reperee

music [ craig david- unbelievable ]

i'm extremely exhausted. will make it fast & short.

reached home from national stadium half an hour ago. i'm tickled pink. because i shouted my lungs out with the boyfriend. the hurrah and kallang wave of the fans filled the stadium. i've to thanks brog-in-law for the ride. =) so, singapore won thailand 2-1, for the first leg. at least, the 7bucks was worth it. hehe.

anw. gonna start the second project soon. need to do some research. and i need to consider what specializations to take for second year. tsktsk. yeah, thats random.

ok, i'm off to lala-land. night you! -_-

natalie- love you so

i love this song from the start! and the lyrics too. really. i can't stop listening to it.


From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Do you know it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

You can san say anything you want to
No stress 'cause I understand you
We got a vibe you can't define
Want everyone know that boy is mine
We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me
You take me there at times
I feel I lose control
Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it

Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know
Please know this I'll always be right here
And you don't have to look
Nowhere else babe
Don't think for a minute
This love will change
Oh you should know that

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes,
they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know

chiaos bellas.

the place i call home.

music [ james morrison- the pieces don't fit anymore ]

i just reached home from elder sister's house. i was too dead beat that instead of continuing the projectscript, i landed on lala-land. lol. of all days, mondayblues will always be the most tiring day on my list. yeah, the first day to start a week.

anw. school was per usual. we didn't pay much attention in class. in preference, we played CS together. thanks to LAN & the servers for that. hehe. irsyad didn't come to school today. no idea why, but definitely without this goonduclown, the day was a little bit spiritless. we need the selengeclown to make us laugh our ears off! especially on mondayblues. =/ the boyfriend fetch me from school earlier, and after that headed to macdonald with ayne&wan. thanks babe for the wonderful treat! the prosperity meal was scrumptious. why? FREE ma! haha.

i will do the script tomorrow. i can do much better during the last minute. seriously. don't believe ask me. =X okays. the gentle wind which blew through the windows make me want to cuddle on my bed. nighty, lovelies. (:

i love my bed. mind you, i am a big fan of adorable soft toys and cartoon character pillows. hehehe. this is a place i call home.

tata all.

such a bummer

music [ michael buble- home ]

hello lovelies. (:

i've not been blogging for the past three days. yes? due to the rush hours from home to elder sister's house. not only that, dealing with problems around the belt. well, i do believe there's a seed of solution in every problem. and thats one of the main reason i remain gutsy, no matter how many times i feel that a dagger is piercing through my heart. yeah, it hurt a lot than you think, when you did nothing wrong, and people from your loved one's side give you a super good dress down. tsktsk. i'm beat to keep thinking about it. whats the point anw?. i'm glad that i still have my gems around; the boyfriend, the friends who light up my dark hours. thanks boyfriend for putting some logic in my head. and specially thanks to kelly aka kelvin & ayne darling for the comfort and advices. =) =) =) i love yall.

ok. where was i?

anw. 25th January, went to Chevron with irsyad, ayne, wan, faizal & dydy for bolwing. to relieve stress katekan. hehehe. all of us had a ball of time, had a good game too. i was really a happygirly before the shits happen. irsyad was really a second-ratePLUSmerepek couch. lol. veryveryvery the lousy. kerokan mate lah, ini lah, itu lah. cakap jer lebih. hehes

on the 26th.

i decided to be myself the whole day. yeah, i wasn't the me on the day. i don't know why. possibly because of the problem that haunt my sleep. corrupt one side of my hard drive. and no one is going to blame me for thinking too much. no one. i rollerblade under the void deck by myself without even care if i fall down and hurt myself. i couldn't even feel the pain when it was painful. after i've done the errands, i sat down in one of the rooms, watched CSI season5 and prisonbreak dvd till midnight. i let the tears rolled down my cheek before i turn in half peacefully. pathetic right? sigh. =/

then the 27th.

