missing my watevas

i'm back, once again. to bitch! weehheee`. noodle around, & oh mighty my, i'm officially missing my dear watevas; the best cliques ever, & yes of course, the beautifoooooll 3 hunks+3 babes, astonishing personalities. ohh, sizzling hotss! wonderfoooool! haha. i truly fully agree that my friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices i make in life. the only thing that has been rare in our friendship is, we are UNISEX. yupp, primo-active, exactly! my gems, & they are friends for life. the 4 years friendship we had built, throughout the seasons, had made me realised that they were the ones who had gone through everything with me, be it negatively or positively. all the bits & pieces we share, the hug when in need, the lend in hand, the shoulder to cry on, & the best policy everrr, the irresistible L.O.V.E which god, ultimately gave me the valuable thing ever, in my life. life hands us many different things, good and bad. One of the greatest gifts we receive is the love of a good friend. friendship, like the immortality of the soul, is too good to be believed. & they are the one who accept me FOR WHO I AM. they will always have the special place in my heart. =))

words of gratitude

LEIA- i miss you, & i love you so much, babe. you have always been my sunshine, & boy, we have even shared the most uptight secret ever. the girl who has been my pillar of strength all this while, & i believed you are sent to me from above. your smile, your laugh, ahhh, thats definitely complete enough. she's the one who giggles with me the little things and wears a silly grin.

KHAIRUL- the one&only, every girl dream guy. i know that i can count on you, miki. and the pranks u pulled, & how you make me feel better. i miss it so, seriously. your name pretty hangs right beside your smiley face. he has always been there for. & i miss going school with you every that damn morning. haha. the most adorable guy in watevas. COMBO! with looks+personality. i so love.

KINA- kiki baby! she was always there for me, there to encourage me, there to comfort me. she was my biggest supporter in both the good and the bad. she helped me find self-acceptance and she showed me how wonderful loving others unconditionally is. she was the sweetest part of my life for so long & i miss her positive outlook on life, her ready smile and most of all the way she genuinely cared about me. miss the sleepovers, hehe & you gorgeous, the distance keep us strong.

NAS- the vainpot & hot-aura buddy! i want out trademark! haha. when i'm with this guy, silly-nest is a MUST! he's perceptive, although at times, he gets on my nerves & we shared different perspective. no matter how times he horrify us with his weird way of sulking, we still love him. haha. he's abit extra-special to me, because hes double flaky. gahaha~ let's hold on it to each other. i dont want to let this chance of pure bliss to fly away. =) charming la awak. hehe.

SHARO- sharo! the curly wirlie one. abit sheepish at times, BUT dang, hes the double-dealing one. haha. he's the hilarious one! our sun sun sharo. ohh smart-ass, & cutie cutie baby. well, well west, he can be cheeky & at times, disturbance. fierce dok. gahahaha~ chong kite mahh. =P

friendship has many meanings, encompasses many things, but recognizes few limitations. it's not easy to define something that is both universal and unique. i'm keeping them, here *points to my heart*. i love you WATEVAS!

i dont need a friend who ditch. a friend who stab in your back, a friend who takes you in for nothing. people bitch, so do i. human beings afterall. those are the people, i'm facing but not fighting, dealing but not bargaining. care less about those people , cos they are born to make my life miserable, yet challenging. it sucks. candidly, those people turn to appear in my life. they welcomed themselves. =X. aniwayss, i'm fine, i'm fine. *sincerely*

the old 4E2 (05 batch) & new IT1D (hao pen yos), always remembered, & ohh ya, anybody who is labelled as friends. i dont recognised strangers, therefore, they arent dubbed as friend (someone you know, bits of them). friends come & go. the good ones, stay. =D

BREAKAWAY

"... friendship is cherish above all treasures."

cheers.

why dont you get it?

ohh la. school was soopppperr doooperrr CHIO although i'm fighting with the out of the blue, nauseous feeling. i turned awayss or left it halfwayss the food, once i tasted it. SCARY! the feeling didnt even fizzle out a lil tad bit. HURR. i had a marvellous convo with irsyad. gahahaha~ one hilarious bummer! =) & i even snoozed happilyy beside kelvin when we were having our CMO lessons in the lecture room. cowshit right?? BOO! & that sucker khai miss school for like 56846856595 times. ishh ishh.

after school, headed to clementi, & met dyd, jeremiah & jap. jeremiah left to meet his gf later, while dinesh, jap& i moved our way to somerset, & we ended taking a cab there. hehe. phweeet convo with jap bloody turban! nyehh nyehh~ alfie, & dyd's other friend tag along after they took their pay at Holiday Inn. thenceforth, dyd&i took a long bus ride home from orchard to clementi. we had those cheeky wikky actions in the bus. we were happyyy pappyy chulo, it has been a while since those quarell (which those idiots find it weird), broke out. =(( & few hours before, i met dyd again. we went to jurong west to buy our guinea baby sawdust&foodie. both of us were chuckling & making fun of eachh other along the way. haha. my dydy darling is silly milly! i so love bangettt! ahhh. HEAVEN! =)) hee. loving couple in the world gittuu.

alright. thats all folkers.

let the sun shine in our relationship.

the only one.

PS: must cleanse zul mouth with detergent for dubbing her as an arrogant *****. naughty bugger! i'll make sure i suck all your fats. =P

why dont you just get it, my dear?????

ratatatata`

custardd.

ohh la. went to PS with my family. the shopping-mood has electrified me, =), but right now, it seems that i've lost all my mood. HAIYA! well, i'll just keep it to myself. & some annoying motherfucker had illegally tag on my board. yes, human beings like it instead of him/her, has nothing better to do, seriously. by the ways, your bullshits words didnt even ruin my relationship with my boyfriend. & errr, my boyfriend dont have any ex-girlfriends, so stranger, back off! why envy by our happiness & love? we arent ball up by it, bugger! human beings, afterall, expected cases. =S

i dont how i feel right now. blank. =((

shotsss.

thats my low-profiley sister. she sucks at big time! yet, i still love.

some idiot capture this, BUT turn out good. nyehh nyehh.

sister lup. sis caught me in ACTION! dancing to the song "wanna ride" wahahaa~ like superwoman from the mars. gahaha~

i dont who i am to him. i just dont have the qualities that she has. maybe khai is right. i dont know. you should accept me for who i am. u have always been the perfect one in my eyes.

PS: where's my zully baby who has been MIA-ing??

