on to this email junkies which i find it intriguing, & yeahh, post it!
the meaning of name, month & sign. so much to believe & deny. =)

Does your name begin with: R
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
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MAY
Stubborn and hard-hearted
Strong-willed and highly motivated
Sharp thoughts
Easily angered
Attracts others and loves attention
Deep feelings
Beautiful physically and mentally
Firm standpoint
Easily influenced
Needs no motivation
Easily consoled
Systematic (left brain)
Loves to dream
Strong clairvoyance
Understanding
Sickness usually in the ear and neck
Good imagination
Good debating skills
Good physical
Weak breathing
Loves literature and the arts
Loves travelling
Dislike being at home
Restless
Not having many children
Hardworking
High spirited
Spendthrift

Taurus
Turn ons

Stability and dependability characterize Taurus. They like people who can blend and grow with them. If you have a Taurus partner you should appreciate all things bright and beautiful. They have an inherent artistic sense and are fond of color and music. Judge the life with them from purely materialistic point of view. Enjoy everything luxurious that money can provide. Enjoy good food (better if you can cook to please them) and good drinks with them.

Turn offs
Taurus is very slow to anger (in fact you may s pend the whole life with them and still no spark) but you should not push your luck too much. Being unreasonable or aggressive with them may get you into trouble. Do not press him into a corner and if you do be prepared for a violent rage. Taurus is capable of violent outbursts though this is on very rare occasions. If you have a roving eye forget it because Taurus have can take the cake when it comes to being possessive. They can be suffocating when being possessive about you.

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how do i get there?

oh la. i've been tagged by razeanti. =) roll on.

Rules:--
Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
- Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
- Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
- Start your post with 'I've been tagged!' then do this.........

-10 Favourite-
Fav colour: mostly black&blue
Fav brand: top shop
Fav drink: coca cola & sky juice
Fav fastfood: long john silver&takaya
Fav song: fort minor- where'd u go
Fav singer: for now, cassie. the RNB uhh lala lady.
Fav food: chicken rice & jap food
Fav pastime: internet junkies & hang outs/shopping
Fav number: 7, ohh yes my lucky number.

-9 Current-
Current feelings: happy+confuse
Current clothes: sleevless shirt & short
Current Desktop: pussycat dolls
Current Surroundings: full of serenity in my crib
Current people with me: 2nd elder sis, nephew & mama
Current thoughts: why did i everytime has this suspicious feeling?
Current wonder: when will i get to stop the feelings (as above).
Current miss: watevas, dydy & my fellow ex-school mates.
Current msn chat with: carey beary (yusman)

-8 Firsts-
First love with: i had bundles of puppy love, & the real true&1st love
will definitely be, dydy.
First bestfriend: shikin & beeba ( pri sch )
First movie: if a watch a movie in a theather, it will be "george of the jungle".
First piercing: when i was still a little fry.
First lie: i dont remember. hurr.
First music: sesame street & i still remember i'll hum the tune
almost everday. (according to mama)
First bike: a bike? neverr i guess. hee.
First true f/s: jijah.

-7 Lasts-
Last cry: just now. (dont ask me why) ohh dang.
Last drink: ice mocha from coffee beano
Last car ride: during my late grandad's feast
Last crush: i'll leave this out.
Last received call: mama
Last outgoing call: today? not yet.
Last sms: dydy darling

-6 Have You Ever-
Have you ever dated one of ur bestfriends?: ohh yes.
Have you ever broken the law?: ooh oh. tonnes of time. hushh.
Have you ever been arrested?: oh never pleasey please.
Have you ever skinny dipped?: nope.
Have you ever been on TV: nope. maybe one day ehh.

Have you ever kiss someone you didnt know: No

-5 Things ure wearing-
sleeveless shirt
shorts
a bracelet
earrings
braces (consider wear right?)