had doa selamat at 2 in the afternoon. and at night, brother-in-law and i dashed to the national stadium to watch the singaporevsmalaysia match. we went through the jam for quite long. we were having difficulties parking the car because the carpark was full house. and fortunately for us that one of the guy was nice enough to sell us two tickets. (: we sat with my second elder sister, her boyfriend, and her boyfriend's friends. our seats was near to the malaysian fans. i love the great ambience, jam-packed with people who have soccer moods. awesome! although we came only after the half time, we had fun shouting our lungs out. lol. semangat sampai senget. frankly speaking, SOME of the singaporean fans are good for nothing. no offence. instead of supporting, they keep lashing out vulgarities. like wth? and they were totally bad-mannered when they boo-ed the die hard malaysian fans. and i overheard a guy shouting at the malaysians to suck the flood in their country. *shakeshead* sometimes i feel that a number of singaporeans are too arrogant and smart-alecky. this is just my point of view. and how i feel towards their reactions. and.. singapore won malaysia, 5-4. =) it was worth watching it, i tell you. despite the bad weather, everyone were on cloud nine. yay! hopefully, i can watch the next match which is this wednesday, again. soccer run in my genes you see, haha, so what can you expect?.

cheering for the victory. (:

and just now.

i went to play bowling with the brother-in-law and his friends along with their siblings at CDANS. they are really nice and amicable people. and i'm liking kak sriin. looking forward to meet her again. =) the brother-in-law and i spent together more nowadays. although he's always a sucker, he can be a nice korkor to be with. lol.

PS: the boyfriend && i need a hugtight. a kiss. a good cry. to make ourself feel better. i love you, sayang. we are here for each other. smile, baby.

need a good sleep now. school at 8.30 tomorrow.

sleeptight all!

happy mummy. (:

music [ RBD- tu amor ]

hello lovelies.
i'm watching CSI season6 at AXN now. just reached home from elder sister's house half an hour ago. we celebrated mama's birthday earlier. it was a bomb, definitely. we gave mama an esprit handbag & her favourite royal chocolate cake at polar. & i've to thank the boyfriend for the pleasant company to the IMM. (:

yesterday. the boyfriend was so sugarysweet enough to present me a heart balloon when i was having lunch with irsyad at clementi macdonald. AWWWW. *blush* i love surprises, and so i love you manyak2 for that. hee~ thanks you, love. =)

the heart balloon from the boyfriend. =D

mama's favourite cake. =)

celebration completed for the januarybabies. februarybabies are next (yay!) & valentines day. speaking of february, projectsprojects & just projects! exams coming up on march then the lovely holidays will be back. best kankankan?.

okays. i think i'm crapping. will blog again tomorrow. =)

night lalings.

i think?

music [ mario- just a friend ]

hellowellow.
just had my wash-up & i just reached home from my elder sister's house. i was damn shagged that i fell asleep beside aiman for like 3 hours. dad woke me up & both of us went home together. & i'm here right now, sitting on my bed. with beautiful music. with pretty soft toys. to keep me company. mama staying over at my elder sister's house tonight. so, i'm alone right now in my room cos my dad & second elder sister are busy in their lala-land. and i'm waiting for the boyfriend to come back from work.

anw. school was a so-so. my group & i are starting to do the latest project. i don't understand a tinge bit of it. like how? i couldn't be bother. hehe. the boyfriend & mates played soccer today. (: mariah & i watched them doing their thang at the street soccer. nice talking you, lady. i've been busy. coming to & fro. from my house to sissy's house & sissy's house to my homie. and by the time i reach home, which is approx nearly 11, i will already feel so much exhausted. & school start at 8 tomorrow & i'm having my test too. -_-

tsktsk. i feel like drinking a cup of hot milo. i shall make it now.