"... let the truth be true."

toodles.

dirt free

wee~ today was dirt-free day! YEAYY! & mission accomplished. after i had my breakfast, i cleaned, swept & mopped the dusty living room. and then, cleaned & turn over the messy cupboard to TADA..... the decent one. heee.

weird? how come i become so like- hard balls?? gahahaha~ heck what mood had striked me. i'm seriously puffed up with the elegant version. =)) THUMBS UP! well, my dear dinesh darling, is on the line, catch with ya later alright.

nice short post. hehe. i'll blog again ya'll. HAD a NICE DAY!!!

BEFORE

AFTERR

it has been a while since i wear those. ohh ohh i even clear my shoe racks. good gil, i am!!

cheers.

lazzyy

a lazy-bummer to blog. my dydy LEE maniac passed his 3.1 practical. =)) school was greaaattt, per usual. & went to bugis withh khai, shima, ayne & nazreen. those bits & pieces of jokess, & playfulness made us laugh our asses off. catch me if you can. =P

& i've been pondering over khai's viewpoint. i'm unsure whether it really make sense to me. 50/50. qualities; maybe he shouldnt, maybe he should. eurgggh! well, as far as i'm concern, everything is progressing smoothly, & well.

i just remembered the convos kelvin&i had about LEE. gahahahaha~ the CMO lecturer name is LEE, & yes, we are use to his talking LEE. so, how about dick LEE???? ohhh gosh. thats COMBO! sad case. =( hehe.

boy boy, i have increased my appetizer, yes, when i'm depressed, thats the first sign. heee` thats for today. i so sayang my DY LEE, sounds good.

"... the moon witness our love."
he's my strawberry of my ice.

NUDGE!

i love being just by ownself today.

ohhh la. the indecisive whether the weather, need to be adjust. people around me, were down withh flu lately. abhorrent! take care you. be wary of those playful & naughty germs kids. zul & i had those stoooopppiddds boisterous issues on the road, & even when we were with my ayne darling. silly milly! will the happiness i had today last long? yes, i was very contented. i was MYSELF today. i dont think amplifying it will be a good idea. neither of us need to know whyyy. redundant.

i'm burned out by the restrictions. theres the pro's & con's in the word R.E.S.T.R.I.C.T.I.O.N.S. i dont have the heroism to bottle them up. =[ i'm not girl, not yet a woman. ?? dont bother by it, then. in my viewpoint, being overprotective is a sin, it may not be the biggest, but its still counted as one. chocking the liberty. there's certain limits to overprotective. too overprotective means too good intentions?? maybe you dont comprehend, neither do i sometimes. weirdo. its just an opinion alright. i guess i pay more attention to other people's feeling, then mine.

i'm breaking in to the lala land in no time. i'mm out cold, eurgghh. feeling sick as well. i mean no harm in this post, IF you think i'm some madafakas.

PS: why is that suckkhai aint in school today?? skip to playy?? you miss a lot. ohh boy, ohh boy. i scored 97% for the online test. =)

i want the shorty guinea baby still. but cash-flow problems, & i've return the 10 bucks i owe zully baby. whatt elsee? ohh well, smooth it first. & TAYLOR HICKS, the MAN OF VOICE. greatt! =))

".... free shower in the showery day"

snoozeeeyyyyy.

y am i being so forgetful?

ohhh la. i've become aware that recently, i've tonnes of whole-day stories to share, but by the end of the day, whereby the time to story-tell, i tend to lose sight of its bits & pieces. bizarre! ohhh goodyy goody my. i really have to ditch my air-headed habit of loss memory by hook or by crook. SHHOOO! where was i?? something popped out from my mind earlier, dang! see what i meann??.

i want to have another guinea pigg, withh furry fur, exactly like furr ball, which i can embrace all the time. ohh damnn! a friend of a mine is giving away a few guineas. i would like to adopt one, & i promise, that i will take care my dearr baby girl (neng), as welll. ohh pleasey please. i need the green-light from mama.

look at those guineas!!!!!!!! adorable aint ittt??? i'm loving it so much. ohh, & i'm missing my skittles baby, (dyd best buddy), shall kishh kishh, & cuddle cuddle him veryy soon. nyehh nyehh~ dont peepee on me ar, ahh boyy. ohh mama, please let me have another one as a company. *prays*. they just dont know how much i love small creatures. animal-lover, i am. =))

boy, i'm out of words. guess i'm wear off that muchhh. bloggg again ehh.

".... trying to give the best love i can"

mambo mambo yeayy.

where is the beautiful guy?

i've lost my mood to even blog. it seems that all my lovely words are circumscribed. its crummy, i know. i'm done with my storyboard, pheww.

where is he, where is he, where is the beautiful guy? HE who is going to keep me so high.
i miss the old him though.
i'm happier regardless the troubles on my shoulder.
thats the old times.
i need his old him
i want his old him.

down down down the new.
up up up the old.
old are antiques, yet i still want to deal with it. =)
so love.

".... if you want to see the rainbow, you must go through the rain. iif you want true love, you must go through the pain"

PS: sheesha breakneck case?????

mellow mellow.
sugar dreams

slow down.

oh la. school which was supposed to ends at 6, ends at 3. =)) so, it was just a 2 hr lesson. giggler gilerr& i, headed to J.E to have our lunch at LJS. i saw shuk, ita, hazari, herman&ezzly throughout the long hours.

ayne, khai & i went to the library just to crap, yess crapping. our convos were damnn horny & horrible. gahahaha~ its superbb to have the unisex partner with us, as we got to share a lot of outstanding stuffos. they know, i know, you dont know. seriously, both of them were driving me nuts! horny people. vice versa! the bomb topic ended at 6 plus, as the 3 of us were petered out. nyehh nyehh. =))

i'm snoozy to blog. dither by things which had happened lately; negatively, no doubt. tizzzzyyyyyyy buzzzzzzyyyyy. original bummer. eye-ball to anugerah skrin at 8.30. nayy nayy to sufian (wo de!), dian, surianny & efa. dexterous people. HAIL! combos; gifted with looks, & awesome talent. yeayy. =)) JIA YO!

i'm slowing down, even stupefying it.
save my relationship.
i need MY help.
sick, yet love.

googles.

beyond words.

the words were beyond me.
i hardly breathe
hardly utter.
time to think, really think.
cry me a river
y did i tear so much?
its unworthy

going to our 2nd home with ayne & khai.
badly seeing giggler gilerr.
3 posts in a day? HORRIBLE.

sugar dreams, buggers.

confusing

he tripped & confused me. maybe he's sick, not in the brain, but physically. he told me that the ripcurl slipper he bought before was a bit bigger, & the same ripcurl slipper someone gave aas a birthday present, was smaller. & then he encountered a lot of trippings slipping on the bigger ones, but the smaller ones, not at all.

