what i see, you see.

wahahahaaha!!!!!! let me LAUGH. yeahh, laughter IS the best medicine. look at that horny bastard. ehh, dont act la! thanks to MS SPY for taking this picture. let me see whether he's flirting. lucky! gahahaha~ tips to MS SPY. good job!

dongle the boogle. oh la.

make the selection

ouhhhLA! nyeh nyeh nyeh~ oh gosh, i have tonnes tonnes of hot hot hot stories to share. YIPPEE! ok wait....

ANNOUNCEMENT: this is going to be a long dong post.
let me start it withh.. my orientation at dover

i went to the orientation with shukri. fortunately, i had a companion to tag along with. we had our breakfast at Mcdonald& then headed to our school. at initial, in the bus 197 there was alot of vacancy seats, but during the stop at Clementi, it was hell jam-packed & bullshit, it was occupied by my schoolmates, YES, the malay guys. i made& got to meet new friends during the 1 hr orientation. its sucky when i got to know tt shameer wasnt in my class. but derrick, yes. 1D IT people, let's grind with me. there's 6 IT classes, A-F, so yeahh, i guess we will meet in the Lecture Room. my class consists of 5 Malays; 3 guys&2 girls. 3 guys, unknown identity, but.. 1 of them look so sooo recognizable. & my new gf, ruhaini, well girl, we are the only 2 malay
survivors(girl) in the course group, so, yeahh, we are going to sticky stick to each other for 2 years. gahahahaha`. shall see you people for the 2nd orientation on the 2nd of May.
PS: i see MATS, but minahs nowhere to be seen. where are they?? cant wait to trash them. nyeh nyeh nyeh~

& after that, i went home to pack my bag to meet my dydy&sleepover at kiki's hse. dydy&i had an enormously pleasurable day. awww! although it turn out inaptly at the outset, i'm pleased that we got to spent time with each other, on that day. in the other way, we made the day A DAY. happiest me, happiest him. my horny bastard very the idealistic you know. i felt so close to him& the love we share, i know it will last long. MUAH! i truly love you, dinesh`baby. thanks for the day, & the 5 hours, feeling-feeling. wahahaa` for me to know you know know U. we had our dinner at LJS JE, & subsequently, both of us meet my crazy bestfriend, zully zully baby! ohh man, dydy can really really clique with zul. elite~ they started out the conversation about motorcycle, hahas. ahhh, that was so much love. i told you dydy, zul is fucking comical! i cant stand him la! =) & after dy left, zul& his 2 other friends, fairuz&nurul, came to join us. i had a good conversation with nurul. she's such a sweetie& she's gorgeous! i just love her! & yeayy nurul, let's smack the guys with our girl power. nyehh nyehh nyehh~ then fairuz left to work, at 7-11 Boon Lay shopping centre, nurul& i was bitching about fairuz's crush. fuck la! horrible. she's too exaggerating, seriously, & she did it knowingly. ohh well, not our favours at all. ohh ya, thanks nurul for the two taxi ride. we are meeting soon, right right right??? hee`.

zul&i ambled to JP at the middle of the night. THANK YOU ZULLY! you are really my BIG MOMMA. he so sweet! he accompanied me till kiki gave me a call. ohh gush, my hands are aching. i shant elaborate futher la ehh. i reached kiki's crib at 1 am. YEAYY! for the first first time, i got to see azmi. WOAH! he's good-looking, i swear. aiya kiki, he loves you la. no worries. & we slept at 3 plus am & that 1 also after 1o times of saying good night. gahahahaha~ we were chatting about our hubbbyyyy. hehes. & share thoughts. ohh kina, thanks for the sleeepoverr ya. i love you GF! & i love your mama too. ohh ohh, & sabrina also. POOTS.

earlier, i went to my old school, YCSS to witness the soccer match. i saw my juniors, & boy, i saw rajiv. he's still adorable as ever! watevas, muhsin, jun& i went to JP to have our lunch. my stomach were aching terribly. mood swing, i assume. tsk tsk. =( & then we lepak-ing at coffee bean. i went home with muhsin&sharir, while the rest stayed to continue. ahhh!! i had a nice sleep just now. aint enough. hee. THUMBS UP, to the two days. =D YEAYY. holy shit! i need to catch the malay movie first. shall blog again. MUAH!

PS: i saw shawn again! hahas. cute cute. mariana&farhan at Chinatown & also my yee huay baby. she's has turn into a gorgeous lady. i love you babe! fuhh. i saw many people this 2 days.

SHORTs-ass.

we love, love. hehes. kiki, i love you.

our day. <3>

at kiki's hse. ohh my. how do we get so fly??

"...if we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater."

cheers sleepy slippery.

tt the joker berseris

ooooollaaa. i aroused early in the morning, nyeh wasnt producing any shot, at all. my mama forced me to follow her to BB Polyclinic for my nephew's check-up. with a bits of sympathy&the visualisation tt she may have some difficulty, i guess i got no choice, but to fulfil her needs. it was pit pattling, & chilling. poor aiman! he shed his tears as soon as the nurse-on-duty jabbed him. ehh, but dont underestimate my baby botak. the feeling-feeling last only for a few seconds. yeayy. the actuality is, he's a valiant baby. =) GOOD BOY!

& afterwards, i headed to National Dental Centre at Outram for my dental appointment. thanks to zul for "escorting" me to&fro the journey. he's HILARIOUS damn it. made me chuckled the whole journey, esp in the MRT. people were gawking at us freaking badly. GOSH, u ass madafakas. gahahahaha~ ohh boy, i cant remained silent since i got the good news. i'm feeling so so sooooo key-up when i was clued-up by Dr.Quek (my dentist), tt in 3-4 months time, i'm free from the braces parang sekeper. so, tts a YEAYYY!! i was tremendously contented upon hearing the news. THUMS UP! i'm telling you tt braces can be annoying at times. but..... it presents me with beautiful results. nyehh nyehhh nyehh~ on the whole, thats the reason behind my wide smile, now. EEEEE. =D ouhh incidentally, zul&i had some vanilla milkshakes. YUMMY~ so the mouth-watering, you know.

and, the very the very today, its dydy's 1st theory for his riding license.. err lesson, i mean. well, i'm behind you my love, yupp, towards the overall process of getting your bike license. i was told by dydy tt it took at least 3-4 months, to be train. & you are formally, a bike rider. gear up, darls. i presume tt beautiful things will actually or actually happenings in the next 3-4mth. why?? as the reason for that... next 3 to 4 month,

• 1 yr anniversary
• get rid of my braces
• beautiful teeth
• dy with bike license, finally.