-4 Things u have done today-
meet dydy
had a short convo with lei
watch tv
surf the net

-3 Things you can hear now-
my parents talking
the soccer match
the VROOM of a motorbike

-2 Things you cant live without-
actually a lot. basicallyy..
friends & family.

-1 Thing you do when ure bored-
glued to computer screen.

And the NEXT 5 victim..
anybody who wants to do it.
i know ya'll kinda lazyy right?? haha. =)

ohh i'm a bum-ASS to blog. i had a nice day, today, but still had a taste of confusion which worries me a little. i dont know. i'm being strictly lethargic. =) so long.

PS: germany scored 2 goals in 12 mins. ouhh.

NUDGE!

had a bad day.

i cant resist. i had a bad day.
but it seems, that you take it easy.
where's the effort? where's the actual YOU- attitude all this while?
i'm taking one step back; utterly disappointed.
i feel the lowest. i feel the stupid-iest.
why is so difficult? or are we making things difficult?
theres a crack, not a gap.
theres hope to save it.

what can i do???? i know nothing.

dooppyyy doopes~

ohh la. pardon me today. i'm out of words.

all the best for the phase test.

PS: someone got angry just because i'm a secretive towards my blog url. & this someone was telling me, "what? its just a blog". hurr. i shouldnt entertain, i know. child-dish dush! this people wont comprehend neither they find it acceptable. BOO!

i find this two adorable uhh lal-hunks, charming bangetttt! the voice that keep haunting me. cant wait for the rounds. =)

oh yes yes! this edison chen, well-propotioned. ahhh! aint he some gorgeous ass???? uhh

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whyyy??

am i not that important to him? i'm willing to do everything for him & even sacrifice. nevermind, i'll endure. phase test coming up, & bundles of projects. & i need to do the class blog too. eurghh. where's my ayne darling?? i miss you a lot lady! come back soon pleasey please.

i feel so down. whyy?? restless & speechless. =/ laugh at me if you want to heartless bugger.

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one for you.

i've been tagged by my horny custard. this one for ya, love.

*7 Random Facts About Me*

i can get crazy & silly
amicable
hate racists
i love to or to be kiss & hug NGEEEEE~
cheerful bugger
a soccer freak
i need a bolster when i sleep

*7 Things That Scared Me*

hurting my loved ones
future
horror films cos i'll hurt anyone who is right beside me
god
losing my loved ones
cockroaches (& tts for sure)
being paranoid

*7 Random Music At The Moment*

pussycat dolls- buttons
mary j blige- be without you
rihanna- unfaithful
bone thug & harmony ft winsil, yandel- wanna ride (take the lead)
fort minor- where'd you go
shakira- hips dont lie (world cup version)
jason mraz- geek in the pink


*7 Things I Like The Most*

my horny custard
my family
my friends
my 2 guinea pigs
my hp
my bolster
the mirror, mirror on the wall

*7 Things I Say The Most*

when i wanna meet my watevas?
dydy sayang
serious ar?
siak nye
ape je
i love you
please lor

*7 People To Do This*

lei baby
miki
mariana
aisha
ayne
wani
jia wen

go brazil!

oh la. D&D's day out a few days ago was awesome. we had a ball of buzz together. i love you my dear horny custard, & thanks for the pouch (pic above), my love. =) we purchased it at JP's wallet shop, & like finally a new born wallet for himself. haha. =p well, another one this coming SAT hah. camwhores~ uhh lala.

charming KAKA.

brazil vs australia match last night, err no, consider early morning, was really the hips dont lie. a 2-0 shaky game, i suppose. i was on cloud nine when brazil scored their first goal by adriano. kaka was huffing& puffing, & i tell you, he played damn good. brazil goalkeeper, fida dida, had a great save and several shots off. & in the end, fred scored the second goal. YIPEE! incredible debut unexpectedly. my 4 R's played it well too. & ohh carefour aka cafu as well. =) hee. bonafide game. GO BRAZIL!

still more to come. guess i'll be glued to the tv till the am. basically, soccer: if it moves, kick it. if it doesn't move, kick it until it does. stick to that. they know i'm a soccer freak! hehe.

okes dokes. will bring up to date. =))

".... football is the opera of the people."