& just now, he tripped oodles of times while he was wearing the smaller one. & he told me that the slipper very suayy (bad luck). superstitious~ lets stick to the fact, elephants are naturally clumsy. yes, clumsy elly. iishh ishhh. =XX
i taste cherry strepsils. hmm.

get well soon dydy dear, opps, dydy darling. ya, better.

singapore idol. tonight at 8. =))

blissfully peace please.

the blood from my nose oozed slowly down my mouth. despite any early-warning signal, i ran to the loo & cried for my sister. the warm water settled everything. the upper part of my t-shirt was drenched with blood. fyi, it happened once every year of my lifetime. especially now its the mood changes of weather, a bit indecisive, i believe. my desolation doesnt last long, i'm gladie glad. definitely the whole day is going to be bored rigid. ouhhh jadeddd. i'll be meeting dydy in a few minutes time, all i wanted to be with him all the time; corny, but true. quiero el sol ( i want the sunshine in spanish), pleasey please.

"... what could beat being in love with dydy darling."
adoro mi dinesh.

may the sunshine be with me.
craig david, i so need to tame.

PS: i so love my background music. it lightens.

snoopie doopie.

1yr death anniversary

oh la. today is my grandad's 1yr death anniversary. & prolly will be leaving my house at 4. heading towards grandmum's hse then. dydy darling went to MI's carnival today. & after that he left to work. i dont know how my day turn out to be.

yesterday night, i snooze off after reading james patterson novel, & it seems that i'm lack of appetizer. a total creep, & its really a sucker-punched. ohh boy, my bills are drowning me. only-god-knows. there is no way i could be having some contractions. i will crack it, so no worries.

& dont know that my dydy darling, love me that much, ehh. okie dokies, i'll be having fun as usual. yeayy, my day is full of laughter&smileys. kick that bad day la. =) i end it here. ohh wait, thanks to roy, sarah&aaron for wishing me. hehe. its never too late, love.

"... for everyone who's loved and lost & learned to love again."

sucky shake.

officially 17

ohh la. on this 19th May itself, i came out of my mama's womb in 1989. yeayy~ i'm officially 17, ohh, sour 17 this time; hee~. nevertheless, i want to take this opportunity to express my gratitude to the coolios people who had wish me on this particular they. & strangers too.

[in random order]

kiki; thanks for the sweet msg &testimo gerl. appreciate it alot~ & i love you so much!
zul; you brighten pretty alot eh. lose weight la! haha. thats my wish. aniway, THANK YOU!
shahidah; ohh so sweet of you to wish me gerl. love ya! =)
fazzley; thanks.
kok heng; we should celebrate together since our birthday lies on the same date&month. happy birthday to you too.
lei; we shared alot of things together. you have to remember my birthday! haha. i'll post your sweet poem& WEE, she called me, & sang a birthday song. i'm touched. love you more!
jijah; you are never too late to wish me. my early bestfriend! i'm glad u remember, & i was hoping for it. i love you so much!
miki; its never too late, my true kakarse! =)
nas; oh man! so brainy, tt u remember! touching gitu. hee`
jia wen; thanks babe!
kelvin; biggie dada! u r my sweetie pie.
nurul; thanks love! the msg was sweet. =)
shikin; i remind you! BOO~
farhainy; u gave me the wonderful shirt ever!
ayne; wahh! ur testimo very the censored lorr. gahahaha~
den; i dont know how you know about my birthday, but, thanks!
jeremiah; aww, at least you know la dehhh.
alfie; you so sweet alfie baby. although from dydy darling. =)
wani; alamak you. cun cun ehh. hee. thankie you.
lavvy baby; wow! hot-mama, you remember too~ so sweet.
marianna; it wasnt any last minute, at least you wish. hehe. love ya!
shah; nice prank call! hee
dee; thanks love!
manoj; so proud of you that you remember! you 1 sweet kind.
yun xu; oh you know ehh. i dont know you know. haha.
hwee-hwee; thank you hwee-hwee
ramizah; i may not know you, aniway, thanks. =)
dydy darling; ur kiss, ur hug, ur present! ahh, i feel so complete now.

billion of thanks! i doubt i forget anyone. hopefully! apologise if i didnt mention your name, above. will always remember. yeayy~ =)) *hugs&kisses*

i met sharir, miki, lei&shaiful earlier. ohhh, zul too. we were yakking away contentedly. YEAHH. at last, i get to meet my lovelies. & after that headed to westmall to catch a movie with dy darling. DA VINCI CODE, was good. *thumbs up* watch it, rank it yourself. overall outlook, wasnt bad at all, genius plot line. the special seat was worth it afterall, right dydy darling? *nodshead* my scoobbie shake shake. gahahaha~

i'm worn oout. here's the sweetest poem from dear lei baby. i copyright it from your blog curlie. nyehh nyehh~

happy birthday to WATEVA's smallest

star,

who shines & twinkles even from way

afar,

you smile glistens especially that you've

your braces on,

i hope we'll meet up this sunday to sing

this very special song,

we love you rafidah, like you love us,

because our clique's friendship

based on trust,

now i end this very-spontaneously-

thought-of poem to you,

& i hope you'll give me my belated

birthday present soon too!

give you the prezzie liao. mine lehh?? hehe

once again, THANK YOU! love ya'll.

i had bad day, too.

i love the shirt, dy loves it too. good choice kan kan kan???

thanks to farhainy, i get it for free, when i was supposed to pay for it. hee

lei, ur hair nice la. curlie+brownie. ENVYY!

glad to see apul. it has been ages. happy eh apul!

miki&mini. y u look so chubby& y i like diminish? ermm

wahh. sharir still maintain. cute gitu!

we love each other. CAMWHORE. wheres the other babe?

PS: what?! usher is a monkey name?? no, no. usher baby is mine! nyehh nyehh~

snoobie boobie.

super dooper!

ohh la. wacky backy; the day la deh was soooperrr doopppeerrr! =) firstly, i passed my online test, which unexpectedly, because i studied last minute (i was on the bus to school), & i almost missed a stop. frigging horrible! i know. hee`. steady pom pipi la! & then, ayne&i went to NUH to have our lunch at kopitiam. khairul was absent from school, as he was down with some terminal

disease. agar-ration, sakit adek ar. loser la you khai. nyehh nyehh~ he missed our hot trivia yak-ness. ayne&i was mugging the bloody kopi mak tiam with vulgarities. the food&drink was too poshy poshy, & cannot angkat you know. moreover, the taste isnt as good as those in coffeeshops. HURR. too ex, no, no. was really really displeased. buay tahan! we'll never step our feet on that mak tiam again. NEVER. *shakeshead*

ayne was more disgruntled. it cost 5 bucks altogether. & guess what, the hot donks cost 2 bucks. WTF! & the makcik who served her was uncouth. awful service! =S