CHEERS.

mind you, you.

music [ jesse mcCartney- just so you know ]


a very very early morning you.


nowadays, i didn't spend alot of of time at home you see. instead almost everyday i rot in my elder sister's house which is not far from my block, either to play with aiman or bite amir's so-geram-cheeks. the two little kiddos really spark my day. (:


today/yesterday. ?


spent my saturday with my favouriteboy. had japanese food & coffeebean ice mocha for lunch. yummymummy. had bowling at chevron that late afternoon. so basically, the day was only for the both of us. chey! lol. the enjoyment & lurplurp we had was definitely the paramount. (: & tomorrow, i feel like going to gym. boyfriend, care to keep me company? provided you can wake up early tomorrow. after that maybe, pay a visit to mango because the second elder sister bought her tops & three-quarter earlier cos it's having 70percent. i think. some retail theraphy can.

thanks to the brother-in-law for being nice enough to lend me the CSI season3 dvd. you better be nice! lol. & i'm gonna glued to my lappie to watch the dvd till late. at the same time, on the line with the boyfriend. anw, here's the pictorials.

AIMAN'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION.

swensens ice cream cake.

his big prezzie.

my love. aiman. wentworth miller junior version. hahaha

my cousins & aiman.

the boyfriend. the bowling. (: thanks for the day.

nighty, babies.

Happy 1year, Aiman!

before the clock strikes 12, i will like to wish aiman, a HAPPY 1 YEAR BIRTHDAY! hope you love the cake & just want you to know auntie loves you more than anything else. muah!

will update the pictorials tomorrow. damn shag.

cheers all!

better

music [ ok go- here it goes again ]

today is definitely better than yesterday, eventhough there's several glitch here & there. school ended at 2.00pm & without much delay, i headed to NDC for my appointment. & the dr.quek said i can only take out my braces around may or june. YA RIGHT. she has been saying the same thing few times last year. & look, it has been dragged till this year (hopefully) june. wth. okays. i went straight to my elder sister's house after the appointment because i was so dumb enough that i forget to bring my house key.

and i went home at 10pm, alone. and found out that my bedroom was really in a bad condition. the powder was everywhere on the floor, the bags too. the hangers were all over the place. my quilt & bolsters & bears were lying motionless on the powdery floor. i was fuming mad. i've to thank my cousins for that. every single thing was in a worst mess. i can't stand it that i've to let the tears rolled down the cheeks. why? maybe i'm too shag to even do lay my fingers on anything. but i truly am. after a long day. okays. now the room is spick & span. the cousins need a good earlymorning scoldings tomorrow. =/ but what's the point? they will remember today & forget the next day. there's a will, there's a way. i'll try to think of something.

tomorrow is aiman's birthday. i've bought for him a mickey mouse bagpack. (: tomorrow after school, i need to buy a birthday cake for the nephew at polar. anyone want to keep me company? hehehe. & the good things is, the weekends are here, again! =))

anw, i received a terrible news about holymama. i can't say it here. i really hope she'll be fine. i feel sullen for her but silmutaneously, it's for her own good. whatever it is, i will always pray for your safety. get well soon. god bless.

& dee, i've finally did this for you okays! hahaha. so don't complain. hope your sick-comp is fine now. stop porn before stop trojan. LOL. opps. =P

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

PS: i wish you are someone i can lean on. I WISH.

need a good csing before a good sleeptight. night, earthlings.

newborn; AMIR 170107

music [ augustana- more than a love song ]

ITS A BOY!