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cristiano ronaldo. the man!

ohhh la. let's pump it! a while ago, i was hooked by the soccer match, which is portugal vs iran. i'm backing portugal because of ahemm my dear cristiano ronaldo, hehe. & uuh baby, his crackerjack in ball control bring me totally up. uhh i like. gahaha~ that involves his obvious bits of the sugary smile, & chiwawa. he look like some mat? i know. haha. yet, charming bangettt! mind you, he look damn good in his body-confidence & fetchy features. =)) i'm charmed by his playful ways. deco scored the perfect & tremendous goal, i tell you. FUHH~ thats a zero cool as well as a mind-blowing for my whole fam, earlier. i howled my asses on & off. haha. cristiano ronaldo had the penalty kick, & he rack it up well. *thumbs up!* proud of this 21 year old, portugal born player. he's goofy, & he's the man. =))

ohh well, its kind of late, & its time for me to cuddle on my bed. & ohh ya, shall upload & tell the bunch of amazing stories about D&D's day out earlier, tomorrow okey dokes. so long!

PS: aint he some cute ass & uhhh sharp features that can make me drew in???? =)

hamsterado, wife of cristiano ronaldo. do i need to repeat?? nyehh nyehh.

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i miss you so.

ohhh la. i dont know why this few days i can readily get so hung-up & emotional over the dimunitive & slightest issues or bickering. hurr. its eccentric, to be true. ohh scram off! & stupid me, unable to control it & let it under way, or in short, take the lead. cowdung, i know. might as well i let it rot. tskk tskk. eurgh, the silent treatment is undesirable. BOO~ at initial, why did i give way to the unworthy tears all along? dumbass! i need to discard the buggers that has been buggering me. ohh naughty bugs~ =/

i go out pretty a lot today, just to skiddoo my dear bore-ness. & here i am, loitering in my room, cuddling furbee, chatting with shidah, care bear & azreen. & soon, i'm going to get stuck on that malay novel again. WEE~

i dont know whether i can or i shall go to the CC with dydy. based on my personal theory, if it starts late, prolly its going to end late too right?? hmm. i need to consider it, & give it a little touch as mum is away to johor as one of my cousins passed away, & probably she'll be back in the late afternoon or evening, while dad & sis working, & i got no idea what time they will be coming home. eurgh, those jumbles really sick. =/

aniwways, ayne will be away for a few days, & boyy, i'll be all alone without my lesbi. gahaha~ well babe, enjoy yourself ya. MUAH! going to miss you real bad. =)) ahhh, how much i miss my WATEVAs too. the giggles, the teasers, the hold on to each other, the understanding, the love we share. a bomb i tell you! best cliques ever. =)) wherever ya'll are, ya'll will always be remember & lock safe in my heart. *hugs* ohh, & i dont like people to call me fifi, maybe its someone from the past, or maybe...... err, i dont know. hehe. will get use to the name, fifi monster! aikk.

guess thats for today. thats all folks!

PS: i'm enamoured with Pussycat Dolls. weewet~ & world cup embellish my daily schedules. =) go brazil! go england! we speak one language, FOOTBALL. yeayy! & btw, hady did well for his singing. impressive! my eye candy cos he reminds me of a phillipino actor. hehe. melts me you.

"..... where'd you go, i miss you so. "

NUDGE!

g.i.r.l.f.r.i.e.n.d.s

how special you are

dear friend of mine

with your heart so open

and genuinely kind

from lending an ear

when i needed a friend

to giving support

for a heart on the mend

time granted memories

of times that we shared

of dating and boyfriends

and parties we fared

though the years passed

the friendship remained

stronger than ever

to weather lifes bane

soon our new sessions

of coffee and tea

were the new socials

for you and for me

you will be missed

now that we live apart

but your friendship will be

forever safe in my heart

i miss my girlfriends, our ultimate & sparkling convos too. my life-worth-it hot babes. KIKI & LEIA, i shall book ya'll during my hols in July alright. girls day out~ YEAYY! both of you stuck with me through good and bad. they are someone i can turn to when i need a lift. they are someone i treasure for a friendship is a gift. they are someone who fills my lives with beauty, joy, and grace. and makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. universal ever! love you SAKINA(my princess) & LEIA(my curly). gorgeous ladys with hot flavours & dazing personalities. MUAHH!