& after that follow dyd darling to polyclinic as his knee cap got a lil tad bit problem. cos of banyak shake shake. OUH. luv 2 shake ( you can find this shop in IMM ). gahahaha~ laugh our asses off. but i went home first, because i have to meet rauf&zul at 5 plus. i was gladie glad to see that 2 gilerr fellows. i just cant stop chuckling duckling&bubbling & tingeling ngeling, with those actions feat with their crunchy the munchy jokes. heehee. SHIOK. zul gave a short ride to IMM with his new motorcycle which has just been give birth 2 days ago. WOW! rauf&zul contentedly laughing at the biggg helmet on my small head. & zul was chanting, "i just came from mars, PEACE". & continued, "wanna see magic? i can turn my head". bullshits! make me malu this two idiot madafakas. huurr hurr. dyd darling then tag along after that, 4 of us headed to the baagguuss classy food court, at level 2. scrumptious! SEDDDAPPP. *thumbs up* & then we go jalan-jalan cari pasal. we had fun! =) zully baby was hilarious. i loikke!

this two beautifool drinks belong to me&dydy. the blue coral drink feat with lemon, so refreshing. shhhiiioook~

i've been eyeing on this cardigan in giordano. i really want to purchased it, but dang, it cost 39 bucks. & i guess it was too ex. ohh booy, ohh booyy. & then suddenly, dy gave me a suprised. he actually planned it with zul, so that i wont infer that its for me, & from dy. smart ass mastermind. hehe. & out of the blue, the white cardigan popped up infront of my face. i turned so blissful& kissed dydy, as a way to thank him. awww, i'm touched. thank you my dydy darling!!! i love you. =)) MUAHHHHH! my everyday eye-candy.

i met zul, rauf, alfie, & farhainy today. yes farhainy! she's working at imm hang ten. i embraced her as soon as i saw her. so gorgeous!! she was my bestie best friend from primary 4. woahh! coolios isnt it? & she gave me the hang ten shirt as a birthday present. ohh so so sweet! thank you, my love. i love you&i miss you. ohh, nasrun&jun too. fuhh. i really met alot of people today. *beams* i miss my nanas la. & oh ya, i've stayed in contact with shikin, my primary 1&2 bestfriend, ( she left during primary 3). it has been 8 years since then. cant wait to meet her. YEAYY-ness. so happy duppie! all the love ones, are coming back to me~~ once again.....

the white cardigan is from my dyd darling, while the green one, is from farhainy. my first present of the day! HUGS. thanks love. =))

& this SAT is my grandfather's 1 year death anniversary. some feast going on in grandmother's house. well, tomorrow is going to be my big day. celebrating with dyd&fam. when can i meet the watevas?? on sunday can?? pls pls pls. =( *exhausted* prolly sleeping in an hrs time. okies dokes, so long. with love.

".... the kiss was passionate&DELICIOUS. "

i love him as much as he do. let the passion be in the mission. *winks*

nothing. pondering. dreaming. what ting?. bothering.

hoi.
nothing. pondering. dreaming. what thing?. bothering. & i got my ring back. why the ing ing here, ing ing there?? eurgh! stop hassling dassling me, madafakas. =(( SHHOOO! mental distractions. fuctedup.

forthrightly, i dont need the 19th. i'm having ill lucks lately, & i dont know why. ohh gossh, i hate musing about it, but it keep appearing in my god damn mind everytime i tried to fly above without my wings. everything was the spur-of-the-moment. i've gifted! yeayy-ness. i realise that i dont know how to beam like usual. hurr. something is bothering me right now. immense blow, to be specific. i cant convey it here, its too wild. sigh. nevermind, lets clear the evil devil.

bone thugs N harmony ft wisin&yandel song which is wanna ride make me want to groove to the beat. putting it in high volume, make me high too. ouhh high! i feel like contributing to the dance club&drama club. but its unfeasible, as its time consuming. i got school stuff, upcoming projects, & online exams. GRR! considering, thinking, planning. ahhh, the ing again. "i'm the music, while the music lasts." woffie doffie. my, i got to study for my online test tomorrow. i just wish i dont need to bring that chunky book. heavy gilerr! i failed to remember the computer parts. grr. so it means that i need to scrutinize it over&over again. silly milly! DUH. alright, alright. dont be a lazy jackass. =S nehh nehh chuku chia. KNNCCB. arghh.

i'm done for today. there will no school on FRI. yeayy! gerek skali. devoted to the milieu of melody when its pertain to the troubles that can make you distress. shiok man! soothing enough. ohh bombastic very fantastic. & i love my biggie dada, he help my mental strength. WEE! so longy longy. where's the shadow of the divine perfection?? =O

PS: dont call me fifi (someone from the past), & dada ( someone...... ), hush, THEY know who who who. fida dida, will do. gahahah~ cute name by my zully baby. NGEE. ohhh, horny hamsterado, kinky kecik, ---> there go my dydy darling with his silly creations. UNIQUE. nyehh nyehh~

& i was telling my biggie dada about my watevas. it consists of 6 people; 3 hot hunks, 3 hot babes. cun cun kan?? tahu takpe. my preeeeciiioousss gems~ i so LOVE. & he want to join too, haha. we havent yet extend the membership la biggie dada. we got the HAO PEN YOS ma.

ok, dah cukup. hee
sayang sekali dyd darling. =)

"... great music is that which penetrates the ear with facility and leaves the memory with difficulty. magical music never leaves the memory. "

woppie woots.

ohh boy, ohh boy

ladies are fickle, yes they are indecisive&sometimes cunning. even myself! it kills at time. well, i'm in school for the very right now. to my dydy dear, saying that "i love you" is not the only words i want to hear from you. i hate being paranoid, as mentally, it actually rise up my insecure-ness. i cant wait for the better days. i want to see the SUNSHINE, pls pls pls.

down, down, down. i wonder y?? ohh biggie dada, you made me smile, & your butterfly words, ahh i feel so much relieve. yes, dyd is mine&he will always be mine. i may not know how much he loves me, but i truly love him alot. ahh... its more than words...

considering whether to go out wit my friends, or, meet dyd. amaciam giggler gillerrr?? =))
y did i have to be sad in the first place, when i'm suppose to be happy?
i swear, i got no answer to this question. HURR

"....he love the cherry taste on my lips "

cherish today.

toodles.

hate today!