CONGRATS to kak nana & abg herman for their new born baby arrival. i went to visit the elder sister & she was stronger this time. she was outside her ward welcoming us with open arms. she named her second son, Amir. amir is bigger & taller compare to aiman when he was born. i can't stand his chubby cheeks. so geram! holding his fragile body close to my arms really made me a happygirly. & he's going home tomorrow. and that make my life easier & happier cos i can visit him whenever i will love to. hehe. Alhamdulilah. i thank god for giving us this cutiepie small fry that will again spice up my life as well as my family. & my babybotak, aiman, has already labelled as an elder brother before he turns 1 year older this coming friday. (: a happy brother, i must say eventhough he understand nothing. once he grow up, he'll definitely get the picture. auntie fidah sayang aiman & amir.

i suck at relationship. i suck at spare a thought for someone or anyone. i suck because i don't feel its wrong when he thinks it is. i suck for having no bad/foolish intentions when he thinks that i have. i suck for having more guyfriends than girlfriends. i suck at being too amicable. i suck for being nice enough. i suck for breaking his trust when i'm not. on a simpler note, i suck as many as he thinks i am.

now, i think i'm suckier because i don't feel like talking to anyone because i'm too depressed because i'm too emotional because.... argh! i need a punching bag. now. then a packet of tissue.

it sucks. and it does.
night.

LABEL IT LOVE. (:

music [ beyonce- listen ]



they have been with me through ups & downs for the past 9months (yes?). always by my side to keep me a happybaby. i love this two darlings a lot. really. and they know i mean it with love. =)

[click to enlarge]

the convo i had with nasrul & kelvin when i was having dried lessons. they make me laugh my teeth off! haha. naughty fellows.

i've tight schedule. & now i feel bad. i don't know how to go through the jumbles. hais

really whimsical. =/

god-bless

i can't post a proper entry now simply cos i need to take care of aiman. my elder sister was hospitalised. supposedly her delivery due date is on the 27th, but mama told me that she suffered from little afflictions in the morning & the brother-in-law decided to bring her to the hospital. & i've not heard any news or calls from the brog-in-law. hopefully everything turns out fine & prayed that her secondtime delivery will be a smooth-sailing one. (:

i'll blog again later; maybe. chiao bella!

my baby & his styles. *AHEM

i think its a must for dydy to read my title. LOL. don't blame me. boohooo~

anw. i laughed my nose off pretty alot today. (: & after school i played soccer with irsyad, husaini, nasrul, hafiz, juhardy & wan. i had so much fun eventhough i truly sucks at soccer. hehehe. it really reminds me of nas, sharir, khai & muhsin. & the soca left me with two blisters on my feet & a blueblack toe nail. & the boyfriend was such a darling, that he offered to send me to school everyday till my injuries recover. chey! injuries seh. macam paham. haha. i sound like a professional football player & now, i really feel like I AM. ok, enough ehh. melebih lah pulok.

i think today entry is too lame for me to continue. haha. i shall end it now. night all!

happy girl

music [ carrie underwood- before he cheats ]

the birthday cake & the birthday surpise was smooth-sailing. (: my brother-in-law was never enough of tickled-pink yesterday. phew~ all of us were blithsome. & i specially thank mama for the pizza. i love you mama! & anw, her birthday is coming. huhuhu~ the sisters & i have planned it earlier. just wait for the 24th. ;)

yesterday late night bowling with second elder sister, brother-in-law & the boyfriend (who came an hour after that), was great. really. (: & i can't wait for the next one this coming SAT. alrightey lovelies. i'm out of words, because my baby is back from his work! lol. mind you, i miss my sexy boyfriend a lot okays. hehe

so here's the pictorials.

the chocolate tuffle from ROYALS. yumyum.

night all! sleep tightight. =)

carefree

Dear blogger,


music [ rivermaya- bali song ]

good afternoon, all! (:
i woke up at 12.30 ja now. the cooling wind made me snooze so soundly & so shiok. hehs. i received a goodmorning message from the boyfriend. smart way to start my day. *beams* anw, the sky is pretty spiritless now. & i doubt that it will not rain later. therefore, only indoor activities for today. my parents is away to a far-away relative's wedding at hougang. when they reach home later, my elder sister, aiman as well as my brother-in-law will be coming over to my homie for the celebration. while the second sister is on her way to bugis to take the cake that we ordered from the Royals yesterday. & after the pimp my ride show at MTV, i'm going to order pizza at Pizzahut. yayfuu!

grey lining behind the blue skies.

i'll blog again later, lovelies. gtg for now. have a sparkling day despite the rainyrainy day. all smiles. =) CHEERS.