=) =) =) =) dooshh. dooshh. danng dangg. greeattt banget.

ouhh, i need an early sleep tonight as tomorrow is going to be my big day. its my first first orientation at dover, which last till 12 plus. && a date with darls`baby. in collaboration of 1st MAY. &&& sleepover at KIKI's hse!!! YEAYY. hopefully, lei is joining both of us. pls pls pls~ i need another bitching partner. ahaks. toooots` & the next day, which SAT, meet the WATEVAs, YEAYY. lets give a YEAHH YEAHH! ohh, aniways, i need to list down the stuff i need to bring tomorrow. shall blog again, pretty soon yo. MUAHH! with love.

to my dearest HBS, i'm all yours. dont you worry, my love. nothing will change, be it love or feelings, this i promise you. let's be close to each other, yeahhh. i'm your only one. WE shall secure everything. MUAHH!

SHOTS gun.

yes people, thats ZUL. the guy i've been talking about all this while. nye nyeh nyehh. badut berseries MAAA!

& btw zully, i'm not proud to sit beside a pizzahut boy. YWACK!! & u have to accept the fact tt i actually hate sitting beside you, because i look much much small!! u bugger! =P

silly willy! i know.

chalo bete then.

auntie&nephew

holla, a post again! YEAYY! LOL. ouhh, so much things are going to happen in MAY. wee~ i'm sensing it liao. & yeahh, i didnt believe that i've met so many people along the APRILSSS. esp my former schoolmates/classmates. like it has been a lot of times, i saw shawn. OMG! he's extremely good-looking. & i saw wee kiat, too. wee~ aiya, let's have ex-YP'ians, gathering, once i a while you see. ohhh, lets hold it back for the moment.

i love this pic (below), the auntie&nephew. aiyo, it make me sound so OLD!! gahaha~ yeahh, this lil kiddo, looks like a cinone, i strongly agree. i love my baby AIMAN alot. he rock my world, definitely. MUAH!

ola, i felt so miserable, because...... fuck it. aniways, this fri sleepover is going to be at kiki's place. YEAYY! let's bitch! gahaha~

i guess the auntie is much much more adorable~ nyeh nyeh nyeh

doodles booble looles.`

get you.

holla. ehh, why are my days getting more&more deadly?? well, today is so so much better the tatter, cos' i met my dyd, for a while. wohhoo. its pay-off, as somehow, my horny bastard slay my tedium. i'll be in high-spirit whenever i get to meet him. MUAH!

oh boy, i cant wait for this coming FRI. date with my HBS& then, sleepover at LEI's crib. tt sounds good. this coming days, sealed up with plans. YEAYY. & then SAT, back to YCSS to witness my friends&dy too, playing soccer. alumni reunion, i guess. wahaha~ hmm, i shall ask kiki to join for the sleepover. psst~

shall blog again later, i'm hungry mungry u know!

toots.

wow

"SOME OF THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FOR FREE"

• Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
• Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
• Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
• Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
• Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
• Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
• Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
• Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

aye, aint it too sweet?? fuhh, i love this post. let me dream first. hehe. its for the GUYS. *hint hint* ahem.

crashy bushy.

what a fren!

hey. thanks to people like nurul, miki&lei, for cheering me up earlier. MUAHH! i feel so much better. ahh. & what's more, i ate the whole plate of melon melon. sooooo refreshinngggg! ohh well, i'm upset with nasrun. dont wish to talk about it all. FUTILE! bullshit la. gets on my nerves, for what? dang. let's do something else. duh.

fuhh, horoscopes can be realistic..... all the tics.. & the tactics, which can make me keepp asking myself, is this me?? =]

TAURUS
GENERAL FEATURES: Earth sign ruled by Venus. Taurus represents art, beauty in all its forms, and strength (not only phisycal). Taureans are realistic, security loving (both on the material and psychological level) and they like routines, also in their love relationship. In order to obtain this kind of security, they use all their qualities: resistance, quietness, patience and practical intelligence. They seldom lose control, but when they get angry they can be violent. This is the reason why it is necessary for him to find the right partner. Taureans live love in a complete manner, they are constant and never vain. Among their most suitable careers: interior decorator, teacher, cook and any job concerning earth and nature. This is the sign of the Zodiac which most of all likes relaxing, but only after having reached a prefixed goal, of course.a>

SEDUCING TAUREAN MEN: With Taurean men you mustn't be in a hurry or over-hasty. In fact, Taureans need a long time to understand if they have finally found the right woman. The secret to win their love is being first a good friend. If you invite him for dinner, remember that he likes eating and prepare abundant helpings.

TIP: at your first date use romantic music and lights.

SEDUCING TAUREAN WOMEN: If you are determined and patient you're the right man. Taurean women are jealous, extraordinary and fascinating, they love being flattered and courted. They like perfumes, so give her the best you can find and don't forget to use one when you're with her, because she will smell your skin.

TIP: at your first date don't ask her to play tennis or to go for a walk: she's rather lazy!!!

PS: err, cri-cri is it true about taurean man?? ohh well, wait till i seduce you. wahahaha~
& ya, i still love my dyd.

ouhh lala.
cheers hippy happy.

fuck all the problems.

problems are beginning to show up, these past few days. just spectulate why did i have to tear everytime it did. aint i strong enough? am i too puny to face it?? i feel offended, when its the past, but i get to know now, the present. isn't tt, frontward to the present? i'm disturbed, & baffle presently. WHY?? i'm a fool, to think tt, "whoa, i'm proud tt i'm the only girl, who get to wear his stuff." HAHA. i'm making myself a laughing stock. how stupid! the expectations, sucks la. i'm ashame of myself. i guess he thinks that it's not off-beam. but, not for me. it is not as nice as you think. hais. i'm totally perplex regarding the situation, i'm going through. TADA, swear, &then unpredictably, another story came up&make me feel distress again&again. why didnt you give me the chance to heal at all?? i dont know whether i should trust him&all his swear[s]. i maybe an idiot or a fool, but i still i have feelings. i'm very affectionate about this love. am i wrong to be so into it?? i dont know, who i want to turn to right now. my friends? i dont want to be a burden to em, what's more, misunderstanding is on our shoulder. where's the end, dy?? no sight of it, my dear.

isnt friendship&relationship, suppose to be beautiful?? yes, there's some disagreement with nas& the watevas. i'm dissatisfied with nas for making things so easy for himself& he was telling me that right now he got only his gf to rely on. who are we to you?? is the mistake we made is too too unacceptable to you?? my dear nas, you havent change at all. you told me you are lazy to talk, or maybe think about this problem. arent you making this matter worse? if you want to try to save this friendship, you shuld have make an effort to, at least, get to the bottom of this or clear the misunderstanding among us. yeahh, i have to admit that all of us made a mistake on that day. a single stupid mistake, which can be cleared, right away. oh gosh, i didnt know that it has been drag till this very minute, i swear. you dont expect things to turn out well everytime, right? we did it not deliberately, nas. its a small matter, love. i rather you vent on ur anger at us, then u avoid us. if there's anything we can make up for the mistake, we will. dont make matter worse, please. yes, somethings tt you thought we are wrong, when at the other side we think that its nothing wrong. its just misinterpretation all of us are facing right now. yeahh, we have to give in sometimes, though we feel, DAMN, we didnt do anything wrong. from time to time, i guess yielding is the best resolution. let's talk things out, my lovelies. you dont know how much, i love you guys. i want us to be the usual usuals. join me, leia, khai, sharir&kiki. let's crack it before it gets inferior. put our anger-ness aside, & replace it with love&our 4 yrs friendship. we are humas after all, cant run away from mistake.

hais. prays hard tt everything will turn out fine, very very soon. i dont wish to continue anymore. my eyes are deluge with tears. i cant help it. dare not run away from problems.