<3 dydy darling

PS: shoooo the stomach eggs!!!!!

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lilo milo

ohhh la. my menses cramp deposit everything downn. ohhh, it sucks. i dont even have the inch of mood to blog & do my usuals internet junkie. hurr. i want my gems & my charming boyfriend. officially miss them hell alot. ahh, going to smuggle my fridge. hungry mungry. =))

PS: came across lilo milo pic, & its dys favourite. hee.


tata.

breaking down

why did i have to feel it at the first place? shitty witty. =/ *sigh*

breaking down down down.

idle-ism.

ohhh la. i'm idle to blog, to study, & to even grab a bite. i need the gee up from people around me to make me do that. hurr. assertive, yes. someone is trying to have a pun withh me, yet i stay hush. boo~ i feel so debilitated, & fatique. nonetheless, i had a ball of time with ayne & dydy earlier. love you bothh! =) ohh i feel like ruminating the whole night. i wonder whhy? squirdward. yikes.

i know i'm crapping, so thank you.
BOOgie.

heavy saw throat

ohh la. yikes, i had a heavy saw throat, & that leads to my temperamental moods, as well as my appetite. prolly i'm going to have the annoying flu bugger. =/ well, yesterday was splendid, a feast cum cousins's gathering. & as usual, wani & i had the convos about our hubby. both of us are doing great in the relationship, despite in the middle of misunderstandings. =) & i got to meet my abang faizal, & he was being darn impudent, when i actually smirked. gahahaha~ we had fun the whole day through. will meet you kuzzins in the next season ya. hahax~.

earlier, i met my dear horny custard! my horny ahh boy. nyehh nyehh~ i miss him a lot! & yeahh, we had the cuddles & kisses which will last till thursday, as thats the only day, i'll get to meet him as he's engaged by his work. his smile & stoooppidd ticklish jokes drew me in. naughty! tomorrow is going to my short day. school ends at 3, & so thats a YEAH as it ends at 5 normally. ouhh, i want to rut. dont scatter the outbreak, i need a full blast rest hour. =) & now let me snuggle on my snuggish bed.

PS: did you find it a bit ticklish when someone oppose for just a pair of shoe?? & being self-centered just being horrified that someone may wores it for the sake of beauty, or maybe she maybe look prettier? WTF. outrageous! where's your adulthood?? ohh i guess you need some thinking cap, in future. & BTW, this is just an opinion. regardless of where you stand, keep that masterly mentality straight in your head. its a downfall is you are not able to.
any protest, leave your comment & IF any dejection, you may leave. =)

SHOTS! BANG!

my charming boy! we will kick people asses off! hahas.

she's my lil kiddo. she's small yet STUNNING~

my gorgeous cousin, wani. our flavas are hot! believe me. hahax~ =))

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hes the one for me. <3

You Changed My World

At times the days seemed so long, I thought I'd never make it through,
Then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you.
I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key,
Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be.
When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face,
You comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place.

You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me,
But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free.
You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change,
Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange.
It's as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart,
Because the crazy thing about it is, I've loved you from the start.

No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share;
To the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare.
You've opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live,
You've changed my world with magic and the kindness that you give.
My heart was broken, and I thought love was so far away,
But you came into my life and showed me a better day.

Like crystal clear blue waters or a magical sunset,
That moment speaks a thousand words to which no price can be met.
I wish I could just stop time and spend the whole night in your eyes,
For when I'm with you there's a feeling even I cannot describe.
Although my heart holds painful memories that will never be erased,
You touch me with a love so strong it hides that lonely place.