YFIDAH

pissed

Dear blogger,


music [ leona lewis- moment like this ]

it was a horrendus downpour when i woke up this morning. & the lovely boyfriend was superbly pleasing enough to send & fetch me from school eventhough i was obstinately unmoving and was kinda annoying by persistent faultfinding in the rain. lol. you can't blame me sayang, i'm PMS-ing. so, let the matter rest okays. haha. i hate cramps, really. my terrible afflictions made me swallow the two pink pills & off to lala land. i love to fully-cover my body with my quilt during this benumbed weather. just like how the music put me to sleep. shiok kan kan kan? =]

the weekends are here, once again. i'm helping both of my sisters planning what to do for my bro-in-law's birthday tomorrow. & the elder sister decided to order the Royal's cake. hopefully the last minute or a tinge bit of impromptu will make him a happy daddy.(:

for that one special kiss. i love you.

CHEERIOS on the upcoming projects & birthdays. have an early night, earthlings.


YFIDAH

a midas touch.

music [ you and me- lifehouse ]

i'm in school right now. patiently waiting for my lovely buddies to finish up their assignments before the lesson starts. the traffic has been a bitch in the morning that i've to wait for the god-damn bus for like 20 minutes. yes? & that leads to the late coming to class. =/

anw. i was bloghopping, & i happened to notice something intriguing at ayne's friend's friend's friend blog. lol. check it out yo.

what's yours?. ;)

will blog again later. bye.

i don't feel the same. i feel like changing. therefore, i thank you for that.

dramatic

Dear blogger,


music [ never be lonely- the feeling ]

i just woke up from a short nap a few minutes ago. anw. neither ayne & kelvin come to school today. both were feeling unwell. so, malik, roy, & irsyad is such a darling to keep me company. (: steadily fine drops of little pearls showered the side of the country. that made school a drag one. and the dull weather will definitely remind me of my bed. -_- lol. strange people in school has been calling my name whenever they see me around. like how, i totally don't know. familiar faces, yes. but neither smile nor HI & BYE to each other before. & sometimes, they know my name but i don't know theirs eventhough we have talked or maybe smiled to each other. so, its a slight oddball to me. ohwells, that doesn't bother me that much. perhaps, they are super chummy people. who-knows. hmm

& today, i feel that somehow, i kind of know irsyad pretty well after the problems/stories he shared with me earlier when we were having our late lunch at mac. =) he thinks he's not a mat but the fact is, he is a mat! a doofus schmucky yet a nice chap. thats means kan. LOL. & the "holy mama" has been really annoying with her antagonism due to her out-of-mind religious status. *shakeshead*

while waiting for the boyfriend to wake up from his short(?) long ah! nap, lol i shall play CS. & dy, we shared fair glitch today & i apologise for my ugly attitude earlier. you know i didn't mean it & you know i love you! hehe. oh btw, watevas kids are planning to do a chalet during our FEB hols. awesome.! i'll check the date of my next hols & will get back to kai asap aye. CS-ing time!

night, earthlings. :)

YFIDAH

island on the sun.

Dear blogger,


i just reached home from school & bike shop with dydy. monday blues on a first day of school made me feel terribly exhausted. especially the two dry theories that made me doze off & drool in the lab. i'm pleased enough to see my mates again. (: & i spotted nanas new-hair-style! lol. oohooh, & yusman gaining extra pounds because of ben & jerry. yes? haha. && new faces of people in school cos there's a new first nitec course. i saw yati too. -_- yeah.

okays, like i've promised the previous day. i'm here to enlighten you lovelies with the pictorials, & summaries of the weekends. i'm so sorry, my eyes are really dying.