".... hear&you forget; see&you remember; do&you understand."
its the policy,yeah, the policy.

nasty parents.

holla. ouhh baybeh. i dont feel good inc. i'm freaking sorrounded by BORENESS. i slept at 6.10 AM yesterday, cos i was on the phone with dydy, all the while. shessh~ damnit! my parents are are rather nasty these past few days. & my mother is complaining too much. how can i stand it?? aniway, mama bought me a pair of FILA shoes, earlier. YEAYY! i'm ready to go school then.

borrinnggg ringgg rinngggg~!~~!!!

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1. New Zealand was the first place to allow fidah to vote.
2. Most bottles and jars contain at least twenty-five percent recycled fidah.
3. The fidah-fighting market in the Philippines is huge - several thousand fidah-fights take place there every day.
4. Bananas don't grow on trees - they grow on fidah.
5. More than one million stray dogs and half a million stray cats live in fidah.
6. Fidah can eat up to four kilograms of insects in a single night.
7. Fidah can give birth ten days after being born, and is born pregnant.
8. Fidah is the only king without a moustache on the standard pack of cards.
9. Human beings are the only animals that copulate while facing fidah.
10. The blood of mammals is red, the blood of insects is yellow, and the blood of fidah is blue.

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whoa. CRAP but hilarious~~ bananas dont grown on treess, they grow on ME. power lamak. this is pure madness. interesting dong. aniway, rushing to watch 1 of the malay show. full-length bloggie, not today. heez.

yup, i'm hornyrado wife of cristiano ronaldo. =]

tata titi tutut.

WTF?!

holla. YUP. i'm wide awake b'cos i'm not ready to have forty winks. earlier on, which is yesterday, our planned didnt achieve perfectly. cos' first of all, our venue to watch Take The Lead at Causeway Point was terminated due to the late-comers. we are supposed to meet at 2, so that we could reach there on time, which is 2.40. then this muhsin&shasha came at 2.10&yeahh, waited for the MRT, till 2.20. doubt we cant reach promptly. consequently, we dashed to Orchard cos' we thought there's still higher chance for us to catch it at Cineleisure. aniways, the film starts at 4. wretchedly, we were too late as d seats for the show was fully-packed. ohh DAMNIT! =(

nevertheless, we ambled to LIDO at Shaw Hse & oh MY, Take The Lead earliest time was at night. & yeahh, TOOTS, cancelled. as an "endorsement", we planned to watch Boys eat Gals, which rather for us, sounds pretty attention-grabbing. next, another shit happened! we only
have the front seats left. which dumbass are willing to extend their neck?? oh, not me, please. i can assure to you that you wont feel the ease at all. NOT AT ALL. finally, we made the final decision, which is to watch the horror movie, REINCARNATION.

overall judgement, the movie SUCKS!! bad storyline. LAMEST duh. it gets on our nerves, when all of a sudden, it ended just like tt. bunch of questions marks hanging in our mind. WTH?!! gahahaha~ ouhh lala, the day was truly testing my patience, BUT with my gems around, what is sour will definitely turn sweet, you know why?? because.....

".... friends are the flowers in the garden of life" agree?? YEAHH!

ohh boy, i need to call dydy right now. shall blog again LATER aightt.

our SHOTS~

LILAY.

fida&jijah. tt's my gorgeous bestfriend, people. & i love her so much!

D&D. <33>

blackarse version. POOTS~

ohh, the always MR&MS ADORABLE. gahahaha~

from left: dy, MIEE & hamsu

"whoever said nothing is impossible, never tried slamming a revolving door...."

`tata cheeky wikky.

ouhh LALA

holla. its sun-drenched, with a bit of luck, it stays. WOOTS! i just want the azure sky&pallid cloud to accompany me today& brighten it. in half an hour time, i will be getting ready to meet my dydy&friends at J.E mrt station at 2. ouh, i havent think what i should clad in?? nevermind, just grab any outfit will do. we are heading to Causeway Point b'cos the film starts at the precise time, which is 2.40 pm. in any rate, unnecessary to rush. YEAYY. cant wait, cant wait! *poots*
let's fasten our anticipation, yo. shall blog once i'm FREE! okie dokes. =)

TAKE THE LEAD, we shall judge you today. gahahahaha~

blablabla, CHEERS the boogles.

movie marathon

holla. well, i'm bored rigid. i watched oodles of DVD&VCD. =] nonetheless, kicking about in my own roomspace gave me the liberty&tranquility. even though i'm watching it all single-handedly, its a pleasure. gahahaha. when tidbits feat with fruit juice, oh boy, it filled my emptiness. i'm relishing it all by myself. YEAHH.

here's the list of tele-movies, i've watched earlier on. ( not in order of time)

• Khabie Kushi Kabhie Gham (hindi)
• Anak Mami Kembali (malay)
• Honey
• Mr&Mrs Smith
• Chicken Little
• Girl Next Door
• Bring It On
• Drumline

fuh. did i really behold those listed?? hehes. so, yeahh, i watched all this the whole fucking day. WEE~ i cant wait for tomorrow's meet-up with part of WATEVAs. we are catching the movie Take The Lead at JP. reviewer it, people. & my darls baby is tagging along too. YEAYY! ouhh, not to forget my bestfriend, jijah! ohh man, it has been ages since we meet. argh, snapshots, lets be bother.

alright, i'm going to watch the chinese tv drama series, NOW. dont want to miss it. love the danggglingggs! ouh wait, i found some photos in my elder sister's previous phone. i didnt know it exist. it remind me of those days & i decided to post it. & dydy, i guess you recognise them. they are the ones mama take care of. yeahh, my fugly photos. & let's play some online games later while waiting for my dydy to finish his work. ~~ SET!

the DAH's. [ fida&syahidah ] best cousins.

& she's iqah. the annoying bugger~ gahaha.

but i still love her& more, her curly twirrly hair. =)

i'm touched by his msg: "... i just want your love, want to love you, dont want to share it with anyone. want you to be someone i can talk anything about. i dont want to be afraid to tell you anything. i want it to be equal"

he's sweet. YUP. i'm the dominant one. too bad, you love "this girl".

There are 3 kinds of people in this world... those you want things to happen, those that make things happen, and those who just wonder what the hell happened!

cheers the doogles.

name it.

