Secrets

and so mum make her famously scrumptious curry puffs for break fast just now =)

i've tried to be more magnimous whenever distasteful things happen; but yet i fail to. it brought me down. hoping for tranquility & peace to equip me fully in order to face tough challenges ahead of me. i detest detest detest that one flaw of mine that can never be vanquished. not that i didn't try. i can't possibly dump it! hurr. dangs. we are close-knitted; i can't find the answer no matter how deep i dig.
what if the one who has the magic to make you smile is the one who make you cry?
i need you to make me a happy creature
like just now
but i don't want you or us maybe, in doldrums
like just now
a lighter note,
be crappy
like just now
smile & laugh
like just now
let's be crazy & funny to the ultimate
like just now

i'm desperate
my goodies; then...
everything will be fine and dandy.
















i know you did it for the sake of love.
will try to keep an eye for that.
i love you still.

back on track. like, whats wrong? ahaks. so random.

& HAPPY 19TH SHAHIDAH. =)
may your life filled with sugar coated loved & happily ever after.
have a smashing 19th year!

PS: making pizza tomorrow. yoohhaaa. =)) & he kissed my tears away TOO.

and then....
happy fasting, lovelies. =)
huggies dry smelly poos.
sleep so tight living souls
SMOOOOOOOOCCCH.

liaison

if i could dim the lights in the mall
and create a mood, i would
and shout out your name so it echoes in every room
i would
that's what i'd do
to get through to you

hello happy people! throughout the hols, i did nothing except babysitting my 4 little kiddos & dirt-free the whole corners of the house. mum present me 100 bucks voluntarily and without expecting compensation, hehe. i was told to make use of the kachings for essential stuff. this is 10 things i need to buy & do this whole/next month.

1) buy accesories
2) buy high heels & a dress
3) paint
4) lamp from ikea
5) house & my room makeover.
6) meet watevas
7) glow in the dark stickers at toy 'r' us
8) new lip gloss & concealer
9) new hairdo/hair colour. (considering)
10) make pizza & sushi for family!

yooooha. i've my 3 baju kurung in my cupboard. done deal! i'm hooked to the games games games games games games games games games games games!!!!!!!!!!!! ahaks. shall get back with that. huggies dry living souls! sayang mayang you all lahh! =))) happy good ramadhan, good muslims. NYEE. stay happy chups!

muahh. TWO-TLE
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))

you give me wings when i'm falling

yuhhuuuuuu! i'm happy! happy you, happy me, happy people! tickled pinky pinky! the 60 votes from my family is worth it, afterall. dude & dudettes, good enough to justify. HADY MIRZA, was crowned the singapore idol 2. he aced the song, you give me wings, & he really flutter my heart when he souled it. you deserved it all, hot-shot! he's superior merit & remarkably bogus. enough said! NYEE~

Hady Mirza- You Give Me Wings.


you give me wings when i'm falling
you lift me up when i'm down
tralalalala~

i miss my WATEVAs so much lahh!

PS: will always be there for you my dear dydy. dumped the worries, & look forward, to the brighter side. muuuahhh!

so long living souls!
=) huggies dry & yoooohaaa.

hady mirza. beat it.

ehhyots. i can't wait to watch this guy on my left to sing his heart out, to perform a live spectacular performance later. i so badly want him to win as he is a true blue singaporean singer who can sing all kinds of genre. i'm sure he'll ripple my heart. NYEE~ all votes for you. my family has promised that they will vote as much for you if you are in the top 2. so, yay, ahaks. WE WILL VOTE FOR YOU. =)))))

tune in. tralalala~

a month of blessing & spiritual devotion. =))

the day has been a little tad bit desirable feat with excellent condition. the rotten lucks are still back in my mind. i acknowledge that everything that has happened check in with a reason or better still, wisdom. somehow, i will try to shape things up during the illustrious month. =)) i bet, things will get better to the better-st.

i went to the one & only port for the malays, earlier. geylang was sufficiently supplied with the bazaar for the hari raya puasa. well, i'm juiced up because this is the very very beginning of the blithesome month. it will definitely get more vigorous at the mids. i'm already agitate because its spectacular to get the vibes of the euphoric aura at geylang & kampong glam. yay-ness!

but.. this very special & clean month is beyond compare. primo! the most sacred month because retains its focus on self-sacrifice and devotion to our god. this is the only time i can purify myself by doing the obligations. intensely, i didn't get the chance to pray/terawih (each night in prayers) tonight, because dad, who is like the "leader"/imam in the house to lead the whole family, decided to start his night prayers at the nearby mosque. but its alright, there's still a month to go. fasting month serves many purposes. we are reminded of the suffering of the poor, & it is also an opportunity to practice self-control and to cleanse the body & mind. yupsy dupsy.