Heartbreak, loss and misery were all I ever knew,
Until someone showed me happiness and that someone was you.
Your gentle words and loving arms lift me up when I am down,
And, baby, with all you've done for me you've turned my world around.
Your love is so consistent, like the waves that break on shore,
And with every day my love for you still grows, just more and more.

When broken dreams still fill my days and nothing's going right,
You reassure me with your smile and give me back my sight.
You sweep a spell across my heart, like a breeze across the sea,
And you fill my world with beautiful dreams & feelings meant to be.
The way you live, the way you love and even so much more,
With every smile that you give, you're all I could ask for.

You are in every breath I take and in every tear I cry,
You're in every star I wish upon up in the lonely sky.
Every day with you is heaven, like an angel from above,
A million magic moments sent- to give you all my love.
You are living proof that prayers and dreams really do come true,
And I thank God for that special day he blessed my heart with you.

I could speak of a thousand promises or even bet my very soul,
the rest of my life, I'll be touched with a feeling no one can control.
Fate, destiny or magic may be the reason that we met,
But all I know is the days with you I never will forget.
Until the day I found you I never knew a love so true,
But from today until eternity I swear I'll be loving you!

by Kimberly Lynn Albrech

i love you my dear dydy darling. you are sweet, spicy & everything nice. *MISSES* you are the one for me, my love. muahhh! will meet on thursday. =))

PS: will blog again, soon. =)

NUDGE!

catch the happy bug?

ohh la. my day was delicate, fully furnish with the smile & laughter. ooh! its contagious, really. ;)
per usual, that khai away from school, again. how apt! =/ well, ayne & i had those avid mood to stay close to our MME practical, gahahahaha~ expect the unexpected. good womans, yes we are!!

later, dy & i went to our usual port, & then to sim lim to find some brochure as a citation to my D.I.Y pc project. we both had a BLAST! the perfect jollity, delirious actions & the *POOTS*. LOL. that was drool & ridiculous! amour my horny custard. pity dydy! he lost his atm card, & that was really horrible, but, providentially, the money is safe. no worries, baby! the new card only cost 5 bucks. hee~

POOTSHOTS!

[edited version] since 01.08.05
my love for YOU will never end. =))

we saw this die-no-sore at sim lim square. petrified! security guard la, i guess. nyehh nyehh~

this is then call, the beauty & the beast. hehe.

its WORLD CUP FEVER! i'm a huge fanatic fan of BRAZIL! yeayyy-neess to brazil supporters. i
want my 3 Rs` heros to make it a real bomb once again this year. ronaldo, ronaldinho, roberto carlos, my hunks of the match. & ouhhh, will ilhan mansiz & hassan sas play this round?? ermm. let's bring it on! YEAH.

".... shared joy is a double joy; shared sorrow is half sorrow."

i have a new imaginary pests. A HAPPY BUG, buggy bugger.

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phewww~ almost lost my dear bluetooth dongle.

ohhh la. my day was splendiferous, ohh boyy, i have the itch to taste every food. BIG appetizer, small stomach. wth. gagahaha. my day start with a chilly willy aura. SHIOK man! & it will be more shiiookkkk if i was still in my lala land. fuyyyoooo~ =)

after our class, which approximately ends at 2+, & then ayne & i headed to JP to have our 2nd meal at banquet. & we actually had fun bitching, yakking, especially in the TOY 'R' US. gahahahahaha~ i love my ayne darling so muchh! & after that, i met dydy at clementi, & proceed to BBDC to book his practical & top up his account. =) WAH. pure madness, & i'm wear off. hehe.

whats more to say?? oh, i'm done deal then. nyehh nyehh. i'm being a big fat lazy bummer!
BULLSHOT! (you may think we are just some childish jokers, but you just dont know how much we had fun there!)