"WHAT IS THE MEANING OF YOUR NAME"

well, this bulletin has caught my attention. let's try it out, people. =]

A : YOU'RE CUTE!!
B : you are loved by alot of ppl
C : you're wild and crazy
D : You have trouble trusting people
E : You are always ?fun? when it comes to meetingnew people
F:People totally adore you
G : You are very friendly and undestanding
H : You have very good personality and looks
I :Love is what u are deeply in
J : Everyone loves you
K : You like to try new things
L : You always make other people smile when you smile...
M : You are handsome, and ?sexy?
N : your ?sex? is unforgetable
O : You? love ?foreplay
P : You are very friendly and understanding
Q :You are a hypocrite
R: Someone loves you
S :People think you are so sexy
T : You are one of the best in bed
U : You are really chill
V: Your friendliness attracts people
W : You are very broad minded
X : You never let people tell you what to do
Y : you make every experience great
Z: You're super COol.
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R: Someone loves you
A : YOU'RE CUTE!!
F: People totally adore you
I : Love is what u are deeply in
D : You have trouble trusting people
A : YOU'RE CUTE!!
H : You have very good personality and looks

& i really recommend dydy to try this out. the N's&the S's sound intriguing+hilarious+SCARY! hmm, what do you think bugger??

RAUF

hais. a friend can ditch too. he's pointing his finger at me, everything. WHY?? u listen to his story, but you didnt even take the effort to listen to mine. WHY?? u think everything he did is totally right & on the other side of my case, you think mine is totally wrong. WHY?? u hurt my feelings, WHY?? i've been treating u so well, but what did i get now?? we have been sharing stories among each other, WHY? did you have to hurt me?? i've been loving you as good friend, but WHY? this shit has to happen. WHY?? didnt u even care about OUR friendship???

if i'm a bitch to you, your maturity must be low for me then. i did it for a reason. i thought you came to talk to me because you want to ease it, but DAMN, instead u are putting a weigh on my shoulder. thanks for everything, rauf. if fazzley think you did a good job, well done then. i hope you get your full satisfactory. i deserve it! fuck. to think he's a "friend"... disappointed, very.
why did i have to cry for this?? he dont care about me at all, so y must i??

zul, i need you. & i'm loving zul for how he treats me, & who he is. true friend indeed. HAIL! i hate this post.

BORED fuck.

holla.

shouts to boreness, oh man, i cant survive. dont ask me why the fuck.
heartpain.......
mood-swing.
dont talk to me.
STRANDED.

everything i did/do, seems to be so wrong in his eyes. i'm suffocating.

go away, mood-swing.

hais.

biarkan lah ia di sudut hati
biarkan lah ia semai di dalam
asalkan cinta tidak mati
asalkan tiada yang pergi
biarkan lah aku merasakan keperitan
asalkan dia gembira
asalkan aku ketawa
asalkan kita bahagia.......


unreluctant. let it be.

ice age 2 rocks~

holla. i'm making this post really short, as i'm feeling grumpy right now. is there such bullshit as before&after menses PMS?? i'm not sure either. oh then.
let me tell you straight, ICE AGE 2 rocks! pleasing enough to make us snort&ponder throughout the movie especially with people like nurul, shahidah, yongie, alfie baby&dydy. had a great day with you guys today. THANKS! the movie were damn HILARIOUS! got me?? aha. after the movie, we went to have our lunch at banquet. ohh wee, scrumptious. nurul&her sis headed home, while the rest went to Bukit Batok to accompany dy&alfie. ahh ya lah, enjoyable&shall convene often. gosh, i'm crapping. well, let me just continue reading the Seventeen glossy magazine before i get to the extreme. whats the fucking wrong with me???? unusual, unusuals.

here's some SHOTS

me&nurul

yes people, i look FAT!

me, shahidah&nurul =)

our LOVE.

mixed-blood company. HAHAs. sweet right??

toodles.

Never Gonna Get It.

holla. oh its very the soggy poggy today, again. wee~ i went to collect my futile O'level Cert with kakarse (miki), hehe, sallei (LEI-), shasha (sharo). i love the two names, i've originated, which is kakarse&sallei. so witty! laughing-stock indeed. i sort of miss the school, to be frank. but nevermind, the history between me&tt school is over, memories, please stay. *snort* the four of us, entertained ourselves by musing over the days in school (last time). later, i need to depart early due to my date with my horny-bastard. apologise lovelies cos' i didnt have the chance to join you guys for lunch. =)

dy&i went orchard to take his pay. after that we had our lunch at Centrepoint Mac, & headed home. dy really gave me a fright, when he ogled at the bloody mat-passer-by(stupid arse), who eventually mock/disturb me. oh boy, wild-visualisation has played in my mind & yeahh, i was horrified by dy's anger-ness. & in addition to the guy far-away physical action. please dont do it again, HBS~ only god knows how petrifed i was&all the "whats going to happen" playing in my mind throughout the eye-contact. PHEW! fortuitously, i took the iniative to bring dy away from that place, rather than i stand rooted to the ground. HORRIBLE! & damn you dydy, it took me the whole journey, to overcome the situation. =X redundant

oh well, i cant wait for tomorrow. going to catch a movie with nurul, shahidah(her sis), dydy, yong&alfie`baby. ICE AGE 2, will be nice. YEAYY! the more the merrier&the kecoh. i'm sure its gonna be hell-splendid, you see. YUPP! gee, its more, more, more like LOVE. oh dydy, dongle the boogle& the pagal, DIL TO PAGAL HEI. gahahaha~ thanks for the day. we snickered pretty much today. yeahh, laughter is the best medicine. you better sleep early&take ur medicine, you son of facai. & forceman is force to be a man. wahahaha~

oh ya, i'm so into the song Never Gonna Get It by Sean Biggs ft Topics&Akon. go&download it. & , i keep repeating the song over&over again. NICE dong.

alright, let's cheers.

we look pretty innocent hah?? woots`

we are the act-cute-fuckers! YEAY! =)

lack-luster

lack luster or damsel in distress??

i wonder how, i wonder why
let me wander by myself, then.