*yawns* i need to zonk out early because i need to gets up early for sahur ( a meal eaten before the sun rises). the first day of fasting, is heavenly heaven! NYEE~ good night & sleep too tight living souls! huggies dry.

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL THE MUSLIMS! =)))

i'm loving' it!
two-tle inc.

dark circles

dark circles under lids
formed from days of hidden lies
deceit, agony, weigh heavy
should you judge me
heart says yes
mind says no
while ignorance rains upon my soul
storms will shower strength
days scream truth
smiles will become my own

for the 2D1N, it was spectacular. the cable rides, the HOST, the mount faber, the drool, the night-walk, the night-show, the trip to little india & chinatown, the morning wake up call, the drool & etc. thanks to the boyfriend for the day. =) wouldn't want to trade in the days for anything else. the love kindled.

bowling with my ite mates. yusman(care bear), shidah, jalil (uncle), leh, alam & kecik yesterday was beaming. we had ball of funs although it was just for a few hours. a goood clique, a gooood company. they were a bunch of top bananas! =)) i don't want to ask for more. this is good enough to make me smile, to make me happy.

i'll let the pictures do the taking.

a nice ang moh who offered to take picture for us. =)) coolios.

beautiful.

21st September 2006. a memorable one.
the jalan DAH. ahaks. fidah & shidah.

so kental! but bowling was shhhhiiioooook-ish

carey beary & me.

kecik, leh, alam, shidah, uncle & care bear, THANKS FOR THE DAY.

=)

i dont feel good. not smooth-sailing.

huggies dry & dooodles.

chase me if you can.

its the biggest alley that i've to face the rush hour tomorrow. thanks to mum. it gets weird, when at one moment she makes me happy, & the other, she will makes me feel so low. my whole family are going to the JB tomorrow for two reasons. one, they need to buy some essential stuff for the upcoming hari raya puasa. two, due to the the trouble-makers, we are going there to solve the family problems. i just don't get it why are we wasting our damn time there? all thanks to the certain "they". i know we are one family, but at this point of time, after what i've heard from dad, they should just cry over the spill milk. its too hard for all of us, too hard.

knuckleheads are frigging dumb blonde! i wonder why can't they solve it singlehandedly? they jollywell know that they are the one who stir up the troubles & yet, they draw us in. & now, all of us are in deep shit. candidly, i'm not interested in giving a hand to untangle the knotty issues. in a furious note, i certainly not going to entertain! *sigh* i wish i had the liberty like what my friends have or like what others get, but fornly, it will never come true. never! simply because i'm a g.i.r.l who should i blame? myself, perhaps.

a huge apology to yusman & friends because i've to shorten the time tomorrow.
a huge apology to watevas, because i can't make it for the movie.
all happens for a reason, who knows. hais. hope you darlings comprehend my situation.
thank you & i love ya'll. some other time maybe. =)))

i h
i ha
i hat
i hate

truly uncouth. i need to counter this.

the day has come. lets jump for joy!

i could feel it from the start
couldn't stand to be apart
somethin about you caught my eye
somethin' moved me deep inside
i don't know what ya did boy but ya had it
and i've been hooked ever since

ohh la people. i'll see you darlings in 2 days time alright. i need to pack my things for tomorrow. stay happy chupa chups & looney tunes! ohh WAIT. you darlings are not going to believe what i'm going to say. ahaks. i dreamt of hady mirza yesterday! LOL. i swear, the dream was as sweet as a sugar candy! hehe. do vote for hady mirza ohhtays. =))) two-tle & huggies dry. muuuuuaaackkkks~ have a nice day!

with so much love;
fidah/ LIL/ cicik.