PLAYING & HAVING FUN! (=

DIP OURSELVES IN THE SEAWATER, SINK OUR BARENAKED FEETS IN THE SAND.

for more pictorials, click here .
thanks my dear friends for the fab day @ sandtoesah!

nights out with the fam;
we had dinner at serangoon, & god knows how awful the food is. =/ & had retail theraphy at mustafa centre. roamed the mall & purchased few stuff. & after few hours of shopping, we had our supper-drink at one of the hawker centres. we reached home nearly 2 in the morning.

& i'm dead beat. seriously. even till now. i better have a good nap.

so long.

YFIDAH

to be continued.

Dear blogger,


today, i woke up almost 2 in the afternoon because the previous morning/night (?) i came home late & my eyes were dying and and i was extremely exhausted. & i've to thank my mama cos she served koko krunch in a bowl for my late breakfast.

anw

060107; i really love the date just like loving the day itself. (:

i'm actually watching man u vs aston villa match at star sports. so, i want to glue my eyes to the screen & pay attention to it. pardon me lovelies, but what can you expect from a fan of manchester united hah? haha. & you should know how much i love to oogleboogle at the number7 dude. gahahaha~ but no worries, i promise an entry about yesterday's ball of time with the watevas+kiki's cousins&siblings and nights out till 2am with the family. okays. & to the watevas kids, pictorials will be upload tomorrow alrightey. (:

&&& tomorrow is my first day of school. i'm glad that i get to meet my lovely mates again. hopefully the "holy mother" of it1d won't bug me at the start of it. gooodness gracious! haha. i think i better eat the cupnoodle before it turn cold.

sweetestdreams, darlings.

YFIDAH

egg-cited.

Dear blogger,


music [ nickelback- faraway ]




this is the "thing" i mention for my previous entry. hehe. i gave this little wooden porsche to love a few hours ago. & i was really hoping that he loves it. and few minutes when i reached home, the boyfriend msged me & confessed how much he love my priceless surprise gift. AWWW. don't mention it, baby. i woke up early this morning, excitedly fixing the wheels after its overnight. & fuhh, i'm fully sastified. (: haha.

anw. i haven't even pack anything for tomorrow! omg. i'll be meeting the lovelies at 8.30am, and as usual, jurong east last cab. i'm still considering whether i should let my body drench in the seawater. and pamper my skin under the sun?. i don't know. i've not make up my mind. oh no worries, i'll bring extra clothes IN CASE, in the middle of the journey i've FINALLY make up my fickle mind. lol. i'm sure all of us will have a ball of time. play cards, b!ngo, sun-tanning, get wet, gorged down scrumptious foodies, soccer, camwhoring, awesome background music, laughter & happy faces. (: i can't wait to beach with my lovelies. yayness can!

alrightey. mama is forcing me to write the daily-menus to make life easier for her & to make sure she doesn't strain her brain on what to cook for today/tomorrow/next day. goodnight lovelies. have a smashing weekends! (:


YFIDAH

chasing cars.

Dear blogger,


music [ frankie j- daddy's girl ]

the boyfriend just got back home half an hour ago. & he was riding phantom (pravin anna's bike), when i looked out of my window. hahaha! no offence baby, but i prefer you on SP. more suitable for a 18yearsplus dude. (: anw, i miss you, love. & i spent four and the half hours doing my thang for you. i even blistered my hand! :( just for the surprise. i've leave the "thing" to dry & it will be totally awesome tomorrow, i hope. hehe. just make sure you don't throw up at the sight of it okays cos i somehow distort some parts of "it". lol.


okays. i'm gonna CS-ing before glued to the phone with dydy. the sweeet talks.

btw.

HAPPY belated 17TH BIRTHDAY, wani! i love you a loads, gorgeous cousin.! hopefully, you can make it this saturday alright. muah! =)))))))))

PS: beaching with watevas kids + epul + kiki's cousin, is on my mind ........ =D

goodynighty lovelies.

love you.