Oust the sickness

holla. oust the sickness, oh well, so TRUE! i feel so much better today. great improvement! well, thank god. candidly, a full gratified to my loved ones for reassuring me without fail to. I LOVE YOU GUYS!

its pouring, again. it doesnt brighten my day at all, but nevermind. tomorrow's date to watch TAKE THE LEAD, with my cliques, was turn off. it is postpone to SAT. alright then. oh my, nas starts his first day of school today, at SP. man, i'll be in awe how's his very the 1st day turn out to be. pretty well glad. mine will start in a week's time. gosh, that's pretty fast, hah. new school, new uniform, new friends, new things to study. everything will be totally NEW!

last night, i felt good inc talking to leia, zul, putty & salleh on the phone till like 4 am?? gahaha. nice chat & i hope my hint hint towards ameng work out well. HEHE. i'm a sly, you know. alright then, i'm out of words. shall blog again later.

cheers.

where's my horny-bastard??

holla. its showery the whole day, & i just stir from my afternoon-nap. gahaha~ shiok you know. i was awaken by leia's call. we chew-the-fat about the heart-to-heart, love-love, thingy. HEHEs. yupp my dear, it's complicated. cos` once bewilderment gets involve in it, ahh.. then you got to do some steps, which is, think wisely, decide& be certain. its all up to you, my sweetheart. i'm just here to guide you. & you have the right to make your own choice. "follow your heart", remember ok? i'm here, by your side, dont ya worry. MUAH! good luck.

i'm vexed by my health-condition right now. i dont want to punish myself for being a pessimist, but you know, it cant be help. without enhancement from my few days ago state, till now, my negative thoughts became worse. i have only my dy&friends, to build up my strength. i'm touched by zul's msg last night, somehow, he made me least my worries. thank you, my lovelies.

oh well, let's not talk about it. i'm missing my dydy so badly, right now. guess, i'll be glad if the clock strike 11. alright, some alteration in nurul&my plans. our movie-day would be change to wednesday, as dy is having some cashflow problem. so, yeahh, all set then. the day with my friends on tues, no changes ya. i cant wait to catch it.

what it has in KARMA??

for now, cheers.

sleep peacefully

"... i'm not crazy, i'm just little unwell, i know right now"

holla. thank god! i got to slumber with calamity yesterday night. i had this "disease" that everynight after 11, i will surely down with fever or hit-egg. after taking the sleeping pills, i sobbed to dy&protested, tt i actually aint strong enough to take the test (the everyday disease). i swear, its revolting. after dy soothed me, i went to sleep. ahhh, till the this very very morning. FINALLY lor! fuck-ish. =S

theres abit of sun-rays reflecting on the earth, which i can very well see right now. BUT, the skies isnt tt well. so, i envisage that its going to rain TODAY. that's fine, at least i get to see the sunshine, afterall. alright, i want to dirt-free my crib first. shall blog again, later.

{singing}
"rain rain go away come again another day...."

tata.

showery takes the lead

holla. the sunbeams is nowhere to be seen this past few days, yeahh i truly agree. dreary moment in action, BUT, the hustle&bustle of the city, the ambiance, is still vigorous!
the kiasus&kiasis are still alive (its a must, hor). gahaha~ the rain showered the earth, nonetheless, it wont turn us down. why?? today is good friday&its a public holiday!! YEAH. =) the gentle wind make me sluggish&i feel like listening to some slow music, then snooze. whoa! SHIOK MAN! gahaha~ =p

save for the other day, because earlier i went to meet kiki ferst to pass some stuff to her&then, tag on with darls baby to the mrt station. he needa go to work& i needa go to CTP, cos i'm frigging bored staying at home the whole day. so, we took the train together&alight at Outram to board the NEL, to Dhoby Ghaut. we had our lunch at Plaza Singapura, KFC. its appetizing b'cause both of us were god-damn-it famished. then dy spotted Priya. OMG! its unforeseen to see her there. i was in high-spirit&quickly ran towards her. HAHAs. priya's expression was hilarious. she quivered when she saw me ( i think she must be shock upon seeing me). funny la you, sweetheart. we embraced each other&have a lil conversation. oh my, only god knows how much we miss each other. "the longer the nicer", i uttered tt before we said good-bye. gahahaha~ dy rushed to work while i moved on to CTP.

pleased to have a chat with angie&ayu, since its their lunch time. we bitched fer the moment, tittle-tattling about china prositutes. ayu's action really made both of us chuckle like hell. DAMN you lil. later, i went to meet-up with lei&miki. we conversed alot of stuff actually. but the tonnes of stories from miki's NP orientation camp were so many many! ehh, it sounds so amusing. eurgh. i miss camps (tho its so leceh). so envious la, tt miki actually learn alot of positive+negative things during the camp&he made alot of friends. so fluky la you. =) nevermind, i'm looking forward to our next gathering which is on TUESDAY. yeahh, gonna watch TAKE THE LEAD, with my lovelies, WATEVAs. arhh, then its more like love.

my grandmother was hospitalised (not sure what happen). & freak, i need to visit her tomorrow. i had a date with my HBS, i wonder how?? *tsk tsk*
ahh, its chilling& i will like to sit&ponder in a short period of time, while waiting for my darls to finish his work.

"... oh boy, how i wish i could dance in the rain"

Whether the weather be fine
Or whether the weather be not
Whether the weather be cold
Or whether the weather be hot
We'll weather the weather
Whatever the weather
Whether we like it or not.

darls&darly.

what happen to all my smile?? grins.

miki khai&mini fida

i quivered my smile la! look so fake.

fugly&LEI`baby

ehh, y i look so like black-ass hah??

cheers.

deep down here

holla. boy, i'm back again, to crap! just came back from IMM, with mum, elder sis&baby botak. we did a fast-forward shopping, & i purchased all the tidbits. YUMMY! cant defy those high-fat food, forget about diet plans, just scoff it as you wish too. & the feeling is awesome! especially when you are under gloominess. (i am, NOW!) & i was wink by a fucking mat.

mercifully, my hit-egg had disappeared. well, the hit-egg come for a reason. no pain no gain eh?? gahaha~ but, something is bothering me actually. i dont know whether its due to PMS or not. guess, isnt at all. communication break down. i was forgotten, still i entertaining my heck-attitude. placing the feeling deep into my heart can be at risk. hmm, i'm naive cos i feel a little not right. i think i can be hail as ms lonely. perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

tho its a lil annoying sometimes, thanks DB for a warm msg (tho expect to someone else). i'm content, at least. oh well, tata for now.

ohh wait, i need to call miki later. he just came back from NP orientation camp. psst` i wanna kepo-kepo abit. definitely he has tonnes of stories to tell me. well,well,well. =)

cheers.

hit-egg

holla. i was hit by an egg, OR to describe clearly, i'm having hit-egg. at 1 moment, i felt extremely nauseous, & felt like puking, then the next moment, i felt like crashing my head on the wall. mind-freak, this feeling has been staying with me since last night, while i was on the phone with HBS. i took 2 tablets of painkiller, with any luck, it will fade away. i'm below par&this unable me to have the disposition to do anything. it sucks, i swear.

as a "good" auntie, how poor my health right now, i still carry out my obligation as one. after patting my nephew (to call, baby botak) to sleep, i put my feet up on my bed. & beyond a shadow of a doubt, i'll be resting the whole day at my crib, & its pretty tight due to my cousin's stuff-which-was-not-suppose-to-be-here; all over the place. this way, i will recuperate faster(hope so), & get back on my hale&hearty usual usuals.

ok then, a big apology to my HBS, cos i cant follow him to the hp shop. shall blog again once i'm feeling better.