MEN

1. Men are like - Laxatives; They irritate the shit out of you.
2. Men are like - Bananas; The older they get, the less firm they are.
3. Men are like - Weather; Nothing can be done to change them..
4. Men are like - Blenders; You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
5. Men are like - Chocolate Bars; Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
6. Men are like - Commercials; You can't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like - Department Stores; Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
8. Men are like - Government Bonds; They take soooooooo long to mature.
9. Men are like - Mascara; They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10. Men are like - Popcorn; They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
11. Men are like - Snowstorms;You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12. Men are like - Lava Lamps; Fun to look at, but not very bright.
13. Men are like - Parking Spots; All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

i got this from kina's blog. intriguing! ahaks. HIGH 5 ladies! NYEEEEE.
the sweetest dream ever. night!

escapade

eh-yo. the day was certainly fine enough. the day with the little kiddos, the makciks & pakciks was ultimately full charge of creature comforts. the day being way too kid with the little rascals was high magnifico. the day which i made all of them monkey party non stop, jumping out joy, the sugar smile on each of their faces, unconditionally made me a happy creature. the day i grazed & attacked whatever food that was served. the day i burped lustily was super gross! the day when my uncle & i snickered perpetually to the clammed up fart yet foul-smelling by our dear little wrestler, julius. gosh, its REEK! ahaks. [branched up] the day my uncle crapped to the maxim & made a stupid song about it. the day i watched one tree hill for like the second time & still, OC is the bestest best.

the day feast which was specifically to my late grandad, grandma, & uncles. the day i fed & put aiman to sleep. the day julius & i wrestled like the contender. the day i cant snap any of julius picture simply because he was busy fidgeting & dashing away. the day i found out that i could actually fit in jerlina's clothes (she's 4 years old, anyhoos). the day i uttered few sentences in chinese with an old chinese lady, under the void deck not voice deck. the day to re-consider whether i should take up the mandarin classes. the day of 360 degrees of escapade. the day which i feel so much gooooo-ooood! AND..... its the day i fall for fabregas! ahaks. [sad side] the day manchester united lost their game with arsenal. =((. its ok, its alright. doing superb, doing well. the day i watched matrix reloaded, & it brought back memories with keith! haha. & if i'm not wrong, we watched the part 2&3 at jurong point & jurong east entertainment. uhh well, i really have a good memory. =))))

thats my adorable cousin, jerlina. she's only 4 years old & our weight is the same. ahaks.

ohtays people. i need to call my hot-stuff turtledove. smack ya'll with MUAHHH! huggies dry smelly poos & hearts.

the las vegas superhero is hot PLUS attractively charming. =))

CHEERIOS & two-tle people.

just breath

cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
no one can find the rewind button girl
so cradle your head in your hands
and breathe, just breathe
oh breathe, just breathe

anyhow, anna nalicks song: breathe, stir me to my hocus-pocus. ahaks. likewise the song come along with the ahh-shiok air flow. i feel like curling up on my bed & feat with ben&jerry's ice cream as well as the slow love song. AWWW. ahaks. undeniably, i can't wait to have another trip with watevas to share my innermost thoughts, feelings, crap-ness & monkey-ness, silmutaneously, the whole 24 hours of spending time with the boyfriend. =)) ohh hairpee people, its 7th Heaven. tralalalala~

though i had a lumpy day, i am still able to merry merry by myself, thanks to the nebula games & DVDs/VCDs. erm, there's a feast held in grandma's house & so its going to be a longy longy PLUS weary weary day for me, no, for all of us infact. so hey, bring it on & have fun! gahaha~ ok, night-madness. pardon my pun! anyhoooos, i'm waiting for boyfriend to send me the pizza at my house. YEHUUU! yums. thanks, dear. =) monday is going to be my shopping day! =))) hairrrrpeeeeeeeeeeee!

ohh dydy calling me now........ nights earthlings darlings!
tow-tle & huggies dry smelly ppoooos.
wait! stay hairpee chuppa chuppps.
sayor & buah. hee

7th heaven!

peek-a-boo! first & foremost, i'm gravely sorry my dear lovelies for the last minute cancel of our meet-up. i promise i'll make up for the day ohtays. i'm getting shag handling the 4 little kiddos at home. they did nothing but messed up every corners of my house. i feel like i'm a mother of 4. i feed, clean, entertain, bathe them. in short, almost every single thing. ahaks. it feels gooooody at one moment, but when all of them get on my nerves, i feel like banishing them on the spot. haha. *evils laugh*

ok i need to list the things i need to do for the upcoming week.