dont ask me why. kelvin&malek came up to console me that includes khairul&ayne. they were snooping as i've started my day with full of laughter&smile, but then out of the blue, my facial expression changed. i was like going through the split personality. almost burst into tears when i actually express my feelings to kelvin&malek. a dagger pierce through my heart. its impair right now. that hurts alot, i swear. somebody crushing your tiny winny heart. OUCH~ only god knows how i fortitude the throb. there's no respect to my feelings& myself too. i wander, wonder. & to my edison, thanks alot for your beautiful words of encouragement. it helps. =)

i'm not in myself today. i'm being barmy along the long long hours. holy shit! thanks to khairul for keeping me company for the 1 hour. i'm sullen&agony, my mind was running wild, i couldnt care less about the outside world. ohh boyy, tears rolled down my cheeks for like oodles of time. khai&i went to macdonald to purchase the hot fudge sundae, & we headed towards the ice skating room. at that moment, i guess thats the only way i could free my sorrowness. it felt much better, & i conveyed my deep deep way of thinking. he really made an attempt to make me smile. *beams*. i'm sorry, sakhai. its so refreshing when you get to share your troubles with someone. yupp.

yes roy, you are totally right. relationship is not like those in fairytales. AGREE! i just wish he respect my feelings&even myself. treat me like how u should treat me. i'm disenchanted, & i'm giving myself, and even you a chance to love each other again. it sucks, i swear, it is. ohh well, thanks to the people like, malek, kelvin, edison, roy, ayne&khai for cheering me up. i love you guys. & i'm touched. =) <3>wo de hao pen yos.

oh, annd.. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY HAZWANI DARLING!
love you alot girl. enjoy urself. kite dahhh tua seehhh. nyehh nyehh~ long live!

woopie woots.

school was superb!

ohh la. school was superb! YEAYY~~ IT1D have turn my monday blues to colourful-ness. thats the main reason, y i'm loving my coolios. WEE. we laugh oour asses off pretty alot sekali earlier. ayne, khai&i even giggled about the dumbiest&silliest thing. gahahaha`. hush. yeayy. i got the same species now, ayne baby. you should know why, babe. wahahaha~ khai came late to school today. lazy ass! he skipped his first lesson. hurr. unfair! gahahaha~ nevertheless, we all had fun fun fun day although i'm having the cramps. wow! impressive, i just cant wait to get to school nowadays. i'm fluky enough. =)

dyd fetched me from school earlier& i saw candy-ass at the bus stop. he was staring at me, speechless. ishh ishh. hehe. i received an unexpected call from rauf, & then fazzley. & rauf told me to come down to chinatown on thursday. considering it right now. i missed my ex-colleagues, ahh, i think i should ehh ehh.

i'm not counting down the days. & i'm unsure why am i not excited to the special day. is it because i didnt reach the expectations?? sighs. lets hope for the better days. run it run it. okie dokies, get ready to stick to the tv screen, anugerah skrin on air. NYEHH~ sufian is the best among the rest. here i am, supporting the up up amateurs. i love his dimples, & his talent shows the success path. good looking+good talent, MAMBO!

woppie~
<3>
missing my watevas.

ewww, nice pic. i lovee banget~

my honey bunch sugary sweetie pies~ giggler gilerr, yes we are. gahahaha~

to khai: cute la tu muke gitu. hehe

shall keep em in my heart. & its locked. BOO~

beams`

i love my species. manjerrr gituu! <3

smollie fifi&biggie dada.

PS: ohhh, somebody-ES starting to call me fifi? DONNA. =P

y did they hurt me?

why does people whom i love so much can easily hurt me either with their actions or words? sighs. FYI, i dont need it losers. thay will never be in my shoes. its hard to believe my mama nowadays. hurr. *nodshead* a mother isnt always right.

well, hide those bullshits. yesterday's occasion was good. =) our stomach was fully-filled. i made a pan pizza for mama, while 2nd sister gave her kachings $$$, & 1st sis as well as bro inc, bought the cake blender/mixer for beloved mama. hapis mama day~ shant go further. getting tipsy as i didnt eat anything the whole day. i've got no appetite. shall continue glued to the tv screen.

SHOTS.

yummy! really look good.

grillings&boilings. we enjoy!

thats momot. the fattiest among the 7's. BOO~ cute kan?

boogie woogie.

upset.

uptight&upset. things which have been promised&wasnt suppose to ever encounter again, happened once again. hurt mingles with disappointment, OUCH! i feel so useless, as i know i'm a no one. y cant he just listen to me&learn his mistakes?? y did he have to turn back?? sigh. speechless. i'm withdrawing; i couldnt uphold anymore. thats a way too much. punish me!

turn away the food which mama served, i've got no appetite. =( a no one.

MI3 super good.

hoolaa. mission impossible 3 was incredibly awe-inspiring. how apt! went to view it with my dyd at causeway point. & its reliable to apprehend. especially the presence of my one&only eye-candy, tom cruise. ahhh! nyehh nyehh`. he's mine. =X compassionate actor, yeayy, he really is. envy! envy! tom cruise was actually working with an agent, whereby he need to execute those mission. FUH! the reactions, those modernised+stylo equipments, sound effecst& the crucials, storyline, was superb! =)) above adequate, *thumbs up*. too stirring to amplify it more. go catch it before you miss it. i shall advocate this 5 out of 5 stars flick to you, MI3. =) i so the love, so does dy. power banget. in addition to my hot hunk, tom cruiser. hurr. =p

wow! i reached home nearly 6, my mother was dead-horrified. gahahaha` funny la my mama! yes mama, it was like a dream come true to you. YEAYY! nyehh. she cant bear to screw me anymore, now. thats was really really early. wahahaha~ dyd need to rush to work, hmm, the truth behind it. when going out with my love ones, the word "early" never register in me, but darrn, today, it did. hee`. woots. i got to clad up now, hurry furry, as my family are heading to aunts house, for mother's day celebration. having some steam-boat at my aunt's house. scrumptious! ohh, i'll post todays camwhoring activities latter latter ok. =) farnn darnn awaiting dong.

".... let the past be our history& let the future be ours."

boogie woogie.
{shakesbutt}

hais

hais. i've changed the plan with mum to go clementi just because of someone. & yet....... hais. all alone in the house. the whole day, infact. =((( fucted up. thats the best way, all alone.

down down down.

this love

ohh la.

Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! & you don't expect love in return. just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. there are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. may you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. & thhe happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. & remember, you need to respect others, before others respect you. we have all the rights to control our mind&body. dont let others take advantage of you. thats a bad case. it happens every now&then, yes indeed. ishh ishh. HURR.

as a human, i've been through this whenever i fall in love. & the last time was the time i fell in love with dyd. yess, it was comical, when i actually flashed back those times. trying to get his attention& even called his house to talk to him. FUHH. i really take the risk. gahahaha~ & still taunt to envisage that i'll be with him. & as the above, i unerringly undergo it. my hallucination, was really a false hope. i've dreamt about being with him, but i didnt believe that it has come true. YES it has! i know i'm propitious as it doesnt appear to happen always. sometimes, dream will never come true, esp when you really hope that his, yours. dyd was in love with a chinese girl, & unfortunately, i gave up on him. instead, i had this short time relationship with muhsin&hidhir. & i broke off not even a month with muhsin, while hidhir last for 3-4 mths. i guess. HEE` then came, shahrizal&fifi in my life, & at that very moment dyd was close with huda, & he had this infatuation feeling towards her. & its the fact that both of us still love each other, be it who we are with. the cycle of our love is a lil tad bit astonishing&sole. i'm not as fluky as the others. i've yearned for it, & now, i'm glad he's mine. after the break up, he's willing to do anything to get me back, & if ever i was to think again that he's going to leave me, i'm a dumbass! he want me so much& then he want to let me go?? isnt that some foolish&unlogical actions?? erm, thinking cappie. very wrong. yes, miki khai is right. my doctor love. & horny darling, i just want you to know that i love you so much ok! dont have to feel insecure&paranoid. yes, i love you too much, that i cant love other guys, my love. you are my lucky charm! =)) hee.

i dont know what are my further plans. but, i'm very certain that i will be left all alone at home, tonight. dad, is out with his friends to malaysia. & mum, elder sis, aunties are going to spore expo tonight, while my 2nd sis going out with her boyfriend. my dear bf, is working today. guess my friends, are happily going out with either their family or friends. =) ohh well, let me just ponder at home. i have the right preference. WEEE! going to bathe soon, following mum&aunties to clementi. undergarments needed sp badly. wahahahaha~ shall blog again.

happy WE SUCK DAY, suckers. everyday is mother's day. & i've asked 2nd sister to buy her a recipe book. nyehh nyehh~ whatever it is, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the mothers.

boogie woogie.

cheers.

snoozeyyy

let me just upload those photos for today's post. snoozing soon, as i'm very the lethargic.

camwhores.

ok people, thats the pimp, saKHAI. sorry ladies, he's taken. =)

my hunks. [ malek, kelvin aka big daddy, saKHAIrul ]

ohh pls, she's too great for me. i love you babe! we bitched& sometimes ditched. naughty+cheeky girls. hehe.

& who actually did this?? let me catch the culprit for secretly camwhoring. =X

they were there, when i break down yesterday. so touched. it was so much love!

<3>

PS: wei ling&sylvia, we had fun in the library playing hide&seek. wahahaha~ the librarian caught us instead of our big daddy. tskk tskk. i love my chiobus! gaahhaha` we arent childish, we are just being cute! hehe. esp that wei ling darling ling lingggg. you have promised to take picture with me on monday hor. make sure oritey then =)). & thanks for the nickname once again, "chocolate sweet". i wonder..... & everybody, even the teachers, envy us, because we are multi racial&always together gather, no matter where we go, be it eat or go home. impressive! we all can clique super well. CHEYY! hail to IT1D. *thumbs up*

ohhh, super nanny, on tv at 10. *grins* i shalll wait. drama classes, here i come!! yawns.

& HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO MY BIG DADDY!!!!

enjoy yourself on this special day. god-bless you. love, love.

cheers.

dont assume`

morning madaness. i will like to start the day with a smile, yess a smile. =) i was in lala land ater 9pm yesterday. WOOTS. shiok man! i was disturbed&confused, so wrote down some of my emotions&feelings in my diary, before turning in. i feel abit better now, so far as i'm concerned, its much better then the fucking yesterday. i wasnt myself, & i ambled nowhere without even care or take a glimpse on the environment. & i didnt even know that a mat was following me
from behind all the way to westmall library, until dydy told me. bloody mats! hurr.

everything will be alright, i hope so. he got his own life, & so do i. its the matter of trust&love, ohh, EQUAL-izer too pls. if i cant do something, he cant too. that's fairness. tskk tsskk. BOO.
well, i'm in the state of confusion. nevertheless, i believe it will fade away. so IT1D, rock my day today! shall see. & ayne, i will post all our camwhor-ing activities later alright. nyeehh nyehh. =)

i dont know.??
so long.

i hate this day!

sucks, & its the suckiest day ever! its either we quarell because of someone from his side&my side, or its me who start it. scary; FREAK! i'm living with trust once again.......

eurgh. i dont want to talk right now. FUCK.
thanks to miki kai for putting sense into my darnn head.
to ayne&khairul(our pimp), for comforting me throughout the day. MUAH!

=(((( down, down, down.

she's hot shes blazing.

ohh la. today was extremely superb& school was hell fun. we had a talk at the auditorium in the morning& this wonderful man, MR william anthony, was taming us with his motivations. & he's horny, hahas, trust me. yes, mr william, we all have dirty brains. nyehh nyehh~ thumbs up! i'm touch by his words of incentive. marvellous! & i've become conscious of it. its just the matter of shakeshead or nodhead. got it?? let's replicate one of his best quotes. "... we didnt plan to fail, but we fail to plan." INDEEEDD~ there goes my brainywaver.

& i've learnt something new about computers&stuff. all the BITS, yeayy, the countings, calculations&converting. its abit thorny at first, but as soon as you understand the concept&how the policies&prototype really really works, then life will be easy for you. & i'm glad i did, all thanks to my lecture guru&friends for steering me up. madaFOKAS! yes. its more likely i'm into multimedia as my talent is based on designing. guess when it come to year 2, i just needd to decide suicide. WEE~ blasting modules up to come. cant wait, cant wait! =)

i've been given a locker keyy for myself, & oh boy, thats good. well, i'm ready to stuff all the rubbishES inside the space. gahaha~ filthy titi. ewww. mr swami released us an hr plus earlier, & decided to meet dyd since he's at JP with alfie baby. & khairul, the cute psyche went home with me. despite his status, he's really a great friend to mix with, & fuckie yuckie, he's soo soo cheeky!! believe me or not! beware, he's devious enough. gahahha~ we were yakking all the way & our convos was all about our life, friendship&relationship. i almost burst into tears upon hearing his hardship. tskk tskk*. =((( fortunate enough you have your lifetime happiness; your family. very lucky indeed! =))

dy&i had a slight squabble the bobble. yeayy, 1 of us had to succumb in case of the extension. eurgh. i love you la sayang. eyeerrr`. lup lup you know. & i met nurul today& she's the lambat queen. nyehh nyehh~ run it, run it. love you both! =)

thats all thee move it, move it. i'm going to land on my bed&snooze after the morns of stomach-egg. annoying! darn painful, fucted up. puke twice, & i had no appetizer for breakfast. stoopps! i feel so incomplete without listening to music, now. grroovingg.. & tune in baybeehh. cheers`.