`cheers.

amazing.

holla. a post, once again. i found this photo at lei'a friendster& i decided to grab it. UNBELIEVABLE. this picture was taken Aug last year at Taman Jurong CC, in collaboration of National Day&Opening-ceremony. i didnt know tt this picture even exist. gahahaha~ those memories hah. *tsk tsk* i'm missing my bestfriend, jijah. MUAH! hope she's alright.

something intriguing has caught my attention. thanks to dicky. SHIOK MAN!

cheers.

frem left: miskzEFA, flo3, putty, ME&jijah [[ those days]]

my face like distorted sia. HAHAx.

i love my new skin

holla. REFRESH, REFRESHING & REFRESHMENT! the perfect words to use. firstly, b'cos my posts arent missing anymore, so full-stops to all d complaints about the MIA-ing posts. YEAHH. so people, no more difficulties to face the moment u click on my blog-url. gahaha~ =) secondly, my new or, up-da-ted blogskin/blog, looks totally refreshing. thanks to lei`baby fer the guidance. *shakesbutt* i LOVE it now. & lastly, after a long hours sitting infront of my computer, upgrading&transforming my templates, mum served me ben&jerry's ice cream. yes leia, i so agree, tt once u taste it, u will get addicted to it. *beams* i'm addict, i'm addict to ben&jerry's ice cream. when comes to damn scrumptious food, its priceless. HEHEx.

starting from tomorrow, thursday;13 APRIL, 91709097 will be available. yes ar! i did the de-activation at Westmall hello! singtel with my sister, earlier. good service leads to an appreciation frem customers, yup. HAIL em`. 81665546 is still on, but i wont be using it tt often as my this no. so people, anitink holla me at 91709097 ok. err, god-damnit! i lost like hundreds of people's no due to the loss of my mobile phone. *shesshness* have to dig em out again&find ways to find their no. argh. the situation i dont preferred at all, has to happened now eh?? DOOSH! hecks. & i went to the pasar pagi (morning market instead of night market cos its in the morns) & bought hp accesories. there whereby i met 2 cheekopehs (the seller), purposely took my phone& fuck-it, they insert their name&no in my phonebook. i thought they wouldnt have my no, but smart people like em cant be fool. they leave a miss call on their hp to detect my no. & now, they are dubbed as dumbass b'cos i'm not gonna use tt no, tt often. HEHEs. i'm smart, too. =p

dinesh&my sister are getting on my nerves. dicky is in-the-process of buying the phone i've been craving fer, like hell, which is the Sony Ericsson W550i. & as for my elder sister, she have already bought tt phone, exactly the same place&day i bought my phone. damn it la you people. dont friend you. HMPPHH! =( purposely making me jealous. nevamind, i shall be greatful tt at least, i have one! but, i'm still angry. *stick out tongue*

alright, long post again? wahaha~ i love my HBS.

tata fer now.

its HIM i <3

holla. i've been trying&trying to post at least, a post fer today, BUT it seems that the connection went haywire. i'm clueless. thousands of ??????? circulating my mind. i've no fucking idea, why the "cannot find server" keeps appearing on my screen whenever i enter the webpage. & like finally, YEAHH, i got thru it. HEHEs.

{ updating my scenes of life... }
alright, so far, everything has settled (i guess). be it the conflicts, between me&dy, me&nurul, me&DB. half-way thru the hippy-happy, happiness, i've been craving fer. DAMN. i guess my happiness didnt only lie on myself, but people around me, plays a big part of it too. the conflicts between nurul&i have ended. hopefully, i can regain the trust&love in our friendship this time. this is wat i've realise during the war, gahaha~ ::

• impossible is nutink?? but, YOU can make it a sumtink. its true, sumhow.
• make the impossible to possible.
• & i HAVE TO, clear my mind, & take 1 day to think about the rights&wrongs
• its COMPULSORY, fer dy to put some sense&logic into this "posess me", HEHEs.
• i have the right to turn it downside up, instead of upside down. got it??
• push away my ego-ism&jealousy far away frem me
• & the fact is tt, whenever angry-ness mingles with dissapointment, i'll gestulate everything tt has been playing in my mind& vent it on my bloggie. POOR bloggie. tts the best, but sumtimes its helluva a big fucking mistake. HEHEs. i got no other ways!!
• ahhh, this 1 is abit sucky, but its the d FACT! cant denied it. LIFE'S A BITCH, so, yeahh, i bitch!! wee~
• say sorry to urself fer not being perfect
• give&take, ferget&forgive. its difficult at initial, but its worth-it. trust me.
• at the midst of clearing everything, think&feel, (be in tt sum1 shoes), about others.
• & lastly, the friendship. =)

yup yup. i guess, things will be fine if we trust each other, right nurul?? maybe we aint closer enough. i'll try my very best to understand ur friendship with dy. its my turn. but, make sure things wont happen again la, cos it will make the matter worst. stick to my initial plans, which is to heal my wound&gain the trust. not to worry, we will talk things out, if anitink cause distractions or unhappiness between the both of us. tts the best way to prevent history to repeat itself. thus, i treasure you, nurul. the friendship, too. let us work everything out together. & stay with our usual usuals like b4. dont miss it. catch it with me ya, babe. =D let's be merry. wanna join me, people?? gahaha~ =)

wee~ my 1st picture on my new hp. & i suddenly realise, my skin have turn darker, compare to my old pics. EURGH. hecks. thankfully, tt my dad bought the bluetooth USB dongle, so, it looks like now, i have no problem sending or receiving files, pics or watsoever from my friends. new tech serve well, i agree. i'll keep my hp safe with me, onwards. i'm already under the recovery of my traumatise-lost-hp. *nods head* & waiting to deactivate my simcard, then everything DONE. i'm loving my job currently. a PEST-CONTROL. god-noes how much i anti cockroaches. sheltox is my weapon, HEHEs. i killed more than 10 today, damn. my cousins&i, do alot of shoutings&killings at the same time. YUCKS. hahaS. fun, aniway. *gross like fuck* cockroaches can really make me tear, wen it comes unexpectedly. i know i'm abit weird, but i'm really really fear it to the CORE. what to do??? any suggestion, do tag me.

to my fellow friends, like miki&sharol, who are enjoying themselves, at the NP orientation camp, have fun yo.

alright, gonna surf the net more b4 i crash on my bed, WEE~ i love the name dick-nesh instead of dinesh. mr dick, or mr lee?? hahas. weird, but comical.

tata bye bye.