IF my dad gave me the 200 bucks my sunday, monday will be my shopping day. ahaks. it has been a while. i've been splurging more on accesories, & food. so this time round, i need to buy the necessary stuffs. =)

Tues & Wed = 2D1N with boyfriend. we are going to spree the 2 days together. non- glitch pleasey please. YUHUUUU!! i can't wait, he can't wait, we can't wait! ahaks. =))))

Thurs = dental appointment at 1.30 in the afternoon. hopefully i can take out my braces before hari raya. pheewww it has been sticking to my teeth like glue for a whole of 2 years. boy! & if possible, bowling with yusman & friends. =))

Friday = enrol mandarin class & survey lappies with my dear dad. its a daugher-dad day's out! shesshh.
and..... the next following days, its the fasting days. heavenly heaven.

i love dydy but i miss him more.
my sexy hot charming boyfriend with beautiful eye-lash. ahaks
MUAAHH! i'll be waiting for you. =))))

oh oh, my tom yam soup is here. cant resist anymore

two-tle & huggies dry.

the day has been a good.

woppeddoooo. the day was solid gold, fab pop yeh yeh! the interview i had at science park was alright, so far smooth-sailing enough. =) hopefully i can get the job because the pay is fulamak power gedegak. ahaks. thanks to my sayang for tagging along all the way. I'M FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU AGAIN & AGAIN & AGGGGGAIN! i'm gravely sorry if i hurt you sayang. muuuahhhh! i jollywell can't wait for next tues & wed. our day! woooooots. & after that i met up with leia, kina, khai & nas. my top banananannaas! one thing for sure, they never ever fail to make me smile & laugh. hahahaha. EARBROWNS!

PS: i love hady! i love his voice!
PSPS: going to vote for him again
PSPSPS: he is going to the finals.
PSPSPSPS: i want hady to sing for me all night. ahhh. wonders.
WEEHEE. cloud 9. awan nombor 9.
desperados.

ok i'm rambling & crapping.
will update again. =)))))))))))
happy chupa chups happy people!
bring it on.

i feel like saying something stupid. fidah yang jual kerepek tu da start die nyer merepek! ohtays. hahahasness! =P

two-tle & huggies dry smelly pooos!

time after time

lying in my bed
i hear the clock tick and think of you
caught up in circles
confusion is nothing new

everything is taking a toll on me. i don't know why. its hard to define, its hard to explain. it lies beneath yet i can't figure it out. i got boiled up when all the things i want is all the things that you can't simply give. you make me fall all over again & the next moment, you came to catch me, time after time. it makes my heart go haywire, go silly, go stupid, go funny. the whole emotions are annoying, enough said. did i fit your bill? have i understand? have i try my best? am i'm being too selfish? too egoist? i don't understand what love may be. i yearn for the beautiful things in life, the wonders of relationship, the awesome-ness in a friendship. i want things to be in a certain way that i want.

i want you to dance with me in the rain. i want you to hug me tight when i'm mad. i want you to lay by my side till its time to leave. i want you to say those three words when in need. i want your surprises. i want to feel the things, that i've never thought of feeling it. i want to feel your love again. i want to see the proper you again. i want to feel your care again. i want to fall in love with you again. yes, again. the same scent as the seasons, you're just the light in everything. in the times we joked together, we also quarreled. it doesn't matter how i can probably express. the unknown amount of time wrapped the both of us. i need you, i want you.

from the day we met till today 12 of Sept at 6.46PM, i've never stop loving you. despite all my wants, just need you to bring it back, my love.

little love
yours truly,
hamster

sister-ship

yadadadada! my sister & i couldnt sleep last night, so we decided to lie next to each other & have a pillowtalk. i felt a way too great talking & pouring every single bits of pieces of my feelings & problems. when i teared, she gave me a warm hug followed by the powerhouse advices. i love my sister! cos' the next moment, she told me gut-busting stories & that somehow made me smile & chuckle. ahhh, thats better. at the midst over some topic, my sister & i assuredly agree that being in a relationship is like being in a battleground. yeahh, i find it logical too. =) and its the fisticuffs that make we girls stronger & not easily fall into the traps. every so often, my sister will be my bitching partner.

she'll hate and even lashed out vulgarities to people who prick me or betray me with intent. & i'll get browned off and tell her off. haha. AND yesterday night i gave her a good slap of words. when people deceive us & that in any ways lead us to corruption of relationship, friendship or some simple bonds, we neither need to do the same thing nor getting even. definitely a NO. 1 thing, just HECK. some people are just envious & fearful being replaced by a rival. for instance, the case whereby someone deprived of love, & they tend to get jealous of other people's happiness & then due to stupidity, they find ways to wreck it. you know those foolish games.