Dear blogger,


Ralph Waldo Emerson:
"... For every minute you are angry you lose sixty seconds of happiness"

the reason for not even a tinge bit of raging with anger. i'm back to watch sex & the city.

the new window media player is fab. (:

toodles.

Fab.

music [nelly furtado- all good things ]

while waiting for manu vs newcastle match to start, i shall post an entry. i THINK its going to be a long post. & i've to thank my second elder sissy, who is currently solving her web soduko, & mama, errr who's sleeping soundly on the sofa, for such a pleasant company. hehe.

i had a fantabolous weekends.

the days spent with the boyfriend, the day we ate at Adams road. the day the boyfriend had japanese food with me for lunch at takaya bistro, although the earth seems like its going to shower us with little pearls. and for that i permanently dubbed him as the sweetest boyfriend who never fail to make me a happy goober. (: the night, we watched the alienvspredator at starmovie, & the wild together. & at the middle of the night, we gorged down the cupnoodle and played b!ngo. lovely! & boy, you are loved. thanks baby, for everything. (:

& the hari raya haji.

i actually witnessed our sheeps from perth get slaughtered. & at initial, i don't want to feast myself on seeing those poor sheeps die although for good cause. but its to undergo a spiritual conversion by which one gains or regain. well, its a good experience, though. i've to force myself to be mentally vigorous or a tinge of physical one, in case i break down & cry at the midst of it. haha. & yet, stay sincere. & for your information, we are not suppose to pity the sheeps, or else we can't eat the meat. and i don't know if it make sense to ya'll, but frankly, it doesn't work for me, NOT AT ALL. i mean, its natural for us to feel that way (sad,pity), because we are not heartless human beings, afterall. even if i didn't utter the word pity or sad, the heart & feelings won't lie, you see. so, pardon me for being mentally emotional. mind you, i could't help it. animals are just like human beings. they have feelings too, & that really affect me somehow. nevertheless, god is not nuts(definitely), to let the sheeps die, & not nuts to name it 'Korban' or sacrifice. dstributing meat among people, that obviously include the poor and needy people is considered an essential part of the festival during this period. its a good festival i will be proud of, afterall.

&& i had uber fun at omma's house. the scrumptious fooooodies & deserts like rendang, satay, etc and not to forget, sheesha,sums up the day.(:

the man behind the wheels.

ape keheh? haha. i love my gorgeous outfit for the day.

the EVERYTIME place we slack, we gossips, we ate snacks & held the movie marathon. wolf creek & colic, was just nice. thanks kak siti & cousins. such a darling!

my own jessica simpson! haha. i love her till death & she's coming with us to sandtoesah this saturday, watevas kids. (nasrun must be on top of the world now! haha)

my babybotak da besar lah! & he's turning 1years old this 19th. YAY!

and few hours ago, my second elder sister, her boyfriend, dydy & i played bolwing at chevron. it was quite jam-packed, but we had a good game. eventually, dydy have to leave earlier because he needs to go to his aunt house. & i'm getting egg-cited, we are going swimming @ CSC tomorrow. our boyfriends are coming. at least, a backup for the postpone of doubledate. nyehnyehnyeh.

and now. the sister present me a wide smile because she has FINALLY, solved the puzzle. tak ke giler to namenyer. haiyo. pelik lah tapi benar. LOL. the boy who promises me cackles of laughter and eternities of love. it make me pretty hard to define. all smile, baby.

on the other part, i'm reaalllly reaaaalllly looking forward to have fun at the island on the sun with the watevas kids. yay-ness can! =))

ooogleboogle at mr numberseven at manu. the way he dribbles the ball in his debut make me end the entry for today. hehe.

have a nice day ahead, lovelies. nights & cheerios. (:

happy new ohseven

HAPPY NEW YEAR OOOHSEVEN!

&&& to dydy, my lovely boyfriend.
HAPPY 1YEAR5MONTHS, love.
i love you truckloads, sayang.
MUAH!!!