LOTS OF LOVE.

chiobus. thats my sylvia darling. i love you babe! =)) agree that we are the cheeky girls???? gahahaahha~ you are the queen!

that's khairul. aint he adorable?? *grins* my chiobus are flirting&cheeky-inc with him. wahahaha~

".... once in the situation, you will learn to feel&realise." dont retaliate.

you think i'm a selfish bitch, because you totally fail the comprehend test. SAD CASE.

over&out.

BUULSHIT!

yeayy! meeting my kakarse on THURSDAY. woots. =))))
looking forward ty den.

its all bullshit. darn it.

snoozeyyy

nanny nanny poo poo.

ola. i've got loads of tv shows on my list for today. YEAYY! can execute the wanted tedium. wahaha~

1. so you think you can dance??
2. anugerah skrin (malay channel)
3. DIA (watch it. nice indon drama show at suria. even my indian bf watch it)

WEE. i so love you know. aniways, dyd pass his evaluation. ouhh, i'm so proud of my dyd. see my sayang, so smart. congrats! ohhh no. shall blog again. me&nulul wanna watch our hot hunk on tv, SHAH! hehe.

toodles

BORENESS

BORENESS


<3 dyd.
i just love the edition. 

the qualms is back! ohh no.

ouh la la. oh frigging shit! my qualms are back. ohh no! go away my qualmy baby. the only line of attack i can state my own sensation. yess, i'm furious as my dear dyd didnt want or even care to listen to my words of advice. oh, that's good. & now, i'm praying that you wont lose again. & positively, i got the precise reason why i totally aint favour about all those betting bullshits. SEE FOR YOURSELF.

already happen, & better too late, or else he wont even become conscious to at least, look at my good intention&all the scoldings. no matter what, i'm still here, with you, alright. take your whole time to clear your lost. i shall shake my leg rather than being bother by it. & i still love you. you naughty pussy cat! dont let me down again, & you have promised, so dont break it. better be safe than sorry. cos I CARE. =)

prolly i'll be spending the whole day at home. i'll have to stick to the tv&dvds, ohh ya my munch munch too. come here tidbits! & i'm formally miss my WATEVAs so banget! let's try to plan something on this coming friday, which is we suck day! alrightey then?? yeayy! public hols la dey. hee` & i got to wave to the PAP politics as soon as the thay drive past my block. gahahaha` whoa! so passionate. aniways, CONGRATULATIONS PAP! i've learnt more about politics, but ohh mama&dad, i'm not into it okay. never! =X

opps! i've my flashbox&haloscan on my blog. either two will do. if anything regarding plans, school stuff, or some long grandmother story, use the space at haloscan. & flashhbox is specially for the short snort ones, alright. up to you, as long as you keep flooding it. thank you.

&thanks to NULUL, for the guidance. muah! =D
okie dokes, shake off my qualms. dvds, here i come.

boogie you.

halo scan??

hai hoi. =) bugger burger! very scrumptious, BURP!; opps, i'm fill now. dyd&i bought it at clementi night market. i have the 16 fish otah-otahs to go. mind you, i'll carry on the gobblings later. hee` nevertheless, dyd&i had such a stunning day. YEAYY! we kick about at centrepoint first, as dyd had an interview at cold storage. will implore that you'll get it, in view of the fact that you are such a despo wanting so much a motorbike. ok, my sayang, greenlight! =p i need to uphold my fortitude as i dont want to get involve or undergo the fugusting poignant session. say NO to frets alright, dyd baby. shut it down, then.

a huge thanks, for the day! the foremost is, we get to hang out together, & get the cuddles;kisses from each other. aiya, so divine! =) vice versa, when it comes to silly joke. gahahaha~ thats how much WE love. i breakdown earlier, as a way to thank god, that i met dyd & yes, i'm fortunate. i dont need to bump into the situation whereby, being wary about his whereabouts or whatever thing he dooes, everytime &the game called, break up[s]&patch up[s]. enough, not anymore. this love....... find irresistible on karma. WOOTS!

aww. my edison IT version, really keen on buttering up with me. thanks, by the way. he called me "mei ren yu", unsure why. & even said that dyd&i make a good pair as 1 is chiobu(pretty in an unknown dialect) &another is yandao(handsome in an unknown dialect too). wahaha~ ehh, hen suai edison, my mama said you are very charming. you see!! gahaha~ dont try to deny it, wo de yan dao edison. hee` & yeahh, ni de niu pen yo so chio lerr. =))) thanks for the name too, chiobu cuttie. weirdo but coolio! hehe. the best la you! =D see you on monday.

DONE for now. need to go elder sis house act as a companion. hurr. shots short. *snort*

our love is so beautiFOOL. =))

when you left, i lost the part of me.

let me clad in my usual usuals.

he make weak. *stick out tongue*

dont eat me elephunk! creative tech. hee`

"... an optimist laughs to forget. a pessimist forget to laugh."

tsk tsk. toodles the boobles.

ohh, roy forever?? hahas.

ouhh, there's people killing&people dying too. YUPP. i'll make it short this time, cos i'm reading this article about inner beauty. sounds well-intriguing, & prolly after that watch some shows on tv&snooze. dyd is working today, & yes, i'll be gladly waiting for him. oh la. i shall set an alarm, soon, so that i can be his companion along his way home.

school was okok baby. oh ya, my dear ayne, the guy(our classmate), who looks like a mat malaysia, came to school after his two days break. like FINALLY gitu eh. gahahaha` you are really a one freak ayne! =)) let's keep beeping&peeping for our soon long hours. nyehh nyehh nyehh~ yes, he's cute. sex-ah(sexy). dont assume! hee` i aint horny, cos i'm not label as one, like queen of kamasutra&horny bastard. hehe. safe couch!

its my date with dyd again, tomorrow. where shall we go, sayang?? i've no idea at all. woots! but, i'm looking forward to our feeling-feeling session. wahaha~ it seems that everything is absolutely EQUAL-izer. be it what i can or cant call my guy friends, thats a weirdo blaster. ohh k, & it a matter of all, of what you can or cant call your girl friends. DOOSH! we love each other, & yeahh, the insecurities with people around us, make it possible! we will last, right dyd?? we wont let the past overtake the relationship, & that goes to other people too. believe, yupp. you dont have to feel insecure dyd, trust me. & you too, i'm living with trust, & i dont want to deal with 50/50 trust anymore. no, this time. alrighty mighty, i love you.

missing my watevas
missing my cousins too.
can you feel it, like the way i did??