[[ everything, is MORE LIKE LOVE. ]]

i miss my dy

i miss you, baby
come back early
i need you by my side
when i close my eyes, i see you
when i feel cold, i feel ur warmth
i just want you, right here with me tonight.

big fuck, YES! MANCHESTER UNITED VS ARSENAL. great great fan of MANU. HAHAx. i'm proud to be 1. prays hard tt MANU victory is on its shoulder. CRISTIANO RONALDO, 7, *ahem*, i'm hitting at my hot-stuff ONLY. HEHEs.

aite, just took my medicine, which damn, cause drowsiness. & fer the very very the right now hor, i feel abit tipsy. so, yeahh, looking forward to the result... GD LUCK! cheers.

tata.

hmm. may baby

>-----------------MAY BABY -----------------

>Stubborn and hard-hearted. S

trong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.

>Attracts others and loves attention.

Deep feelings.

>Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.

>Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex.

>Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to

>dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.

>Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good

>imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves

>literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike

>being at home. Restless. Not having many children.

>Hardworking. High spirited.

ok, i'm a MAY BABY, but most is UNTRUE!! hahaX. intriguing, overall. cheers~

i need you help

holla. ok my lovelies are complaining to me, tt my posts are kinda missing, but suprisingly, i didnt encounter the same problems, tt goes to dy, too. weirdos. alrite, this matter i shall look up later& do some investigation. hahas. i need kiki, curlie&miki to help me in this. if still no changes on my post, tag me yo. thanks, alot.

i hope things are getting well between me&dy. well, i can bitch, & i can ditch. & i can tell you directly, tt i'm back to my old-self. i've been hurt once, not animore. & not because of that girl, again. enough of the suffer, on the previous year. i've been always trying to understand ur friendship with that girl. but wen it gets out of my limit, i really had to do sumtink. be in my shoes, at least. worse, she's ur ex-admirer/crush or watever fuck. i'm just scared tt things "may" happen again. who knows?

& because of the fucking shit tt happened again, i cried the whole damn day&then lead to difficulty in breathing. have to wake up at 2am, & proceed to the clinic. & great, i'm down with asthma. muggafarter.

let me heal the wound. let me trust u back, ur love&everything. if you tink tt the way i treat that girl, is a way heartless, then be it tt way. cos in a way, she have to think before she react. eurgh, i'm full of WAYS. a girl cant feel how another girl feel?? tts weird. the friendship?? what she has done, all this while?? erm, let me think about it. it takes hell-time, man. let'd work everything out, LIL. depends..... i dont wanna hate, but u force me too. what can i do?? if anybody is gonna hate me fer this, i'm glad =D.

i'm loving my WATEVAs alot. thanks fer understanding me&guiding me, during my hard time. actually, being single, is pretty much worth-it, at least, u got the liberty. am i MYSELF today?? i'm not sure. i feel weird. is sumtink bothering me again??? eurgh.

~toodles.

god-damn-it

holla. yesterday at nite, i went to ngee ann city with my elder sister, bro-in-law&baby aiman. we ate at this so-called, high class restaurant called "BREEKS". bro-inc ordered, steak, which was extremely srumptious! its worth it la actually. then me&sis, bought the seafood mahogany, covered with cheese. YUMMY! we enjoyed our late-dinner yesterday. & after tt we proceeded to the small cafe to visit my uncle who used to be a bartender there. glad hes a manager there. i miss him tho. he treat me good, wen i was young. & we strut down the streets. ARGH. shiok man. finally, get to relax my mind frem the hustle&bustle city. ok, plan fer today?? gonna grab the Sony Ericsson , K550i, hp at clementi. cant wait fer tt, cos everything screwed yesterday, fuck lar. & prolly the deacitivation of my simcard will be nxt monday, yeahh, so everything will be settle by nxt week. =)

yesterday, hell-sucks! i didnt take reveng just fer fun, yeahh, i noe its kinda childish, but at least i get you to feel how i feel since you never get to feel how i feel. painful? hurt rite?? exactly! i want to start everything ANEW, ferget about the past&stuff, but look, wat happen yesterday?? u ask me to tell the truth to fazzley the reason behind me meeting u, i did, 4 ur sake. & worse, you said "i love you" to this girl, whom i dont favour at all. hais. i'm feeling so so sullen since yesterday. everything has spoil. if i didnt look at his hp yesterday, i wouldnt noe. i'm a fool! i'm scared to develop the love. not animore. see, y i'm scared?? figure it out.

frigging hate em. fuck.

simply because of her.

the previous post was 100% fake when i told ya tt TODAY beautiful things will happen. absolutely NO! dont ask me why, cos i fucking hate to utter it. its simply because of him&her, as usual. told ya, history may repeat itself. guess already repeated. fuck. he have to add salt to the wound. do i fit to be in the relationship?? i dont tink so. impossible is nothing, fuck. good, wanna get things start totally anew& then, this shit happen on our ferst day. eurgh. i cant take it animore. i dont know what i shuld do right now. hais.

do i look like i freaking care??
fucking-hell.

my true colours.

HOLLA! it seems tt, things are moving on smoothly. i'm glad =D, tt dy, "at last", understood me, unexpectedly. every single bit of my situation.. PHEW~ thank GOD! i teared of happiness wen he actually, realise tt i'm doing everything for his happiness. =) HE will show me the right path, dinesh. HE will.

yup.yup. & i told him d truth about my "vengeance mission". HAHAx. my motive was just to take revenge. & yeahh, i'm blast with full-sastifactory. bastard sia kecik, heheS. =P he ditched me ferst, den i ditched him worst. afterall, i felt remorseful cos, sumhow, i hurt my love 1. forget it, my mission is COMPLETE! tts only part of MY true colours. i'm back to my old-self, trust me. *winks*

u noe, sumtimes, people out there cant understand the intimacy between the WATEVAs. some may tink its nt nice, cos we are physically close. its the touch, ya noe. LEI is rite, WATEVAs consists of 6 astonishing young adults with unique personalities. we have been thru ups&downs fer like 4 yrs, & the only thing tt different in our gp is, we are unisex. guys&gurls together. so, u cant judge our intimacy, cos we have been very very close fer 4 yrs. we hold hands&hugs, is like to a symbol to show love&friendship. we are like siblings, & fer us, its like nothing wrong, taking picture so closely, or stuff. tts how strong our love&friendship is. so, to "those pple" who tink so low about the pics or, gps, kindly ignore the pics, cos its NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS, cos you people just dont get it. thank you. isnt it like fucking pissing us off?? *grins*

if you dont understand as the above, shall ask the WATEVAs fer guidance ok. *grins*

alrite, so mr dinesh, your teeth have been fixed, earlier. gonna check it out later. give me ur beautiful smile, elly. hahas. & yeahh, SMILE! no needa cover u mouth wen u smile or laugh. nice oreadi la. & ya, gonna activate my line&buy new hp today! YEAHHH!!! i'm loving today actually, because beautiful things happen today. & finally, i got to be happy, naturally.

so, WATEVAs, hows the movie-trip tomorrow?? confirm with me later ya. love, love.