WEE~ i want that ELMO! elmos'world.

dancing queen. fill the beans, baby. gahahaha~

this adorable baby dolls was my favours, in those childhood days.

i'm strongwalled, right now. its once in a while that i want to spend the night with you. is it too much to ask for? since you have made the decision, before me, let it be then.

PS: i almost lost my dear bluetooth dongle. =/ phewwww. that was close.

i so sayang the infinite-laugh-our-asses-off!

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how deep is your love?

ohh la. school was getting complex day by day, with piles of projects, the alien theory & practical, as well as the techniques. i get the knack of a lot ins & outs of the PC & dreamweaver, some new elements i brought home today. you will never get tired or bored in IT as this course applies skills & theory. =) ohh ya, i got to disassemble a PC. wee~ thanks to jason for the guidance.
i met zul & dinesh earlier. they made my day, with their silly actions, & jokes which dare to tickle me. haha. well, i'm glad that the cold war i had with her, ending pretty soon. thank god! she sent me an email, & yeahh, she greatly apologised. i guess both are at fault. YIPEE! finally, you realised.

i'm bored rigid. where's everybody???????? eurghh. feel like strolling in the park, & breathe in fresh air, this hour, & maybe lepak-ing. that will be soothing enough. have those feelings of going out now yet lazy. how da? BOO. maybe i shall, or maybe i shall not? blahh blahh blahh. =/ big fat ass! dont let me have those indecisive moods.

my post for today. TADA!

your touch cool caress
i can't express my delight
my heart beats within your chest
you are the song
you are the smile
you are emotion
you are the love
how much i love you
you will never know.

ok, nothing-to-do & i know i'm crapping.

".... a beautiful white dove by a ray of light."

boogie woogie.

i'm just a plain boring girl.

oh la. when hardknocks & gloomy oozy day feat with the blues, you will definitely feel like all the rotten lucks is on your shoulder, & thats exactly how i feel. gosh, how much i want to trash those bleeding tear-jerking & junky bullshits. i'm grieved & bruised by those BOO-BOO. i weeped pretty alot today, why? as mention as the above. heart-throb, ohh please. i do feel silly shedding the unworthy tears. i swear, i neither can stop nor control my tears oozing smoothly down my cheeks. it was like, i attending some unexpected death pomp, or losing someone dearly to me. its distressing enough, i feel so jaded. OUCH! you cant feel it either. frigging horrible, i know.

i've realised it earlier, i've felt it too. maybe now, its your turn to realise it, to feel it. maybe you dont realise i'm aint a strong girl. maybe you dont realise that what you may think now, is not what i think. maybe you dont realise that girls tend to be more hot-blooded & at times, too delicate. ohh maybe you dont realise that you are dealing with a plain lame, boring girl. i was told to scram off my insecurities by your good friend, well KNNCCB lady, i did before u said so. good! u have never feel being insecure?? wow, one of the best qualities you have i guess. some people just cant get that in their bloody head, how do you fucking feel when you are in my shoes?? have u ever think of that, what i go through?? mind you buggers. find as much resources to hit me back, go ahead. HAPPY? SASTIFIED? good. i'm glad u are. =)

well, do what you want to do. you stand very much tall now. no matter how much i trust, i still feel hurt. i'm a human being. sick of it? up to you. maybe i'm some motherfucker to you. WELL!

"...you don't love a woman because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because you love her."

boogie.