roy forever?? hahas. oh roy, hopefully we can get to know each other well, the days ahead, in class. yupp. indian/malay guy, he's a big size 1. seems so friendly! nice meeting you. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CRI-CRI! may your wish will come true......
another may baby. give me a five! =)

"... life's problems wouldn't be called "hurdles" if there wasn't a way to get over them"

nananana banana. doodles.

i love IT1D!

ooh ohh la la! school was super fun! yess. everybody will definitely agree with me. why?? ouh the reason behind it was, we got to know each other very the better then those previous days&laugh together, go home together, have our meal together. everything! man, its astonishing. i'm loving IT1D so deep deep. =) when raucous feat with way-wardness, its a BOMB! kelvin, whose soubriquet is BIG DADDY, was the hilarious&the biggest. dont rebuff that, from the initial impression, we all thought you are some anjadi or gangster. wahahaha~ maybe its your appearance la dehh. kelvin rocks! nyehh nyehh. & malek is gravely doing his responsibilities as the class rep, so the well. we are lucky, people! nyehh nyehh. ohh, dont worry malek, your assistant will surely help you IF any assistance needed. hehe. =P

fuhh, i got adorable&charming chino guys in my class. they are, darren, shawn, mr KER AI, & the one&only, yong. YEAAYY! aint i fluky?? *tsk tsk tsk*. darren need a smack on his butt because he's extremely ironic& a lame-ass too. gahahaha`. he's gorgeous tho got a slight ah-beng kia facial appearance. my comical fellow! shawn is voluble when it comes to my singing session. he's cunning, i swear. & once it starts, he will go like this... "ehh, sing the chinese song again." gahahaah~ i cant believe it! i sang the Meteor Garden soundtrack(1st season), Ni Yao Te Ai, in quite a soft tendency. & shawn is great, he even correct my bad accent. wahh! impressive. eiii, teach me more chinese songs hor. wahahaha~ my ker ai friend, is so affable&adorable banget! the smile which can melt me, & the laugh which can ease me. on the way to know him to the betterss. & my only yong tau fu! i can assure to you that this guy is the most endearing chino guy. awww, the cute tone "thank you" really make me feel weird. hahas. seriously! very adorable. he's my edison chen ITE version. the sweet sweet smile& nice eyes, he got it all! wahh lau. y did you let me flatter you all the way, hah edison???? hee`. dont worry! camwhoring soon, & i'll show ya'll my charming heros. alright?? SET! & ohh, the chinese girls in my class is so compassionate&honorable. esp the gorgeous slvia! =)

lecture almost make me snooze! cheesed off! i love my ayne darling. i cant do it without her la. MUAH! & to my biggie dada, dont chortle at me ok! eeee. no wonder, no wonder. yes people. my stupid intention was to BOO kelvin&the rest as soon as the door lift open. BUT damn it, so malu, when i ACTUALLY did that, it was not those bloody clown. in fact, it was the 2nd year student. my classmate behind my back was giggling heavily. wahahaahahahahhahaa! damn funny la tho its fucking thwarting~ idiot! nyeh nyehh nyehh. ohh cant wait cant wait for the days ahead with them again, again, again&gainy gainy! love, love. tomorrow, school starts at 8.30-11.00am, YES AR! and joy, and joy la. *shakesbutt*

dang. didnt meet kai&lei, due to the stuff occur in school. but, i got to meet dyd tt late afternoon. ohh lei, your present is still with me. hais. i know i'm bad! sorry for the delay. HBS having his theory lessons now, i'll be waiting. okie dokes, thats all for this post. naughty pussy cat!

PS: ok my dear IT1D mates, i really cant deny that i look like chinese. you guys are not the only one who said it. well, you guys guess accurately. i'm mixed blood with chinos. hee`.

we had it all! & we love too. =) =) =)

the R's family. fida&ayne. i love her! =) she was there.

the chino guy is the KE AI guy&the tamale is our BIG DADA! yeayy!

".... a friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be."

lala land. cheers.

get well soon.

get well soon, khairul laling.

"...ohh mickey your so fine, your so fine, you blow our mind, OH MICKEY!!"

so, you must be fine okie dokies. drink plenty of water&have an early sleep before i smack your ass. u need a rest. & ur medicine too. hopefully, meeting you&lei tomorrow. miss you, miki.

taking care&you wait forever. ohh la.

leeway first.

ohh la. today was really amusing. my class starts at 8.00am, but i reached at 8.15am, & damnit, aini&i went to the wrong class. gahahaha~ eyeerr. so malu! *blushing* fuck it la. =S & then i was appointed as the assistane class rep/secretary, ohh that sucks. & malek, was the class rep. wee~ yeayy. & our class ended at 10.30 in the morning. nyehh nyehh. envy? envy?? you know i know, you know! hehes. mr swami is the best la. aini&i decided to skip for the CCA Fair, held in the hall. i'm considering whether to join the rock-climbing or student council as part of the activity. erm??? =X clueless. well, well, well. i've got no fucking idea. i guess, i need to seek an advise from an expertiser. & ohh ya, early in the morns, i saw the sweet-arse cheeky wikky guy again. gahaha` he got a very very very cheeky smile. toots`

fortunately, dyd's class ends at 12, so, yeahh, we met&amp;proceed to JP to have our meal&meet-up with my zully baby. zul&i tag along with dyd to BBDC. ohhh, in that short period of time, we got the benefit, being the spectator of the riderssss&driversss. cool mool! yess! out of ordinary indeed. everything finished at 5.40, & we took a cab to J.E as my zully baby was rushing to work. & ya, fauzie was there with us too. hehes. he's adorable! =) big thanks to zul for the time & bits of knowledge to dyd. my hot big momma! hahas.

& when i was sitting under the void deck with dyd, i saw cikgu normalah. fuhh! lucky fucky dong. i'm visualising what if she saw i kiss or hug dy?? damn it. bad bad bad bad. ugly notion! =S we had a good conversation. i miss my malay cikgu la. because of her, i got A1 for malay. nyehh nyehh~ thanks hell lot! aniways my dear WATEVAs, cikgu nor send her regards. ehh, i knoww i'm crapping. =D hee. boy, i'm heavy-eyed&tipsy the dipsy & lala, or po. tinky winky will do. you see what i mean??? dush! alright then, shall blog again the next day ehh.

camwhores.

dyd was on the very the last left. hehes.

wahh sehh dyd. like expertiser already ahh. his 1st practical. yeayy & a great experience too.

dyd dear, you happy i'm happy. you happy for me, i happy for you. you know, you know. so dont ya worry. MUAH! i'm gladie glad =). ohh, let's talk about fart fart again ok. heee`

cheers.