if i ever encounter this problem, ignorance is purely a bliss. why should i care if people talk ill behind my back?? i dont give a happy tree friends shit and thats why i pay no attention to it & limelight on my own life, as simple as that. so my dear darlings, if u ever rub your eyeballs into this kind of occassion, look forward & no worries ohhtays.

i dont want to stand tall, i want to gain respect. this tiny things you can do in life. its not some win win situation, its being a who you are & that itself enough to show others a good sway of YOURSELF. this is call LIFE & people cant stop wagging their tails. so, hey lets live life to the fullest!!! let's stay hairpee pairpee chupa chups, hairpee people! i'm tickled pink enough said, artlessly because i've gone through the life ordeals & i've met a lot of people with different cultures, races, attitudes; the goods the bads, i didnt even allow myself to change to the bads, nah not a tinge. I'M STILL THE CRAZY WIZZY GILERY FRIENDLY CRAPPY FIDAH DIDAH! oohhhtays. i dont want any changes, i dont like changes either.

positively, without the goods & bads, life is never complete right. it has been an eye-opener & i've come to realise it. =) i trust my instincts because women have an innate sense of things. boy, i just love myself! i aint perfect, so pardon me. =))) thanks to my sister for all my ramblings in this post, but then good topic for us to learn. hehesness. i love my family, my friends, WATEVAs, boyfriend & pets. LOVE.

PS: good criticism
PSPS: learn it, got it, flaunt it

happy enough getting lost in fancy happily-ever-after fairytales. WEE!
huggies dry smelly poos & two-tle.

real love please.

every night and now when i would go to sleep
i couldn't stop dreaming about you
your love has got me feeling kinda weak
i really can't see me without you
and now you're runnin round in my head
i'm never gonna let you slip away again, again
it's real love that you don't know about

i cant put my mind to rest. i've been thinking, thinking & thinking. then expecting, expecting & expecting. but it just dont go our way at times. when i'm low like right now, i'm used to listen to slow PLUS emo songs & end up wetting my own cheeks. i've tried very hard not to cry. i looked up so that the tears wont fall. when i feel that i'm a hypocrite at certain occasion, i prefer keeping quiet. because i know that whatever that came out from my mouth are those possibilities of the truth. well, it doesnt matter. shit happens. =( i want the old you back, because i dont want the now you anymore.

i miss his little gestures.

yadadadada! the day before, my class which was supposed to end at 3 in the noon, winded up at 10 plus in the morning as the lecture was cancelled. weepedooo asia bagus right?! nyee. & after that i went to meet dydy for a while. at initial, i was supposed to go for an interview at NUH but dumbfool me, i forgot to bring along the piece of paper, & dang, it has to be hang fire. pffft. dydy got a job at pizzahut (holland), as a rider, so yeahh good for you then. i'll be working at tumbletots childcare starting from next week. but before that, i need to screw up my paper on monday 1st. ahaks. =/

i'll be missing the boob-massager PLUS sucker bucker IRSYAD! haha. he's a goofball goondoo who cant stand the way i laugh, just because of my high cheekbones! ahaks. & when i tried to push my cheeks down when i laugh, he'll giggle to the maxim bumblebee & thinks that i'm silly. and certainly, he'll leave behind some questions mark for me like "oh for me to know, for you to find out". ????? LOL. ayne agrees that this boob-vibrating massager is so fickleminded. schmuck! =P ehhh, but he never fail to make me laugh! tak ke giler tu namenyer. NYEE~ ohhtays, mum gave me 100 bucks for this month, & i'm going to splurge half of it for the 2D1N, which is next week, with dydy. thanks mama! i need a good revision for my one & only exam. so, i'll be a buzzzy LIL for the next 3 days ayer.

ohhtays dohhtays, prolly i'll be snowed by stuffs eh. dont worry, bestits, i've planted some days for you darlings. =)) erm, i've been tagged by keifi, AND SO LONG. the 7 things, & boy, 7 is my favourite number. *winks*

7 weird facts about me ;

1. i'm a girl but i like to do what guys do. ahaks.
2. i love to destroy or distort a song & screw the tunes and lyrics. horrigible!
3. i love boxing beating & wrestling with people.
4. i like to burp like a frog infront of anybody i'm close with. YES, even my friends & bf. ahaks. awful? i know lah.
5. i've weird tune when i laugh. haha.
6. create stooppp nicknames, words & sounds
7. i dont care how fugly i am when i do silly reactions or faces. HEEH.