~toodles.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, LEIA!

holleer. i'm under dilemma. "no matter wat i do, all i tink about is YOU". my dear DB, i'm sorry if in aniwhere, i've hurt u, or made u cry. i have no bad intention at all, believe me. even my dear dy is assuming shit at me. you both just dont get the picture? y?? is it so hard fer both of you to?? y am i always have to be the middle-person?? & worst, i'm handling 2 gentelman, & yet, i can try to understand me, but y they cant?? even a single bit of it?? y?? its not about a win-win situation, its all about myy happiness, ours, US.

both of u are hitting me with ur words. i can just afford to keep quiet. the ego-ism is killing me, is forcing me to stay calm. u expect me to listen to you, but did u ever wanna listen to me?? y cant u try to be in my shoes?? y? HE tinks tt i'm playing with his feelings. it sucks wen i tried to tell him wats in my heart, & den he accused me of playing with his heart. WTF! its a mistake fida, it is. i want the dream to come true, but i feared tt history may repeat itself. i need the time, but u just don give me d chance to. u cant get me, how am i suppose to get you? whenever i'm trying to explain&explain, & den put in some sense into you, make u understand me, u protested. how?? u win, ok.

y cant they see wats in my heart?? is it so difficult? hais. i better off with the both of you. its too much. dy, i've been so loyal to you, & yet all the shit has to happen during our relationship. however, the love fade but not gone. i've been so loyal. is loyalty towards sum1 a big mistake? or a punishment? as a gurl, its nt difficult to get rid of it. its nt even a year past. yet, you cant pretty well understand it. it takes time. if you tink i'm playing with ur feelings, den wat else can i do, but to let you go. yeahh, let everything fade, dinesh.

& too my DB, if ever the day, whereby everything goes very very wrong, just remember tt i did everything fer the happiness. remember i told you b4, "ADA HIKMAH DI SEBALIKNYE"/ "THERES WISDOM BEHIND IT". still young&still have a long way to go. no needa rush fer long-term relationship. zul is absolutely right.

let me be myself today.

"HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY LEIA."
as u grow older, tink wisely ya. i love you so MUCH! enjoy, love.

caught up.

holler baby. the lost-feeling is inevitable when DB changed. just fer this very very moment, i love this status of mine. my dear dy, he deserved a better girl. i wanna get near to u, but again, d past overcome everything. yeahh, u were cruel when i get to know, the truth, but it all gone, when my love blooms once again. weird, my love still blooms, every single day without giving me any signal. GOD, help me go through the fear, the past&also the love. just let me move on. its time to get real, & focus on my studies. put aside all the relationship& the confusion, be myself. new friends, new life.

hate the fucking past.
love the present.


(VERSE 1)I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me my weakness,
but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

(CHORUS)'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last need you by my side'
Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static
And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go want you in my life

(VERSE 2)Your arms are my castle
Your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times
We've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

(CHORUS)'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last need you by my side'
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go want you in my life(Chorus again)

soal hati (question ur heart)

holla. *beams* i guess my flu+fever is getting worse instead of goin thru the speed of recovery. i tink i needa more rest. hmm, yeahh. meeting my ex-colleagues, probably later, at 1 plus. needa take my MP3 frem DB ferst&proceed to CTP. before tt, needa return my WATSon uniform at CThall, its HQ. hmm, &lei baby, as well as, miki told me to come along wit em but the tutorial thingy. HAHAx. =D hopefully, i can make it. no promise k.

earlier, went to ITE DOVER. bought my uniform. HAHAx. so cool~~ & yeahh expectedly, alot of GUYS den gerls. i made new fren aniway, shameer&derrick. yeahh, shall meet up on our 1st day Orien, 28th APRIL. den went to lil india, with GUNDINDA, & jie ying. the thosai was scrumptious~ absolutely, thumbs up*.

hais. i'm feeling down&sick actually. alrite, good mood unavailable. gonna rest on my bed. shall blog, once the good mood is avaible. thanks fer reading, cos it seems tt, i'm crapping this time. =S *tsk tsk*

~toodles.

sea sick??

holla. aint my day at all. i'm down with fever~ dang. suffering frem breathing difficulty&flu.
prolly because of the trip to SENTOSA. 2-3 trip in the sea. HAHAx. sea-sick, maybe. nose-blockage can make me really pissed off, mentally & physically. the day?? i'm gonna spend my time at home, resting&blowing my nose. WAT ELSE??!! =S

2mrw i needa go to ITE DOVER, fer this activity which occur frem 8.30-5.00. hais. its gonna be hell-bored. NAH. things may change. make new friends~ hahas. IT people, i shall see, see, & see. maybe some hot hunks, pls??? HAHAx. shall call NAS later, cos he going dere too fer some werk thingy. my plans? gonna buy my uniform&books, b4 skul starts on 2nd MAY. ~groove~

aite, gonna dress up to proceed to the clinic & bring my baby Aiman, down. sis&bro-inc fetching him at the deck. hopefully, not contracted by my illness.

~toodles.

my happiness.

holla people. YEAHH. yesterday, was awesome. our meet up&the trip to SENTOSA was absolutely great! HAHAx. 11 people rock the Pahlawan Beach. they are, the WATEVAs: kiki, lei baby, miki, nas, sharol & ME. follow by, fazzley, muhsin & kiki's siblings, hadi, ahmat&NANA!!! so, yesterday was oso, to celebrate our Lei-baby upcoming 17th Birthday, which is on 6th of April. niway, wat did you wish fer, darls?? hahaX. it was exhausting, but overall, complete sastifaction. the best outing EVER! agree??? *nods head* our aura happiness which reflect frem each of every one of us smiles&laughter. tts HAPPINESS, my fren. i'm happy, even now, wen i tink back about yesterday. tt shows how much i love my WATEVAs, & my fellow frens. thanks fer the wonderful day. without wasting much time, here come the SNAPSHOTS.

our way to SENTOSA.

on the escalator. sharir, aint fierce at all. hahaX. look like an idiot!

the beautiful people: lei baby, lil laydeh&kiki

tts my NASRUN. good looking rite??

i love this lovelies. my mammi&daddi. cute stuff.

there they go again!

me&LEI. nice pose.

tts our tickets.

forever with his vainpot=-NESS. hahaX. i love him tho.

here we are, PAHLAWAN BEACH.

tts ME~ *beams* i love my shades.

mini&miki. ALWAYS with love.

i love d SEA! we love, i mean.

cicik&nana. he complete my life. LOVE ya.

thanks fer the food, kiki. srumptious!

lei baby, birthday cake! yummy~
blow the candles&make a wish.

my lovelies. they are all MINE! =p

a kiss fer my birthday gurl. tts NANA! look how adorable she is.

tts US. the love is in us.

b'dae gurl, cut the cake.

look, picturesque. i loike!

heart em.

the F's.

<3>

hahaX. i love this pic.

the laydehs.

the guys.

US.

tts muhsin. i love him cute lil dimples on his cheek. HAHAx.

whoa! card-master la.

ms&mr adorable.