=))

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AFTER
maybe AS judges are well in judging whose the good & not so good. well, in my opinion, efa & sufian shouldnt be eliminated. oh man! huda & shah should replace the title. i guess they make the biggest mistake. nonetheless, sufian&efa will always be the champions. =)

BEFORE
school was mundane as everr, projects lining up & bundles. we have to complete the task given by 2-3 weeks. ohh damnn it~ eurggh. when are going to untie it, ayne?? we neither discussing nor touching it. =/ pieces of those puzzle in school life.

my horny custard fetched me from school & i had my meal at J.E coffeeshop. i swear i cant stop acting cute & chuckling when he's being silly+funny. BOO! naughhttyy & cheeky. =) yeay, sayang bangeet! my sunshine, i need my shades pleasey please.

i'm scared stiff as miki told me that nasrun was hospitalised. OMG! grief-stricken! prays hard that he get well soon, & hopefully there's nothing serious about his injury. god, slightly ease his burden & pain. *prays*

gonna watch AS at 8.30, hoping that sufian & efa gets to the next round. peace out~

cheers.

i killed 2 cockroaches

morning to be afternoon! WEE~ i killed two cockroaches earlier. mission accomplished! YAHHOOOOOO. pests buggger. =S alright, gonna take a shower & off to school. afternoon lessons can be sickening+bum+dull. =( shall blog again later ehh. hehe.

=) =) =) =)
senyum2 selalu.

lalalalala.

lessen the list less.

oh la. i feel so listless the whole day. i didnt do anything else none other then glueing on the computer & tv. i'm super tuckered! =/ arghh. whatever it is, i LOVE being myself, & ponder. i'm crabbed by...... eurgh! nevermind then. you dont need to know.

whenever i look at jay sean, i will think about sean paul cos of the SEAN, & whenever i look at sean paul, i will start to think about daddy yankee, because they two look pretty much alike. sizzling superr dooperr hot! goofy, & boogie-wooogie. ahh. they soothed me with their beautiful eyes, nose, & their rojak blood. got my eyes on them! charming & SEX-ahhh. yummy! =))

meri jaan. jay sean.


stick to you like glue. sean paul

rompe, rompe, rompe. shake ya booty. daddy yankee

".... LESS the list LESS."

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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY AYNE DARLING!!!!!!!

may you have a wonderful smashing year, & long-last relationship with ya love ones. we will go HD together one day ehh ayne? haha. enjoy ya self on this special day. good health, gorgeous. =)) da besar sehh.

chalo bete.

ohh god-damn-it.

oh la. i'll make this post short, sweet, spicy & everything nice yo. the day with dyd darling was superb! hot foxy, i must define. we had the whole time to spent with each other, hug & kiss like nobody business. how cool is that! =) again, i feel everything going to have a heavenly boyfriend like this horny custard. nyehh nyehh~ sayang banget! & i got to eat japanese food after for so long. YEAYYY! per usual, TAKAYA, the one & only jap restaurant, i love. & after that we headed to clementi, as at initial, we planned to grab a bite there, but lastly we changed it due to our weariness. & guess what??

i saw her at the busstop, & god-damn-it, i have the sense that i'm goiing to meet her there, ohh my cow-dung la! we boarded the same bus, theres no HI's or BYE's, & man, smile too. neither of those. she was like a stranger to me. gahahaha~ i turned away as soon as i saw her. i'm not being cynical or egoistic, i just cant accept all those cruel ways she did to me. like i've said earlier, i've learnt to forgive & forget. i find it ticklish when i hindsight my reactions when i saw her. hehe. SERIOUS habis. well, i'm always ready to open a new chapter with her. i dont want to be childish. we are in the same gender, anyways. i've self-respect, too, due to oneself, one's character & one conduct. LIKE I CARE, BUT I CARE. clueless, indeed. ?? i've got nothing to lose, infact, i gain. i dont want to make it a big issue, & if possible, forget those bitter shit that has happened as fast as i can. hatred wont do good either. just be myself, thats the policy. =) up to her, its her way of life. time will tell, but as for now, let it be.........

AH SHOT!
thats the cardigan dy bought for me. =)) appealing! i love.

my fugly face & dy act cute expression. hehe.

"...the best thing is not to hate anyone, only to love. that is the only way out of it. as soon as you have forgiven those whom you hate, you have gotten rid of them. then you have no reason to hate them; you just forget."

toodles yo.