7 habits about me ;

1. scratch my head like a monkey
2. the first i did when i woke up is to look at the mirror. haha
3. i like to make silly sounds all of a sudden
4. i like to listen to my lullaby before i snooze
5. everyday i'll surely look at my teeth at the mirror
6. i sing everyday!
7. i'm too hygienic at times. hee

7 things about me ;

1. i have a big fat ego
2. crazy crazier! siao siao
3. annoy people until they cant stand me. *evil laugh*
4. i'm the one & only LIL in WATEVAs. hahasness. =)
5. laughs laughs laughs like machine guns
6. i'm super duper mega ultra amicable.
7. a weirdo.

7 people to do this ;

1. kakarse
2. curlie
3. kina
4. dydy
5. ayne
6. aisha
7. mariana

picture of the day! aiman in the washing machine. haha

KUDOS harpee parpee cupa chups people!

is it real love? i dont know.
i thought i came first, but i didnt.
i thought you are responsible enough
i thought you've promised
i thought .......
i'll let you be
sigh.
damsel in distress.


huggies dry smelly poos & two-tle

finally i'm blogging.

PS: going to be a long post
PSPS: if dont want to read also, must read ohhtays.
PSPSPS: no matter what, stay happy papi culo.
NYEE. =)

wachiaaa! ohtays, despite delay i'm updating my rants like at last! ahaks. i've been hardcore swamped by school projects, upcoming exams, fritter away time with friends, family as well as boyfriend && the latest twist the knife, my on off fever. that's so teletubbies shit! but heck, i'm still able to pull strings at any cost (ceh mcm paham). everything was under a snail-like pace yet coupled with handful of hoodwinking PLUS ha ha he he hu hu, NOT TO FORGET.

on the 2nd of Sept, i had a pleasure spin with the watevas kids at east coast park. we had ball of big time although my dont-want-to-shoo flu somehow messed up my day, especially when every food that i chowed down was incredibly tasteless. pffft. nevertheless, watevas kids feat with kiki's cousin & siblings, kindled up my day. i'm wild for the cycling i had with kakarse, nas, jijah & curlie. it was heart-stirring to the maxim bumblebee! we cycled & sang songs along the journey to & fro. our singing was thumbs up ohtays, haha, although i screwed the tunes & lyrics the whole time. i love the boom of our kecoh-ness. I WANT MORE OF THAT, DARLINGS! awfully, i had to leave my dear watevas kids earlier because i've promised dydy that i will meet him later. no worries & no sulking ok my loves, i cross my heart that a whole whole day for you darlings after my exam, i'm totally yours. ahaks. =))) & huge apologised if anywise theres a tinge of bitter pill among my watevas & bf. things didnt always happen in a way that we want, you see. so yeahh, a pinch of confusion. BUT we still have funs funs funs to the fullest right! yes yes yes. haha. love ya'll, bestits =P, the best to the bestest. KUDOS! below is a few snapshots of the picknick uhtays.

playing cards with curlie, kakarse & 50 sin was goooood!

finally, a full strength of the WATEVAs. i sayang-sayang!

kakarse is insulting my height! haha. you look like a small kiddo lahh. shessh

mariah & i. she's a darling pretty lady to me. i'm loving her! the girls convo was bogus. be strong, sweets. =)) i'm always here for you.

how? curlie & LIL can be next singapore top model tak?? haha. OMG. reminds me of DCTJ. kina should be positioned on my left lahh. ahh then its complete! ahaks.

and then... on the 4th of Sept my friends (maliki, kelly & ayne) & few of my schoolmates took part in the heritage hunt competition held at fort canning. ayne & i were quamished because both of us were having flu. let me puncture the sickness with my heels! ayne & i almost clobber because we have to dash here & there, climb the more more more steps & stairs, run around the places, monkeying around, groove to the "rasa sayang hey" song. ahaks. we were baked by the bask of sun. however, we were the last group to arrive simply because, we were dilly dallying & chuckling about each and every one of our hilarious stooooppp-id actions PLUS the buffoon silly snow job instead of treasure hunting, *beams*. hey it was a splendid buzz to get to know you goofy guys lahh ohtays. LOL. overall, we had joy! YEAY! you know what, sometimes the "i you" lingo from those mats make me want to puke like tut! stuck-up fugly mats. =/ ahaks.