1 go, 2 came.

ohh la. =) ohh mighty my, i'm flying high lately. i'm doubtful whether the past two days bickering with her, showed me the right path, which i swear never listed in my expectations. i dont know whether god is showing me that there's wisdom behind it, & definitely, who knows all the upcoming pleasant things in disguise. hmm, i ponder once again. to be exact, i feel rich being with my happy-mood this few days. =)) did the nightmare leads me to the good stuffos which i've always crave for?? i dont know. *BEAMS* you will see what i mean.

hurr. 1 friend go, 2 friends come. a wonderful guy named yusman, which happen to be my schoolmate, came into my life yesterday. yuup, we can pretty clique veryy well yo. currently i'm handled by the name rossa & cute. gahahaha~ crazy freak! & the best buddy i've met so far, the newest pet, FURBEE! its my new male guinea pig, & my my he's dishy dashy enough. words of gratitude to two people, chechi & my mama. thought mama would crunch about my idea to have another guinea pig, BUT, she actually gave me the green light to adopt it as my pet. YEAYY! i love my mama. hehe. guess i underestimate her prettyy alot sekaliiiii. & too chechi, if you hadnt tell dinesh about it, i dont think furbee will be mine, now. THANK YOU! gladddiee glad bangettt!

tomorrow is going to be a BIG day for me & dyd. our day, & we've decided to proceed to our port of all. hehehe. you know you know. cantt wait, cant wait!! another good news is, most probably my elder sister is expecting to carry her second coming-soon junior. my bro-in-law is the original itchy ****. gahahaha~ he wont mind. BOO! all da best yall.

enough for today, okay dokes.

*missing her*

my new hubby; *drum roll*

FURBEE baby!

doopperrr adorable righttt???? see la the owner. nyehh nyehh~

my oldest guinea baby, i still love my neng alot ok! muah!

nini&fidadida. alias; nothing-to-do-girl

camwhores~

"... the truth teller will tell you the truth, and lie as if he were the liar. the liar will always lie"

ola olehh.

bitches in the world.

move bitch get out the way.

oh la, people. in my 2nd crib currently, & aniwayss the reason behind me changing my blog URl was in case there's another idiotic anonymous & anon case in need to handle. i've enough of being accused by a friend, whom i trust, whom i love, BUT what did i get? i dont need anything in return, i just need the trust. i'm blue-funk by the way she treated me. BULLSHIT! distrust as much as you can, if you think i'm the culprit. didnt expect you to react juvenile, whereby you deleted me from your msn & friendster. *shakeshead*. you dont know me well, admit it. i get to the bottom of the problem because i want to save our friendship. i maybe bad, but i'm not barbarous. i've feelings too & i aint brainless. think about it. i've got no reason to hate you. you have the exact (maybe to you) proof to make me a culprit, but i have witness. impossible is nothing, & yeahh that goes to coincidence. i dont live with LIE, i live with the TRUTH.

i know how hurt you are, but you have to accept the fact that some people out there aint favour you at all, parts&parcel of life. beyond expectations. i was ditched a lot of times too, but i present my heck-care attitude, because you got no rights to deny the comments. its THEIR opinion. assume as much as you want, i dont lose anything. never slip in my mind, of deleting you from my hard drive, you did it. i'm not that of person. its a big bad conscience to had a tiff with the same gender. well, you dont even care, so do i. cronical enough. HURR. if you still thinks that i'm the culprit, be it that way. appease your life with day mindset. ishh ishh. starts & ends today. thanks anyways. your maturity must be so low for me, then.

dont brood over it, its futile. ohh ya, to the friendship-destroyer, thanks alot fucker! =S i've learn to forgive & forget. being TOO low-minded, wont bring any good. be like one, please lor. & AGAIN, human beings afterall.

got to go bugger!
HAPPY 10MTHS ANNIVERSARY TO ME &DINESH!
i love you alot my bf!!
we will last long
let make this SAT a memorable one ya.
need fit it in our BOOK OF LOVE.
MUAHH!

cheers.