hmm. here are the things i need to do or want for sept:

1) finish up my exams on the 11th & hols let me embrace you!
2) work! work! work! ( feel like working at watson BUT, i shall see how) heeh. i need kachings!
3) 2D1N with dydy in a weeks time
4) hopefully another sleepover at kiki's house
5) SHOPPPPENGGS!
6) fasting in another 2-3 weeks time.
7) another excursion with watevas
8) a makeover for my house for hari raya
9) new hairdo
10) money money money & money!

ohhtays. i dont need to rush for all this. inch by inch, but still, i want it so badly ohtays! =)))) i'm finicky when it comes to short-term work. haha. i want to work in an office lahh! arghh, i need to enquiry ITE HQ on this. cheeehhh. alright, i guess i'm done! yuhhhuu.

ohh ya, i dont know why some people, although they were given a lot of chance to repent or to change, they still heck it. yes, i'm referring to someone. well the word HATE is too strong, then let it be dislike. you have betrayed my trust & this friendship a few months ago, & now due to your big fat selfish-ness, this has to happen once again. ohh please, not once. it happened again again again & again. i desperately dont want to lose you and the friendship, but fornly, YOU are the reason of all that has happened or going to happen. so, this is who you are hah? thanks lah friend. i assume you took my chances for granted. ohh well, i didnt lose anything. YOU DID. whatever your intentions, i'll still forgive you. hais.

alrightey then. i've enough actually. haha. HEY, stay happy papi culo ohtays. huggies dry & lurp lurp mwak mwak. =)))))))))) PSPSPSPSPS: missing that boyfriend of mine already. come back early sayang. muahhh!

to steve irwin, may u rest in peace......

two-tle

pardon me

whopppee-doo. pardon me for not blogging recently, due to my on off fever, flu & cough. will update the rants & pictures soon alright. huggies dry & stay looney tunes!

with alot like love;
fidah/cicik

omg. i'm sick.

whoppeeee! i'm burning up, thanks to my dear flu flu. i'm having a slight headache, & i'll make this entry as short as possible ohtays.

things i did yesterday, at random order.

1. went back to YCSS with my friends & watevas for teacher's day celebration. feeling goody goody & flying high high & just high. & it brought back 4 yrs of best & bestest memories in school. secondary life rock my socks.

2. had a short convo with the teachers. & schoolmates =)) updating one & another about life & stuff. & mrs teo (chem teacher), is expecting. *thumbs up* COOLIOS.

3. althought the concert was ho-hum, we still have funs funs & funs.

4. watevas+zaidy had lunch at 399, & the mee teow goreng mamak & coconut drink was bogus. thanks you zaidy for the treat.

5. headed to superbowl, for bowling soup! whizgigging with them actually make me radiate. wonders to have such a bunch of top bananas & buffoon, who never fail to make me whoppee like shit & make me feel as fugly as possible. teehee. (((= . ahh, thats muchie muchie lurp lurp.

6. lepak-ed at taman jurong macdonald & saw tijah there. hey, i recognised you! ahaks. its a pleasant to see you, lovely. =)

7. went to JP to buy some stuff & i saw KIKI! ahaks. but so suckish, i've to leave early.

8. camwhores! camwhores! camwhores! funs funs funs! laughs laughs laughs!

KUDOS to the people who have put in alot of effort in this concert.

from left: muhsin, leia, aisha, me & nas

twin tower. ahaks. apul & shahril

US with mr fadzel. i miss the time when he guide & tame me with art, tho it was just a few months. AND!!! i miss crapping with him! haha. curlie knows that. ahaks.

herman & i. shall we dance?

bowling was BOGUS.

aww. gungun & i.

khairul with his facial expression trademark, & me with my PEACE no war. ahaks.

my ladies

the lepaks at mac

my ex-schoomates & classmates. i love ya'll but miss ya'll more!

i look like some retarded kid. AWESOME!

life is full of rules & regulation we have to follow. tt includes relationship. BUT at times, i believe that if the restrictions have no common sense at all, i dont think theres a need to follow. for example, religion. COMMON SENSE, yo momma. yet you cant see it. sighh. =(

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! & HAPPY 1YEAR 1 MONTH.

two-tle & huggies dry.